dreams diary

using the database

at the top-right of your browser page click the three dots

then click the word find

a little box will pop into view

type into the box the word or words or the number of what you want to find

example: for the first day of a month type 01

for the first day of the month of january type 0101

for the first day of the month of january of the year 2018 type 01012018

try it with your birthday or with any date that is special to you until you get the hang of it

try it with words like walking, kissing, cooking, happy, your favourite colour, the birthday of someone you’re fond of, your favourite subject at school, your favourite expression or your lucky number (with numbers type the number as a word e.g. one hundred, not 100)

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this database is now being used as the definitive reference

this database will have the latest changes and amendments to the original day-by-day entries

every time a change is made to an existing entry it means having to re-work the original entry and then change the backup database and then come to this database and make changes here

it is just too time-consuming

the reader is still encouraged to read the original entry in the first instance but will find some contradictions when she or he cross-references some of the older dreams with newer entries

no doubt this database will have to be changed for another database sometime in the future as the volume of information increases

dreams theory is in a constant state of flux

may it always be so

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capital letters = link

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don’t try to read dreams diary methodically like a book or read lots in one go

dreams diary and isn’t meant to be read like that

treat it like a lucky dip bag and have some fun

e.g. you have got to wait five minutes for a meal to cook

so you could type into the search box “five minutes” (i just typed the words “five minutes” into the search box and got three results which took seven minutes to read)

try to develop the knack of getting only one result each time you use the search facility (i just typed in the word “tender” and got six results and then typed “tender x” and got one result)

when a person deals the cards at a game of bridge a person can work out the odds of what cards she/he can expect to get

what the odds don’t give is the quality of the cards you can expect to get from the dealer

every dealer has her/his own unique qualitative character

this database is the cards and you are dealing to yourself

here you will go back to the beginning of time and forward to a place beyond time which is forever changing from one degree of desirability to an even greater degree of desirability from one moment to the next

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another thing worth knowing… when you do decide to read a whole entry please read the original entry that was posted on the internet

on average it takes two to three hours to write an entry and each entry will “carry” with it the original energy as it was being composed; it will “feel” different to the database copy

to read the original post single left-click the url

the url’s for the original post is the first line below the three asterisks

here’s an example…

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http://endic.at/world%20wage.html

with dreams theory, i’m almost as new to it as you are

what follows over the coming decades is going to be as new to me as it is to you

as we begin to prise open inner-self you and me will make discoveries we wouldn’t have believed possible

we are entering into “the epoch of the discovery of self”

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if you don’t remember your dreams every day read ” How To Remember Your Dreams

it will soon go from “i’m going to remember my dream tonight” to “i wonder what my dream will be tonight ?”

sweet dreams.

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/

in theory a straight line crosses infinity

if so, infinity can be traversed and this time we do not stop

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capital letter/s = link

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Start Page for Endic

This Websites Dreams

introduction

dreams theory will lead to a complete picture of what the mind/id/psyche/soul/spirt is, and it will answer the questions…

What are dreams? Why do we have them? What do they mean? Where do they come from?

it will also lead to the realisation that we have tapped into a source of knowledge which has applications that far exceed the applications that have come from Quantum Theory

quantum theory gave us…

the computer

the t.v.

the atom bomb

an understanding of inanimate reality

dreams theory provides us with…

knowing what ails us

knowledge of life after death

the ability to see into the future

a firm grip of our relationship with Eternity

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the tenses of time and our sense of time

first, we recognise there is a difference between the sense of time we experience when we are not dreaming (as you are reading this) and the sense of time we experience when we are dreaming

the sense of time in dreams passes more quickly than the sense of time when we are not dreaming

based on the carmen dream, our experience or perception of time in dreams passes at least ten more quickly than when we are not dreaming

the difference might be a variable, both subjectively and objectively

the tenses of time

there are nine tenses of time

1

the future of future Undulations

2

the future of the present undulation

3

the future of past undulations

4

the present of future undulations

5

the present of the present undulation

6

the present of past undulations

7

the past of future undulations

8

the past of the present undulation

9

the past of past undulations

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have decided not to time-tense each individual scene routinely but will put them in if they have a relevance, particularly as explained below*

every individual has it in her or him to change the time-tense of the dreams here at dreams theory… 

*extract from the addenda of The Dream Of 24112017

for instance… as far as i’m aware, folders which have pictures on them don’t yet exist

not being a computer aficionado i wouldn’t know if it’s possible to put writing or pictures on the outside of a folder which i assume would have to be an option when creating a new file folder

if it is possible, then the person who introduces it will have changed the time-tense of the scene with picture-folders in it from 1 or 2 or 4 to 5

in the years to follow there will be many opportunities for people to change the time-tense of the scene of a dream

and if it’s a one-scene dream then the whole dream will have its time-tense changed

the new ideas coming through dreams theory, and elsewhere at this group of websites, are not copyrighted nor will they ever be subject to legal compromise’s

any person who develops or initiates the use of anything coming through dreams theory knows they have made their mark on the future for all time and they will always be part of that future

surely any person with their eye on the future will be satisfied with immortality in lieu of a payment

because of the diversity of the content within each scene of a dream sequence, unless there is an obvious connection, every different scene is considered as being a different time-sense

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abbreviations and meanings

a-man = all classes of man-shaped beings

D-Man = dinosaur man

m-man = mammal man shaped-beings

n-man = new man

the class of man-shaped beings which follow us (in about 25 million years)

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epic dreams = 12 or more sequences or scenes with the same theme

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o = observer

p – participant

qod = quality of dream

qos = quality of sleep

pde’s = previous day’s experiences

v = vividnes

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undulation-hop = a scene or sequence or theme of a dream which comes from a different time-sense to the previous scene or sequence or theme of the dream

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the number of different experiences a person can have in just one undulation must be in the hundreds of trillions

now we have to include trillions of undulations

the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind has the ability to Fractalise experience

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Stray thoughts

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it’s an unacknowledged fact that the desirable experiences in dreams can and do exceed the desirable experiences while awake

as is another unmentioned fact… the worst experiences while awake do not and cannot be experienced in dreams

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Precognitive dreams

a precognitive dream is the mind/brain drawing from the experiences of past, present and future undulations

Archive

the dreams in which the dreamer is particpating are considered as being experiences unique to the dreamer

where the dreamer is an observer… this bit of information is critical for applying

genetic theory and is being kept back until we “get going”

hint/tip

start a dreams diary

the Origin of Dreams Theory

not sure which astronaut it was who said it or which mission it was but the quote was along the lines of…

“i don’t know if my memories of the mission are my dreams or sights during the flight”

the awake dream state becomes more of a reality in space !

it looks as if eventually each dream will take the whole of the day to enter

by then it is envisioned that each entry will have accurate pictures and videos of most, if not all, of the dream/s

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capital letter/s = link

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Remembering dreams

How To Remember Your Dreams

Montages

Think-Read dreams

types of dreams worth acquainting yourself with

Externalised dreams

other dreams that make an important point

the Roney Analysis

Postulate 1

the details in inter-undulation dreams are more accurate than awake-time memories… extract from the entry 12112017

Postulate 2

the more vivid the images/sequences are, the more firmly embedded they are into inter-undulation time… extract from the entry 14122017

 

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16012018

name of dream: organiser 5

had landed the contract to be the site manager at a shallow, open-cast mining project which would have forty or so men working on it for three, four or six months

had presented myself at the interview for the job as a modern-looking, fair-minded and innovative manager

during the interview the new approach being presented would justify the company accepting a lowering of profits to ensure they fulfilled the contract on schedule and avoided penalty clauses and the proposals would stand the company in good stead for future contracts by ensuring that when the word got out that the company gave the best working conditions there would never be a shortage of applicants

what clinched if for me was the proposal that men with wives or girlfriends would be able to accompany the men

there would be the two accommodation sites

one accommodation site would be for the women and the other for the men

the sites would be separated by about five kilometres

audio/visual communication links between the two sites

a four-day working week (monday through thursday)

on thursday nights the men would be transported to the women’s site for the long week-end

sleeping and entertainments for both sites during the week and more detailed planning for the long weekends

water, food and cooking arrangements

drinks only on thursday night and friday and saturday

termination clauses for employees who didn’t keep to the rules

was thinking about how to include children for a few minutes after waking

addenda

either an and or of time-tense: 1, 2, 4, 5

qod 3.8

qos 3.8

p

vividness: 3.5

stand-out moment: at the male camp assessing where to start the organising

the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: as the cause of dream (below)

category of dream: organisational

cause/s of the dream: thinking about how to organise a venture of similar complexity during the day

notes 1

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15012018

name of dream: x dream -can’t wait

we were three couples going out for the evening

it was my job to pick the girls up from their various locations and we would all meet up at the rendezvous

had collected the first girl and we were waiting at the home of the second young miss who was making a few finishing touches to her appearance when the first girl to be picked up came over to the large seat i was on and sat on my lap

she placed her hands on my chest and under my jacket and then slid her hands over my shoulders which caused my jacket fall off my shoulders

she said “you’re so handsome” and then said something else of a complementary nature and then pulled my head forward and gave me a really long kiss

a good snog never hurt anyone so i got into the swing of it

that was my mistake, it was though someone had fired the starting gun and it was a race to the finish

her hands had loosened my clothing and before i could stop it from going any further in a way which didn’t seem like a rejection to her she had my genitals in one hand and was unclothing herself with the other

the other young lady came to my rescue and with typical female diplomacy threw a blanket or sheet over us

while my senses were reeling from the sensations of her in the cowgirl position i felt a twinge of embarrassment and awkwardness

it was supposed to be a night out and amour after

some women just can’t wait

addenda

either an and or of time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7

qod 3.9

qos 4.1

p

vividness: 3.7

stand-out moment: under the blanket or sheet in the last scene

significance of the stand-out part of the dream: most pleasurable

category of dream: x dream

cause/s of the dream: thoughts and feelings during the day

notes 1

there was this one time when i was on the dance floor with a new-found girlfriend at one the city’s most popular dance clubs

the music was stopped while a couple of bouncers came onto the floor and removed a couple who had got carried away

they had removed the clothing that would get in the way

sometimes love/life just can’t wait

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14012018

name of dream: derby-copter

at my auntie’s house (g)

on the lawn at the front of the house was a bullet-shaped contraption that was the size of a two-man bobsleigh and like a bobsleigh, it was hollowed out

it was as makeshift as something could be

it was a garish green and it looked like it was something straight out of a soapbox derby of an early disney film i watched as a kid

in the next scene, it was flying about three hundred metres away a hundred metres up

it made a terrible racket and i thought to myself “it’s noisy”

then my auntie said “isn’t it noisy”

in the next scene, it had just landed in the front garden

only now the helicopter blades were prominent, there weren’t any blades on it in the first scene

the dream ended there

addenda

either an and or of time-tense: 3, 6

qod 3

qos 3.8

o

vividness: 3.8

stand-out moment: the colour of it in the first scene

category of dream: unassigned

cause/s of the dream: unknown

notes 1

it’s as likely as not that the three scenes of this dream aren’t in chronological order but were put into a logical sequence by the dream-conscious

what brought this dream about in the first place ?

it’s possible to connect the sound of the helicopter to a helicopter which flew over the house a few days back

the colour, the shape of the device, the sound it made and my auntie weren’t part of the previous few days experiences between then and now though

if the stand-out feature of the dream is assigned to the noise it made then that could explain it but then why a four or five day’s delay before the dream-conscious presented it to the present-time conscious ?

and even if it was the helicopter sound what connection or relevance has it got ?

the only thing which presents itself is if i draw your attention to the noise of the helicopters that used to wake up large swaths of the population at the last place i lived as helicopters flew just above house-level whilst pursuing a joy-rider or car thief

the police would wake thousands of people out of their sleep whilst pursuing a joy-rider or car thief; there is a disproportionate response to events here

it wouldn’t surprise this website to find out that the use of helicopters in the middle of the night and which wakes thousands of people out of their sleep is a deliberate ploy done to make people feel less well

a person who is tired or fatigued is a lot easier to control than is an alert person !

which makes the relevance of this dream an alert-notice to the subtle and sinister methods used by The Oligarchs to maintain control of what people do

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13012018

name of dream: lion being shot

in africa

from where i was looking i could see two hedgerows about two metres high separated by seven or eight metres of grass

the hedgerows stretched away into the distance as far as the eye could see

about sixty metres away and between the hedgerow, there was a brown african bull resting on the ground with its legs folded underneath it

a lion came into the scene about twenty-five metres away from where i was and was walking in a very casual manner toward the bull

i pointed at it and said “lion”

a man with a rifle appeared to my right, took aim and fired a shot

the lion, still moving casually, turned its head, looked at its hindquarters, and then started walking towards us

i had a moment of panic as it looked as if the lion was coming to get us

after a couple of steps in our direction the lion changed direction again and carried on walking the way, and in the same manner, it had been walking before being shot

the lion took another three or four steps and then slumped to the ground

the way it fell to the ground told me it was dead

addenda

time-tense: 6, 9

qod 2.8 qos 4

p

vividness: 3.5

stand-out moment: the casual manner of the lion

category of dream: unassigned

cause/s of the dream: unknown

notes 1

a lion that has been fatally wounded doesn’t react casually after being shot

perhaps it was in greater pain before it was shot

perhaps it was at the end of its life and was about to die anyway

perhaps…

second dream

name of dream: x dream – reunited (my ref. b)

a friend of mine took me to the house of a friend of his

unbeknown to him, or me, the partner of his friend was an awake-time girlfriend of mine from some years before

i never spoke to her during the time my friend was there

when the person who had brought me got up to leave i followed him to the door and said “i’ll catch up with you later” and turned and went back into the living room

it was obvious to me she wasn’t satisfied with the relationship she was in and i needed to find out if the looks she had been giving me meant what i thought they meant

they did, and within seconds of dream time we were undressed and conjoined

about fifty seconds of dream-time later the sound of the back door opening caused us to separate

i headed upstairs for the toilet

two or three steps up the stairs i knew i had to go back and get my clothes

had gathered the clothes and was going back up the stairs when the dream ended

addenda

either an and/or of time-tense: 1, 4, 7,

qod 4

qos 4.2

p

vividness: 3.5

stand-out moment: a long, moist kiss while conjoined

category of dream: x dream

cause/s of the dream: thoughts about women during the day

notes 1

the ex-girlfriend and me had been separated by circumstances beyond the control of either of us (i’ll tell you about it sometime)

at the time we spilt-up our relationship was very much an ongoing one

we suited each other down to the ground

she was the only girlfriend i ever had who had a sense of humour

she didn’t make me laugh out loud but her sense of humour regularly brought a prolonged smile to my face and as is the case with smiles they produce Endorphins

she used to enjoy me “ribbing” her, which i did routinely

we only ever said “no” to each other once

the time she said no to me it really rattled me and although i tried to hide it she knew she had “got” to me

within a day or two, i got the chance to give her a tatse of her own medicine

it was a night in at my place

films, music, food, marijuana… by an open fire

i felt bad about it but it had to be done

she had gone out of her way to make herself look appealing on the night… clothes, just the right amount of make-up and she was in “that” frame of mind with “that” look in her eyes

the look on her face when i said “no” affected her more deeply than expected and i nearly buckled

it had the desired effect though, neither of us said no again

notes 2

it is agreed that it is the woman’s prerogative to say no, however; when a woman says no she has to live with that decision

a male isn’t obliged to accept an invitation of “yes” after the female has said “no”

notes 3

very few people understand the writer’s position with regard to gender

of mammal-man-shaped beings, it is only he who can be either gender in any point of time throughout the course of evolution

that he manifests as a male is due to the fact that males are, generally speaking, bringing up the rear in terms of evolution

it is the writer’s “lot” that, of mammal-man, he is always “bringing up the rear”

as we edge toward Transmutation his feminine traits will emerge and he will become a “her” again

it is slowly coming to be realised that women are ahead of their male counterparts where it matters most… the disposition to love

notes 4

there was just one time in my life when i said “no” first

it was at a community centre for teens

a girl a sent her friend to tell me she wanted to go with me

i looked over to where she was

i know a “wrong’un” when i see one

i shook my head

the girl who sent her mate over to me made a gesture and said “f… off then”

what do you think ladies ?

was my judgement right ?

was my “no” justified ?

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12012018

name of dream: plant 1

came across a young man who was down on his luck while i was out and about

we got on together and i invited him back to where i lived

in the very first scene of us back at my place, he became confrontational

there followed seven or so more scenes and in each scene, he was provoking me into becoming violent

in one scene he wheeled a motorbike into the flat

i was in a controlled-anger mode and said “the first chance i get i’ll be throwing that out of the window

he wanted me to strike him but i knew what he was trying to do and wasn’t going to fall for it

in the last scene of the dream, i said “it comes down to which one of us falls asleep first”

his expression told me i had out-foxed him

addenda

time-tense: 3, 6, 8, 9

qod 2.8

qos 3.1

p

vividness: 3.6

stand-out moment: the last scene of the dream

category of dream:

cause/s of the dream

thinking about someone i had befriended recently

thinking about the antagonistic nature of the oligarchs, and what to do about it

notes 1

three awake-time mega-montages followed this dream

the theme/s of the montages wasn’t obvious

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11012018

name of dream: bed dream 2

in front of a computer screen

there was red dot the size of a lower-case letter o above a rectangular section which had instructions which took up more than half of the screen

the red dot was throbbing and was waiting to be clicked

the decision to click the red dot would be taken if the person decided to accept an invitation or offer to win or try or buy a product

the product was a luxury single bed

i barely looked at the writing in the rectangular area and clicked the red button

the scene changed and i was in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night with the bed which had just been unloaded off a delivery vehicle

there was light enough to see my surroundings coming from somewhere and i could see i was at the bottom of a lane that had a steep’ish gradient

i began to push the bed up the hill

after half of a minute of dream-time of pushing and stopping and pushing and stopping i realised the task of going up the lane was beyond me and i would have to leave the bed

the next scene was me in a building sitting outside of an office with its white venetian blinds closed waiting to be seen by someone

before anyone saw me i needed to go to the toilet

the last scene of this dream was of me soiling myself

the sensations of passing excretions was so real that as i woke i felt the bed

addenda

a mixture of time-tenses

qod 2.9

qos 3.7

p

vividness: 3.8

stand-out moment: the effort of pushing the bed

category of dream: multi-themed dream

notes 1

that i felt the bed as i was waking will tell you how real the sensations in dreams can be

this dream brings to the fore the opportunity to assess the conditioning we instil in ourselves to accommodate the body’s need to expel waste

as baby’s we aren’t encumbered with the thought processes that toilet-training demands and it is a fact that eventually the need to pass solid and liquid excretions never becomes a neural configuration

for that to happen we will have to refine our diet to the point that waste is never ingested in the first place

the indications are this could be achieved within a handful of millenniums

notes 2

this is the type of dream which makes people think that dreams are insignificant

what have dreams like this got to do with anything ?

i’m looking forward to other people sharing their dreams online in the near future

it’s going to be educational and fun sifting through each other’s dreams

and again… pairing up with your Soul Partner, could happen for some within this lifetime and a dreams diary, it is believed, will become instrumental in bringing that about

aside: moon/star

this may be nothing…

before settling into bed to watch a film for half an hour before going to sleep i checked the Live Stream Channel to make sure it was streaming

there are four screens on the stream

the bottom-right screen is a live-feed from a camera which shows a sky/land/sea area of about one or two kilometres wide, two or three kilometres of depth and about twenty to thirty degrees of height

there was a large white object at the upper-left area of the screen

couldn’t identify it by looking at it on the computer screen so i rolled up the blind and looked out of the window

it was a quarter moon pointing to the right

about one moon height below it and slightly off-centre to the right of the moon was a bright star

they were the only two objects in the sky ! (have never seen a sky with just those two objects in it before. highly unusual)

being a staunch believer in u.f.o.’s (have seen one) i looked at it for a couple minutes ready to do a screen capture just in case

nothing happened though

second dream

name of dream: Think-Read – failed to dial

urgently needed to make a phone call

it was my own number i was trying to dial

i could remember the numbers of my own phone but the numbers on the dial pad of the phone i had borrowed to make the call weren’t laid out numerically

it was after five or six attempts to remember where the numbers were on the dial-pad after locating them and then recalling the location each time a new number was tapped in that i became frustrated and gave up

addenda

time-tense: 5

qod 3

qos 3.8

p

vividness: 4

stand-out moment:

category of dream: number/ think-read 3

notes 1

yet again, a dream where the ability to use numbers with ease was lacking

it is assumed that these dreams with numbers, that have been occurring in recent weeks, is the dream-state conscious “cutting its teeth” with numerics

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name of dream: who’s the boss ?

was presented with a charge-sheet

the charge was “the dissemination of seditious, illegal and libellous information”

had been handing out flyers levelling all manner of accusations against the Oligarchs for a number of days in the middle of town

the heinous crimes i maintain the oligarch structure was perpetrating were… cannibalism, child-sacrifice, swapping babies in maternity wards, adult gang-rape of minors, the spreading of diseases… (in the same way as war is good for business for weapons manufacturers so too is ill-health good for the drug companies) 

i had obviously hit a raw nerve and the people committing the crimes decided to do something about it

i had obviously hit a raw nerve with the people committing the crimes and they decided to do something about it 

i was in an interview room in a police station

there were three, four or five men in the room and they were “leaning on me”

the men were probing for a weakness in my character or an angle which would get me to recant

they meant business

i realised i had only one way out

was thinking how to make my initial response believable when the dream ended

addenda

this is an and/or time-tense of 3, 6, 7, 9

qod 3

qos 3.5

p

vividness: 3.3

stand-out moment:

notes 1

during the day had been thinking of how to present crimes being enacted against humanity by the oligarchs to ordinary people

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name of dream: x dream – sight and finger sensations 1

a two-scene dream

in the first scene, my girl was standing at the furthest point away from me in a room about six metres by four metres… waiting

i got up from the couch, walked over to her and held her hand and led the way back to the couch

she lay back on the couch

her eyes were closed

i had my arm under her neck and leant down into her and said: “let’s kiss for an hour”

within a minute or two of dream time, i said: “let me touch you. i won’t hurt you”

she never said anything

just after i began to touch her i glanced at her face

her face had an intense sensuous look that was most noticeable around her mouth and eyes, which were still closed

at that moment the sensations of her came through my finger-tips and the sight of the pleasure on her face produced the same sensations in my head of the pleasure she was experiencing (empathetic x sensations)

i woke up at this point and let the dream continue for another twenty minutes

addenda

this is an and/or time-tense of 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9

qod 4

qos 4

p

vividness: 3.8

stand-out moment: the sensation of touch and the look of pleasure on her face

notes 1

one thing that always gets me thinking is that regardless of the frame of mind of a woman or girl is in she is always receptive to kissing

notes 2

for a male, the pleasure-receptor cells cover about one ten-thousandth of the surface area of the body

for a woman, the pleasure-receptor cells cover more than twice as much of the surface area of her body as that for a male

on the way to Transmutation, the pleasure of x experiences will intensify ten-thousandfold for males and five-thousandfold for females

as transmutated beings, we will enter the heavenly state with those feelings of pleasure described above

the feeling of pleasure being described is the minimum physical state needed to begin the experience of the endlessly-expansive character of eternity

notes 3

this point is going to be repeated until you are fed up with hearing it… getting to heaven begins and ends with keeping abreast of the writer ethically for the next five thousand million years (see Ethical Parameters)

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name of dream: haute cuisine 1

at an extremely elegant restaurant

was at a table and in the company of a couple of ladies dressed up to the nines, bejewelled, and wearing their hair up

the women were wearing light-coloured clothing and their posture told me they had been to a finishing school

their confidence was somewhat misplaced

they weren’t that good-looking

what tipped the balance out of their favour was their teeth-smile

their teeth were evenly-spaced and symmetrical but their teeth were just too big

the food, however, was perfection

one of the dishes put in front of me was on a clear-glass boat-dish about three centimetres deep, twelve centimetres one way and five centimetres the other

it was a two-layered food

dark-white on the bottom and snow-white on top

the top looked like folded white tissue paper

it was obviously going to taste out of this world but the intricacy of the weave of the top layer kept my gaze on it and the dream ended before i tasted it

addenda

the time-tense is an and/or of 1, 2, 3, 4

qod 3.4

qos 3.5

p

vividness 3.5

stand-out moment: the teeth-smile, the haute cuisine food in the last scene

notes 1

not 100% sure why some people like to flash their teeth when smiling

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name of dream: x dream – in a hurry

the second consecutive hurried x dream

unlike the previous dream, both parties were satisfied with the quality

addenda

time-tense: 3

qod 3.6

qos 3.7

p

vividness: 3.8

stand-out moment: the final part of the dream

notes 1

why there is an urgency in both dreams is not clear

it may be that in one respect time is running out

second dream

name of dream: Ravel’s Bolero

was at a table in a public place reading and or writing

bit’s n pieces of ravel’s bolero was sounding out of my mouth

on occasions, i was adding to the melody by stuttering an extra few notes

the notes complemented rather than detracted from the tune

someone nearby heard the variations and began a conversation

addenda

time-tense: an and/or of 1, 2, 3, 4, 6

qod 3.6

qos 3.7

p

vividness: 3.6

stand-out moment:

notes 1

third dream

name of dream: winning ticket

in the dream, i was woken out of my sleep

an excited somebody was telling me i had won a money-prize on a scratch-card

i had to verify it and went and saw a woman who was asking a small gathering to check their numbers for the number ninety-three on the third line down on their scratch-cards

it was in my numbers

with more than a little enthusiasm, i pushed my way through other people, who were disappointed not to have won, to where the woman who was asking people to check their tickets was standing and thrust the ticket at her

she looked at the ticket and said “yes, it’s a winning ticket”

i think she anticipated what i was going to say next and before i could ask how much i had won she said “we just have to wait to see if the person who has the number ninety-three in the fourth row of the ticket makes a claim”

the dream must be a future time-tense because with the twiddle of a nob or two on a tablet-sized screen she was holding the organiser showed me the asset’s of both the woman and myself

our assets were neatly laid out on a five or six step display about a metre and a third high and eight metres or so wide

a quick comparison of our assets showed that i had, by far, more assets than the woman and only a stingy, greedy, money-grabber would begrudge the woman-winner the prize

at that moment i could see the amount of the prize money on the screen of the tablet

it was forty-eight pound

it was going from bad to worse

why had i been woken out of my sleep for a measly forty-eight quid ?

it was more likely i would pay someone fifty pounds to make sure i wasn’t woken out of my sleep ?

addenda

time-tense: 3

qos 3.7

qod 3.6

qos 3.7

p

vividness: 3.8

stand-out moment: the picture on the screen of the tablet showing my asset’s

they were impressive

notes 1

perhaps there is a moral somewhere in this dream

it’s something to think about for the rest of the day

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name of dream: improvised song 5; rub-a-dub

eight or nine two-line impromptu lyrics sung to the tune of Rub a Dub Soldier

i’m just a rub-a-dub soldier, trying to keep the music alive

music makes us feel young as we get older, keeps the spirit alive

looking forward, never over the shoulder, to a destination, do we ever arrive ?

i’m just a rub-a-dub dubbing, keeping dancing alive

singing is a way of romancing, sweet tunes keeps love alive

can see other people coming, it’s the start of a vibe

we’re all rub-a-dub soldiers, a part of the music tribe

addenda

time-tense: 5

qod 3.5

qos 3.7

p

vividness

stand-out moment:

notes 1

was awake from the third or fourth line onward

which makes this an Externalised Dream

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name of dream: into the heart of postulate 1

the significance of this dream lies in both its location and time-tense

the time-tense underpins the efforts of love/life across many undulations which encapsulates the present of the present undulation (time-tense 5)

the location in the dream is not a location which exists in time-tense 5

this dream exemplifies the endeavours of love/life and epitomises or sums-up the trials and tribulations we are currently experiencing and will continue to experience for many undulations to come at this point in time

this dream has a slightly oppressive feel to it

the oppression in the dream reflects a limit of love/lifes capacity to indulge devolutionary trends and practises at the expense evolutionary trends and practises

your attention is drawn to the despairing life feels as it brings to a close those circumstances which permit death-outcome realities as it “closes down or shuts off” to an even greater degree the opportunity’s for beings with death-outcome assertions to practice being themselves

the dream itself had four or five scenes

the most relevant one is where the dreamer is running at a sustainable pace from place to place delivering a message

running in the dream occupied most of the dream

addenda

time-tense: 3, 5, 6, 7, 8 and 9 probably future tenses

qod 3.2

qos 3.6

p

vividness 3.4

second dream (second sleep)

name of dream: dream-state mate 1

got a text from a girl whose phone text-name was “boys from brazil”

the text read… “where can i find you ?”

addenda

time-tense: 5

qod 3.4

qos 3.4

p/o ?

vividness 3.4

stand-out moment

as the dream ended and it was realised it was a “follow-on dream”

notes 1

the original dream took place in a large and crowded bed and breakfast, there may not have been a breakfast

i was going from room to room, opening each door and calling out a name, can’t remember the name i was calling out

one of the doors opened into a single room

in the room was a girl sitting on a bed next to a window

she looked lonely

i went and sat next to her and she responded to my presence by leaning into me

x followed but i felt it was done with too much haste and we both felt it was unsatisfactory or could/should have been better

i took her number and remembered her phone name because it was unusual

the name she was using was also the name of a film which didn’t have any connection to her or us which i could associate with it

notes 2

this dream is a continuation of a dream from the second or third of this month

it wasn’t made an entry because the original dream was an x dream

with so many infants on the receiving end  (currently eighteen thousand children each day) of the realities brought into being by those with Death-Outcome Assertions in their souls it occurred to the writer that his x dreams are, to a person who is suffering, inappropriate

however, this dream is a new variation within the dream-state and needs to be placed on the record

notes 3

with the trillions upon trillions of variations of experiences contained within all undulations so far enacted it shouldn’t be a surprise to realise that there will appear to be an endless variety of new experiences waiting to be tapped into within both the dream-state and the awake-state

the reader needs to bear in mind that the experiences of undulations are finite

the point that experiences with finite values become bland within the context of eternity has been made elsewhere

it is though, an important point and the experiences of undulations should be marked by the individual as something which is nothing other than the means to an end

that being said the experiences we will be enacting throughout this undulation are/have been tailored to be the run-up leading to the forever newness embodied in straight-line action and our experiences throughout this undulation can be considered as part of the conditioning or preparation we have to undergo to acclimatise ourselves to eternity

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name of dream: comfortableness can be complicated

the whole of this dream revolved around the variations which came from making modifications to an adjustable bed

an awake-time neighbour was interested in buying an adjustable bed the same as the one i had bought a week or two before

the slats of the bed were made of wood and didn’t have any degree of flexibility

it was thought that if a different material was used, in the dream the wood slats had been changed for black, semi-rubberised, slats, it would give even greater comfort through flexibility

there were eight or more changes that were suggested as being improvements and with each new suggestion a different scene occurred in the dream showing the bed with the new changes

keeping abreast of the changes was quite difficult

for each new suggested change, it meant rolling back the design features that had been added which could be three, four or five modifications

in effect, it meant having to re-design the bed from scratch every time a new idea was introduced

the difficulty was re-summoning the pictures in the order they would look with the new changes added

the degree of difficulty in bringing the pictures to mind was akin to a think-read dream but with pictures and not grammatically correct wording

surprisingly, it was easier to recall pictures in sequence than it was to remember the word-sequence of think-read dreams

addenda

time-tense: probably future tenses

qod 3.7

qos 3.8

p

vividness 3.3

stand-out moment: the ease with which pictures could be recalled in the correct sequence

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name of dream: warming technology 1

two of the dreams last night featured a cylindrical object about half a metre tall and approximately the width of an average-sized clenched fist

in one dream it was a portable heating device

anything combustible could be dropped into the top of the cylinder and the device, which didn’t weigh hardly anything, would convert it to white heat

at the bottom, there was a slide-across flap that went around half of the width of the cylindrical device and was about seven or eight centimetres in height

when the flap was open enough heat came out of the opening to make toast or marshmallows and if the area it was in wasn’t much taller than a person and not more than a couple of metres wide it was efficient enough to warm four or five people in an impressively fast time

the dream was set in a small courtyard which had three or four or five-storey buildings which surrounded the courtyard on four sides

the courtyard itself was not more than five metres across

people were gathering and the merits of the device were being talked about as this sequence of the dream ended

addenda

time-tense: probably past tenses

qod 3.4

qos 3.5

p

vividness 3

stand-out moment:

2nd dream: name; sound technology 1

in this dream, the cylindrical object was a portable p.a. and a music player

my girlfriend and me were enjoying being the centre of attention which is what we became every time we turned the device on

on this occasion, we were sitting in an empty part of a very large cafeteria which could cater for a couple of hundred or more people

the nearest people to us were fifteen to twenty metres away

we chose a popular piece of music and slowly and subtly increased the volume of the music and balanced the volume of our voices so both were at the same volume

it didn’t take more than seven or eight seconds for heads to start turning in our direction

the trick to playing music which people twenty metres away can hear without it being obtrusive is to have high ohmage speakers

i first became aware of the merits of high impedance speakers when i was about twenty-two

i was friendly with a sixteen-year-old boy called julian and we both lived in muswell hill in london

shortly after becoming friends he took me to his home

we went to his room

it was sparse but had style

he turned the music on and i became confused

i could hear the music only too clearly but couldn’t see where it was coming from

all i could see was the stereo system, a deep alcove with shelves which had books and a t.v. on them

there were two radiators, one either side of the room, and the sofa i was sitting on and there may have been a picture or two on the walls

after eight or nine or ten seconds i had to ask: “where’s the sound coming from”

he pointed to the radiator nearest to me and said “there”

the vast majority of you will be familiar with what a speaker looks like but very few of you will be able to visualise an electrostatic speaker

will let you delve into the technicalities of them for yourself

the thing about them which is relevant to this dream is their clarity and their ohmage

typically, professional speakers are eight ohms, electrostatic are sixty-four

what does that mean ?

i bought the speakers from julian a couple of years later for £55

in the summer when the french doors to the garden were open and the family were moving between the living room and the garden people would comment that the sound of the music was as clear at the far end of the garden as it was in the living room

the beauty of high impedance speakers is that the volume stays the same at greater distances away from the speakers even when the music is being played softly

this is what was drawing peoples attention to the music and the voices of my girlfriend and me in the dream

they could hear what we were saying in a normal tone of voice twenty, and more, metres away !

addenda

time-tense: future tenses

qod 3.7

qos 3.5

p

vividness 3

stand-out moment:

dreams 3 and 4 only vaguely remembered

the first an x dream

the second was something to do with deciphering

notes 1

an x dream only partly remembered !

must be getting old

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name of dream: x3a

there has been a dream which has been trying to assert itself for the last week

this dream seems to be it

it concerns the whereabouts of a hundred or more dreams for the first half of the year 2015, which, for the life of me, i can’t locate

one dream, in particular, the carmen dream, is needed for reference

gave up looking for them a couple of weeks back and re-wrote the carmen dream from memory

this dream gave, in tabulated form, the location of the dreams

the name of this dream was the stand-out bit of the dream

x3a seems to be significant but haven’t got a clue what i’m supposed to do with it

the saga of the missing dreams continues…

addenda

time-tense: all future tenses

qod 3.1

qos 3.5

p/o ?

vividness 3.9

stand-out moment:

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name of dream: taken by surprise/one-scene dream

was mulling over what area of my life to enhance by investment

had recently spent several hundred expanding my wardrobe

had recently also spent more than half a thousand on a freezer because i was convinced that blanched and deep-frozen fresh veg was healthier than two or three days old veg (it is the case that blanching and freezing food on the day it is picked keeps more of its nutrition than food which isn’t blanched and frozen for two or more days after being picked)

of course, the way to go is for a master-class level of organisation which presents food for consumption when food is deemed to be at its most nutritious (as it stands the profit-margin drives the main considerations in the presentation of food)

had also recently spent half a thousand on an adjustable bed (there are noticeable gains to be made when the quality of rest between work-outs is taken to its extreme

it was noticed that the degree of recuperation was greater when a seated position was replaced by a reclining with feet raised position, and further, that those times when reading and writing are necessary, which takes up most of the writers time, adopting the reclining with feet raised for computer activities added even greater repair and maintenance opportunities

had also spent more than half a thousand on dental work in the last six weeks

although the work was done satisfactorily i had allowed myself to be persuaded that teeth should conform to the current standard-look of semi-circularity

tom cruise and guy pearce are two people whose teeth are of this style

the teeth are o.k. but they’re not me

so i decided to have my teeth re-worked only this time i was going to insist on having the style of teeth which is my natural look)

it was the day of my appointment with the dentist

i walked through a door or two after entering the building

the reception was ahead of me but my sight was drawn to a dental room where a composed, and fetching in dark blue and white, sat a ready and waiting for me rosamund pike

it wasn’t who i was expecting to see and it completely disoriented me

how had she got there ?

she hadn’t been in the pde’s

what was she doing in the dream ?

why i was so unsettled by her appearance in the dream is a mystery to me

but it has to be related… i was slightly panic-struck

so much so, i had to end the dream, which i did by blinking (first time that i have ended a dream by blinking it out)

addenda

time-tense: 1, 3, 4

qod 3.8

qos 3.7

p

vividness 4

stand-out moment:

origin of dream: the theme for this dream was founded in the pde’s but drew its imagery through the inter-undulation memory

the theme for a dream can also come directly from the inter-undulation memory

although the reasons for this happening aren’t yet formulated

dreams appear to originate either from pde’s or are presented to the mind as information (as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams)

notes 1

why was the inter-undulation memory used when there was ample present-time imagery to draw from ?

there may be an answer if r.p. has had dreams of being a dentist

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name of dream: think-read dating-service 1

came across the phone number of an awake-time girlfriend of days gone by

thinking it might be possible to rekindle our relationship i rang the number

the girl who answered the phone called herself sugar

it turned out the girl i expected to talk to had given her number to a dating agency, due no doubt to her popularity with the men, who were cashing in on her popularity

i asked the girl on the phone how it worked

she gave me the name of the company

it came up straight away when i typed it into the address bar

there then followed the most comprehensive set of choices of anything i have ever come across

every conceivable variation which accompanied a choice was given and every variation of the chosen choice had variations which themselves had further choices

addenda

time-tense: 1 or 2

qod 3.2

qos 3.8

p

vividness 3

stand-out moment: towards the end of the dream as the options of options kept on repeating

there are at least two different causes for a dream

1

self-stimulated (pde’s)

2

life-stimulated (presented to the mind as information), as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams

this dream is 2

notes 1

as think-read dreams go this one was easy to read despite the never-ending run of options it was producing

notes 2

this dream has pointed to a way of bringing together Soul Partners

this dream has also presented a new format for a dating site

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last food 1

three different scenes of rectangular screens

there were two or four in one scene, six or eight in another and about a dozen in another

the screens were displaying information about the person’s physiology

the information was coming onto and going off the screens too fast to read

the screens were monitoring in the minutest detail the changes to the person’s metabolism as they were eating

addenda

this is very much future time-tenses: 1, 2, 3

qod 3.3

qos 4.3

p/o ?

vividness 4

stand-out moment: no individual moment

there are at least two different causes for a dream

1

can be self-stimulated (pde’s)

2

life-stimulated (presented to the mind as information), as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams

notes 1

this dream, it is thought, is an aspect of the refining we enact as part of the transition from the man-shape to linear form

your guess is as good as mine as to what changes we experience as we Transmutate

for sure, there is no eating in heaven

perhaps this dream is giving us a nudge to start thinking long-term

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name of dream: ocean water 5

there were three of us about two kilometres from the shore in a dark-grey unfriendly sea

one of us was convinced he couldn’t make it to land and was projecting he was going to die, he might have been injured

the other two didn’t feel it was hopeless and managed to persuade him to try

the water was only slightly choppy and was making the swimming more difficult but not enough to stop us making headway

about a third of the way to land we came to a breakwater wall

the wall a little less than a third of a metre wide and was only submerged below the sea by a finger-length

we were able to stand on it

we were walking along it when the sea began to get choppy

the waves were strong enough to make standing and walking too difficult so rather than chance losing the support the wall was giving us we decided to get back into the water and feel our way along the wall

we came to the corner of the wall

we could now see exactly how far it was to safety

it was still a full kilometre and the chop and swell could easily change at any time and we were tiring

we were not, by any way of looking at it, out of danger

addenda

time-tense: the settings for this dream is being assigned as 6 and 5 in terms of circumstances

qod 2.7

qos 3.8

p

vividness 3

stand-out moment: the resonance of the wall

i kicked the wall as i scrambled onto it and could feel it was under great pressure and might collapse

pde’s: probably thoughts about our current situation

notes 1

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name of dream: doggy-dream 9

was at the home of an awake-time friend and his dog was looking extremely unwell

i watched it climb into the second-drawer of a column of drawers and could smell the ill-health of the dog and it smelt like death

the dog itself probably didn’t have a concept of death but knew it was experiencing the worse state it had ever known

the look on the face of the dog was that of a very old man

addenda

this is a and/or time-tense of 5, 6, 8, 9

qod 2.8

qos 3.3

p/o ?

vividness 2.9

stand-out moment: the look and smell of the dog as it settled into a sleeping position

pde’s: nothing i can put my finger on

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name of dream: a night out 1

it was evening and i was on my own

seemed a good idea to go and socialise, perhaps find someone and fall in love

went to one of the more popular drinks and dance places

it had a low roof, two and a third metres or so

there were one metre wide round pillars spaced evenly at about three metres apart

it looked as though there was thirty or forty of the cylindrical columns

there was a wooden collar that went around the pillars at a little below chest height

the collars were deep enough to rest the elbows on

against two of the walls and forming an l-shape were comfortable-looking sofas which could set three people

it was mainly males in the drink and talk area and they outnumbered the women by three or four to one

still, it was fairly early and the ladies wouldn’t want to get there too early, it might give the wrong impression

i got a drink and went and sat on the comfortable seating next to the entrance doors which led to the dance area

the lounge seats were, unbeknown to me, exclusively for the women

i started getting glares from the men

i could see something was upsetting them but was completely in the dark as to what it might be

the longer i sat there the more people turned to look and i could see some muttering going on among the men as they looked at me

i knew trouble could flare up but i assumed someone would come and tell me what is that was wrong before it got to that stage

someone came over alright, in fact, three someones came over

they thought i was deliberately provoking them and weren’t about to engage in dialogue

they were ready to wade in as the dream ended

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name of dream: going by train to a music festival

my girlfriend and me were at a cafe at the bottom of fore street having a meal before we went to the train station and caught a train to birmingham to go to a glastonbury-style music festival for fifty thousand people

my girlfriend had never been to such a big music event before and was wondering what to expect

i tried to explain…

“imagine a triangle that has one point at the cathedral green and another point at where exe street is nearest to the river and the third point is the bridge outside. now imagine the triangle is full of people. the music will be as loud as a disco. there will..”

my attention turned to a car which had just pulled up outside of the cafe

it was a futuristic lamborghini-style car but it was a four-seater

a couple got out of the car and came into the cafe

they became involved in the conversation my girlfriend and me were having

i was enthusing about the festival when the man of the couple said something and he and his partner got up and left

just before the couple went it crossed my mind that it might be a good idea for the four of us to go to the festival in the dream-car

perhaps the man had picked up on my thought and getting up and leaving was his answer… “you got no chance”

addenda

time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 8, 9

qod 3.2

qos 3.6

p

vividness 3

stand-out moment: flashy car

pde’s: nothing comes to mind

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name of dream: multi-themed dream 100

a right old mish-mash of themes in this period of R.E.M.

can’t remember all the details of every one of the dreams or the sequence they were played out and quite possibly every one of the themes isn’t remembered

four of us were at a formal night out in plush surroundings

both the women were wearing white and the two men were dressed in a black suit with a white shirt

things were going swimmingly when the tone of the dream changed and the man became concerned that something had happened to his wife or companion

he began relating to me what sounded like a conspiracy against him and that the disappearance of the woman was an attempt to coerce him

the next scene involved an awake-time friend from some years ago

he was explaining there was the chance of exposing putin of being a heroin addict which would weaken russian influence and credibility on the world stage and predispose the collapse the Oligarch structure

a think-read dream

it was from wikipedia

it was a request from wikipedia for a donation

i am currently making a donation of £2 a month

as i began reading it, it became obvious that i was going to be asked to increase my monthly debit

in this think-read dream, it was possible to predict and replace the words because the message was already clear before i had finished reading it

…external factors have caused me to leave the computer for today…

addenda

time-tense

1, 3, 4, 7

qod 3.8

qos 3.6

p

vividity

notes 1

the phrase “awake-time” and the phrase “dream-time” are both states of consciousness

it is becoming clear that the two easily-recognisable different conscious-states will, on the way to attaining Transmutation, be routinely inter-changeable

it is reasonable and sensible to consider that in the same way that our current state of awake-time is the more prevalent state at the moment the polarization of the two states changes and the dream-time aspect of our consciousness becomes the dominant state of consciousness and the awake-time becomes less accessible with the eventual outcome that transmutation can be defined as that moment when the awake-time state is no longer a part of our consciousness as we begin the experiencing of timelessness…

notes 2

is wikipedia in such dire straits that it needs to appeal to people who are already donating and if so is it because that the average person finds wiki to high-brow to be of any use to them ?

if that is the case then wiki might want to consider a different or new presentation of the vital knowledge it shares with us

wiki is undoubtedly a valuable database of knowledge

it is also undoubtedly a fact it is just too formal for the average person

it was Niels Bohr, alone amongst his peers, who recognised the need to express knowledge in a way that ordinary people can understand

who knows, perhaps ordinary people would respond to the request for a donation if they could grasp what it is that wikipedia is sharing

p.s.

here’s an interesting little twist…

went to the mailbox late on in the day yesterday, after posting this diary entry

there was a mail from wiki which had arrived the day before

the mail apologised for having sent me a letter asking for a donation when i was already donating

the error was due to wiki having two email addresses for me

if i had read the mail before the sleep which produced the think-read dream i wouldn’t have had the think-read dream and notes 2 wouldn’t have been written

there will be people who will have read the entry yesterday but will not read this p.s. and will consequently have thoughts and opinions which are incorrect !

will things as is, it may have cause pause for thought for someone, somewhere, sometime

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name of dream: doggy dream 8

afternoon in a city centre

there weren’t many people about for a large city

in the next scene am in the foyer of cinema and again not many people

in the next scene, i’m at the sweet counter deciding what to buy

decide to get three or four inexpensive single items and not one large packet of something

the next scene is in the park lounging in a lying position

a golden afghan dog is a few metres away

this afghan dog didn’t have long hair though

it had a tuft of hair that covered its throat otherwise its coat of hair was about the same as that of a golden retriever

it was an attractive dog and was just standing there, perhaps it was looking for its owner or waiting for its owner to come or call it

two or three people beckoned the dog to them but it didn’t respond

i held out a three or four-centimetre stick of pink candy and drew its attention to me

it made its way towards me and as it was almost close enough to get the sweet into its mouth i broke a small piece of the sweet off and put it on my chest

the dog tongue-scooped it into its mouth and waited for more

done the same thing again three or four times each time putting a bit of the sweet on different parts of my body

i put a piece on my ear and the dog licked it off and continued to lick my ear

at that point, the dog’s owner appeared and stooped down close to me

the dog’s owner was a woman

she dressed fashionably and had film-star looks

she had been watching the dog to see who it would go to and whoever won the confidence of the dog would be the person she would give herself to

in the next scene, we are kissing in earnest and we are both thoroughly enjoying each other

my friend alan is nearby

he was an awake-time friend

we first met at junior school and would become inseparable as teenagers

he was exceptionally good looking and was a magnet for teenage girls

there were only three or four occasions during our long friendship when i bested him for the attentions of a girl

the owner of the dog was so enjoyable to kiss it seemed the right thing to do to ask her to let my friend kiss her as well

she agreed and the dream ended

addenda

time-tense

1, 3, 4, 7

qod 3.8

qos 3.6

p

second sleep

first dream

sex dream: s1

second dream

name of dream: teeth 1

can’t remember if there were any scenes or images pertaining to this dream before or after this dream sequence

as it is recalled… it was a single image with only the minimum of motion in it

it was of the head of a girl/woman

she was in her early twenties

she was smiling a teeth-smile

she exuded an air of confidence and happiness

addenda

this is a and/or time-tense of 1, 2, 3, 4

qod 3.8

qos 3.6

p/o ?

notes 1

my ref: diagram; teeth 1

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name of dream: x dream

addenda

time-tense

qod 3.6

qos 3.7

p

notes 1

although the memory of x dreams retain their freshness in awake-time the accompanying release of chemicals which relaxes the body isn’t present

this, it is thought, is because in dream-time the physiology is already in a much-relaxed state

can the two different states of relaxation be coupled ?

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name of dream: doggy dream 7

an awake-time friend asked me who or where would be the best person or the best place to look after his dog for short or long-term periods

i opened a browser and began looking

was reading out to him what looked like the best of the services

i expressed my doubts about most of them and i suggested it would better to ask someone he knew who would look after the dog for him

he had been waiting for me to say it

“how about you ?”. he asked

i let out a sound which expressed being duped

the dream phased out slowly and i was speaking the last sentence…

“start a website where other people like you want other dog-lovers to help each other to dog-sit”

woke to hear myself saying “… or call it share-care”

addenda

time-tense 4

qod 3.4

qos 3.4

being “had”

stand-out bit of the dream

being “had”

p

notes 1

was still feeling tired when i woke up

laid in bed for an hour and more waiting for the tiredness to leave my eyes

during that time i tried four, five or six times to get an awake-montage going

had given up and went into a sleepier frame of mind and that was when images began forming*

the first sequence was a zoom-in of a squirrel eating with the food in its paws

it was too real to be any time other than the now**

… the images would be coin-sized in awake-time

as extremely small-sized as the sequences were they had such clarity they could have been zoomed-in on ten times their size and still would have been as clear as clean stream water

the detail was such that a person could not have seen what is being described here and recalled it from memory and got such detail

the fact that this sort of imagery encompasses non-man-shaped beings gives us an insight into what to expect with solid (for all-undulations-to-come experiences) five-thousand million years hence (see Wholly Empathetic)

if i had reached out to touch the squirrel it would have reacted

i was aware that it was aware of me

the images being described formed on a white background and initially, they were white with shades of off-white to mid-gray

there five or six in total

they all had motion in them and three or four of them had delicate spots and touches of one two or three colours

*it is mentioned elsewhere that a relaxed frame of mind is more likely to induce montages and this experience reinforces that a semi-sleepy state is a or the way to produce them

**postulate 1 of the (12112017) has now got company

postulate 2: the more vivid the images/sequences of montages are the more firmly imprinted they are into inter-undulation time (will eventually discover if this postulate can be applied to dreams)

second dream

name of dream: think-read grammar 1

started think-reading the message/info

read it once but missed something and couldn’t make sense of it

went back to the beginning and started again

nope, still didn’t get it

after the fourth or fifth try, i was becoming frustrated

why am i unable to read it ?

another try, only slower this time slower

there was an “a” tucked in close to one of the words

it had a comma or a semi-colon which wasn’t anywhere as noticeable as it should have been

i then realised it wasn’t a message or info but it was a question

so, i took another run at it but got stuck again

then the reason for still not being able to finish the question became clear… there was a “b” with a semi-colon or comma, again not easy to see immediately

now it became clear… it wasn’t a single question but an either/or question

the sentence was “is it… a, it isn’t the tear in your eye that hurts when you cry but the hurt in your toe when you stub it or is it… b, it wasn’t the tear in your eye that hurts when you cry but the hurt in your toe when you stubbed it”*

addenda

time-tense 5

qod 3.5

qos 3.4

stand-out bit of the dream

finishing it

p

notes 1

*in the dream it wasn’t isn’t and wasn’t, it was were and something else but can’t remember exactly how the sentences were worded

notes 2

where are these dreams coming from ?

it is concluded they are as much for yourselves as i

notes 3

the message is… there is a level of mental effort required to make our way

this dream was an exercise in concentration !

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name of dream: little detail 1

woke up, thought about the dream, fell back to sleep and when i woke for the second time and tried to remember the dream only two wispy recollections are all that presented themselves

one was to do with dancing and the other was a sense impression which implied happiness

addenda

time-tense

qod

qos 3.5

stand-out moment

p

notes 1

it would probably have got a high three for quality

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name of dream: finding the rowley’s

was in a built-up area of the town in dream 2 to visit people i once lived close to

a woman i didn’t know came out of the house i was about to knock the door of

i asked her: “do you know where people who used to live here have moved to ?”

she did; one bit of conversation led to another and she suggested we go indoors

the friendly and amiable woman said she had four children and during our talking, she asked what i did for a living

the words “an architect” came out without me having thought to say it beforehand

don’t know what made me say it, it just came out

in the next scene her husband, a girl of five or six and boy in his mid-teens were in the room with us

the family were expecting another young man but he never showed in the dream

the husband asked me a question about architecture

it became embarrassing for everyone as it became clear i had no knowledge whatsoever of the job

the atmosphere became awkward and i wished i was somewhere else

amid my deepening discomfiture, the young girl kiss-pecked my cheek

it didn’t make the situation go away but it broke the intensity of the moment in the dream and the dream ended moments later

addenda

time-tense 1 or 4

qod 2.9

qos 3.7

stand-out moment

the face of the woman at the start of the dream

p

unsure

name of dream: an uphill struggle

at the bottom of the road that goes from spon end to the large green where the fairs are, or used to be, held was on what looked like a foldaway bike with two gears

in the first gear it would mean peddling like mad just to maintain enough momentum to keep the bike going without losing balance and in the second gear the rider would have to stand on the peddles and use both the body weight and muscles, again just to keep the bike going forward fast enough to avoid coming to stop

it didn’t matter which method of peddling was used, and i swapped between the two styles for most of the dream, it was maximum effort

finally, and with a sense of accomplishment and great gratification, the bike got over the brow of the hill and a level expanse of bright greenery spread out invitingly before me

addenda

time-tense 1

qod 4

qos 3.7

stand-out moment

the sight of the greenery

p

unsure

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name of dream: thoughts about food 1

in a high street fast-food cafe

was ravenous and eating the food too fast

someone at the next table commented on it in a way which i was meant to hear

i could have ignored him but felt a rejoinder was appropriate

it led to a prolonged conversation

i pointed out that the way a person eats reflects how hungry they are and went on to demonstrate how a person could eat in a refined way if they wanted to even though they were really hungry

he saw i could out-refine him in table manners if i wanted to and his companions sat silently which i took as a sign of acknowledgement that i had proved my point

the lad who first spoke was smarting

i could see his attitude toward me was veering towards hostility and i saw that when they left they were standing twenty metres away on the corner waiting for me to come out

i was feeling uneasy as the dream ended

addenda

time-tense 4

qod 2.9

qos 3.8

p

pde’s: may have been emotions but unsure

second dream

name of dream: only the wise

in a house of a family from the indian sub-continent who had emigrated to the u.k.

the eldest son of the family was something of an entrepreneur

he had come up with a way of copying the first line of a web address and reconstructing the product or service of what it was that the people of the web address offered

he gave me a demonstration

from an url of about twenty characters, he reproduced a solid object of considerable complexity

it’s potential was obvious and he had impressed me

i gave him the web address of my website and could see he was in a state of perplexion as the dream ended

addenda

time-tense 3

qod 3

qos 3.8

p

pde’s: nothing obvious

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name of dream: camera dilemma

trying to make up my mind whether to buy a movie camera that takes single frame shots or a still shot camera that takes movies

both cameras fit into the hand just right so there’s not much to choose between them there

the still shot camera is lighter but is limited to ten minutes of movie-making and the quality of a movie is acceptable but not as good as the camera designed for movies

the movies of the movie camera are as good as they come but there aren’t as many features with which to modify the still shot as there are with the camera designed for single shots

the single shot camera isn’t as expensive as the movie camera but the movie camera has an sl-mo capture and replay option

there is the option to be decadent and buy both cameras but that would be too indulgent

the salesman has got his eye on the commission factor and is subtly pushing the movie camera and that automatically pushes me toward the still camera

the movie camera looks more professional and will impress would-be clients but i won’t be able to soften pictures and make a woman look more attractive…

the dream was fading to an end but the dilemma was ongoing

addenda

assigning the time-tense of 3 to this dream

qod 3.2

qos 4

p

pde’s

nothing in the pde’s points to this, it was though, an awake-time situation of three years

second dream

name of dream: an inconvenient convenience

living in a bedsit on the second-floor of a two-storey house

the landlord had come to the decision that it would be a good idea to put a steamer outlet pipe in

probably so he could put in his advertisement in the paper that the kitchens had a steam-cleaner for added hygiene and cleaning pots and pans and convey the impression of an all the mod-cons establishment to potential tenants

in theory, it wasn’t a bad idea

in all the kitchens in all the bedsits in the house, it meant running a pipe from the water radiator to the kitchen sink

it wasn’t until the conversion had been done that i saw that the pipe from the radiator crossed over the workspace to the left of the sink and effectively made a third of the work surface area redundant

the surface area that was left barely had enough space for a plate and certainly not enough for two

occasionally i would need to dine a lady and she wouldn’t have been over-awed to see me dishing up her dish on a plate balanced on the top of a pan

the thoughts of other inconveniences were coming to mind when the big body-blow hit

i could tell the tenant in the next room to me was in his kitchen area from the unique sounds of the kitchen that were coming through the cardboard walls

he used his new mod-con and i jest not when i tell you it was like being next to a train in the station as it let off steam

really, it was that intrusive

it was going to cause all sorts of problems

you wouldn’t be able to use it if your adjoining tenant was asleep

if your adjoining tenant wanted to piss you off he could justify using it in the middle of the night because he wanted to heat up a milk drink

it would justify the landlord adding more to the rent…

another dream that ended unsatisfactorily

addenda

this one is definitely going to the dustbin of the past

time-tense 9

qod 3

qos 4

p

pde’s

not stray thoughts but unconstructive ones

notes

the money-minded amongst us still have the backing of the police and the courts to ride slip-shod over ordinary people

the writer is living where he lives now because in the last place he lived the problems portrayed in this dream were actual

you can hear your neighbour going to the toilet, you can hear your neighbour farting, you can hear your neighbours telly, you can hear your neighbours arguments…

it’s the same old story… use cheap materials to shave twenty thousand pounds off the cost of each new habitation built for ordinary people living in england

twenty thousand times two hundred thousand is four billion pounds per year going into the bank’s pockets each year, and it’s even worse in america

people are being housed in accommodation that is illegal

the law is perfectly clear on this point

a person should be able to generate thirty-five decibels without the sound being intrusive to the adjoining houses

as this country gets poorer and the problems start mounting and it gets to the point where people decide to start pushing back they could reclaim their right to an even distribution of the wealth by bringing civil lawsuits against the councils who are hand-in-glove with their legal counsel who are hand-in-glove with the architects who are hand-in-glove with the banks who are hand-in-glove with the politicians who are hand-in… which would force a rebuilding of much of this country’s housing

the money-minded may well try to introduce laws as a result of this comment of a dream and make this possible tactic illegal

know this mr and mrs money-minded british and jewish financier

you’ve very nearly ridden this country into the ground and a groundswell of discontent is rising

do it peaceably

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name of dream: in a rush

the first scene is in a car on the dual carriageway which circles around the outskirts of a biggish city

don’t know why i’m in a hurry but something is propelling me with a sense of urgency

being in a rush is working against me

first, i don’t get off at the right exit then i go past the exit i should have taken then i have to go around a large roundabout three times before i get my bearings

when i do get off the dual carriageway the scene changes

now i’m a couple of kilometres from where i want to be and have to catch a bus

catching the bus isn’t a problem but paying for the ticket is

i dig into my pocket with my left hand and grab most of the loose change and bring out of my pocket so many coins i have to keep my fist tightly clenched to stop the change from slipping out of my hand

i must be holding onto something with my right hand because i present the change to another passenger and ask him to take out enough out of my fist to pay the fare

as the man is taking one coin at a time i can feel the change is loosening in my grip and am expecting the bunch of coins to collapse, like a fistful marbles held too tightly would do, and spill to the floor

the man taking the coins is aware of what could happen if he isn’t careful and was doing an excellent job of imitating a surgeon removing a foreign object from next to the heart

he had almost got all the coins when, on what was the last coin needed to pay for the ticket, two pennies got loose from the rest and fell to the floor

i said “i was going to give you a tip for your help but you’ve blown it”

he took it in the spirit it was spoken and was smiling as i was waking and heard myself saying the sentence above

*

within two seconds of being awake and lying there with eyes closed began another, the second, in two days, mega-montage (the chances are there will be even longer sequences than these. will see if they can be counted in future sequences)

the first and longest sequence of the still and motion images were the same in respect of the colour of the clothes people were wearing

without exception, they were all wearing red tops and white skirts or trousers

it went on for at least one and a half to two minutes of awake time

as with the last montage of this length, 04122017, there were more than a hundred and it was possible to perpetuate the sequences although i think i “maxed out” at the end of the last sequence when brown colours starting appearing

unlike the previous long montage this montage was in awake-time

with this montage, it was also possible to freeze images (yet another new feature in motages)

addenda

the time-tense for this dream is thought to be 6

qod 3.2

qos 3.6

p

pde’s

can’t rember anything during the day which would have caused this dream

notes 1

addenda

the time-tense for the montage is thought to be a mixture of all the time-tenses but this another question to be answered in the future

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name of dream: nowt queerer than folk

this dream is in a society where much is tolerated, perhaps too much

it starts with a man called taff and myself

taff is a burly man in his late twenties and looked a little like a strongman called gary taylor

taff prefers men to women and, wouldn’t you know it, i’m the object of his affections

no, change that

i’m the object of his carnal desires

in the first scene of this dream, he’s standing close to me and his face is within centimetres of mine

he’s wearing tight-fitting clothes

the t-shirt hasn’t got sleeves and his whole appearance declares his orientation to life… flesh of the body

his needs put decorum to one side and his continued badgering to persuade or convince me we are meant for each other is becoming bothersome

at this point in the dream, another man comes into the picture and is within three or four metres of us

this moderates his insistence and i take the opportunity to end the talking

“there’s another man who loves you” and then sealed it with “i’m in love with a woman”

the cushioned blow is enough for him to accept my rejection and the dream ends as he’s seven or eight metres away and moving further away still

addenda

the time-tense for this dream is an and/or of 3, 6,7, 9

qod 3.2

qos 3.9

p

pde’s

can’t remember anything during the day which would have caused this dream

notes 1

homosexuality, it must be mentioned, represents a specific point of Devolution

second dream

name of dream: happy hols 1

living where i lived before where i am now

there was a knock at the door

i opened the window next to the door and a man asked to see (an awake-time girlfriend who was a regular visitor)

the girlfriend must have been expecting him because before i could turn around and call her she was at my shoulder

she had a bath towel wrapped around her that covered her above her breasts and was clutching money in her left hand

i could see she was holding two ten pound notes and two or three one pound coins

as she leaned across me and handed the money to the caller through the window she said: “i’ll give you the rest later”

in the next scene, the girl in the first scene and her friend and i are sitting in a train in the seats to the left and right of the aisle nearest to where the carriages were joined

the girls were sitting opposite each other to my left

the friend of my girlfriend asked, “where will we be staying when we get there ?”

i said, ” i don’t know”.

both the girls paused in thought, i carried on…

“we’ll get off the train and see which street looks the most inviting. we’ll walk along the street and when we see a restaurant or cafe or a pub we like the look of we’ll go in. when we come out we’ll buy a paper and choose the name of a guest-house we like the sound of. every moment will be a new adventure. today it’s britain the next time it’s…”

the friend of my girlfriend stretched out her arm and leaned across the aisle to touch me on the shoulder in a gesture of affection

i took her hand and kissed the back of it

the girls were crackling with delight

i didn’t feel too bad either

addenda

the time-tense for this dream is an and/or of 1, 4, 7

qod 3.2

qos 3.9

p

pde’s

quite possibly thought of the ex-girlfriend

third dream

name of dream: day-dream 1

was walking through town and christmas was all around

to my right was a children’s carousel with several youngsters enjoying the ride

the song accompanying the ride was last christmas by wham and had a good beat, good enough to make me feel like moving to it

there was a girl of five or six three metres from the ride watching and dancing

the girl hadn’t yet learnt to sync her body movements to a rhythm and only one leg was lifting up as she disjointedly bobbed up and down

how she might look wasn’t on her mind

the music had taken her over and she was part of it

she stopped suddenly as though something was wrong, something wasn’t right, something was missing

she then darted to where a pram was and started moving things around and i must say, she was doing it with haste

after six or seven seconds she had hold of something and rushed back to where she had been before and held it out at arm’s length before her

it was a rag doll about a third as big as she was

she now had a partner to dance with

notes 1

a male might not see the female perspective here

enjoying life without someone else just isn’t possible

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name of dream: heisenberg’s proof

the dream started with the words “heisenberg’s proof” on a white background

a volunteer was hooked up to electronic equipment which was in a console on the far side of the room

the room itself was quite large

all of the room wasn’t in view but what i could see was roughly thirty metres high, thirty metres deep and thirty metres wide

there was a windowed console at the far side of the room which was raised close to the roof

there were three screens which were closer to the ceiling than to the floor and they were evenly spaced from each other by three or four metres

each screen was rectangular and about three or four metres high and four or five metres wide

don’t remember seeing anyone

the equipment could show the images a person was seeing in the dream as they were happening in the dream

the equipment could also interact with the images of the dream and insert images which became part of the dream which the dreamer would see as being part of the dream

the experiment was to establish whether the dreamer was familiar with the content of the dream

the volunteer was dreaming of cameras

one image of a picture the dreamer was seeing in the dream was too dark to see in detail or it might have been darkened as a part of the experiment

an aperture feature was introduced into the dreamer’s images of the camera

if the dreamer used the newly-installed feature to brighten the picture it would demonstrate she/he was familiar with the workings of cameras

the feature introduced into the dream was transparent, rectangular in shape and if it was used a red dot of light came on at the left-hand side of the rectangle

the image the dreamer was seeing was closest to me and was about four metres away

when the dreamer adjusted the introduced aperture feature it proved that the dreamer had knowledge of cameras

another different test was carried out on a different aspect of the dream and that too was proven

addenda

the time-tense for this dream is an and or of 1, 4

qod 3.7

qos 3.8

most definitely an observer

pde’s

nothing comes to mind

which probably means it was introduced by you-know-who for our appraisal

notes 1

Werner Heisenburg, in conjunction with Niels Bohr and Max Born, were the three people who formulated Quantum Theory between 1900 and 1925 following Max Planck’s discovery of The Quantum of Action in 1899/1900

werner heisenburg will always be remembered for The Principle of Inderterminacy

the principle of indeterminacy is now, deliberately misguidedly, called the uncertainty principle,: see Who Discovered Relativity

notes 2

this dream means in a future Undulation heisenburg becomes famous for something other than the principle of indeterminacy

notes 3

this dream may well be an invitation for someone to change the time-tense of this dream from one or four to five

it is also possible that more than one person may think of an application

in the event of that happening the date of each submission will be attached to the submission

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name of dream: sultry swede

was on the last but one leg of a european tour

not sure if i was alone or not

after enquiring at the ticket office about train times was told the ticket had to be obtained from a representative of the swedish government and was given the address

i got to the address but it didn’t look at all like it was anything official, anyway it was the right address

don’t remember ringing a bell or knocking on the two and a half metre high glass doors, perhaps there was someone monitoring a camera which showed the entrance

somebody, don’t remember if it was a female or a male, came through two other smoked-glass swing doors a metre or two from where i was standing on the outside of the building, opened the front doors and beckoned me in

as i was walking through the two inner-doors the perspective or rather the angle of view in the dream went from a straight-ahead view to a down angle view

the first thing i saw was the shoes, and particularly the ankle-strapping of the shoes, on what was obviously the legs of a woman

slowly, deliberately so, the view began to move up her legs and then showed her crossed legs and then up to the split in her dress which showed about a third of her thighs

the scene then changed to her face

she was wearing a cat-mask but it didn’t have whiskers or a smile/grin

the mask covered most of the front and side of her face, i think the hollow of her cheeks were showing, her forehead was showing and her eyes were sparkling with life

the dream ended

addenda

the time-tense for this dream is an and or of 1, 2, 3, 4, 7

qod 3.5

qos 3.7

p/o ?

pde’s

had thought about the lover and women, among dozens of other things, throughout the day

notes 1

got to thinking…

which part of the brain/mind presents these images/scenes and why did the old noodle serve up a view/perspective/angle of a women’s legs that was straight out of a hollywood film that was, blatantly, meant to seduce ?

the long, drawn-out up-the-legs sequence didn’t stir any emotions especially, the eyes were much more captivating

so why did the dream emphasise these characteristics of the woman ?

after several minutes of deliberation, the obvious answer presented itself

it was you-know-who producing and presenting her/his self

she/he, who you dare not speak of in public, is having fun with us

the manly-shape is the first shape with eternal qualities; it is however well past its sell-by date

the really difficult scenarios have been played out

the worst of the suffering for both her/him, and us is now, and forever, behind us

you-know-who is gearing up for the good times when death is no more and all that’s left for us to do is to love in a fun-filled way

i first became aware of her/his playful nature when Cherub was presented a couple of years ago

the writer can still feel the lover’s presence in that mini-movie clip now and it has been asserting itself, little by little, over the years

yeah, i know, it will be another five thousand million years before she/he’s with us but when you’re enjoying life you know how quickly time passes

perhaps this entry will lighten your mood and give you an insight as to what the future has in store for us

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name of dream: psycho bully 1

in custody, again

it wasn’t prison though

it was a young offenders institution

in a dormitory which was claustrophobically small

my bed was at the furthest from the door

against the wall and the closest to the door, one of the inmates was looking at me with murderous intent

he was one of the top three of the institutions most violent prisoners and he was thinking about what he was going to do me as he was listening to someone standing to the left of him talking into his ear

the someone was a trouble-maker but of the passive kind

i had pulled him up about a bit of mischief-making he had instigated and he didn’t like being told off

i knew there would be no use in trying to talk to the psycho, in his mind i was already condemned, for him it was now just a matter of where and when to vent his natural violent tendencies

it was a tightly controlled establishment and had been designed or modified to minimize the chances of violence flaring up

there were only a few places which were blind spots from a security point of view

one of them, the first an inmate would encounter on the way to the ablutions, was a small ninety-degree zig-zag about two metres long

in the next scene we had all gone through the zig-zag and i was the last to go through because i was the last in the order as we filed out

sure enough, the psycho and two others were waiting as i come out of the zig-zag

two of them moved out of the area, they just wanted to make sure i would be where the psycho could get me, after that, it was a fore-drawn conclusion what the ending would be, and now it was just the psycho and me in the dream

i lifted my arm and thrust it out straight with my fist clenched and my finger pointing at him

the gesture was unmistakable, it said: “you”

it was like waving a red flag at a mad bull

he came at me in a rush

my plan was to get around the second corner of the zig-zag far enough ahead of him to be stooped down as he turned the corner himself and rugby-tackle his legs, something i could do well at school, and take it from there

i got around the corner ahead of him but didn’t get down into a crouched position because one of the prison officers was dashing down to where i was

my guess is the prison guard would be aware of which of the inmates to watch most closely and seen the potential aggravation

psycho was not so stupid as to attack me with a guard as a witness

i was safe and the dream ended

addenda

the time-tense for this dream is an and/or for 6, 8 or 9

qod 2.8

qos 3.6

p

pde’s

thinking about devolving man-shaped beings

notes 1

this is the second time within a few days when i have been in a life-threatening situation and someone has come to my rescue

there must be somebody up there who likes me

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name of dream: strictly adult

first thing, if you’re a parent with youngsters this website is out of bounds for them from here on in

the dream…

was watching a sporting event i had downloaded from the net when part-way through it another video started to play

i was a bit annoyed at first (a bit of malware has infected the computer and ads are hijacking just about every page i visit)

it was x material and so i took a few seconds to look at it

and then began what was the longest-ever run of a montage sequence

it totalled dozens and dozens, quite possibly a hundred and fifty, and then something happened which has never hapened before… i was able to rewind or go back and look at a previous image/sequence

the image/sequences rolled on and they were as varied a bunch of x scenes as i’ve ever seen

at one point in the flow of images and sequences (the length of time of the image/sequences varied between one second and a quarter of a second of dream time) the detail of the visuals became too dark to see clearly

amidst this deluge of image/sequences, there was a half of one second of a still image with the words “stryker presents…”

the montage continued…

the pictures were going by so quickly now some of them were just impressions

then the words “what’s the second greatest pleasure” appeared momentarily

then more sequences

then again “what’s the second greatest pleasure”

and still the seemingly endless run of image-visuals kept on coming

then again for a third time, another message appeared which read “styrker and…(can’t remember the name) presents…”

by now i was wondering what it could be referring to

i thought it was going to say bestial x or anal x or child x

as the imaging continued a long message showed which had too many words on it to read in an instant

i began to think-Think-Read it (it was the most difficult message i’ve had to think-read for quite a few months)

as the slogan appeared time after time (it appeared briefly about seven times) i managed a word or two here and one word there between the movie/sequences and, with the new faculty of replay, eventually managed to string the sentence together

it read “the second most pleasurable thing is the act of murder or the accomplishment of killing”

and then began a stream of moving and still images of various types of murder of both sexes of all ages

i think all of them were acts of individuals being killed, no pairs or groups

addenda

the time-tense for this dream is an and/or for 5, 6 and 7

qod 2.7

qos 4.1

o

pde’s

the computer playing up

thoughts about the dream referred to in notes 1 of the second dream of the the entry of 27112017

and, of course, women

notes 1

this website is going to keep reminding its readers… dreams are comprised of actual events

notes 2

you’ve only got to remember the atrocities i.s.i.s performed when they began running amok (drugs, the group/clique mentality, weapons and a wad of money will turn a testosterone-fuelled young man dissatisfied with life into becoming murderer) to realise just how easy it is to do and how recently it was, to believe that this dream is founded in fact

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name of dream: an echo of christmas

a brief acquaintance from the past turned up out of the blue at about this time of year

he was in a subdued frame of mind, i got the impression he had turned to me reluctantly or at someone else’s behest

he spent most of the day with me

during that time i was assessing what would be of most use to him and getting things ready for him to take with him when he went

he never asked for any money and i never thought of offering him any

i couldn’t get over how subdued he was

like a man who had accepted a fate he didn’t want

whatever it was that was preoccupying him it didn’t lessen, on the contrary

my last sight of him, which troubled me, was of him turning the wrong way out of the door which led to a brick wall

it was if a brick wall was more inviting than an open path

as laden as he was with gifts and useful items the burden he was carrying was greater by far

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name of dream: story/saga 1

in the last scene, i befriended a young man who was down on his luck

we were discussing what we would have to eat and where to get it from when the dream ended

addenda

time-tense ?

qod 3.8

qos 3.2

p

pde’s

not sure if this dream came from the pde’s

notes 1

a story dream is a dream with the same theme and which can last for most, and perhaps all, of the time the brain/mind is actually engaged in dream sequences

this dream continued with the same theme for three different periods of time

the periods of time was separated by two brief bouts of awake-conscious and finished with me hearing myself speaking out loud as i woke

the scenes in the dream varied in lengths of time

one, in particular, lasted for what seemed to be more than half of the whole dream

within this long period, a whole saga of the same theme played out (imagine a film which didn’t change scenes for twenty minutes)

this dream is a new category of dream

for the time being, they are being called story/saga dreams

as their purpose becomes known they will probably be re-named

notes 2

it’s now an hour since i woke and all i can remember of the dream are vague impressions from one bit or another

how we’re supposed to remember the contents of something which lasts for twenty minutes i’ve no idea

perhaps it’s the old practice makes perfect routine being thrust at us

notes 3

the thing that’s becoming clear is that dreams theory is a big, big subject

there’s no way i could have a family and a job and devote as much time to uncovering what’s in the old noodle as is presently possible

it may be the case that to make sense of dreams we will have to cross-index the types of dreams

with more than forty different types already identified, it means there will be more than One Raised To The Fiftieth Power (1 ^50) possible variations to cross-check !

and if you’re wondering what the number means, it’s telling us there are millions of more ways to categorise dreams than there are stars in the universe

hope you like a challenge

second sleep

name of dream: mountain bike ride 1

three of us had just finished a mountain bike ride

the two young men were younger than me and had been friends more than twenty years ago

we arranged to do it again

in the next scene, we were ready to do it again but one of the other two hadn’t shown up

we set off

it was a thick brush with just an outline of a trail and it was more challenging than anything i had done before

in the next scene, we had to do a drop-jump of about one and a half metres

it was the most difficult manoeuvre i had ever tried

the moment of hesitation and the drop and the landing was the stand-out part of the ride

i fully expected to get a bruise or worse

the other rider was out of the scene and i wasn’t going to get left behind and make him come back as that would have blown my cred

i managed to lift the front of the bike sufficiently as i went over the edge and it was just enough to make the bike land on its back wheel

the bike hit the ground with a bump and my crotch hit the seat of the bike but, wonder of wonders, it didn’t hurt and the bike stayed on two wheels

in the next scene, we were off our bikes and talking

the other rider looked at me with a serious look and said “i am getting a weight for a few hundred pounds (he was talking about hash)

i was interested and asked how much i could get a quarter of it for and he said “ninety pounds”

he said something about keeping it to myself and the dream ended

addenda

favoured time-tense 7 or 9

qod 3.4

qos 3.7

p

pde’s

thinking i would like to go for a ride on the bike sometime (still have a mountain bike and regularly think about going out on it)

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name of dream: skinny’s skinny

four different scenes where all the clothing i was wearing was a cloth, zipper bomber-jacket

and if that wasn’t bad enough it wasn’t zipped up

it wasn’t an attempt to be provocative, nor was it because i wanted attention

it was a natural, innocent act, of an adult with a child’s mind

the reaction of the people who saw me was slightly reserved but none were concerned

in the last scene of this dream i was in a room and a girl was there

she looked and then looked away and moved her right hand, with fingers open, to her eyes and said politely to put more clothes on

addenda

favoured time-tense 2

qod 3.1

qos 3.3

p

pde’s

no pde’s that i can put my finger on

notes 1

the chances are that if a baby wasn’t schooled into it and the climate was right the only thing she/he would wear was shoes

second dream

x dream

qod 3.7

qos 3.3

p

pde’s

don’t blame me because i feel the need to fill the endless with life

notes 1

first dream that i can remember when i forgot the details of the x dream because of thinking about another dream

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30112017

name of dream: insignificant dream ?

spot

looking at myself in the mirror and seeing a boil-sized spot on my forehead

addenda

time-tense 9 or 6

qod 2.9

qos 3.1

p or o ?

pde’s

during the day my hand automatically went to an irritation on my forehead

notes 1

the next time i went to the bathroom and looked at where the irritation was there was a pimple the size of a pin-head

notes 2

this isn’t the first insignificant dream entry

notes 3

after thinking about it, this one-scene dream does have significance

i’m a cooked-meal man

four out of five of my meals are meat and veg

(my veg to meat ratio is about three to one)

a look at diet diary (uploading the diet diary sometime next year) will show an imbalance in the ratio of cooked meat and veg meals to non-cooked meat and veg meals over the last week or so

notes 4

being a film-goer it can’t help but be noticed that more than just one or two of the big-name film stars have developed wart-sized spots on their faces

this will be due, i am fairly sure, to the chemicals used in foods to flavour, colour, preserve and… the foods and thus enhance the profit margin

time and money are big factors in our lives, there are however bigger ones, and with a whole world of things to do, allocating time to buying, preparing and cooking food isn’t always the priority it should be

incorporating into our lives the twice or thrice daily mundane task of the seemingly insignificant act of eating will slow the tempo of our lifestyle and bring us back to realising the importance of taking the time to eat cooked meals as a way of life

it takes up more of our time, yes, but it is hoped that the very large time-scales you are becoming familiar with will be balanced by the realisation that it only takes a second for a person to change their time-tense from one to nine

shopping, preparing, cooking and eating food is an excellent way of making us reduce the tempo of our lifestyles and avoid the type of catastrophes that often accompanies the frantic pace of a money-first outlook

it will also ensure that those handsome faces on the silver screen will be blemish-free

notes 5

this dream scene brought to mind another insignificant dream from the last few days

in that one-scene dream, there was an inviting looking savoy cabbage

although, it is worth saying, iv’e seen better-looking savoy cabbages in awake-time

that an informative dream, which is what i think it was, has presented in the dream-state a cabbage which i would have considered inferior to those seen in awake-time has caused me to think (because of postulate one… 12112017) the savoy cabbages i see in an awake-state might be over-fertilised to get to the size they are

if that’s not the case then the bigger, brighter cabbages in the awake-state are actually of a more recent time-tense and have not been around for enough undulations to become a permanent part of the inter-undulation memory

this makes sense when it is pointed out that the one-scene dream of the cabbage was an improvement of the cabbages i had seen in the shops and had thought about during the day before having the cabbage dream

second sleep

name of dream:

claustrophobic situation

on the inside of a large store next to the entrance

something had caused a bottle-neck of people from moving into the store

there were about fifteen semi-burly men wearing white shirts who were blocking the access to the rest of the store

i couldn’t get passed the men and the doors didn’t open outwards

trying to push them into the store only made matters worse as it caused the mini-throng to push back which caused me to have to stoop down so i wasn’t pressed against the door

all i could see from my lowered position was the legs and back of the men’s torso’s

there was a moment of mild panic as i tried to stand up and realised i wasn’t going to be able to

the slightly panicky feeling intensified as the crowd of men lost ground to whatever it was which was causing them to bunch up and they edged back onto me by about a quarter of a metre

if the men directly in front of me crumbled to the ground there would have been hundreds of pounds of weight lying on top of me

addenda

favoured time-tense 9

qod 2.8

qos 3.3

p

pde’s

this dream is easy to pinpoint

used dumbbells earlier on in the day to do dumbbell stoops and in typical me fashion i used too much weight

i didn’t get the breathing in and out in sync with the movement and at the bottom of the movement and there was too much pressure on my torso for me to be able to breathe in

i was on the verge of dropping them and taking a breath in

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name of dream: a nightmare of a child

a girl of five or six

she was on a sofa in a sitting position coming out of a sleep

as she was waking she peed herself

the urine jetted from her body in a stream

she was sweating profusely and her fringe was stuck to her forehead

she looked at me and spoke a sentence

the sentence was a question which queried whether she was different

it was as though someone had just come out of an anaesthesia sleep and wanted to know if the operation had saved their life

then she was asleep again

addenda

qod 3

qos 3.4

p or o ?

pde’s

notes 1

the stand out part of the dream was the deeply sincere manner she spoke

it was if she thought i had the ability to make one reality or another for her

this might be the time to remind ourselves of the characteristics which can endure forever in the forever

there probably isn’t one adult person who has retained the characteristic’s they had as a five-year-old anywhere in the world

yet that it is what it takes to merge with eternity

the ability to change realities in a moment

an open-mindedness which can embrace a new happiness

the ability to absorb new thoughts and actions in an instant

complete flexibility to be in one state or another

to get to where we seek to get means complete trust in every other person

the thought of self-before others won’t exist

the simple act of giving without receiving, which children find easy to do, will have become the norm…

this is the gist of what we have to become

that two adults arguing in the presence of a child-mind can cause such a severe reaction gives us an indication of just how poor our understanding of ourselves is

Nightmare As a Child

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27112017

name of dream: travelling man

was between countries and in the centre of a city and needed to buy something to eat

decided on a takeaway meal and ordered one from the biggest roadside van i’ve ever seen

there were three people working the stall

the person who took my order was a woman and we got into a friendly bit of chit-chat

the meal was nearly ready and it was time to pay

i dug into my pocket and brought out all the money in it and soon realised there wasn’t enough to pay for what i’d ordered

not that it mattered i would have enough in my wallet

when i opened the wallet there was just one ten unit denomination note in it and that wasn’t enough either

then i remembered i had four ten denomination notes stuck to a thick piece of paper in amongst my paper items

it took longer than i thought to find the folded sheet of paper and when it was unfolded the notes were stapled to the paper

i attempted to prise the staples open to free the notes but the notes started to rip

at this point, i began apologising to the woman

she remained amiable and unconcerned but i was starting to feel the pressure

i suggested paying by card but the smile on her face loosened which told me that wasn’t an option

i asked if there a cash dispenser nearby

the woman’s expression was changing by the moment

a slow, drawn-out shake of her head meant i had to come up with something else

business etiquette demanded a sales-person should be friendly whatever the circumstances, she was, however, becoming a different woman and was looking at me in a different way

i knew the look

she was beginning to suspect a con

i had a chequebook

i asked her half-heartedly, “will you take a cheque ?”

the dream ended there in fade-out fashion

addenda

qod 3.7

qos 3.4

p

pde’s

nothing comes to mind

notes 1

this dream is not untypical of the writer’s awake-life experiences

there are quite a lot of these types of incidents that could be related

perhaps an “odd-memoirs” page is something for the future

second dream

name of dream: compromising situation 2

in the bookies

a man in his late-twenties walked past me and said to another man standing within a metre or two of where i was “… be standing by the door”

within a second of dream-time, one of the two of them then said “…will have the shotgun”

there’s no way i could not hear what they were saying

i was implicated

one of the men looked at me and said “we want you to stand there” as he looked to my left

i knew the man who owned the betting shop and he seemed reasonable enough

the robber’s wanted me present just in case the shop emptied a bit and me being there would make it look like a normal day and wouldn’t ring any alarm bells in the head of the owner of the shop who was very much security-minded

the shop-owner would have reason to be even more security-minded than usual on the day of the robbery

the robbery was going to take place on what would be the biggest sporting day of the year and lots of people who wouldn’t normally bet on anything would have a little flutter on one or other of the sporting events

i turned to one of the men planning the robbery and said “i won’t grass you up but i won’t be here”

they started threatening me

that was their mistake

the owner of the booking shop was more vigilant than i realised and read the situation

he suddenly appeared from behind the partition between the shop and office and was striding towards us holding something, it looked like a heavy metal bar, spitting and cursing obscenely as he was getting nearer

the owner of the premises was something else, the robbers knew it but i didn’t

he was as tough and fearless as they come

he had long black hair and looked as solid as a statue

his walk had an unstoppable gait to it

the robbers knew they only way they would be able to stop him was with a gun

the robbers left the building before he got to them

in the next scene, all three of the would-be robbers were on the floor outside of the shop

it looked like they might be dead

addenda

qod 3.7

qos 3.4

p

pde’s

nothing comes to mind

notes 1

the entries over the last two days are jumbled up a bit

one or two of them should be for the twenty-sixth although the record will now show no entry for the twenty-sixth

will have to leave them as they are because i can’t remember what the actual order should be

the mix-up is because there was a dream on the twenty-fourth which was going to be an entry then changed my mind but didn’t erase it from the other entry on that date and published it before i realised what i had done

the reason for bringing this up is because this second dream in this entry is related somehow to the one which wasn’t published

the dream not published was named “compromising position”

it’s similarity to this dream would be plain to see and was a lot more grave

i was told to do something and if i didn’t a girl about ten or twelve would be murdered

we have to keep in mind that dreams are not fantasy-events but memories of experiences, albeit as often as not, from different time-tenses

the dream being referred to may yet find itself as an entry

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name of dream: xh

addenda

time-tense: 1 or 2 or 3 or 5 or 6 or 7 or 9

qod 4.5

qos 3.7/8

p

pde’s

thought about her

notes 1

this dream was so sensational i spent too long thinking about it upon waking and forgot the details of the dream before it

notes 2

the nervous system has to be considered as being dormant at the moment

we’re so immersed in an unethical lifestyle the capacity for the nervous system to deliver qualitative experiences to the brain is, to all extents and purposes, not needed

notes 3

and this was with a woman i didn’t get on with !

second sleep

name of dream: unexpected guests

was expecting a group of youngsters for a confab about an idea i had

all at once everything changed when eight or nine mature adults in informal but tasteful attire came through the door and were obviously ready for an evenings entertainment

i was thrown into confusion

how did they know something was planned?

where were the youngsters i was expecting ?

those questions and more would have to be answered another time

in the next scene, they were all in the living room and in a buoyant mood and some of them were looking at me

there was no way out of it, it was time to become the host

“would anyone like a drink?” i asked, looking at them but not looking at anyone in particular

one man, slightly burly and expensively, but tastefully dressed in a country-man style, said in a semi-jokey way “have you any neat bourbon ?”

he said the name of the brand but he might as well have said something in traditional mandarin

my blank look told everyone that i didn’t

worse than that, i had been expecting youngsters, the strongest thing i had was a four percent proof malibu mix, some babychams and a couple of dozen cans of soft drinks

and even worse still, the only thing to eat was crisps and peanuts

my mind was racing, i would have to go to the ‘offy

then i would have to rustle up something decent to eat

it would mean leaving them there while i went shopping

when i got back i would have to do some cooking

this just wasn’t going to work

i simply couldn’t think my way around the situation

but forever the tryer, i heard myself saying to one of the ladies “what can i get you ?” as i was waking up

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name of dream: drive thru the night-drive all night

the first scene of the dream was taking the cover off the bike and seeing the controls and gauges between the handlebars

the next scene is motoring along at a steady forty or fifty kilometres an hour on a single two-way road which was wide enough to be a dual carriageway

the road was completely clear of traffic, which was my idea of driving heaven (driving at top speed at every opportunity wasn’t my style. i much preferred the easy-rider way of riding. if i found myself on a long, clear, and a more or less straight stretch of road, my idea of speed was seventy or eighty kilometres an hour. that way you could still take a look around as you were riding without the road throwing up some unwanted surprises)

within a few seconds of dream-time riding a police car in a recess on my side of the road and facing slightly towards me, but could have easily, with a slight swing of the steering wheel, started off at speed in the same way as i was going if it had to, gave a quick flash of his headlights to get my attention

the quick on/off of the lights didn’t suggest he wanted me to stop but equally, he could have argued in court that it did

i resigned myself to being detained (i was driving without insurance)

i started slowing and as i got to about within fifteen metres of the police car i could see the policeman was half-in and half-out of the car

he shouted “are shorts the latest fashion now?”

his remark/jibe didn’t concern me, just the opposite, it meant he didn’t want me to stop

the joy of the ride was over however and within less than a second of dream-time i was back to where i was when the dream frist started

now i was thinking of how i could go for a ride at night on a road that wasn’t likely to have spot checks and things

i turned to the computer and brought up a map of the area

the map showed a twenty to a thirty-kilometre radius of where i lived

the detail in the map was the second most stand-out part of the dream and if i had wanted to make it the priority point of the dream i could have concentrated on writing the names of roads and areas and the colours in the map

don’t know if it’s the same for everybody but i find if i don’t put the minutia of the dream into the awake-world description as soon as poss after waking it fades from the memory

the most stand-out sequence of the dream was after the picture of the map was gone and the next scene of the dream started playing out

as mentioned, was on the computer and a quick click of the mouse and the map was replaced by six or nine yellow/amber coloured folders, the like of which we are all familiar with

within a second of dream-time, one of the folders had writing on it

don’t remember what was written on it but as i scrolled down more and more of the folders had something written on them

then the folders had pictures on them

and then the pictures became picture-posters

the one which caught my eye straight away was a poster-folder with two sentences, one sentence on either side of the folder, which spread like a snake from top to bottom of the folder and read “drive thru the night” and “drive all night”

i didn’t click the folder open because the artwork and the captions on the folder-poster told me everything an all-night rider would need to enter rider-heaven was in it

i couldn’t believe that someone with a love for riding a bike had experienced his joy being marred by police checks, as had happened to me in the first scene of the dream, and had gone to all the trouble of making an easy -to-read map for fellow and female bike riders

i carried on looking at what other goodies were available and the next one i stopped and looked at was one which had a japanese man with a stern look on his face and the caption read “why the japanese like to die riding”

the dream ended as i was looking at the next picture on a folder

the caption was “the next sexiest thing… retro (or regrade) smoking”

the picture was a semi-clad female voluptile

the letch in me was asserting itself

addenda

name of dream: drive thru the night-drive all night

time-tense

have decided not to time-tense each individual scene

the reason is… every individual has it in her or him to change the time-tense of the dreams here at dreams theory

for instance… as far as i’m aware folders which have pictures on them don’t yet exist

not being a computer aficionado i wouldn’t know if it’s possible to put writing or pictures on the outside of a folder which i assume would have to be an option when creating a new file folder

if it is possible then the person who introduces it will have changed the time-tense of the scene with picture-folders in it from 1 or 2 or 4 to 3

and in the years to follow there will be many opportunities for people to change the time-tense of the scene of the dream

and if it’s a one-scene dream then the whole dream will have had its time-tense changed

the new ideas coming through dreams theory are not copyrighted nor will they ever be subject to legal compromise’s

any person who develops or initiates the use of anything coming through dreams theory knows they have made their mark on the future for all time and they will always be part of that future

surely any person with their eye on the future will be satisfied with immortality in lieu of a payment

qod 3.5

qos 3.7

p and o

pde’s

no pde’s

notes 1

if had woken one hour earlier this sleep would have been four periods of sleeps and five dreams in one day

which would have been a new world record for me

now the speculation is … how many times can/does/will the writer sleep and dream in one day before he’s done for this lifetime

notes 2

it wasn’t until the policeman shouted “are shorts the latest fashion now?” that i was aware that i was wearing shorts

which brings up another point… people from the awake-world are needed, in many instances, to forming the contents of a dream

so now we have both states of consciousness affecting the other

my belief is the inter-undulation conscious is greater/more enduring/more constructive/more inventive than the time-conscious

we’ll know for sure when we’re interacting with dinosaur man

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three dreams in two sleeps so far today

all three of them were low quality but the quality of sleeps was quite high (every cloud..)

one was right on the verge of me being violent towards three anti-socials who had blatantly ripped me off

one was to do with accommodation in which i had to lie to avoid admitting to a breach of the house rules

second sleep

a think-read dream on the computer in which i uncovered the log of a type-chat which showed the chat of someone pretending to be me to get access to my funds

will probably be having at least one more sleep and with any luck, it will put these into the rubbish bin where they belong

third sleep

name of dream: back to school

this dream began with me as a competitor at a weight-lifting competition

remember seeing the score i was given and think-reading some of the details but that was all of the detail that is remembered of this scene

in the next scene, i’m at home setting up an olympic barbell with weights

was using about ten or twelve small weights ranging from half a kilo to two and a half kilo

i loaded the bar with about three or four kilos on each side of the bar

when i lifted the bar it felt unevenly balanced so i put it back down

a quick look at the weights revealed that there was indeed different weights at each end of the bar

i began to change the weights and noted i needed to take two one and a quarter kilo weights off one side and add one weight of a different weight on the other side

i began to add the total weight for both sides of the bar with the intention of dividing the sum by two and simplify the weights needed to just two weights, one on each end of the bar

i began to adding the total weight of the weights on the bar together…

one and a quarter plus one and a quarter equals…

two quarters equals…

one-half plus two ones equals…

five minus two one and a one quarter equals…

one and a half plus…

it was no use, i couldn’t work it out

i woke up after half a dozen attempts of trying to make the numbers make sense because the mental effort of doing sums in my head in a dream was too strenuous !

it was draining me mentally

i was becoming mentally fatigued in a dream !

it was more restful to be awake than it was to be asleep !

comments on back to school

i have no idea of how many of you who dream regularly have think-read dreams

a two-minute read of this dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DIARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/15th.html will convey how difficult it was to successfully compose two sentences of a think-read dream for the first time

the chances are think-read dreams are a necessary part of discovering self

it’s not just possible but more than probable that information necessary for understanding our spirit will mean some of what we need to know will come through in written form

lately, think-read dreams are becoming commonplace in the writer’s dreams and have become easier to read (practice makes perfect)

now we have to learn to do arithmetic in dreams !

it’s back to school for all of

addenda

time-tense 5

qod 3.8

qos 3.7

p

pde’s

have been watching weight-lifting competitions downloaded from the internet on the t.v. regularly for the last week or two

notes 1

you may get some satisfaction from knowing that whatever else i may be when it comes to doing sums i’m a complete dunce (see aside below)

perhaps i become as good at doing think-read sums in dreams as badly as i do with addition and subtraction in awake-time

aside

it was the first day back at school after the summer break and the first day as a second-year junior

teacher was q and a’ing us on fractions

she came to me

she wrote 1 2 on the blackboard

“what fraction is that ?” she asked me

i thought for a long second

“a oneth” i replied

“no, try again,” she said

“a second” i replied

“the expression on her face became quizzical

“try again,” she said

“a twoth,” i said

her face slumped in dismay and she turned to someone else

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22112017

first dream

name of dream: bespoke accident

was the passenger in a car and we were out in the country

the road was narrow and became single file as we drove over a hump-back bridge which was about ten metres long

we were more or less off the bridge when the sound of a motorbike filled our senses

i swivelled around to take a look and saw a scrambler dirt bike was on the bonnet of the car behind us

the biker must have driven the bike up the boot and over the roof of the car because there was no space on either side of the car whilst on the bridge

the biker was totally testosterone driven and nothing was going to stop him from going where he wanted to go

the bike finished its manoeuvre, landed on the road and had just passed us when the scene changed

in the next scene, another biker like the first one had a man trapped into his bike

somehow a man had got his leg, which was showing his bare leg up to the knee, and this was the stand-out scene of the dream, trapped through the front wheel and between the spokes of the bike without his leg being cut, scratched or grazed

was trying to work out how it would be possible for that to happen when the dream ended

addenda

name of dream: bespoke accident

time-tense ?

qod 2.8

qos 3.6

p and o

pde’s

no pde’s

notes 1

contrary to common thinking that dreams are a series of jumbled up images which don’t have a place in the “real world” dreams are in fact snippets of realities which have happened in past undulations and will continue to happen in this and future undulations

the second sequence of this dream is baffling

it’s possible that if a bike like the one in the dream landed with enough force and the spokes of the wheel was made of a metal that was very supple, the wheel would momentarily bend and cause a gap between the spokes large enough for a leg to fit through

you have a go at thinking in what circumstances a leg would be in that place at that moment the spokes of the wheel were mishappen

the point that has to be considered is… every conceivable circumstance or set of circumstances which can happen has happened !

welcome to his terrible love

second dream

at the kitchen window when mom passes by

i can she is in a hurry

she is on mission to a woman-only meeting to support a popular member of the community who has been disproportionately punished for saying something or doing something against another woman in the community

the woman she has wronged is not a well-liked person but she has a core group of supporters who think an aggressive attitude in a woman is the way to tackle problems, be they communal or personal

i can see there is a steady, and growing, stream of women going up the hill to the meeting place who want to make their feelings known

this is the chance for the women, who, it must be said, outnumber the supporters the woman with an aggressive outlook on life by three to one or more

mom was in fighting mood and was no mouse when it came to taking on other women or other men come to that

i could see she was about to strike a blow for fair-minded women and nothing was going to stop her having her say

she knew i knew she was on a mission and gave a hurried smile which contained a genuine feeling of pleasure when i said “any chance of a cuppa’ ?”

addenda

name of dream: mom on a mission

time-tense 1, 3, 4 or 7

qod 3.6

qos 3.6

notes

p

pde’s

scarcely a day goes by when my thoughts don’t linger on mom

notes 2

currently, there are plenty of women with an aggressive attitude

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21112017

reading a review which was comparing one type of sound system to another

there was no competition really

the one which got all the best press completely overshadowed its competitor

without naming the companies involved one of the systems was called the feathered model

addenda

name of dream: think-read p.a. systems

time-tense 5

qod 2.8

qos 3.4

p

pde’s

no pde’s

notes 1

another easy-to-read think-dream

the third easy-to-read think-dream in a row !

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20112017

was at home with my mother

we both heard a clatter in the kitchen

i went to find out what it was

as i opened the door to the kitchen there was another flurry of sound

a white-feathered bird with a broken wing in obvious distress looking very frightened

my mother suggested it should be put out of its suffering

i said “i can’t do it”

addenda

time-tense 1, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9 ?

qod 2.8

qos 3.4

p

pde’s

no pde’s

notes 1

again, nothing points to why this content found its way into a dream

second dream

an army of ants was on the move

they weren’t in a charitable mood

time-tense 9 ?

qod 2.6

qos 3.4

o

pde’s

no pde’s

notes 1

unable to pinpoint why this dream occurred

third dream

a film was in production

on the set was a strong-man called big z

he was amused that his role needed a scene in which he took a tentative puff of a joint

he wanted the fame the movie would bring so he complied

time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9 ?

qod 3.3

qos 3.4

o

pde’s

no pde’s

notes 1

no pde’s for any of these dreams

there are still a lot of things i don’t understand about the theory of dreams

not sure why these dreams happened

name of dream:

cabbage 1

a one-scene dream which showed a savoy cabbage on display in a box with other savoy cabbages

the one cabbage that caught my eye was the one on the top of the others

time-tense 5

qod 2.9

qos 3.3

o

pde’s

have been unable to find a large-leaf, dark green and firm savoy cabbage for ages and was wondering if and when i would find one which was how i thought one should be

this dream showed an acceptably decent one

no pde’s

notes 1

this dream wasn’t entered on the day it happened

it wasn’t until the cabbage mentioned in notes 5 of the dream of 30112017 that’s its significance was realised

it’s now thought that i am being pressed to enter every dream, regardless of its content or theme

there may be some dreams coming shortly won’t be received gladly by some people

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19112017

first sleep

first dream

with a friend from some years ago and his three children and the latest addition to the family standing outside a small shopping area waiting for mom to return

the latest addition to the family started crying and the baby’s milk bottle appeared from somewhere

i was getting ready to do the honours when mom shows up

mom gestures to me to pass the baby to her

i had the bottle in my hand by now and said to the mother “do you want me to feed her?”, hoping she would let me give her the milk-feed

mom shook her head in a way which was a definte no

the baby stopped crying as soon as she was in mom’s arms

mom loosened her clothing and began to breast-feed baby

category of dream

baby food

time-tense 1,2,3,4, 7

qod 3.3

qos 3.3

P

pde’s

none

notes 1

as of this entry, this website believes that its dreams are not, in the main, the result of its pde’s

someone else (shhh) is at the helm

notes 2

also as of today, memories are put into two groups

1

inter-undulation memories

2

present tense memories

*

further, we shall hold the view that memories and consciousness are one and the same

notes 3

this dream is you-know-who telling us Breastfeeding is the way to feed baby !

in case there was any doubt

second sleep

first dream

category of dream

x dream

addenda

time-tense 5, 8, 9

qod 3

qos 3.9

p

pde’s

being held back for the time being

notes 1

not all x dreams are top-notch experiences

this one may well be a warning

second sleep

second dream

category of dream

Think-Read

the authenticator app is causing the .jpg file to switch between programmes twenty times a second

it can gain access to…

this issue is known…

all the best the… gang

addenda

time-tense 5 or…

qod 3

qos 3.9

p

pde’s

no pde’s

notes 1

the four points in the dream are the ones that have stuck in the memory until this point (one hour later)

this was the second-ever longest think-dream

of all the think-read dreams this was the easiest to read

notes 1

before publishing this entry this website will follow the advice in this dream

will finish it later and let you know what happened

(00:42 20112017)

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17112017

a neighbour and friend from secondary school (my ref; b.l.) was much bigger than me but was a little envious of my gymnastic abilities

each year the males of the senior classes chose their best exercise on the vault and performed it in front of the whole school

my friend simply wasn’t agile

a handstand was beyond him

whereas i could do a short-arm over the long-vault

in the dream my friend was in the showers and sinks room

i walked into the area where he was and he said “watch this” and he done a forward somersault from the standing-still position

he performed the movement with impressive height but unfortunately his momentum threw his head forward when he landed back on his feet and he bashed his head seriously hard into a sink

i knew better than to try and say something sympathetic to someone who is experiencing a lot of pain and watched him fighting back his anger to do something violent to take his mind off how he felt

addenda

time-tense 9 or 6

qod’s 3 to 4

qos 3.6

p and o

pde’s

nothing comes to mind

notes

as is becoming commonplace with my dreams recently, there was nothing in the pde’s which points to what caused this dream

perhaps a rethink is necessary to further understand the mechanism of the causes of the themes in dreams

what’s the word… ancillary? alternative? preferred? discard?

notes 2

there were five different dreams in this sleep

only one dream is being entered because the time is needed to complete the dreams database for referencing as soon as possible

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15112017

three dreams and a Mini-Montage

first dream

an x dream in a tent in a garden

second dream

money dream

third dream

an old acquaintance and health issues

mini-montage

women in red/pink bikinis

addenda

time-tense

qod

qos

p/o

pde’s

addenda for mini-montage

time-tense 1, 2, 4, 5

qod/montage 4.3

qos 3.5

o

notes

the dreams were as-usual in terms of clarity of images

the mini-montage, by contrast, was as clear as a film on a screen

also, the awake state was fully present during this mini-montage

also, after the first sequence of the montage, there was a degree of controlled-imaging

possibly the next step in controlled-imaging is to be able to do it in the middle of the day between the furthest points of one sleep and the next

if and when midday controlled-imaging has been accomplished the question is… what are its applications ?

if it can be called into action in the middle of the day it will have unlimited entertainment value

perhaps we have yet to realise that all the really hard work has been done and its time for a life of recreation !

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14112017

was at big arc-shaped bridge in a built up area, probably london

was talking to a celebrity about the politics of what was happening in the country

i said “did you know that only three per-cent of the surface area of the country is built upon ?”

he replied “i want to think about things in my own way”

i felt he knew what was what with the politics of this country but was reluctant to do anything about it

and with that he made off with some haste

addenda

time-tense 3, 4,

qod 2.7

qos 3.8

p

pde’s

thought about a three or four-sentence conversation with a young man a couple of years ago

in the very brief conversation i brought up the point about the refusal of the government to build on the land and he tried to defend it by saying that most of the land was unarable

i countered by saying “i’m talking about houses”

notes

in notes 2 from the third of this month i said i would have to enter every dream regardless of whether it seemed significant or not

that still holds true but the problem is some of the details in dream contains explicit x material of some very well known people, in this dream it was ray winstone

in isn’t the case in this dream but it does mean that dreams theory may never be complete

if it ever gets to the point where important understandings are unable to be shared beacause of embarrassment to others then this reason for not making a dream an entry will have to be put to one side

notes 2

that people with a priviledged position in society would rather keep their lifestyle than speak the truth is a constant source of irritaton to this website

ordinary people aren’t compromised in this way and are thus able to remain more closely aligned to the expansive nature of life

i spoke to an elderly lady, a staunch royalst, who didn’t try to deny princess diana was assassinated but rejoined by saying “the queen didn’t have anything to do with it”

people know the truth but are too scared to say anything

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12112017

was outside the house i lived throughout my teens

(when first recollecting the dream upon waking i got the impression i was walking towards the house, although after replaying the scene a couple of times the impression was that i was an observer)

it was undoubtedly the house i lived at for more than two decades except for one detail, a window about a metre high and two-thirds of a metre wide

the bottom of the window started about half a metre from the ground

if the house being described had a window in the place being described then a person looking through it would have seen the front door, the stairs and the door to the living room

there was a teenage boy at the window

i recognised the boy as someone who was in the same class as me in school (my ref; c.t.)

the teenager had a piece of 4″ x 2″ wood in his hand and as i looked at him he drew it back and smashed the window

in the next scene, he was at the front door of the house being let in

he was obviously deranged which meant my family were at risk

in the next scene, he was sitting on the sofa and my mother and father were sitting in the matching armchairs either side of the sofa

i glanced a quick glance at my parents and said “didn’t you hear the window being smashed ?”, if i didn’t say it out loud then it was a loud thought, my parents didn’t say or do anything

i grabbed both sides of the front of the teenager’s jacket with my right hand, pulled him towards me and said: “what the hell are you doing ?”

the teenager didn’t say anything but was looking at me without any concern

i realised he wasn’t aware he had done anything wrong and that he was mentally disturbed and further realised that my reaction wasn’t going to be constructive

i put my right arm under his head and my left arm under the joints of his knees and lifted him up and laid him on the sofa

i think i said something at this point in the dream but can’t remember it if i did

the dream ended here

addenda

time-tense 9, 6

qod 2.7

qos 3.7

p and o ?

pde’s

nothing in the thoughts of the pde’s points to this dream

not the teenager from school or a teenager on the rampage, no thoughts or sounds of breaking glass, no thoughts of the parents, no thoughts of something related to the house, nothing

notes

three possibilities… 1 watched a t.v. programme about a killer-psychopath the day before the pde’s which would make this a delayed-theme dream

if the theme/contents of dreams are going to be linked to experiences from days, months and years before a dream the value of the interpretation of dreams of this type will become unconvincing

2… it’s a plant by you-know-who and the significance of the dream will become apparent in the future

3… this is a new category of dreams not yet understood

notes 2 17102014

on the off-chance that the people who are now living at the house in this dream done some improvements to the house and put a window in the same place as the one in the dream, i googled-earthed it

lo and behold, there was a window there albeit only half the size of the one in the dream

at first, i was amazed but then noticed that the people living next door had done the exact same home-improvement

so had the occupiers of the house next to that and so had… then it dawned on me…

the window had always been there !

i must have looked at that wall from the same angle as in the dream ten thousand times over the decades and equally, i must have looked through it for just as many times from the inside of the house, so…

dreams theory, postulate one

inter-undulation memories are more accurate than present-tense memories

this postulate makes assigning time-tenses more accurate and optimises the quality of a situation or circumstance

the time-tense for this dream is now 1, 2 or 4

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08112017

dance the mood fantastic

they don’t come much better than this

a sunny summer’s day

in the precinct in the centre of town

it is a two-tier precinct

when the architect originally conceived the design for the precinct he imagined spacious, uncluttered access to every part of the precinct with plenty of room for people to manoeuvre with their large bags of designer outfits and such

in this precinct in this time, mature-teens had turned the precinct into a socially-oriented gathering place

shopping sprees were incidental to the overriding impulse to meet new people and enjoy life

in places in the precinct there were clumps of people who were shopping but, overwhelmingly, it was the youth culture which gave the precinct its character

the teens were the people who were leading life and i was one of the responsible teens and, boy, on this day i was humming with vibrancy

there was a melody somewhere, it might have just been in my head, which had a beat which was causing me to tap my thighs and lightly, almost imperceptibly, skip and sway

swinging to the left, slowing and then picking up the pace

lightly slapping out on the beat on my thighs, on the walls, on the glass of the shop-fronts, occasionally expressing the beat on the side the bag of somebody’s shopping

i was on the second-tier now and was headed toward a cafe with outside-seating when the melody and beat diminished and very nearly, but not quite, faded out

there was still a song in my mood but that was almost washed away as i neared to eight or ten girls in summer clothes

five or six of the girls were seated, totally relaxed and were smiling that smile which only women who want, and can give more life, have

but it was the three or four girls who were standing which channelled my concentration

there was one who was breathtakingly good-looking

she didn’t stir the emotions, she elevated the spirit

it brought out in a person the recognition that true beauty was an elevated position to which we all aspire

she was something which life produces in very small quantities

too many of her would make the rest of us feel inadequate, unsubstantial

still, my mood hadn’t changed and one of the girl’s friends standing next to the beauty caught my attention

she was a plain beauty, or did she just seem plain by comparison ?

it didn’t matter, i know a good thing when i see it, and when she looked at me i knew we would be good for each other

the dream ended with me carrying on my way, as i had before encountering the girls

dreams don’t come much better than this

addenda

time-tense 1, 2, 4

qod 4.4

qos 4

p

pde’s

1

a noticeable improvement of movement during the day

2

was thinking about he-whose-name-you-dare-not-speak and how his femininity comes through in women

3

a young girl i spoke to on the bus a couple of weeks ago

notes

1

because my recovery back to mobility is a long process i am acutely aware of the slightest improvement which causes feelings of jubilation and in turn gets blown out of all proportion in dreams

2

femininity can be seen as the biological mechanism through which love/life implements eternity’s command to increase endlessly

the beauty in this dream epitomises love/life’s multiplicative nature in mammal man-shaped beings

3

the young girl on the bus is the plain beauty in the dream

since that brief encounter i have realised it was an opportunity lost to implement an idea from more than a year ago

yesterday it was prominent in my thoughts and i resolved not to let a chance like that pass by again

if the young girl should read this…

other notes

there were three stand-out moments in this dream

the beauty, the plain beauty and the opening sequence

with the exceptionof the “fade-out” at the end of the dream, which was about one-tenth of the whole dream, it was all stand-out

it was while wondering what women in the far-off future will be like that it occurred to me that i haven’t yet had a dream that takes place in space

get ready for some really stand-out space-dreams

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06112017

a tired john and a concerned relative

the dream starts with me waking from a sleeping position and feeling tired, very tired

the first thing i see is a mature young man looking at me

the male is either the brother or a son of the woman i’m in a relationship with

he says “i can go and get you a black leather mattress or if you don’t want that i will take you home”

he talks in a no-nonsense manner and his tone of voice and look tells me it’s time to make a choice

the situation is… i’m sleeping in the living room and he doesn’t like it

people in a relationship sleep together

he’s too sensitive to towards his mother/sister to ask questions about the sleeping arrangements but knows something isn’t as it should be

i was touched that he would take on the expense and go to the trouble of getting a new mattress and said “you would do that for me” and then “give me a minute to wake up please”

i was waking from the sleep as i heard myself saying the last sentence

before the dream ended there was a final picture or scene of me looking at myself in the mirror

i had dark bags under my eyes and looked unwell (this is the stand-out part of the dream)

i don’t remember looking that unwell in this lifetime

addenda

time-tense for first scene 3, 6, 7

qod 2.8

qos 2.5

p

time-tense for second scene/picture 3, 5, 9

notes

in the first scene i am participating

the mirror scene, i now realise, was as an observer

this is the first dream i am aware of when i am both particpant and observer in the same dream!

pde’s

tried resting to the fullest extent during the day to see if lying down all day was beneficial

this dream tells me it’s not

too much rest or inactivity during any given day is not in accordance with what we can/should be doing

there is an optimum minimum/maximum movement/rest ratio for every individual

it is time to start tieing dreams in with Metabolic Maintenance to get a more accurate picture

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03112017

this dream was about a scoring system

the value of the thing being scored was displayed by a dark-coloured ball in a thin transparent square container which had liquid in it

the container was about three diameters of the ball in width and five ball-diametres high, the container/s could have been any size

the liquid in the container was responsive and could, very subtlely, change colour

the ball rose and wavered and fell in the container as its rating rose or fell

in the second scene, there were three or four of the transparent containers which looked as if they were joined together

my attention focused on one container in particular, probably because it had the most movement in it

inside the container, there was a light-grey small, wispy column which changed its shape, like smoke in a still room

the light-grey column of the smoke-shaped liquid was about the height of a ball and as i looked at it the width varied from one-seventh to one-sixth of one ball-width

addenda

time-tense 2 or 5

it doesn’t seem likely that the technology being described here will have been developed within the writer’s lifetime

the only way it could happen is if the d-man class of man-shaped beings begin sharing their technology with us (see lead article)

qod 3

qos 3.1

p/o ?

pde’s

the pde which brought this dream about was the scores being given at a weight-lifting competition i watched on the telly

there was argy-bargy about whether the referees had got some of the scorings right or not

in the programme, the decisions were close calls but it is the case that life has the ability to be meticulous about the most insignificant thing

notes

thinking about it, a scoring system, or any situation with serious consequences, which had a qualitative attachment would be useful when decisions are based on measuring devices which are too crude to measure a difference

thinking about it further, a liquid substance which reacts to the prescence of consciousness seems feasible (see The Act of Observation)

notes 2

wasn’t going to make this dream into an entry but like those times when we throw something away only to find a use for it later, all dreams regardless of their seeming insignificance will have to be entered

if it’s in a dream it’s there for a reason !

this dreams thing is taking over my life !

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29102017

first dream

met two young girls

i had captured their imagination and was going to show them the “ropes”

i had to go home for something and the girls came with me

my mother was in the house, she weighed up the situation and stepped in

she began an argument in front of the girls and it was enough to scare them off

the girls left the house and i was fuming

the dream ended with me saying to mother “you and me are officially at loggerheads”

dream 3

in a shop that was a house that had been converted into in a mini-market

the ceiling was high enough for five or six shelves

the highest shelf was one and a half metres up which would have bee too high for a smaller person to reach

there were three or four rows of shelves but they were too close together

when there were only a handful of people shopping it was practical enough

the problem was, when it was busy, as in this dream, getting from row to row was one long “excuse me please”

i had done the shopping and was almost at the front of a queue in a line of about ten people

i had to move the bags of shopping from my right to my left to give people leaving the counter room to walk out, so i stepped to one side of the queue and re-arranged the bags and as i was doing that the queue shuffled forward and filled the space i had created when i moved

again, as in the second dream, i became livid

that the entire queue was in the frame of mind which cooperated in taking my place was more than i could swallow

i waited for the person being served to finish being served and gave the bloke who had been the person behind me in the queue a wild look

he saw i was going to confront him and let me get served first

i woke out of the dream at this point feeling really tired

*

i spent a full twenty minutes figuring out what it was in the pde’s which had caused the two low-quality dreams

eventually, i pinpointed it as being a long minute of stray thoughts the day before

it took another few minutes to implement a series of thoughts which made me raise my tolerance to devolving beings and was mentally relaxed

my eyes had been closed since waking and i was still in a semi-sleepy state and ready for more sleep

as sleep beckoned a montage began

the first two or three scenes could, i realised, quite easily have become undesirable ones if i had not made the effort and resolved the problem of what caused dreams two and three to happen

the rest of the montage of images took on pleasing forms and movements

*

three points here…

1

it takes but one thought to initiate a stream of thoughts

once a train of thought begins it tends to follow the quality of the initiating thought

2

montage sequences are most easily initiated in a partially sleepy state

if we are to make meaningful progress as we begin the transition into an “the awake dream-state” the body needs to be relaxed and the mind needs to be at peace

3

usually, the writer enters into a sleep while thinking about things

he will now try imagery as a “lead-in” to sleep

*

third dream

this dream was a high 3’s in terms of quality

a marked increase over the first few dreams

the improvement in quality was undoubtedly due to the re-positioning of tolerance mentioned above

this dream was on a sunny day in a field with short grass

there were four to six groups of people with three, four or five people in each group

it was predominantly groups of families

the first people i came into contact with were three young boys

i said to the young boys “if you can tell me who was on the throne when queen victoria was alive you will win a hamper as a prize”

they gave the right answer and i told them where to go and get the prize from

i asked a women with children a similar answer-in-the-question question

she got it right as well and won a hamper

*

i woke from this second sleep feeling more refreshed and relaxed than any sleep for weeks or even months

the moral of this story is, of course, keep those Stray Thoughts in check

*

it is now thought that this last dream is a “undulation-hop”

an undulation-hop is a dream which comes from a different time-sense to the previous dream or scene

this possibility means the mind/brain is even more sophisticated than we have previously thought

the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind has the ability to Fractalise experience

dreams theory is getting more and more complicated

it should simplify itself after this initial “starting phase”

addenda

time-tense for second dream 6 and/or 9

qod 2.7

qos 2.5

p

time-tense for third dream

6 and/or 9

qod 2.7

qos 2.5

p

time-tense for fourth dream 3 or 4

qod 3.8

qos 4

p

notes

there were five dreams and a montage in this sleep but the details of the first dream are not remembered

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28102017

two x dreams and a car dream

the street where i lived was on an incline and at the bottom of the street is a t-junction

for a few hundred metres to the left and right of the junction is a row of houses

the houses have a one-way access/exit road for the residents

the access-road is necessary because just a metre or two from the access-road is a busy dual carriageway

i turned right at the junction, i think i was on my way to see a family who used to live two doors from where i was born and had moved because they had more children than that house could accommodate, and as i was walking along the pavement of the houses that run parallel to the carriageway someone i knew stopped in his car

scene two

we are driving on the carriageway

a police car appeared behind us and is flashing its lights

the driver of the car i am in started accelerating and kept accelerating

the sense of acceleration and the powerful thudding of the engine was the stand-out part of the dream

before the dream ended we were moving at least one hundred and seventy-five kilometres an hour

notes

the only thing in the pde’s which might have caused this dream were thoughts concerning cars

because of this thoughts are being assigned as the major factor in forming the theme of a dream

there’s another entry from a few years back which lists the things which were then considered to be the major factors in the forming of the content of dreams

it may be revealing, when there is a database to tap into and find it, to discover if thoughts were thought to be the major influencing factor then too

time-tense 3

qod 3

qos 3.4

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20october%2026.html

26102017

a quick kiss

time-sense

qod 4 qos 3 p

got chatting to a girl in a shopping mall or it might have been a large office

we were standing

at one point in the conversation, she said when she got home there was a programme and a film she wanted to watch

it sounded very much like an invitation

i let her know that i was interested by referring to another film which had the same actor which i said was worth watching

she became even friendlier and the tone of the conversation became relaxed

i suggested getting groceries for a meal on the way back to her place

she was saying something in reply to my suggestion when, as smooth as silk between two of her words, she leant forward and kissed me without breaking the flow of what she was saying

her expression didn’t change as, while or after the quick kiss and i didn’t see it coming

it was a natural spontaneous show of her feelings

it was the stand-out part of the dream

a natural, strong bond had formed and it was going to be a long-term relationship

*

usually in a kissing dream the sensation of the kiss is the stand-out moment

in this dream, the sensation of the kiss was only incidental to the emotional sense of happiness

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25102017

time-tense

qod 3.8 qos 3.9 p

laughing dream (pool table)

there was a dream before this one which was also humorous

have forgotten most of the details though

this dream…

there were three of us, all males, playing pool

it was a good-natured atmosphere with lots of banter

when someone played a good shot one of the players would say “he relies on flukes” or “i’m glad i don’t have to rely on flukes to win”

the trick was to reply with an equally sharp remark “it’s funny how opponents usually say that when they know they’re losing” or ” you do realise you have to pay up even if all your opponents shots are flukes”

it was my turn to play a shot…

it was a difficult shot and i didn’t expect to get it nor did the other two

there were three balls clustered around the bottom-right pocket

i knew the theory that needed to be applied to make the pot but it was well beyond my abilities

all i knew was that it was a slow ball

i made a slow deliberate stroke which sent the white ball down the table at a snail’s pace

as i watched it i had a feeling…

i started walking, following the ball down the table not daring to really think it would do what it could do

as it reached the contact point with the first ball it was barely moving

i moved in closer to see what would happen

the cue ball seemed to go into slow motion

i was mesmerised

i got closer still

i bent over to within half a metre of where the balls were and placed my hands, one hand on the left-hand side of the corner of the table and the other on the right-hand corner of the table, and leant over into the table

my position at the table blocked the view of the balls from the other two guys

to my sheer amazement, the result i knew was possible but never thought would happen, happened, the cue-ball knocked the balls perfectly and i made the shot

it looked even better seeing it through the eyes than it did in the imagination

it was one of those moments in your life when you realised you had “it” in you do world-class things

i stood up and turned and looked at my two mates expecting them to be nodding with ackowledging with what was a superlative act of precision but they were looking at me with a mixture and disgust and disdain

then the penny dropped… they thought i had helped the ball into the pocket with my hand

teasing remarks were an acceptable part of the game but using your hands !

it had lowered the game to below an acceptable standard

it would have been hopeless to try and persuade them

i began laughing at the irony of it

i was the only person who would see the best shot i would ever make

the more i laughed the more disgusted the other two became and the more disgusted they looked the more i laughed

i woke up still laughing hard

*

this is the fourth or fifth laughing dream this year

a few years back two or more laughing dreams a week were the norm

an appraisal of the pde’s revealed the thoughts, feelings and actions which caused this laughing dream

they may start to become regular again

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24102017

time-tense

qod 3.8 qos 3.9 p

this think-read dream began as a dream and continued through the stages between deep-sleep to being fully conscious

if you ever find yourself in a think-read dream you’ll come to realise just how laborious they can be

they really do tax a person’s ability to concentrate

to continue… eventually, the writing in the dream stretched out to about two-hundred and fifty to three-hundred words

it was part of report which done a study of couples and procreation

in brief, it found that nearly all of those who planted their seed in the “garden” were successful in their attempts to create life whereas those who viewed sexual activity as “happy hunting grounds” were only successful one time in ten

the words “garden” and “happy hunting grounds” was used often in the text i was reading in the dream and are not terms that are familiar to me in the context they were written

if there has been a study of couples as mentioned above and the terms mentioned are used then there’s an interesting interpretation which can be attached to this dream

if such a report doesn’t exist then this dream can be assigned to a specific time-sense

*

this was the most elaborate think-read dream to date

it’s with a bit of an apology that this website has to declare that its most prominent dream-theme is x dreams

the reason for so many x dreams is because this website is acutely aware that our numerical value, when viewed within the context of eternity, is appallingly small

further, no matter how many of us there are, it will always be an appallingly small number

the more the merrier attitude in no way expresses the situation in which life finds itself

there is a primal driving force which underpins our existence and which is compelling life… you must, forever, be increasing

the dominance of x dreams reflects our position

again, view life not as a by-product of eternity but as an extension or continuance of eternity

second sleep

time-tense

qod 2.6 p 10

a three-girl dream

in this dream, the dreamer is entrusted to look out for the best interests of the girls

they were all in their early twenties with that demeanour which men find attractive and typically they trusted men

my lifestyle was a bit hectic but by and large handling this type of situation as well within my scope

they were getting ready for a social evening and they all wanted to bathe

there was only one bathroom but it was large enough for the needs of the three girls

i was organising everything which would be needed to make the evening’s activities a success

inexscusably, at one stage i became totally absorbed in one specific part of the organising and forget about the girls

i was a full twenty minutes out of sync when i remembered that the girls didn’t have towels and i hadn’t shown them where the towels were

by the time i got to the bathroom the girls had finished bathing and the bathroom had got too cold for comfort

they were wet, didn’t have the means to dry themselves down and were looking despondent

i turned the heating on got the towels and made my exit hoping as i left that the girls would not let my mistake affect their enjoyment of the evening

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20october%2023.html

23102017

time-tense

qod 2.9 qos 3.2 p

i was given a supervisory order by the courts

it meant travelling fifteen kilometres to the people who were doing the supervising

it was a sunny day and when i got there i had to go around to the back of the house

it was a fenced garden

a young male man, who was also under a supervision order, was at the gate to let me in

we had taken a couple of steps into the garden and the young man said “the car isn’t working”

that meant it would be a great inconvenience for getting back home

there were four elderly people sitting at a table and looked to be having a good time

one of the two women looked at me and said “that’s him”

as i was walking the twenty metres to where the four people were sitting i could feel my walking becoming more deliberate (this was the stand-out bit of the dream)

it dawned on me that the four people saw the supervision of people as something of an event and it produced in them an air of superiority

i also realised that the car was working and inconveniencing me was something i would have to like

they were going to “toy around with me” and i was supposed to take it

i was forming a verbal attack of them in my head when the dream ended

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20october%2022.html

22102017

time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4

qod 3.9 qos 3.3 p 10

was living on the first or second floor in perfectly acceptable accommodation in a block of flats

i went to a neighbour to ask for some coffee

he was dressed in slightly formal casual clothes

there was another man in the flat

he gave me a quick look of polite recognition and i was forgotten

the man who opened the door was congenial enough and some sentences passed between us

a girl walked into the room

she was slim, veering toward gangly

she was wearing a tightish two-piece dark suit and a white shirt or blouse

she had the mary quant hairstyle that was one or two centimetres longer than the original style and the bottom of her hair splayed out all around her head except for her forehead

she was wearing glasses that were fashionable

i didn’t think that she was my cup of tea

she spoke a couple of sentences to the man who opened the door to me

on the third sentence, in response to something the man said, she mentioned a male and broke out into a prolonged and delightful chuckle

with a startling immediacy, i knew that whatever she was on the outside it was housing a fabulous personality and i had to get to know her

was waiting for my chance to join in the conversation when the dream ended

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20october%2020.html

20102017

time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4

qod 3.9 qos 3.5 o 10

there were two dreams which were remembered in this sleep

both had a holiday theme to them

the second dream is the one of significance

there were three sequences

two of them were aerial views and the third was looking down but at street level

at first, i thought it was a holiday resort but then realised it was something much grander

there was an air of excitement with lots of colour

the two sequences which stand out were the aerial scenes

the first one looked as though the scene was being viewed from a mountain-top about three kilometres away looking down onto a promenade

in this scene, the view took in about eight hundred metres of the sea

there were hundreds and hundreds of people along the promenade with the greatest concentration of people at the departure point where a boat which looked like it could ferry about two hundred people at a time was accepting boarders

this scene also showed the boat which had previously departed and it was about five hundred meters across the bay

the second sequence looked like it was being seen from a satellite

it showed the entire expanse of water between the departure and arrival points and five kilometres of the land of on either side of the water

there were three boats like the one in the first scene at an equal distance from one another at various points of the crossing

all three boats left a two-boat-length wake as they were moving

i would say they were moving at fifteen to twenty kilometres an hour

the destination point was bustling, almost a bazaar

i got the sense it was somewhere in southern europe although, depending on the time-tense, it could have been anywhere

the view being described was a 24/7 live-feed which was the, or one of the, most watched live-feeds in the world

the thing about the dream is that there wasn’t a two-way flow of the boats

all three of the boats in the aerial scene was going one way

this, again, depending on the time-tense, has been and/or will be, the most orderly migration of people in the history of the planet

this could mean the boats were being made on the side of the water people were departing from and being used for a completely different purpose afterwards

thinking about this dream two days later, the boats could be used for children’s playhouses

this dream opens up yet another point to take into consideration when formulating dreams…

this dream could reasonably be seen as any class of man-shaped being… dinosaur class, mammal class, the class which follows the mammal class or any of the classes of man-shaped being which are scheduled to emerge over the millennia and milliards to come

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20october%2018.html

18102017

time-tense 1, 3, 4

qod 3.8 qos 3.5 p

was lying down recuperating or recovering from something

a medical carer was near

an emergency call came through for my carer but he couldn’t go

i decided i could do something

i was on my feet and making for the destination the carer couldn’t go to as fast as i could run

i remember having to hold onto the sides of a car parked alongside the road of a busy pedestrian street and squeeze past three or four people to keep the momentum going

i broke into a sprint and that took me about fifty or sixty metres to the edge of a big drop which was too big to jump down

looking down i could see the ground i was standing on covered a historical structure which had a large wrought-iron gate which must have been hundreds of years old

if i was careful it would be possible to lower myself onto the top of the gate and if i could keep my balance i could bend down and get a grip of the gate

it was slightly dangerous but i managed to do it

as i was scaling down the gate which was about three metres high there were people on the other side of the gate and it looked as though they were tourists looking around the structure which i assumed had historical significance

when i was on the ground i broke into a run again and was weaving my way around various impediments which prevented me from running in a straight line to my destination

i was moving at a pace when the dream ended

*

the previous day’s experiences which caused this dream was the feeling i had as i was part-way through a new and expanded exercise routine of squats and deadlifts which were the most intense i had done for two or more years and made me feel healthy

my forearms are still noticeably bigger fifteen hours later!

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20october%2017.html

17102017

time-tense 1, 3, 4

qod 2 p 10

in a fairly busy city-centre

was returning to the corner of a junction where i had left flyers on a fold-away seat with a sign that read “free: take one” so people could help themselves when i wasn’t there

everywhere i looked there were uniformed men every fifteen metres or so standing at the kerb

the uniforms were black or navy-blue trousers, black leather or synthetic shiny jackets and peak-caps with a shiny peak

as i walked past one of them i could hear his voice clearly

his voice had a distinctly german accent and he spoke in a confident tone

in the next scene, i was talking to someone about the contents of the flyers ***

 

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15102017

qod 2 p 10

time-tense

first dream

the whole of this bit of a dream which lasted for about ten seconds of dream-time was the feeling of being unwell

it took just a few seconds after waking to realise what produced it… the last thing i ate before going to sleep was a heavily-laden ham sandwich

second dream

qod 2.9 p 10

time-tense

a girl in her mid-teens had a rabbit as a pet

the rabbit was frisky in a way i wouldn’t have imagined was possible

the girl was taking great delight from watching the antics of the rabbit

third dream

time-tense

qod 2.7 qos 3.3 p or o

in the dentist’s chair

can remember the dentist’s face and his serious look and his determined manner

can see the syringe in the dentist’s hand as he comes towards me

i see the syringe going into my mouth

didn’t feel a thing

*

a reminder people, if there’s any pain in a dream, i’ve only ever had one, you need to identify the cause as a matter of urgency

*

have had a run of animal dreams over the last ten days

didn’t enter them into the diary because they didn’t seem to be significant

will now cross-check them against

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13102017

qod 3.4

qos 2.7

time-tense 7

p

7

on a skateboard in the city centre

the smoothness or gracefulness of the movement was determined by a person’s alignment to their attitude to life, especially whether their outlook contained equality for other people

the thought of the reverence for life gave the board momentum and propelled the board further in direct proportions the skateboarder’s love for other people

a single soft push of either foot could take the person on the board for a hundred metres regardless of the gradient of the ground

the movement was virtually mind-willed

in another scene, three of us were in a car on a very wide road, the equivalent of a ten or twelve lane motorway

an american was driving a limousine-sized car

i was in the back seat and was pushed hard to the right of the car as the male driver attempted to go fast and keep the car accelerating on a long turn to the left

the driver realised he hadn’t got the smoothness of the turn correct and had to decelerated to an unacceptably slow speed to keep the passengers from being shifted around in their seats

in another scene, the mind-set which produced productive outcomes came through when writing

a person’s descriptions flowed more expressively through the pen when the writer has the well-being of other people at the forefront of their mind

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/october/date/11102017.html

11102017

set in the west of the u.s.a.

an established settler, previously one of the original pioneers of the west coast, was dedicating his life to helping new settlers through the mountains which, for one reason or another, might claim the lives of “greenhorns”

on this occasion, it was a family of three

a doctor, his wife, and their elderly teenage daughter

in a small green canyon, there was a family of lions

the settler decided to draw the big cats away from the family by sending a horse into the canyon

once the lions had eaten the horse they wouldn’t need to attack the family

the horse was sent into the canyon and it drew the big cats out

the lions, however, must have developed a taste for human flesh and ignored the horse and began to stalk the family

the lions were a lot more skillful at hunting human prey than the guide realized and in the next scene the big cats had out-maneuvered the settler and the family and were moving in for the kill

the settler, himself as brave as a lion, knew what he had to do

he went to the doctor and got the doctor to fill a syringe with a narcotic or a poison and with a sacrificially-creative act snatched it off the doctor and pumped it into himself

he said something to the family just before the drug took affect and then steered the horse toward the lions

the last scene was of the guide slumped over the horse heading toward the lions

*

the pde’s of this dream are remembered

as you familiarise yourself with your own dream content, the chances are you’ll only find merit in writing into your diary things which have a constructive use to other people

qod 3.7 – qos 3.5 – o – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/october/date/10102017.html

10102017

decided to go on a holiday on the spur-of-the-moment

was travelling very light

no wheelie or backpack

just my cards and pound coin in my pocket

i lived near to the train station and only needed to go one or two stops on the bus to get the station

got off the bus along with two elderly women and asked them where the train station was

one of the women pointed and started giving instructions on how to get there

i interrupted her and said “oh yes, i know where you mean”

in the next scene, i was crossing the road where i had just got off the bus

as i was crossing the road i saw a fifty pence piece to my left

i picked it up and thought “i’ve got twice as much money now as when i left the house”

the holiday was off to a good start

i woke out of the sleep and was thinking about the dream for five minutes and then went back to sleep and the dream continued…

i was now at my destination, holland, i think

i had got friendly with a woman and we were both staying at the same place

my room was directly in front of us when we got to the top of the stairs

i went into my room and put a small packet on the bed and then went straight back out to where the woman’s room was

she was at the opposite end of the end of the ten-metre metre corridor

i didn’t see where her room was but knew i could find it

i was at the other end of the corridor from my room from and i was just about to walk through a door to a different part of the floor when i saw two men go into my room

i hurried back to my room and as i approached the room i could hear the two men assessing my status

they were appraising if i was worth robbing at another time

i walked into the room and said “get out and don’t come back “

the two men scuttled out and i was thinking about the situation when the dream ended

qod 2.8 – qos 2.9 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/october/date/05102017.html

05102017

a three episode serial dream!

the first episode was five days ago

the second episode was three days ago

the third episode was yesterday

the subject of the dream is an all-white shih tzu dog

in the first dream the dog was a companion to a street beggar

the beggar was scruffy and dirty and didn’t look the picture of health

the second dream was in the same place as the first dream

neither the beggar nor the dog were in the scene but where they had been squatting there was a stain of what might have been blood or poop

in the third dream i had gone passed the place where they had been in the previous two dreams and was on the corner of the street ten or fifteen metres from where they had been

as i turned left at the corner a young indian lad was trying to befriend the dog the young lad picked the dog up and we went back to where the beggar and dog had been in the first dream

the lad put the dog down where the stain was

i think the lad wanted to re-familiarise the dog with sights and smells it knew and would accept the boy but when we got to the place where the beggar and the dog had been squatting and the dog had been placed on the spot for a little while the lad tried to pick the dog up it avoided the boys attempts to be picked up

i pursed my lips and sucked in which made a kissing sound

the dog looked to where the sound came from and was looking at me

while i had its attention i bent down and massaged just behind its ears the dog didn’t pull away and after a few seconds i stood back up and cupped my hands and presented them to the dog

the dog recognised the gesture and jumped into my cupped-hands and licked them once or twice and made itself comfortable the young lad was no longer in the scene and as the dream ended i realised i had contented dog for a companion * this dream has really got me thinking

how deep can/does the interaction between time conscious and inter-undulationary conscious go?

new entry, two consciousnesses

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/october/date/01102017.html

01102017

today’s dream, an externalised dream, is more of an informative dream

in this dream the writer was explaining to some people how life arrived at the point we’re at now

i woke up in the middle of a mini-monologue…

“before this universe was the way it is now it there had to be enough mass

it seems to be the case that life remained attached to mass until the maximum amount of mass reality could furnish, the 3 of pi, was arrived at

there is, for instance, the formulation that decrees that if the mass of the universe is a certain amount then the universe becomes locked into an endless cycle of expansion and contraction which lasts for one raised the eight hundred powers of years for each cycle”

that particular scenario, we now know, is not the fate of the universe but we have to consider that life remained attached to mass until the endless numerical structure of pi was reached

there’s probably a whole new area of understanding as to what happened before there was enough mass for what we would recognise as a universe to occur which did not collapse back in on itself

through this entry it is hoped some of you will begin to get insights as to the length and depth of the lover’s experiences through the 3 of pi and gain a determination to do right by him

notes

it’s also possible life can only increase the number of individuals its by returning to its “roots”

is the heavenly state life discovering the straight line ?

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/september/date/30092017.html

30092017

people become very sensitive when i call someone a devolving being and ask me not to be so straightforward about it

this dream was an instance of it

*

the point needs to be kept on being made… every single person who is devolving chose it

the loss of someone’s life by natural causes is hard enough to come to terms with

a life lost through an accident will plaque those close to the person killed for the rest of their life

when a person we know is killed intentionally it produces violent feelings within us which may never fully subside

but the person who takes the life of a child, knowing, in the light of genetic theory what the consequences are, should be openly admonished

there are many not yet aware of the information at this website

however, most, if not all, of the heads of state of most, if not all, of the countries of the world know what you, the reader, are acquainted, or are becoming acquainted with

go and tell the parents who have had the life of one of their children snuffed out deliberately that they shouldn’t get angry about it

or better still, try imagining it happening to one of your children

what would you say ?

qod 3 – qos 3.1 – 10 p

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22092017

this dream will be our reality within a few millennia either side of this point of time in a future undulation

in this future, there is a brethren of families

when a couple discover they are to become parents the couple are transported off-earth and join all the other millions of other couples who have passed through the same point in their relationship

this dream begins with my partner discovering that she probably can’t have children

her despair is compounded because she knows i love to be in the company of children and i will want to find another partner

her world has ended

it wasn’t sympathy or pity or a type empathy which steered me

the simple plain fact was… she was my girl

i couldn’t even think of being with anyone other than her

the thought of leaving her wasn’t in my mind nor was it how i felt

until this point of our partnership, she hadn’t realised just how deep my feelings toward her were

that i thought more of being with her than of being within the brethren made her see me in a different light

she was completely surprised and became overwhelmed with joy

the dream then became a sequence of scenes of love and passion

one scene, in particular, made the dream memorable and it is the scene which has spurred me to enter the dream into the dreams diary

about half the way through the sequence of scenes, through a natural impulse to please me, she was moved to organise and prepare an extravagant formal night in

it was going to be a minimum seven-course meal with drinks

it must have taken days of planning and organising

i was standing at the back of a room which had a higher-than-normal ceiling

in the middle of the room and just off-centre about four or five metres from where i was there was a two-person table

the proportions of the table in a big room gave the table an added feel of intimacy

it was a small table, hardly big enough to put the main plate and a side plate and the drinks and the drinking glasses on, and the table was covered with a white cloth that almost draped to the floor

for a moment the table looked much too small but that was how i, a man, saw it

i soon saw how my girl, a woman, saw it

the smaller the table, the better

it meant we would be closer to each other

on the table, there was a small bouquet

furthest away from where i stood was the kitchen door

my girl came through the door carrying a laptop-sized square cake which looked like a tier of a wedding cake

she was also carrying a look of assuredness and she had an air of contententment

her long dress was a light beige and the cake was white and there was an adornment on the right side of her hair which was quite fetching

it struck me it could be a wedding-day meal

it further struck me just how much i meant to her

my love for her deepened in that moment

the scene changed

the cake and the meal were no longer relevant

the meal had been abandoned

we were standing next to the table embraced and kissing in our formal clothes sealing our deepened love for one another

*

this dream brought about the understanding that there will be those who, as the profound implications surrounding procreation become understood, will find themselves in the same position of the girl in this dream

it brought to mind those women who refused the opportunity to accept the writer’s offer to conjoin with him over the last thirty years knowing who he was

eternity encompasses all time and all eventualities

the worst is behind us

let your mind dwell on an earth where the brethren is a reality

it is known that each new undulation things here on earth get better and better and better as we unwrap the future

qod 4.2 – qos 4 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/september/date/05092017.html

05092017

in room with marylin monroe

i had a thick wad of one thousand denomination notes which belonged to her

gave her four of the notes

she was concerned that i was keeping the money

told her she could have it all but was trying to persuade not to take it all as the dream ended

qod 3.2 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/august/date/25082019.html

25082017

was in a room that had a small bar

the room had a dark green or blue freckled carpet (the carpet was the stand-out feature of the dream)

there were no more than five or six people in the room

all the people in the dream were females

the room was about ten by ten metres

two people were at the bar, one person was behind the bar serving and the other person was standing the other side of the bar talking with the barkeeper

two or three other people were more or less evenly spaced about the room standing against or near to the walls

the music that was being played had a beat which caused me to start dancing

after three songs had been played i was still dancing

within twenty or thirty seconds of dancing to the fourth song i noticed that my movements had become more fluid and one of the ladies came near to me and began dancing too

this was the first dancing dream in which my movements weren’t spectacular or noteable for one reason or another

in fact my movents were only slightly better than the movements i can currently perform

will now incorporate a minimum of ten minutes a day of dancing into my exercising routine

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12082017

serial dream

in yesterday’s dream, i was getting ready to go abroad and had bought an air ticket and went to the city where the flight would be departing from

in today’s dream, i was in the city where the flight took off from

there was an altercation or argument about something and i wouldn’t be able to catch the plane

in the dream, i remember thinking “i’ve lost the ninety pounds air-fare”

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/july/date/19072017.html

19072017

here’s an intriguing little dream

in this dream from a few days ago, it wasn’t made into an entry, i was given a present

no idea who gave me the present

the present was a mobile phone

the phone was about the size of the one i’m using at the moment, a galaxy 5

the phone in the dream was heavier than the one i’m using and it’s main functions, the volume control and the on/off switch, were easier to access and it also had two rubber grips positioned on the sides which allowed the phone to be held in such a way which enabled the main controls to be accessed very easily

in the dream of a few days ago i used the phone and spoke to the person who sent it to me

not all the details of the brief conversation are remembered but what was remembered was the request to send them a photograph of me

in today’s dream, i received a call on the phone

it was an elderly female who spoke in a faint voice which was slightly croaky

she said, “what’s it like?”

it was her way of saying “we haven’t got a photo of you yet”

i knew what she meant but decided to misunderstand

“it’s very sexy”

she didn’t answer but i heard a mature male voice say “he’s talking about the phone”

i recognised the voice and realised who the woman was

there was something which didn’t quite fit in with my understanding of her situation and i was trying to think of what it was and think of what i should say to her original question when the dream ended

*

this dream may very well be you-know-who filling in the gaps to an assessment of my interpretation of what’s happening with the two types of consciousness as laid out in the dream of the sixteenth of this month

you should be aware that to you-know-who i am very much a vessel to be used

she/he will use me to get a thing done in a way which produces a “most love/life” situation in as fast a way as possible

after finishing this writing the writer will phone the people in today’s dream and report back

qod 3.7 -qos 2.8 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/july/date/16072017.html

16072017

a group of four or five people were talking about the merits of smoking marijuana in one way as opposed to another

there was a general conensus that using liquids to cool the smoke was the best way to go

at one point in the conversation somebody said that the best quality of weed was in wolverhampton and that a new technigue for smoking it using a comb was the latest and greatest way of getting the best effect

was waiting for the person who mentioned it to give a detailed explanation of the new technigue when the dream ended

*

over the last few days the thought that the combining conscousnessess need a another appraisal has been prevalent in the thinking

for some months now the determination to make sleep a pivotal part of conscious development has, and is, being evaluated and practiced

specifically, time-conscious is going to be regarded as a mere mechanical enactment throughout earthly-evolution and that the combining-consciousnessess contains most, if not all, of the experiences and knowledge needed to achieve Transmutation

qod 3.4 – qos 3.4 – o – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/july/date/03072017.html

03072017

the star of this dream was a young, small black cat

the cat had three or four patches of white hair which accounted for about two-thirds of its surface area

there were two of us tickling the cat

someone was tickling its neck and ears and i was using my nails to tickle its stomach

the cat was experiencing delightful rapture

the cat had the look of someone laughing but wasnt making any sounds (babies does the same thing)

it was feigning resistance to the tickling by pawing at us without its claws drawn

i stopped the tickling twice to see its reaction and both times its facial expression changed to one of reduced pleasure and the mock resitance with its paws stopped

both of us made comments about the unnaturally human characteristics it was demonstrating

qod 4.1 – qos 4 – p – 10

*

the thing about this dream is that usually with a dream of this quality i would be able to remember the pde’s which caused it

*

a new faculty of the brain has emerged in the last few months

it’s in the very infancy of its development and it isn’t sure what its applications or uses will be

this exciting ability is being kept back to let you know that because the knowledge herein isn’t getting disseminated with a passion, and is thus delaying the changes necessary for us to move forward, the writer is not letting you in on everything he knows

two can play at the secrecy game!

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01062017

been having 3.5 qod’s regularly lately

they would make enjoyable reading but dreams theory is taking a back seat currently

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/may/date/15052017.html

15052017

the stand out bit of this dream, which appeared out of nowhere, was a great bit of punk music with a noteworthy melody which could easily become a no.1 hit

it had the soul of the clash and the melody of pop song of a different genre

it wasn’t a song in my collection and i asked someone what it was called

it reminded me of another band and i asked “is it the anarchist’s?” and “the archaist’s?”

it wasn’t a tune which was published but it obviously has existed and may find itself in the punk genre of the 70’s in a future undulation

another indicator of the improving circumstances of future undulations

qod 3.6 – qos 3.9 – p – 10

second dream

x dream

qod 3.6 – qos 4 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/may/date/01052017.html

01052017

at a popular nightclub

the dance floor was full

the girls spontaneously created a round space in the middle of the dance floor

the girls wanted the boys to go into the centre of the space and continue dancing

the girls would choose which dancer most suited their style of dancing and would partner up with that boy

that was my cue to do some fancy moves

the dream came to an end as i was doing one of my original fancy moves

qod 4.1 – qos 3.4 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/april/date/15042017.html

15042017

was in a small function room

it could seat about fifty people and there was a circular area about five metres across which was for dancing

it was adorned with cheap, glitzy furnishings which looked expensive

there was a low-hanging chandelier

every body was there but nothing was happening

it was obvious music was missing but i didn’t have my equipmentit was obvious music was missing but i didn’t have my equipment

as i walked passed one lady i heard her say “he can be entertaining”

that was my cue to be “on”

i took a run and jumped onto the chandelier in a way which caused it to start revolving in a circular motion just inside of the dancing area

as the chandelier circled the dance area i let go with one hand and started blowing kisses to the ladies with the other hand as my gaze met the eyes of the different women in my line of vision as i circled

with one woman i didn’t blow any kisses but pursed my lips and moved them around in the way one does when savouring a nice food or taste

that got people laughing so i dropped to the floor and began a “routine”

first i began shadow boxing with the chandelier which was now swinging back and forth and turned my back on it and let it knock me over when it swung back at me

i then turned around the room and began an impromptu-remarks session with everyone one at a time

the next theme in this two-dream sequence was to do with sounds

there was a consistent danceable rhythmn which was coming from an unidentifiable location

i stopped trying to figure out where it was coming from and began listening to it in earnest

the rhythmn had a tune buried in it which was easy to predict and go along with

after building a bit of a song and humming along with it the tune/rhythmn started changing and very quickly i realised it wasn’t a tune at all but it was the repetative sound coming from a machine nearby

as the sound became clear it lost its harmonious quality and the tune wasn’t noticeable

the sound was going to go on and become a nuisance and would have done if i hadn’t decided to re-form the machine sound back into a tune which became pleasant to listen to again

i woke out of the sleep and it got me thinking, just about any inanimate sound could become qualitative if a person’s mind-set was so disposed

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/april/date/01042017.html

01042017

two dreams and both dreams were arguments

in the first dream i was arguing with max planck in the company of four or five people

he became more and more irate the more i insisted his constant was one raised to the minus forty-third power

he was almost shouting, “90, it’s 90”

the dream ended in that tone

the second dream was about a key

i couldn’t find my front door key

i went to an office where they kept backup keys

the person who could give me a spare key told me they didn’t have one because it was a security issue

i kept pressing him that he did have a spare key and he explained that i had the only spare key because it wouldn’t make sense from a security point of view if someone else had one

the dream ended as i realised he was right and suddenly remembered where my spare key was hidden

qod 2.6 & – qos 2.9 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/march/date/13032017.html

13032017

staying at a plush hotel

it was so expensive i was struggling to pay for two nights

got friendly with the second bush president

he was trying to make out he was an ordinary guy

i discovered he was making an arms deal

we were talking in his room and i levelled with him and told him squarely “your family is in with the people who manufacture arms”

he became embarrised and didn’t say anything

in another scene i was carrying a flat, robust metal briefcase which was too heavy to carry without changing into a style of walking which meant having to carry it while walking sidewards

carrying it down a long flight of stairs in the hotel was a feat of strength

i laid it flat on its side and i could then let it slide down the stairs

the dream ended as i was surfing down the stairs on the breifcase

qod 3.3 – qos 3.5 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/march/date/01032017.html

01032017

in an accomodation with two young women

i’d had a relationship with one of the girls some years ago and i regretted ending it but in the dream the relationship was still ongoing

in the dream she was reserved about the relationship and didn’t really want to go on with it

her friend did want us to continue though and so she did

she was experiencing pleasure as we were lying close together as i was gently fondling her breasts (the fondling was the longest part of the dream)

i had to do something for my mother and it meant leaving them

i told the girls to treat the place as their own, which really pleased them as they could tuck into the food, bathe etc. and the dream ended as i left the partment knowing i had won on them over and was looking forward to being back with them

*

could be a theme for a film here

the film starts as in the dream

the man wakes and decides to do the things he done in the dream to get back with his girl

successive dreams lead to greater and greater desirable outcomes in real life and eventually we’re left wondering which are the dream sequences and which are the awake scenes

qod 3.7 – qos 3.4 – p – 7

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/22022017.html

22022017

time-tense 1 or 4 or 5 or 7

this dream was about technology

the first thing-to-do on the computer after getting up was find a music track and by the time i got around to entering the dream into the dreams diary the memory of the dream had faded

the dream was about entering the find queries in a way that the search results gave all the information that was needed after pressing the entering in the key-words

qod 3.8 – qos 3.7 – p – 1

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/14022017.html

14022017

violence in dreams

a dozen or more of us were on a submarine in a thick fog with calm waters preparing to repel attackers

the fog was so thick we couldn’t see past the end of the bayonets on the end of our rifles

i was in the front line and in command

i told everybody to lean forward and probe for the attackers with the point of the bayonet

it worked

without seeing the damage we were inflicting the attacker’s were repelled

this dream was probably caused by watching a series of violent films

qod 2.8 – qos 3.3 – p – 1

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/09022017.html

09022017

qod 4.2 qos 3.8 p 10

1st dream

three stand-out scenes in this dream

one of them was about my hair

some men are sensitive about losing their hair

i’m one of them (one of the distinguishing features of mammals is their hair)

in the dream, the hair i’ve still got was crunched up

it gave the appearance of being a full head of hair albeit with the hairline high on my forehead

what was striking was the similarity in the style of my hair and the style of the hair in one of the pictures of the lover

haven’t analyzed these three dreams yet (it looks like i’ve got to give more time to dreams. a more elaborate interpretation and explanation of dreams is, it seems, being prompted by you-know-who)

another scene had me doing some fancy footwork while dancing

the thought has occurred while making this entry that the origins of some dreams aren’t in the pde’s but are of combining consciousnesses

further, the writer’s dreams aren’t always generated by himself but by you-know-who

the third one is personal (rhho)

p.s. the picture pages which aren’t going to be presented will, either further on into this undulation or at this point of earthly evolution of a future undulation, will be yours to appraise

2nd dream

qod 3.5 qos 3.7 p 2

it was a summers evening

i was about a thousand metres from home

i was driving a motorbike

i was driving it illegally (without insurance)

the last set of lights before getting home was against me

as i came to a stop there was a police car and a policeman was motioning me to pull over

the policeman told me in a stern manner to get my front indicator light fixed

i said i was sorry and that done the trick and he moved away from me to go back to his car

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/08022017.html

08022017

qod 3.9 qos 4.2 p 10

i felt as though i was not accomplishing anything and was trying to organise my life

a friend of twelve years ago wanted to show me something and asked me to go with him

in the next scene, we were at the entrance to a field

on the opposite side of the field and about a hundred metres away i could see four or five adjoining areas each about five to seven metres wide and separated by canvas where different events would be happening

at the nearest one to me, i recognised an orange extension lead and knew it was mine

as i looked longer at and into the section where the cable was i could see an extensive table and things had been so arranged so as to enable a p.a. and my d.j. decks and other accessories for a disco

i then realised my freind had initiated a mini-glastonbury and it was ready for use

i became elated

there would be enough room for a six-foot screen and enough space in and in front of the open-marquee style area for more than a hundred people

i wouldn’t need more than five hundred watts and as night fell the disco lights would really create an atmosphere

i was pleased beyond words with my friend who had shown initiative to make me happy and was thinking of him as the dream ended

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/07022017.html

07022017

qod 2.9 qos 3.1 p 2

this is the third dream this week with the same dog

the dog is a large mongrel

it is large enough to stand on its hind legs and use its forelegs to hold onto me, although its grip isn’t very firm, about my chest from the back of me

it is on a lead and the owner encourages it to go to me

in this dream, it didn’t just grab me about the chest as in the previous two dreams but this time it grabbed the long hair on the back of my neck and was attempting to pull me back

i managed to free my hair from its teeth and knew i had to do something a bit on the violent side to get it off me

i jumped upwards and backwards so that i landed on the dog as we both hit the ground

i thought i had hurt the dog as the dream ended

*

there’s was nothing in the pde’s of the previous few days that could be assigned to this dream

i could probably figure it out if i go back to lying in bed and thinking about my dreams before opening my eyes

* * *

http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/06022017.html

06022017

qod 3 qos 3.3 p 10

x dream

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/05022017.html

05022017

qod 3 qos 3.3 p 10

i was sleeping rough

a refuse collection company which had a lock-up area in an industrial estate where they kept household items until they were recycled let me sleep on one of the mattresses for the night for 10 pounds

the following day i got day work in a cafe washing up and serving tables

i got 20 pound for the work and with the extra 10 pounds i could have a shower and get some clean recycled clothes

i had to wait until a security check by a vehicle with a spotlight had checked the compound where i would be sleeping before going into the compound

i could still the spotlight of the security vehicle sweeping another area as i was settling into a sleeping position and the dream ended

* * *

http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/04022017.html

04022017

qod 4 – qos 2.9 – 4 – p

i was living in the west country

it was a summers day and i decided to go to london for the day

i took fifty pounds spending money with me

on the tube on the way to the centre of the city, the young man next to me began a conversation

before he got off about five stops later he handed me two pounds and fifty pence and said “give this to one of the women in the carriage”

it seemed the sort of surprising random act that i would do and it seemed a natural thing to do

i stood up and walked down the carriage looking at the faces of the women for the face which seemed most likely to accept the gift

i had got to the end of the carriage before seeing the woman who looked like she would accept it

i explained why i was giving her the money as i handed it to her

she was bemused and a little flustered but accepted the money as she gradually realised the gesture didn’t have any other motive than for someone to be on the receiving end of an act of generosity from a person she had never met and would never meet

this was an epic dream with at least a dozen scenes in it

this was the first scene

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/03022017.html

03022017

feel-good dream

qod 3.8 – qos 3.3 – p – 10

i was standing outside where i live

it was a narrow buiding squashed between two, three or four glass-fronted offices or shops

it was a sunny day and i went walkabout

i felt good and my mood kept improving

there were two scenes while i was walking when i began singing

i felt really good

* * *

http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/02022017.html

02022017

qod 3 – qos 3.3 – p

i won or was given a cat that was between being a kitten and a cat

i put it inside my jacket but it was trying to get down to the ground

in the next scene, i was holding a black lamb which was twice the size of the cat

two animal dreams in two days!

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/february/date/01022017.html

01022017

doggy dream

a black and brown dog latched onto me while i was out and about

the dog kept on disappearing… over a fence, down a street but reappearing every half minute or so and stayed with me for a few seconds and then was off again

qod 3.9 – qos 2.7 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/january/date/28012017.html

28012017

qod 3.5 – qos 2.8 – p – 5

bumped into a girl from my school days who i really fancied

she was above average good-looks even then but she had become wealthy and it suited her

she agreed to come back to where i lived and so hello to the family

back at the house, i ribbed her and she took it o.k.

we were considering going out somewhere when the dream ended

* * *

http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/january/date/25012017.html

25012017

qod.3.8 – qos 3.2 – o

woke up this morning and tried to remember the details of the dream i’d just had but couldn’t pinpoint any particular part of it

on the third or fourth attempt at trying to remember it something highly unusual happened

a dream from two or three days ago started playing out (the dream from a few days before was nothing special and so i didn’t make it into an entry)

then, suddenly, i realised, the dream was an extract from a film i had watched one or two days previously

the dream i was remembering was from a film i had watched the day after the dream!

what is noteworthy is that this precognitive dream was about rest and relaxation

we are capable of dreaming about dreams we are going to have and not just about awake experiences we are going to have

this tells us that anything we can experience is ready and waiting for us

it is obvious, every conceivable variable that follows any and all experiences of doing and being have been ordered into the greatest quality and quantity of experience at any given moment throughout the entire finite circumstance of Lov-Len

what has to be brought to your attention is this…

in a future undulation world war 1 and world war 2 do not happen

what is thought to be the optimum solution in our current history won’t be relevant in a future undulation

likewise, what is thought to be the best solution now can be improved upon and will be improved in a future undulation

this “rolling out” of experience can be applied to our current situation

when a connection between a flurry of thoughts shows itself it suggests to me that we’re on a “roll”

this same “roll” occurred when composing auditoriums in choices a few days ago

as the option of choice 3 was thought about a run of several details unfurled and seemed to be begging to be used

there are things about this option which cannot be presented (devolving beings are ready to thwart love/life’s endeavours)

i do not understand why a dogged determination to get things done is adhered to when the same result can be achieved quicker

yesterday another option presented itself and will be posted into choices in the next two or three days

p.s. dreams are still being entered as usual in dreams diary but i’m having to save time where possible to get other things done (the website is a mess at the moment as is my bedroom and living room)

i’m prioritising rest and sleep for the next few years in an effort to regain full mobility

* * *

http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/january/date/24012017.html

24012017

qod 3.7 – qos 3.3 – p

in a function room which could seat two hundred people but it seemed empty with just the twenty or so people who were in it

it was a jewish group and they wanted to hear what i had to say

within ten seconds i felt confident enough to present myself

my tone was an encouraging one and the people listened carefully

they responded to my continuous flow of ideas and i decided to go into detail

i had a blue folder which had fifty or sixty sheets of a4 paper in it

there were only four or five blank sheets the rest were all the main points which people, in general, find interesting and they were completely unorganised

on a few occasions when i tried to reference something i had to skip to another point or i would have revealed my lack of preparedness

i quickly outlined four five of the most popular ideas and noticed the people were discussing and commenting between themselves as they heard them

the reaction of the people told me it would be o.k. to take the proceedings to another level

there was a small unused table to my left

i moved the table and a chair to a central position in front of where they sat and said “let’s start getting organised”

i began asking questions of them… “how often can we use the room?, can we do any catering here?, is there a p.a. system?, is there an internet connection?”…

i opened the folder and got out a blank page

“our aim is to try and change the direction of history by 2026. this gives us one hundred and eleven months. we’ll use the first three months to lay the foundations for the following one hundred and eight months. we’ll meet once a month for a critical appraisal of what’s happened during the last month and see what did happen and what didn’t happen. why what we wanted to happen did happen and why and what caused some things not to happen”.

i sensed it was time to ease the pace

i continued, “how long can we stay here for now?” and someone answered “three hours”

“good. right, we’ll break the time into six half-hour segments. to show you it’s not all work and seriousness for the first half an hour we’ll spend just getting to know each other. the second half hour we’ll start outlining what needs to be done and we’ll do the same, alternating between work and play, for the rest of our time together now”.

the above is the dream as i remembered it six or seven hours after i woke (more computer problems) and the order of the scenes of the dream is incorrect

when i woke still full of the desire to organise and turned sideways while still in bed and picked up a pen, swung myself out of bed, picked up the notebook and started writing addenda’s to some of what i’d said in the dream

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/january/date/23012017%20(2).html

23012017

externalised dream

qod 3.4 – qos 3.2 – p – 10

was in an unused or abandoned snooker hall

another person came into the scene and was making me explain what i was doing there

i think i was sleeping rough and had got in through a window

i was explaining in an apologetic way

the mood became calm and i began giving the man an idea which could make the snooker hall make money

i suggested he turned the snooker hall it into a pool hall and to get it started promote a winner-takes-all competition on a regular basis

the person who could win two games consecutively against five or seven or ten challengers would win the money

the man said the same person would win every time

i said “there’s a lot of talent out there as” and went on to tell him about a real-life professional pool hustler i was friendly with for a few months

he was so confident of winning any game he would go into a strange bar and tell the people playing at the pool table he could beat any of them and he would make the bet without the money pay if he lost

talk about living dangerously

this one time his opponent had put him in an impossible position and the outcome of the game depended on the shot

the cue ball was against the edge of the table just a few centimetres away from the bottom right corner pocket

the ball he had to pot was hovering over the middle-right pocket but it was in behind two balls which didn’t have enough space between them to get the cue ball through

if he hit the two balls in front first he would have lost the game and he would have been in deep trouble

before i tell you how he did it have a little think to see if you can figure it out

if he was only a millimetres out he knew he would need an ambulance

so how did he do it?

he hit the ball with precisely the right amount of down-stroke, sideways spin and forward momentum to make the ball jump onto the felt on the top of the table (if the ball had touched the wood the ball would have been out of play and he would have lost) and it rolled down the table on the felt, came off the felt at precisely where it had to so it would land on the back and top of the ball he was aiming for with just the right amount of forward momentum to push the ball he needed to pocket backward and into the pocket and then carry the cue ball forward with enough momentum so it didn’t get pushed back into the pocket by either or both of the balls which would land on

i could hear myself telling the man in the dream that new talent was coming through every year and a previous winner couldn’t enter the competition a second time as i came out of the sleep

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/january/date/15012017.html

15012017

new category… sleep within a sleep

waking up from a sleep in a dream which was itself in a dream

i awoke into a dream and i found myself in located in exeter

it was a dingy room with a high ceiling

in the dream i woke up to i had to go out but can’t remember any more of the dream

qod 2.8 – qos 3.9 – p – 8

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/january/date/09012017.html

09012017

qod 2.6

qos 3.4

p

type of dream

time-tense – 6, 8 or 9

first dream

in this dream, i’m a passenger in a stationary car

a man, the driver, jumps into the car

he has just come out of a bank after robbing it

he starts the car and drives off in typical getaway fashion

the noise of the engine of the car is startling

so now he’s driving like a maniac and causing everyone within hearing distance to turn and look

i tell him to slow down and not draw attention to us

he’s still driving flat out as the dream ends

qod 2.5

2nd dream

p

time-tense 5

qod 3.3

a girl i see on a fairly regular basis in real life asked me if she can borrow a pen

i tell her there’s one on the table

she writes something and gives it to someone not visible in the dream

she then comes back to me and cozies up to me

she runs her hand along the side of my face tenderly

i let out a little giggle and play coy

she decides not to take it further

i’m thinking of what it was i should have said or done as i wake up

third dream

qod 3.8

o

type of dream – see time-tense

time-tense – 5

here’s a new variation…

fell asleep while watching a film

the central character of the film was a woman playing a serious role in a drama film

in the film in the dream the woman was cast as a fun-loving person, the opposite of the serious drama i was watching when i fell asleep

what i’ll do now is look to see if the dream sequence was from another film and if it wasn’t then the dream sequence was from a time-conscious experience of events that happened in a previous undulation but if it is her in another film then… 04:23 10012017

made a reasonably extensive search was to find a film in which the girl plays a happy-go-lucky role

couldn’t find one

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/january/date/08012017.html

08012017

in this dream i was composing a song to events

it was set in a factory

the visual was a zoom-out of workers at their various machines

each of the machines the operators were operating made a different sound which was incorporated into the song as the zoom-out brought them into sight

time-tense 1 or 4

qod 3.3 – qos 3.2 – o

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/january/date/07012017.html

07012017

in a vehicle

an african woman was having trouble stopping her child from crying

i stretched out my arms in a come-to-me gesture

it took the little girl three steps to get from mom to me

i sat her on my knees facing me and put one of my fingers in her palm and she closed her hand and held onto the finger with a surprisingly firm grip

i could feel she needed changing

she stopped crying the moment she was seated and was smiling within a second or two

the stand-out part of the dream was the sensation of her hand gripping my finger

time-tense 1, 5 or 6

qod 3.7 – qos 3.3 –

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20november%206.html

06112017

a tired john and a concerned relative

the dream starts with me waking from a sleeping position and feeling tired, very tired

the first thing i see is a mature young man looking at me

the male is either the brother or a son of the woman i’m in a relationship with

he says “i can go and get you a black leather mattress or if you don’t want that i will take you home”

he’s talks in a no-nonsense manner and his tone of voice and look tells me it’s time to make a choice

the situation is i’m sleeping in the living room and he doesn’t like it

people in a relationship sleep together

he’s too sensitive to towards his mother/sister to ask questions about the sleeping arrangements but knows something isn’t as it should be

i was touched that he would take on the expense and go to the trouble of getting a new mattress and said “you would do that for me” and then “give me a minute to wake up please”

i was waking from the sleep as i heard myself saying the last sentence

before the dream ended there was a final picture or scene of me looking at myself in the mirror

i had dark bags under my eyes and looked unwell (this is the stand-out part of the dream)

i don’t remember looking that unwell in this lifetime

methinks this isn’t/wasn’t me but you-know who

he’s filling in for me rather than have me experience those things which would totally demoralise me

addenda

time-tense for first scene 3, 6, 7

qod 2.8

qos 2.5

p

time-tense for second scene/picture 3, 5, 9

notes

in the first scene i am participating

the mirror scene, i now realise, was as an observer

this is the first dream i am aware of when i am both particpant and observer in the same dream!

pde’s

tried resting to the fullest extent during the day to see if lying down all day was beneficial

this dream tells me it’s not

too much rest or inactivity during any given day is not in accordance with what we can/should be doing

there is an optimum minimum/maximum movement/rest ratio for every individual

it is time to start tieing dreams in with metabolic maintenance to get a more accurate picture

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05112017

two dreams and controlled-imaging

two new development’s occupied the writer’s thoughts upon waking and caused him to forget most of the detail in both dreams

he does remember the content of the first one, a violent one

the second one, an x dream, was as good as the first one was bad

a good one and a bad one in the same sleep is itself something of a novelty

i can’t recall it happening before*

have intiated a database for dreams

about twenty entries so far

have started with the earliest dreams and am working toward the present

now that dreams theory is the priority project it should be available by spring

will be putting it in google docs

the new development brings into being a new category of imaging

the imaging faculty is named “controlled-imaging”

it occurred while trying to stimulate a montage immediately after waking

it was discovered that the imaging centre of the brain/mind can produce an image with any content

it was tried with three different types of subject matter and produced varying degrees of success

the degree of success may have been due to the order in which the imaging was enacted but between the imaging and the second discovery, which was also occupying my thoughts, the chronology of the images was forgotten

the new realisation may be more important than the image-controlling faculty and it is very easy to prove or disprove and will be verified or disproved within a week… test

the origin of controlled-imaging goes back to… “startled”

it should also be remembered that all the original things at this website followed on from the Comprehension

this is the third time within a week this theme-content has been present

three times does seem to make it important in one way or another

time-tense ?

qod 3

qos 3.1

o

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04112017

this is the third time within a week this theme-content has been present

three times does seem to make it important in one way or another

time-tense ?

qod 3

qos 3.1

o

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20november%203.html

03112017

ball/s floating in liquid

this dream was about a scoring system

the value of the thing being scored was displayed by a dark-coloured ball in a thin transparent square container which had liquid in it

the container was about three diameters of the ball in width and five ball-diametres high, the container/s could have been any size

the liquid in the container was responsive and could, very subtlely, change colour

the ball rose and wavered and fell in the container as its rating rose or fell

in the second scene, there were three or four of the transparent containers which looked as if they were joined together

my attention focused on one container in particular, probably because it had the most movement in it

inside the container, there was a light-grey small, wispy column which changed its shape, like smoke in a still room

the light-grey column of the smoke-shaped liquid was about the height of a ball and as i looked at it the width varied from one-seventh to one-sixth of one ball-width

addenda

time-tense 2 or 5

it doesn’t seem likely that the technology being described here will have been developed within the writer’s lifetime

the only way it could happen is if d-man begin sharing their technology with us (see lead article… endic.at)

qod 3

qos 3.1

p/o ?

pde’s

the pde which brought this dream about was the scores being given at a weight-lifting competition i watched on the telly

there was argy-bargy about whether the referees had got some of the scorings right or not

in the programme, the decisions were close calls but it is the case that life has the ability to be meticulous about the most insignificant thing

notes

thinking about it, a scoring system, or any situation with serious consequences, which had a qualitative attachment would be useful when decisions are based on measuring devices which are too crude to measure a difference

thinking about it further, a liquid substance which reacts to the prescence of consciousness seems feasible (see the act of observation)

notes 2

wasn’t going to make this dream into an entry but like those times when we throw something away only to find a use for it later, all dreams regardless of their seeming insignificance will have to be entered

if it’s in a dream it’s there for a reason !

this dreams thing is taking over my life !

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02112017

kissing dream (my girl and her three sisters)

time-tense 1, 3, 4, 7

qod 3.8 qos 3.5 p

struck up a relationship with a girl about twenty-one

we were comfortable together and she was just my type

fairly early on in the relationship we were sitting together on a settee which wasn’t designed for lying on comfortably

her three sisters were on the far side of the room seven or eight metres away

my girl was unusually forward and was giving me soft peck-kisses around my neck and gradually moved to my cheeks and finally my lips

i was mindful of her three sisters but they didn’t seem to notice we were there

so i started kissing her first on her lips and then on her face as she had done with me

it was while kissing first her face and then back to her lips again that i realised the softness of her lips and the softness of her skin had exactly the same texture

whether i kissed her lips or face it felt exactly the same (this was the stand-out part of the dream)

of course there were no protrusions on her face but if her face did have protrusions the shape of lips and if my eyes were closed i wouldn’t have been able to tell if i was kissing lips or protrusions

we broke away from kissing and her three sisters were looking at us and smiling a pleasure-smile that surprised and slightly startled me

one of the sisters said “you can live here if you want”

in another scene one of her sisters was going through a door next to where i was sitting and stopped and said “you don’t have to break the law anymore now”

i woke to hear myself saying “what is it i’ve done”

*

there was a really raunchy scene somewhere in this dream sequence but am unable to place it chronoligically

without going into detail… i didn’t realise women could be so genuinely concerned about the health of their man’s genitalia

*

after waking from this dream i had a quick dip into montage territory and was delighted when a new form of montage occurred

you’ve probably seen a drawing being made without the hand or pen being visible as the picture was taking shape

it was a mini-montage of that type of imaging

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31102017

time-tense

qod’s 1st and 2nd 2.9 p qod 3rd 3.1 p

inter-undulationary dreams

two dreams

first dream

first scene

was making my way along the walkway alongside of a canal or a river

the ground was uneven and i was laden with a collapsable wheelcahir and a couple of bags

i had to get up an embankment to get onto the road

i couldn’t have done it on my own but as the luck of the dream would have a family which had two young boys were at hand

i told the boys i would give them a pound each if they would they would get the chair up the slope

they jumped at it

next scene

was at a railway station

still had the chair and baggage and the family from the previous scene were also still in the dream

the platform was narrow which made the station look busier than it really was

the train pulled in

it only had two or three carriages and was on the track beyond the track that our platform was servicing

people started letting themselves down onto the track next to our platform and going to the train

it started something of a stampede and again i promsed the lads money if they would help me get my things onto the train

several peolpe had boarded the train and some my belongings were on it or were about to put on it when the train started pulling away

everbody started shouting, i was shouting loudest

a guardsman showed at the back of the train and was gesticulating and saying something

couldn’t hear his words but he managed to convey that another train was coming for us

second dream

had got out of a car with a half a dozen presents

the presents were mainly big ones

it was my aunties house and relatives from another part of the country or another country had arrived

the guests were a family of four or five with one or two children and a new addition to the family

i was excited because her guests were an old real-life girlfriend who i had been scheduled to marry as a teenager and had broken up with her first husband and had started a family with another man

twenty years before in the real-life situation with my ex-girlfriend things were not going how she had expected

in the real-life situation going back to a year after we split up she was at the same aunties house in the dream and looked glum

i found out later that the man she married, a canadian she emmgrated to canada with, didn’t want children and it was causing a lot of friction

my entire family clan were staunch supporters of “the get married and have children” outlook of life

back in the dream…

i walked through the front door and said something to make my prescence known

i walked through to the back living room and went in

the ex-girlfriend’s new addition to the family was in a pram or cot that had a partial overhang and i peered into where the baby was

when i looked back up from the pram my ex-girlfriend was standing there looking at me intently

the look was unmistakable and i was thinking the same thing

this could/should have been us

i asked her if the baby was a girl but she didn’t reply

i spoke to the baby and could see the baby respond with an open mouth smile

i said to the ex-girlfriend “it looks like she’s smiling to me”

again she never said anything but looked at me even more purposefully

and the dream ended

the realtionship with the woman of the child in this dream broke up through circumstances outside of my control and i often wonder what our lives together would have been like

the woman of the child in the dream was the very first female to make a real impression on me

i was five or six or seven and i remember the instance as clearly as any memory i have

i was with my mother at a bus terminal in the centre of town and she appeared in front of me

a bubbly blonde talking her head off

blonde hair, blue eyes, pink skin, red lips, white teeth and full of life

i had never seen anything like it

at that age there were no connotations of sexuality attached to either of us

she became my first girlfriend when i was sixteen and we were together for about a year

we were ready to, but never did, conjoin

*

tried the imaging when falling into sleep as mentioned in the entry for 29102017

it was successful ! three clear images with motion

a person hasn’t just got be relaxed and peaceful

a person has got to be near to the point where they have “let go” of the ability to control their mental activity

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30102017

time-tense

qod 3.3 qos 3.4 p

met woman who invited me to a party

she said i could bring friends

the impression i got from our short conversation was that the party was a no-expense-spared extravaganza

highly formal but with the promise of every acceptable form of adult entertainment

the organised entertainment would go on for days and days and we would be expected to expand on on the scope of what happend by improvising with variations and off-shoots of the activities by using our individual talents and imaginations to enrich it

the party would, i got the impression, be open-ended if indeed it was not already in progress and my invitation was to make it even bigger or replace people who couldn’t maintain the pace

my invitation was for the following day

managed to find three girls who wanted to come with me

arrived on the grounds

it was stately settings with a wing annexe to the main bulding

i joked to girls as we took it in “i was told to use the servants’s entrance”

while waiting for door to open two or three more couples showed up

one of the men gave me the impression he and the woman he was with were pretending to be part of my group

one of two large doors open and we go into the main buiding

the woman who invited me was standing there with a board in her hand

she said “john, i said you could bring ten people and you have brought ten people”

she nods in approval and writes something on the board, it could have been a tick against my name

i notice a highly-polished oblong table with seats touching each other

there were four in line either side of the table and three or five hugged the curves at each end

dream ends

*

awake with eyes closed and thinking about the dream when a classic montage begins

a burst of more than ten different sequences

they happen so quickly i didn’t have time to take in the details of most of them

the two or three that gave up their detail showed individual girls all in white and dancing

only one sequence lingered long enough to for me to recognise the situation… they were ballerinas

what i think is happening with this dream is we are moving into another gear with dream theory

this dream is laying the foundation for increasingly more sophisticated themes and intricate connections

i believe this dream may be the first of an episode or serial dream or a reference point for another or other dreams you-know-who has lined up for you which are designed to draw you into the dream state

we can expect to have to begin linking dreams and themes together

and if the wedding photos dream (Ref) is anything to go by dreams will be linked over years and decades

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http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/2017%20october%2029.html

20102017

first dream

met two young girls

i had captured their imagination and was going to show them the “ropes”

i had to go home for something and the girls came with me

my mother was in the house, she weighed up the situation and stepped in

she began an argument in front of the girls and it was enough to scare them off

the girls left the house and i was fuming

the dream ended with me saying to mother “you and me are officially at loggerheads”

dream 3

in a shop that was a house that had been converted into in a mini-market

the ceiling was high enough for five or six shelves

the highest shelf was one and a half metres up which would have bee too high for a smaller person to reach

there were three or four rows of shelves but they were too close together

when there were only a handful of people shopping it was practical enough

the problem was, when it was busy, as in this dream, getting from row to row was one long “excuse me please”

i had done the shopping and was almost at the front of a queue in a line of about ten people

i had to move the bags of shopping from my right to my left to give people leaving the counter room to walk out, so i stepped to one side of the queue and re-arranged the bags and as i was doing that the queue shuffled forward and filled the space i had created when i moved

again, as in the second dream, i became livid

that the entire queue was in the frame of mind which cooperated in taking my place was more than i could swallow

i waited for the person being served to finish being served and gave the bloke who had been the person behind me in the queue a wild look

he saw i was going to confront him and let me get served first

i woke out of the dream at this point feeling really tired

*

i spent a full twenty minutes figuring out what it was in the pde’s which had caused the two low-quality dreams

eventually, i pinpointed it as being a long minute of Stray Thoughts the day before

it took another few minutes to implement a series of thoughts which made me raise my tolerance to devolving beings and was mentally relaxed

my eyes had been closed since waking and i was still in a semi-sleepy state and ready for more sleep

as sleep beckoned a montage began

the first two or three scenes could, i realised, quite easily have become undesirable ones if i had not made the effort and resolved the problem of what caused dreams two and three to happen

the rest of the montage of images took on pleasing forms and movements

*

three points here…

1

it takes but one thought to initiate a stream of thoughts

once a train of thought begins it tends to follow the quality of the initiating thought

2

montage sequences are most easily initiated in a partially sleepy state

if we are to make meaningful progress as we begin the transition into the “awake dream-state” the body needs to be relaxed and the mind needs to be at peace

3

usually, the writer enters into a sleep while thinking about things

he will now try imagery as a “lead-in” to sleep

*

third dream

this dream was a high 3’s in terms of quality

a marked increase over the first few dreams

the improvement in quality was undoubtedly due to the re-positioning of tolerance mentioned above

this dream was on a sunny day in a field with short grass

there were four to six groups of people with three, four or five people in each group

it was predominantly groups of families

the first people i came into contact with were three young boys

i said to the young boys “if you can tell me who was on the throne when queen victoria was alive you will win a hamper as a prize”

they gave the right answer and i told them where to go and get the prize from

i asked a woman with children a similar answer-in-the-question question

she got it right as well and won a hamper

*

i woke from this second sleep feeling more refreshed and relaxed than any sleep for weeks or even months

the moral of this story is, of course, keep those Stray Thoughts in check

*

it is now thought that this last dream is an “undulation-hop”

an undulation-hop is a dream which comes from a different time-sense to the previous dream or scene

this possibility means the mind/brain is even more sophisticated than we have previously thought

the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind has the ability to Fractalise experience

dreams theory is getting more and more complicated

it should simplify itself after this initial “starting phase”

addenda and notes

time-tense for the second dream

6 and/or 9

qod 2.7

qos 2.5

p

time-tense for the third dream

6 and/or 9

qod 2.7

qos 2.5

p

time-tense for fourth dream

3 or 4

qod 3.8

qos 4

p

notes 1

there were five dreams and a montage in this sleep but the details of the first dream are not remembered

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16102017

time-tense

qod 3 p 2

sister and self at the bus stop

it was the first day back at school and we had got to the bus stop an hour before we needed to

we were exploring the stream that run along side of the road

someone said there is someone running amok and damaging the cars in the car park at the front of the pub acrossthe road from the bus stop

we could see from where we were that it wasn’t a someone but a something

it was a tube-shaped life-form that could turn itself inside out

its outside was grey and its inside was brown

it had a malevolent character and was putting big dents in the cars every time it bashed or jumped onto one of the cars

in the next scene we were back at the stream again and i sensed it was time to catch the bus and made my way up the incline from the stream to the bus stop just in time to see the bus turning the corner of the road fifteen metres to my right

by the time i had got over the metal barrier that seperated the path from the stream the front of the bus was passing me

i noticed the number of the bus

the number of the bus served the district of the area our family lived in before we moved to the location the dream was taking place in

i shouted out hoping to get the bus drivers attention but he didn’t hear me

we had now gone from being an hour early to being late

a relative or someone who had our interests at heart offered to get us to where we had to go

*

two odd things about this dream

the first was the thing-being

will assign the animal-being as coming from some stray thoughts during the day

the second was the number of the bus which was clearly out of the time-tense cum location of the dream

as this dream is being explained the number of the bus which we were waiting for is clearly remembered

why did the conscious conjure up the wrong bus when the correct bus was obviously on tap?

the thinking is that the time-tense of dreams may have a lot more significance than is curently being given to them

the time-tense factor may be the key to figuring out anomolies in dreams, such as the ones in this dream, and may also be a break-through in understanding dreams in general

there doesn’t appear to be an easy explanation so it will have to be a complicated one

the creature is truly primeaval

a large dog-sized tube-shaped being with a destructive nature must precede the dinosaur class of being

a mobile being without any limbs must have come even before any of the creepy-crawlies in the insect world

the caterpiller which has legs at the front and back of its body but none in between and can rear up on its back set of legs is the closest of any creature which comes to mind

thinking about it further, there are tube-shaped creature that live in sea which have the shape of the creature in the dream

the evidence which supports the origin and evolution of life seems reasonable

so, you-know-who realises he can bring into being others who can experience the qualitative state of straight line action

to get to the point of transmutation the act of earthly evolution is necessary

after having attained their man-shaped status some man-shaped beings make the decision to not maintain an ethical lifestyle

an ethical lifestyle in absolute terms means aligning oneself to the characteristic of Endlessness

to act in a way which is not endless is contrary to eternity and eternity cannot accomodate it

an unethical lifestyle “constricts” the form of being and prevents life-forms from progressing to the point of transmutation

further, constriction becomes restriction and restriction eventually becomes self-destruction

the process of the unravelling of the man-shaped form brings about shapes which weren’t necessary to achieve the man-shape

odd, easily-recognisable non man-shaped forms don’t happen until milliions of years into the future of this undulation… link to 14 shades of grey – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwVy_6biLuE

so how does this way of looking at things help in understanding the creature in the dream?

how can a creature which lives in the sea be bashing cars about ?

reference to similar looking creature (pecognitive 22042016 – http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/precognitive%20dreams.html)

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/october/date/09102017.html

09102017

was living in a tent

someone accessed my computer and hacked a business deal from it

given my circumstances it was worth quite a bit

i thought it was the girl living in the tent next to me

she denied it but i was convinced it was her

she wasn’t going to admit it and looked like there was nothing i could do

as a parting shot i said “this is going to come back on you”

*

there were more scenes after this scene

qod 3 – qos 3 – p – 10

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http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2017/month/july/date/19072017.html

19072017

here’s an intriquing little dream

in a dream form a few days ago, it wasn’t made into an entry, i was given a present

i didn’ have any idea who gave me the present

the present itself was a mobile phone

the phone was about the size of the one i’m using at the moment, a galaxy 5

the phone in the dream was heavier than the one i’m using and it’s main functions… the volume control and the on/off switch were easier to access and it also had two rubber grips posiotioned on the sides which allowed the phone to be held in such a way which enabled the main controls to be accessed very easily

in the dream of a few days ago i used the phone and spoke to the person who sent it to me

not all the details of the brief conversation are remembered but what was remembered was the request to send them a photograph of me

in today’s dream i received a call on the phone

it was an ederly female who spoke in a faint voice which was sligthly croakey

she said “what’s it like?”

it was her way of saying “we haven’t got a photo of you yet”

i knew what she meant but decided to misunderstand

“it’s very sexy”

she didn’t answer but i heard a a mature male voice say “he’s talking about the phone”

i recognised the voice and realised who the women was

there was something which didn’t quite fit in with my understanding of her situation and i was trying to think of what it was and think of what i should say to her original question when the dream ended

this dream may very well be you know who filling in the gaps to an assessment of a my interpretation of what’s happening with the two types of consciousness as laid out in the dream of the sixteenth of this month

you should be aware that to you-know-who i am very much a vessel to be used

she/he will use me to get thing done in a way which produceo a “most love/life” situation in as fast a way as possible

after finishing this writing the writer will phone the people in today’s dream and report back

qod 3.7 qos 2.8 p 10

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17072017

in this dream the dreamer held a prominent status in the world of money

he was being asked by a real-life acquaintence of some years ago to buy the latest super-sleek aero dynamic skateboard and also stake the requestee for the entrance fee to take part in a highly prestigious skateboard race

we were at the track where the skateboard race would take place

three or four of us were standing at the starting grid

there was a decline of about twenty degrees over a distance of a couple of hundred metres to the first corner which was banked

a skateboarder would easily get up to forty plus kilometres per hour by the time they reached the corner

we had two of the latest design of racing skateboards with us and we unpacked them

the person who was pressing me for the chance to take part in the race was given a skateboard and showed us his skill

it was dissapointing

he made a mess of taking the corner and was giving the reasons for not having got it right

he was banking on his association with me to let him take part in the race and not because of his merits as a racer

his abilities as world class racer existed in his mind and nowhere alse

i had a go on the other skateboard

the way i could steer the skateboard with deft shifts of body positioning was obviously superior to his

in fact it crossed my mind to be an entrant myself

i was conjuring up a design for a protective suit and helmet in my mind as the dream ended

this (youtube link in here), the second video viewed showed something very simlar to the motions in the dream

qod 3 qos 3 p 10

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16072017

a group of four or five people were talking about the merits of smoking marijuana in one way as opposed to another

there was a general conensus that using liquids to cool the smoke was the best way to go

at one point in the conversation somebody said that the best quality of weed was in wolverhampton and that a new technigue for smoking it using a comb was the latest and greatest way of getting the best effect

was waiting for the person who mentioned it to give a detailed explanation of the new technigue when the dream ended

over the last few days the thought that the combining consciousnessess need a another appraisal has been prevalent in the thinking

for some months now the determination to make sleep a pivotal part of conscious development has and is being evaluated practised

specifically, the time-conscious is going to be cregarded as a mere mechanical enactment throughout the entire act of earthly-evolution and that the combining-consciousnessess contains more, if not all of the experiences and knowledge needed to achieve transmutation

there may in fact be more scope for the development of self through the experiences of combining-consciousnessess than through time-consciousness

qod 3.4 qos 3.4 o 10

* * *

13072017

in the kitchen cleaning up after a meal when a member of the staff came into view

she began talking to me so i opened the window

the girl who was speaking was rosamund pike, the girl who played a lawyer in the film “fracture”

she told me i was one of the people who had been selected to move into a luxury block of flats

she was quick to mention she was also going to be carrying on her job there as a carer

she came came to the window

she was in a playful mood and while i was talking she grabbed the ends of the curtain and and wrapped the curtain around my head as a head scarf which covered my hair and tucked it under my chin

she was getting no end of pleasure out of teasing me

i tried to ask for details about the new accomodation but she only wanted to be playful and didn’t answer the questions

qod 3.8 qos 4 p 7

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04072017

in the house lounging on the sofa with the girlfriend

she was more inclined for non procreational x than procreational

decided to steer destiny

when the time was right i asked her if she would like me to get her something to eat

she was genuinely interested

i began suggesting what to cook and she nodded most enthusiastically when roast potatoes was mentioned

the more i could imprint my decision-making as being good for her into into her psyche the more likely it would be she go along with me when i suggested that other peoples lives were more important than ours and i would get the desired result

qod 3.4 qos 3 p 10

* * *

03072017

2nd sleep

the star of this dream was a small black cat or large kitten with three or four patches of white hair which accounted for two-thirds of its surface area

there were two of us tickling a cat

someone was tickling its neck and ears and i was using my nails to tickle its stomach

the cat was experiencing delightful rapture

it had the look of someone laughing but wasnt, quite, able to make the sounds of human laughter

it was feigning resistance to the tickling by pawing at us without its claws drawn and hardly touching us with the pads of its feet

i stopped the tickling twice to see its reaction and both times its facial expression changed to one of reduced pleasure and the mock resitance with its paws stopped

both of us made comments about the unnaturally human characteristics it was demonstrating

two things about this dream

the first was that usually with a dream of this quality i would be able to remember the pde’s which caused it

the second was as a result of applying the roney analysis

it reinforced a realisation of a few months ago that not all of the content of dreams may be from a person’s own experience but only a close approximation of them

where they come from is something the writer is going to let you speculate about

also a new faculty of the brain has emerged in the last few months

it’s in the very infancy of its development and it isn’t sure what its applications or its use is or will be

the few dozen dreams entries so far for this year have been suspended

this is the equivilent of workers going on strike

these three things are being kept back to let you know that because the knowledge herein isn’t getting disseminated with a passion, and is thus delaying the changes necessary for us to move forward, the writer is not letting you in on everything he knows

two can play at the secrecy game!

qod 4.1 qos 4 p 10

first sleep

2nd dream (1st dream entered)

there was a buzz that e.t. activity in the form of craft was happening over the grounds of a stately home out in the sticks

armed myself with a camera and a video camera and went to check it out

there was indeed three of four u.f.o.’s doing there thing a few hundred metres above and around the grounds

the activity was about as unspectacular as it comes and even though it was possible to capture good pics and film of them it was just about the least “viral” evidence i had seen

someone mentioned that a river that run through the grounds had been populated by exotic water snakes

in the next scene i was alone in a two or three berth rubber dingy with an oar and video camera filming the snakes

again the water snakes were little more than large leaches and a i had decided the whole thing wasn’t worth the effort

the river was wide but shallow

then some man-made, remote-controlled fancy-looking droid/craft appeared and began manouevering in an eye-catching way

the next scene was a conversation with a girl about the elgin marbles (http://spenceralley.blogspot.co.uk/2011/01/eglin-marbles.html)

they were going to be split up and distributed around the world so that lots of people could see them

in the next scene i was putting forward the same idea for the sumerian tablets

the girl in the dream said she thought the greek stones were more significant but i got the impression she was just being argumentative

i woke up to hear myself saying “the babylonian culture is of much more significance than the greek civilisation”

qod 3 qos 3.4 p 10

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21062017

four of us were going to the races

there was going to be an air diplay as well

i was keen to see if my ability to predict a winner extended to horse racing and i secretly hoped a u.f.o. would show up

at the last minute someone announced that she or he had invited a friend

i had a mobile phone or tablet which had a programme that listed the original four of us and i quickly amended it for the extra guest

the programme on the device was very elaborate

it gave an accurate profile of any person based on a photo of them and their size and weight

we were talking and apppraising the information it displayed about the newcomer when the dream ended

qos 3.6 qod 3 p 10

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18062017

it was the beginning of a new relationship

the young lady and i were relaxing on a double-seater sofa watching the telly

she was becoming anxious that we hadn’t kissed

her talk was not about the fact we hadn’t embraced but it was edging around it in other ways

i felt completely relaxed and began explaining to her why it wasn’t necessary to become intimate

i woke from the sleep while speaking the third sentence of why i was taking my time… “we are going to be in this situation many, many times. let’s wait until both of us are sure we want our relationship to be something special and it will endure for all time”

qos 2.9 qod 3.3 p 10

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16062017

on a single-decker bus bus with a friend and a friend of my friend

we were fifteen or sixteen and had on school uniforms

we were wearing white shirts and grey trousers and i think we had dark blue jackets

it was daytime and judging on what the other passengers were wearing it must have been spring or summer

there looked to be fifteen people on the bus

my friend and i were sitting on the left hand side of the bus

i was in a creative mood and decided to do something daring

with a certain amount of deftness i whipped off my trousers and folded them and hung them on a hand bar on the back of the seat in front of me and waited for other people to follow my lead

i sat there in my shirt and tie and white underpants feeling quite comfortable with myself

a quick glance at the expressions of the other people on the bus told me they thought it was acceptable and they were thinking about following my lead

evreybody’s expression changed from being mildy pleased to gaping shock when my friends friend took his trousers off and, with the presence of mind to stand up pressed against the side of the bus facing outward so his back was facing us, revealed his bare bottom

of course it would be a male who decided to copy me but he hadn’t done it to shock people but merely because he had picked up the vibe of good fun and wanted to be part of it

he was obviously embarrassed but the need to feel part of the fun had overcome a his reservations

almost immediately everyone on the bus realised what sort of person he was and that he wasn’t being deliberately prevocative

i began laughing and it got harder and harder and and everyone else starting laughing too

i can’t remember ever laughing this long and hard in a dream before and there’s only one instance in my life in which i laughed longer and harder

for the record… in the this life instance of laughing longer and harder i was laughing for so long and so hard i became too weak to stand and had to drop to all fours and crawl away form the source of mirth as i was having difficulty breathing in

this is the first dream as a teenager

if i’m not mistaken this dream is set in the now of a future undulation

qod 4.2 qos 3.4 p 10

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15062017

a complicated and intriguing dream with almost nothing to reference to any part of it except a type of elevated freeway

the freeway-type construction was way up in the sky, was half a kilometre wide and dissapeared over the horizon

the freeway could not used to travel along until it had been fully constructed

to complete its construction we had to imagining what we thought the future would be and the accuracy of what was thought would cause the elevated freeway to construct itself further into the distance

the means of applying what we thought the near-future would be was done by standing in front of a console

the console was receptive to a persons thoughts and feelings

it was while the dreamer was appraising just how sophisticated and how monumental the task of construction was going to be that the sleep ended

the next step in our progression into the future is undoubtedly when we team up with our man-shaped dinosaur cousins…

3.7 3.7 p 10

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06062017

outside of a house when a car pulled up with three or four people in the car

in the back seat of the car was a girl about three years of age

the young girl looked distressed and was on the verge of crying

the card door opened and i went towards her with my arms outstretched to pick her up

she backe away from but responded when i said something which put her at ease

in the next scene we we in the house

the family was there

the family comprised the mother a girl about ten years of age the girl of three who i had took out of the car and a boy of thirteen or fourteen

the mother had no control over the two eldest children and done and said nothing to mederate whateveve it was they wanted to do

the girl of three moved toward the boy who was sitting in an armchair

as she was directly in front of him he stood up and knocked the girl over when his leg straightened when he was standing

the girl was more dissapointed than hurt

his callous nature was more than i could stand

i jumped in front of him and pointed my finger in his face and said “if you do that again you and i are going to fall out”

the dream ended

the pde’s which formed this dream are well remembered

as is usual with the writer there was a full range of emotions during the day but the sense of injustice between males and females was the dominant feeling

perhaps i’m not doing enough to bring to the attention of men the cause and effect of the chauvanistic attitude

qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10

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05062017

at a neighbours house

two young girls came to the house after a night out

one of them had left me a letter from her previous visit

i had read the first line and skimmed over the rest of it picking out words here and there

it was telling me that she didn’t think there was any future for us

reading between the lines told a different story

my reply to the letter was full of emotion and left her in no doubt that were we to give a go it would become a relationship which was only dreamed about

was still composing the letter when i woke

qod 3.8 qos 3.6 p 10

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01062017

been having 3.5 qod’s regularly lately

they would make enjoyable reading but dreams theory is taking a back seat currently

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27052017

was on a bed in a bedsit with two male companions chatting about things

the other half walked in with a tray that had tea, bisuits and sandwiches on it the drinks and food were laid out in a caring and neat manner

we were well impressed

the tray was laid on the bed and as one of the other males moved to get to the tray the tray started sliding

it was sheer good luck that my sudden movement to stop the tray from coming to an abrupt halt and the things on it from spilling over didn’t cause an even bigger mess than would have happened if i hadn’t moved

i’ve no idea where this dream come from

at a guess it was an uneventful thought-day with the most important thing in it being a thought along the lines of “i need to slow down a bit”

qod 3.6 qos 3.5 p 10

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24052017

was regaining the ability to move around normally

slung a camera tripod over my shoulder and went into to town to find photo opportunities

it was early morning and there weren’t many people about

set the camera on the tripod and panned it around and noticed that people were avoiding getting caught on camera

soon it was typically busy and i decided to stand at a corner between two buildings where i wasn’t so niticeable and started snapping away

the scene changed

it was very busy now and i was just another person in the crowd

there was a dog standing still just in front of me

it had longish black hair and it looked like it had some of the setter breed in it

it wasn’t with a person and it had a lost look and conveyed a sense of wanting to have direction

i stooped down and motioned it towards me with my hand and some friendly sounds

it came to me and i now had a dog

this part of the dream ended as i was thinking what to get it to eat

in the next scene i was the entrepreneur with a banner pinned to a wall with the words “the youtube interviews” in red and black

the camera was “rolling” and when the right face with the right gait came along i engaged them in conversation

qod 3.9 qos 3.3 p 6

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22052017

in a street that was crammed with people

i was looking for someone in particular

i was looking along the street in one direction but it was hopeless

there must have been several hundred people in just a one hundred metre span

i turned and looked right and immediately spotted a green, long-peaked cap about thirty metres away

it was the person i was looking for

the peak cap, the main feature of the dream, is remembered from the pde’s

again i am unable to interpret the dream

perhaps the dream hasn’t got an interptretation but is just a reflection of the pde’s

qod 3 qos 3.7 p 10

* * *

20052017

tonights dream was as good as yesterdays was bad

it revolved around an app for mobile phones

the app was a square which had squares or lines on it and almost filled the screen

depending on where the square was touched it returned information which included feature based on the users personality

a query which had an amarous “feel” to it would give results with amorous content

the “feel” feature of the app came from the touch of the finger

there were two people who featured in the dream in succession, the first was bob meuller and the second was paul schofield

during the day the pde’s featured news stories concerning bob mueller but, and this is the reason this dream is being entered, paul schofield hasn’t been in the time conscious for decades

while looking for images of both men on the internet the similarity of the facial features of both men, as younger men, became apparent

if their lives hadn’t run concurrently i would have surmised that the person in the dream was the same person at different times in their life

at this moment i am unable to make the connection why paul schofield featured in the dream

it is thought that at sometime in the future of this undulation when the intricacies of dreams are more fully understood the reason why paul schofield featured in this dream will have an answer

qod 4.1 qos 3.7 p 10

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18052017

what a shocker of a dream

two murders, blood and intence rancour

not entirely sure what caused this dream

an extremely violent film, the thing, stray thoughts or the blood in lambs liver

probably a combination of the three

qod 2.7 qos 3 p 10

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17052017

second sleep

the stand out bit of this dream which appeared out of nowhere

it was a great bit of punk music with a noteworthy melody

easily a no.1

it had the soul of the clash and a melody of pop song of a different genre

it wasn’t a song in my collection and i asked someone what it was called

it reminded me of another band and i said “is it the anarchist’s?” and “the archaist’s?”

it wasn’t a tune which was published but it obviously has existed and may find itself in the punk genre of the 70’s in a future undulation

another indicator of the improving circumstances of future undulations

qod 3.6 qos 3.9 p 10

x dream

qod 3.6 qos 4 p

* * *

13052017

in the kitchen cleaning up after a meal when a member of the staff came into view

she began talking to me so i opened the window

the girl who was speaking was rosamund pike, the girl who played a lawyer in the film “fracture”

she told me i was one of the people who had been selected to move into a luxury block of flats

she was quick to mention she was also going to be carrying on her job there as a carer

she came came to the window

she was in a playful mood and while i was talking she grabbed the ends of the curtain and and wrapped the curtain around my head as a head scarf which covered my hair and tucked it under my chin

she was getting no end of pleasure out of teasing me

i tried to ask for details about the new accomodation but she only wanted to be playful and didn’t answer the questions

qod 3.8 qos 4 p 7

* * *

11052017

adventures in dutchland

was in a queue in a shop with four or five people in front of me waiting to give an order for something to eat

the person behind the counter said next customer please and when no one moved forward i thought the the people in front of me had given their orders and were waiting to collect them

i went to the front of the queue and before i could give the order the girl behind the counter said “look at this. someone’s too important to wait in the queue”

i tried to defend myself by pointing out that no one had moved forward to give an order when the assistant had said next please and decided to get noisy and playful and said in my best french accent “ladeee’s and gentlemen. when you are asked to place an order don’t place it. you will be accused of being someone who is better than other”

the scence changed to a hotel where someone was putting together a bong

after one or two people had had some of the bong the person who put it together suggested to me that we go another place

i had the feeling he wanted me out of the hotel so he could come back after we had left and could rifle through my belongings and nick whatever he wanted

i woke up as i figuring out a plausible way of of excusing myself from going without making him aware that i knew what he wanted to do

qod 3.4 qos 4 p 8

second sleep

this dream seemed insignificant and i had forgotten it

then, unusually, without any prompting it came to the fore an hour after having forgot it and for this reason it is being entered

i was adjusting the sound of the stereo equipment

there was some interference at the top end of the sound spectrum

it turned out that the interference was due to the radio not being tuned in finely enough to the frequency and was producing “hiss” and some light crackles

there was a fine tuning feature built into the radio which could be adjusted by a knob on the outside of the housing

there was a clear panel at the front of the mainly wood radio which allowed the fine tuning mechanism to be viewed into optimum position

the mechanism looked like the arm of a record player with a wood or metal wedged-shaped part which was flexible and could be seperated from the rest of the arm at the tip where the stylus of a fecord players would be

it was the size of baby’s nail and about four millimetres thick and looked like it was wood

the fine tuning was achieved through turning the knob on the outside which in turn moved the wedge-shaped wood tip seated just a little back from the tip of the arm onto what looked like a metal slope and the more the knob was turned the further up the slope the wedged-shaped tip went bending back as it was being moved further up the slope which reminded me of a shoe horn only on a much smaller scale

the slope or slide-slope was about four centimetres wide and little more than twice as long as its width

at the top of te slide-slope there was a flat platform the size of my thumbnail for the wedge-shaped tip to rest

when the tip of the wedge was nestled on the platform it was bending back at about forty five degrees to the head of the arm (there may have been a bevel on the very tip of the wedge but that might be my imagination)

when the wedge was on the platform proper a valve-sized bulb began to wax and wane a green light

the slightest adjustment of the knob it produced a significant increase in the brightness and the quality of the shade of green the light gave off

immediately the first adjustment of the wedge on the platform was made both the quality and the quantity of the sound and the light grew

a second adjustment of the wedge produced a sound of such penetrating purity people living nearby began complaining about the volume

even then there were still three or four crackles of interference each second and the light was low

it was as i began to realise the potential and the applications of the device the dream came to an end

quality of the sound and the quality of light

qos p 6 three-themed dream

qod 3.5 qos 3.9 p 10

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10052017

second sleep

two themes

both were to do with the internet

the first on was the comments of post which was very popular

it was footage of the images of the outside of the spacecraft of human mission

the thng was the images were coming from the reflection of something in the craft and were indiscernable

the colours were vivid and were mostly purple

it was obviously something significant as the movements that could be seen were not earthly

the comments were furiously attacking the like vote being assigned to the the uploader of the film and not to the person who gave the uploader the film in the first place

the second dream was to do with the stock exchange

polish residents were seething that the polish ziloti could be traded against the euro but that it was the people who were paying for a run on the polish currency which was losing its value at a disasterously fast rate

qod 3.4 qos 3.7 o 10

first sleep

got friendly with two friendly males my age

we went back to where they were living rough

it was a subterrenean setting with just enough room to sleep for three or four people

they had cardboard on the floor and a radio and that was about it

after a while of light-hearted comments and observations i decided to “hit” them with genetic theory

i began… “with just one assumptoion i can prove to you there is life after death”

they gave me that slightly blank and slightly interested look

i continued… “in the same way you can only flip a coin twice before either heads or tails comes up again and in the same way a dice can only be rolled six times before the same number comes up again so to it is with our genetic combinaitons. our genetic combinations are based on the way the nucleotides can be assembled

there is a maximum number of ways the nucleotides can be put together

as life continues indefinately into the future eventually all the combinations will have been used up and the same “numbers” of the nuleotides start coming up again

that, using just that one assumption, is an arithmetic proof of life after death

it is similar to poincares recurrence theorem which is a well established in science

i carried on… “now we have to add the condition that for life after death to occur we become parents and our children become parents and their children beome parents and so on indefinately into the future”

so for life after death to become a reality we make one assumption and the assumpion carries the condition that we create life and not destroy it

the dream was ending as i was saying things like… “now i have to go and find more people to talk to”

~~~

it will come to be realised that to take the life of another is to take the life of oneself

strictly speaking the destruction of life applies only to children

theoretically its possible to live a life of abstinence from murder and once it is agreed that children are the holiest of holies we could go on to play games of war as parents

you simply wont believe what has happened in undulations past as all possible scenarios were played out

qod 3.5 qos 3.8 p 5 or 9

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09052017

my step father was going to accompany me on a journey about two hundred kilometres up country

he had three cars

one that had different coloured doors, looked like it wouldn’t pass it’s m.o.t. but ran quite well

a black one which looked o.k. and ran really well and a classy one which looked great and ran superbly

i was trying to explain to him that i would be better of using the black one because the car with two different coloured doors was more likely to be stopped

the dream ended without the issue being settled

qod 3.3 qos 4.2 p 10

* * *

08052017

what would have been an extremely enjoyable x dream if my partner wasn’t so noisy

qod 4 qos 3.7 p 10

* * *

07052017

insignificant dream

the only bit of this dream remembered is to do with shirts and jackets

there was a clothes rack about two metres long and i was trying to decide which shirt went best with the jacket i wanted to wear

in the end i settled for a rough-cloth green shirt but wasn’t entirely happy with it

qod 3.3 qos 3.4 p 10

* * *

06052017

first sleep

first dream

a man with a violent nature i met more than twenty years ago was on my case because of a casual remark

he was becoming more and more intent on causing me grevious harm as the dream ended

second dream

all my valuable and treasured items were in the pannion bags of a push bike

the bike got a puncture and i left it about a hundred metres from where i was lived

it crossed my mind that it might be stolen but i needed to get home and get to sleep

in the morning i went to where the bike was to find the bike was still there but the pannion bags had gone

there were six or seven youngters in the scene and i said “eighty pounds reward if anyone can get my bags back” and when no one showed any interest i said “no, make it one hundred”

the dream ended there

qod 3.2 qos 3.5 p 10

* * *

05052017

third sleep

new type of dream: grid selection

this is mind-willed selection

the dream started with a mixture of single-shot images then single-shot in slide-show fashion and then it became a three, then four and then twelve grid selection of images to choose from i awoke to full time-conscious

i was at various stages of time-conscious throughout this dream and became fully time-conscious as i was trying to manipulate a non existent cursor with a non existent mouse to select one of the images to see it as a single picture and awoke tapping my thigh thinking my finger was on the mouse

where does/can these and new faculties lead to?

a next possible step is to choose whether to have still or motion montage sequences to view in magnificent detail

there may also be a theme-grid fuculty

twelve types of dreams to choose from… beach party, sport, x, etc

also possible is a montage slide-show with hundreds or thousands of different themes to choose from in goups of twelve

the limit’s would then be the time a sleep lasts within which to choose and experience a particular theme

that is assuming that the time-conscious is an endless experience which we now know it isn’t

so how quickly does the timeless conscious become the full-time reality ?

this idea led to this thought… adjusting to our ultimate timeless conscious state is, it is known, an endless endeavour on it’s own right

the combining-conscious states may well have a much shorter time to combine than had been thought up until this point

these dreams may well be the result of thinking about the current states of mind the most evolved beings of the dinosaur class are in now which the writer has access to via a visitation from three females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings within the last five years

it was while recalling the visitation earlier on in the day the writer gained an insight into the conscious state of what this was and which caused him to balk (link to the word balk)

this, the third of three montage dreams in three different sleeps in the same day, appears to be rushing the inactive abilities of the timeless conscious into life

with one raised to the one-hundreth power (1 ^100) years to work in my thoughts are… “how can there be a rush do to anything”

the answer may be that life has only five thousand million years to bring all beings into existence and the evolutionary/devolutionary process has to occur in within a certain period of time

there is no leeway in the sun’s cycle

qod 3.5 qos 3.7 o 10

first sleep

x dream and montage of couples

any of the scenes in the montage sequence would have appeal to companies which want to use a tasteful/artistic representation in their ads

this dream had so much pleasure in it a new entry in Endic will be created to explore the expanse of pleasure capable of being experienced by the man-shaped being through and beyond x

new endic entry – pleasure

qod 4.2 qos 4 p and o 10

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02052017

new category of dream

alternative realities to the pde’s

there were six, seven or more variatons or presentations of the pde’s which the timeless conscious brought to the fore

they weren’t exact in detail of the pde’s, nor do i think they were meant to be or could be

the dream sequences could easily be associated to the pde’s

the purpose of the dream sequences was to present the pde’s as they could/should have been

there was one scene in particular in which a stirringly poignant response would have been achieved had a slightly different set of words been said in a slightly more sincere manner

so now dreams can be used not just to evaluate the pde’s ranking in terms of their absolute position to the optimum alignment to love/life, now we know dreams can also show the alternative realities which can be achieved

this type of dream may be related to pre-cognitive dreams

if there is a connection it will eventually show itself

qod 4 qos 3.9 p 7

* * *

30042017

made a succesful visual programme for the internet and had gained considerable cred because of it

i couldn’t quite figure out why it had become so succesful

the origins of the endeavour were examined and it turned out the video which had made it popular was nestled in an obscure file which i had forgotten about

it was in a file called “teddy bear” and i was beginning to realise before i looked at it there was going to be something about it which had chlidish appeal

i woke up before seeing what was on the film

this dream was due to thinking about the child-like nature of evolving e.t.’s during the day

qod 4 qos 3.4 p 10

* * *

28042017

was in a strictly controlled environment but it wasn’t a prison

there was an air of supervision which we didn’t try to breach

about a dozen of us, all males, were herded into a t.v. room

the front seating was two brown, plush, triple settees with a a matching single-seat armchair in between them

i found myself sitting on the triple-seater furthest from the door sandwiched between someone who was friendly and a and lanky, surly bloke

the moment i relaxed into the settee the deep comfort of a well-made piece of furniture made itself felt

i thought to myself this is the style of seating in which money works it way out of the trouser pockets

my keen sense of good fortune asserted itself

casually i positioned myself on my left side and gradually worked my hand between the seat cushion and the back cushion

within a couple of movements of my hand i felt a coin

i could tell it was a pound coin

every time i repositioned my hand i came across another coin

it didn’t take long to explore and gather all the coins i could reach without my probing hand being felt by the people either side of me

another opportunity presented itself when the person to my left fell asleep and leant into me which justified me standing up which in turn meant he would relax further into the area i had been occupying

now i could sit on the floor and stretch my right arm into the empty part of the settee and search between the cushions in the left hand corner in a pefectly naturally relaxed position

again, almost immediately i found more coins

i put them in my pocket and the problem now was has to keep the coins in my pocket without them clinking and alerting my fellow opportunist’s to my having money

in the company of men who have no money a few quid is worth going to a bit of trouble to acquire

now i was on the kings throne

with my business acumen i would be top wheeler-dealer with a rosy future

as i woke up i was searching my pyjama bottoms and trying to figure where the money had gone

qod 3.3 qos 4 p 10

* * *

27042017

in a busy cafeteria with a partned-couple

we were waiting for service

a manageress caught our attention from a distance and asked us to pay at the tlll

i said to the couple “she thinks we have finished, she doesn’t know the piled dishes on the table are from the previous customers”

i woke to hear myself saying in a loud voice “we haven’t started yet”

qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10

* * *

26042017

two people i knew had a drug-dealer mate

the three of us bought an ounce and had a smoke

i got pally with the dealer amd asked him for another ounce

the other two people weren’t in the next scene in which the dealer produced another ounce

it was a different type and i rolled another and the dealer said “i can let you have it for thirty-five quid an ounce”

it didn’t take me long to work out i could set up a decent network and shift a few ounces a week

i took a drag of the joint i had just rolled and felt a wave of pleasure

it was quality gear to boot

i said “what is it, afghani?”

the other person didn’t reply

the dream was ending and i felt dissapointed to find out it was a dream

qod 3 qos 4 p 10

* * *

25042017

in a changing room which had row after row of cubicles

my view of the cubicles was a slightly elevated one which allowed me to see the extent of the layout

it looked to be twenty or thirty by twenty or thirty

they all had black curtains or doors and sides

this could be something which would be in the ship of yesterday’s dream

there were less half a dozen people of using the changing rooms which meant it was almost empty

i wake from the dream at this point still thinking about what was what

qod 3.7 qos 4.2 p 10

* * *

24042017

this dream was set at sea

i was in the water next to a metal-hulled ship

it was bigger than any ship today

the deck of the ship was at least seven oe eight stories above us and we were making preparations for a race or a pageant

three or four of us were assessing where and how to hang a thick rope along the side of the ship to attach decorations

there was a lull in the activity and i decided to lounge horizontally on the water using a in buoyancy suit and revel in a warm stream of water coming from the depths

one of the other men came over and asked me what i was doing and told me get away

i told him what i was doing and he explained that the warm water was a constant stream of sewage that all ships of this size flushed as a matter of course

i took a good look at the water around me and realised what it was i was wallowing in and had shown my ignorance of the way a ship works

i was feeling pretty stupid as i woke up

qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10

second dream

there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr

he was asked about max planck’s’ quantum theory

neils replied “the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was” and i chimed in anticipating of his last word, which we both said in unison “bumby”

qod 4 qos 4.2 p 10

* * *

23042017

nearly an x dream

qod 3.7 qos 3.4 p 10

second dream

there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr

he was asked about max planck’s’ quantum theory

neils replied “the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was” and i chimed in anticipating his last word, which we both said in unison, “bumby”

qod 4 qos 4.2

* * *

22042017

a think-read dream

a charge-sheet in the form of a single sheet of paper a bit smaller than a4 size had been posted through the letterbox

i had been carged with stealing a cabinet and the papers therein

i couldn’t make the writing read as a single, smooth-flowing sentence

the dream ended as i was still trying to read the writing without having to go back to the start of the letter/sheet and read it all the way through without having to think-read it into a coherent whole

applying the roney analysis to this dream means a society has and will re-exist in the past or future of a past or future undulationor will exist in has and/or will exist where the most serious crime is a relativity petty

qod 3.3 qos 3.7 p 10

* * *

21042017

sitting next to the aisle in a coach

the seats were three-deep and there were two girls to the left of me

i fancied my chances and was making with my best smile

the gitls looked at me with some disdain

my expression was asking why

one pointed to my feet and said “your feet smell”

it took me by surprise

i certainly didn’t think so

i put a couple of inside my shoe and rubbed them against my sole

i smelt my fingers and was embarresed to find they smelt

the girls went back to ignoring me and the dream ended

qod 3 qos 3.8 p 10

* * *

20042017

this dream was brought about by thinking during the day what it was that the lover experienced in the initial stages of moving from the three of pi to the endless

it was as though two vast sheets were spread throughout the extent of space

one had an orange colour the other didn’t have colour

it was more like a grey mist but was solid

the two were in proximity to each other, almost touching

there was a sense of resignation of comitment of toil ahead, or was it from a weariness of something past?

a slightly unsettling settling feeling occured as an effort was made to make more sense what it was that was being observed and as the dream ended

similar feelings have accompanied other efforts to understand the experiences of his evolution which is what i think this dream revealed

well beyond the scope of mortal experiences

other various points of his evolution have been glmpsed over the years this dream was considerably more contemplatable though

qod 3.4 qos 3.4 o 10

* * *

17042017

this was one off those weird ones

was at the sink washing food ready for cooking

a worm the thickness of the lead for mobile phone earplugs and about five centimetres long fell out of something

it was about to disappear down the sink-hole when it made a sticky substance in no time at all which stuck onto the metal of the upside of the sink strainer

i couldn’t see where it was for a moment and thought it had gone down the drain

the bottom of the sticky substance had formed into a small globule the size of a pea

as i went to loosen the substance off the metal with my finger so it would get washed away the worm emerged from the cocoon of viscous and tried to get out of the sink

the scene changed and the cocoon shape had changed inito a short cylinder

the chamber was being used in a in diagram to explain that space couldn’t have holes in it but it could have chambers through which something could pass but would automatiically loop back to where it started from immediately it emrged from the far end of the chamber

the diagram itself was part of a visual indexing system which would be incorporated into an all-encompassing index which seems to be calling to be created

qod 2.9 qos 3.8 p 10

* * *

16042017

walking on the pavement of a road that was on a ten or twelve degree incline

someone, it might have been me, shouted “u.f.o.”

looking up, the lights suggested it was a u.f.o. but as it went overhead the fuselage and cockpit of a plane could be seen

before a sense of dissapointment could set in another voice said “look” and everybody looked up and saw a craft definately not of earthly-design but it was low enough to see inside and it did have man-shaped beings in it

before anyone could say anything else a display of craft filled the sky

i was taking in the movement and shapes and colours as i woke

qod 4.2 qos 4 p 6

x dream

* * *

13042017

second dream

the ground was sodden which meant navigating around the edges of a field near a river

all my possesions were in a cloth bag about the size of a dustbin liner

i had to leave the bag hidden in amongst some bushes as they were making it too difficult to walk

i managed to get where i was going

both dreams were about possessions!

qos 3.1 qod 3.4 p 6

first dream

living in a society where there was a sharp divide between have’s and have not’s

i slotted in at the bottom of the have’s

a mark of my status was a full-length crombie coat

it was the evening and i went to the cinema, it was almost empty

someone was sharp enough to get me to leave my coat in the cloakroom

the moment i was in my seat i knew i had made a mistake and went to get my coat back

the dream ended as i was looking for the person who had the coat

i had the feeling the coat ws gone

qod 3.1 qos 3.7 p 10

* * *

12042017

in a stadium interviewing michael johnson after a new world record had been set in the 4 by 400 metre relay

a re-run of his teams world-record run was shown

he was animated

stand-out part of dream was the clarity of his face and the depth of the stadium

qod 4 qos 4 p 10

* * *

10042017

a woman with a round, deep cut about the size of a thumbnail asked me to stop the bleeding

there was quite a lot of blood coming from the injury

i knew to stop the bleeding i could use a tornequay and apply pressure to the onto the wound

i said we needed some clean cloth to apply to the cut and the girl asked if i had any tissue paper

i gave her the tissue paper but knew the wound needed a skilled person to treat it

i was thinking of the quickest way to get her to the hospital as the dream ended

qod 2.8 qos 3.8 p 10

* * *

09042017

i posted a cynical video of a plane crumpling up and gave the title “human technology”

before i had time to post the second one i was under a merciless attack of vitriole and my standing as a good guy was radically diminished

i realised i had goofed big time and was retreating under the criticism

i was in big trouble and was thinking how i could get out of it for thirty seconds after leaving the sleep and had a noticeable feeling of relief when i realised it was a dream

this is the sort of thing that happens when, regardless of what the circumstances are or how justified my feelings of despondancy are, i allow myself to to think the worst about people

qod 2.3 qos 3.8 p 10

* * *

08042017

this dream was set in at an olympic games-type sporting event

the different sports were spread over an area of about fifty square kilometres

i was accompanied by another person

while we were watching one event a trio of chinese persons who were associates of the person i was with and with whom i had become fiendly with were a kilometre away watching a member of one of their family competing in a sport event

the results of the event which the threesome were most interested in was shown on a screen and the person related to the chinese group had won

i knew they would be celebrating big-time and i had the idea of looking at them and seeing just how jubilated they were through some powerful binoculars

within a short time i had picked them out and could see them in the stands of an open arena

the stand-out* bit of this dream was the clarity and detail when seeing them through the binoculars

*it has to be mentioned that a new faculty of the mind is emerging

namely, the “stand-out” part of a dream, usually by virtue of clarity of vision, sound, movement etc. has taken a firmer place in the visualisable imaging faculty

it was mentioned as first occurring ? years ago and has over the last month become more available to the now conscious state

this particular ability has a distinctive character, it has a serious or sombre or no nonsense feel to it

it is considered to be love/life in “business” mode

qod 3.7 qos 3.7 p 10

* * *

06042017

another holland.hash dream

went to a party with a male friend at a house only to find a queue of mainly girls stending in a loose formation of two’s and about fifty pairs

i was told to form another queue at another door at the same building

i couldn’t figure out why i had been chosen to stand apart fron the queue that was already formed

as i looked around a line of people two or three abreast had formed behind me and i realised i waas the start of a queue to another party

the door opened and i led the people behind me into the building and upon to ther oof

i was getting the music organised and the joints were being passed around as the dream ended

qod 3.8 qos 4 p 8

* * *

05042017

this dream was at a baseball game in america

i was watching the game from the sidelines with two other people

the depth and clarity of the details was the stand-out aspect of the dream

the ball floating off into the distance and the colours of the uniforms of the teams

i said “must have been amazing for spectators to have seen babe ruth hit the first infield home run”

my companions were duly impressed that i knew and felt that

qod 4 qos 3.9 p 10

* * *

01042017

two dreams and both dreams were arguments

in the first dream i was argueing with max planck in the company of four or five people

he became more and more irate the more i insisted his constant was one raised to the minus forty-third power

he was almost shouting “90, it’s 90”

the dream ended in that tone

the second dream was about a key

i couldn”t find my front door key

i went to an office where they kept back-up keys

the person who could give me a spare key told me they didn’t have one because it was a security issue

i kept pressing him that he did have a spare key and he explained that i had the only spare key because it wouldn’t make sense from a security point of view if someone else had one

the dream ended as i realised he was right and suddenly remembered where my spare key was hidden

qod 2.6 & 3 qos 2.9 p 10

* * *

30032017

in a city-centre

it was heaving and there weren’t enough retailers to cope with demand

there were queues for everything

in one of the queues at street-level there were a family of three just ahead of me

a girl, six or seven years of age, and her parents

the parents found the child excess baggage for their lifestyle and were making serious comments to the people who they had to apologise to when the girl sought their attention that they could have the child if they wanted her

the child seemed amiable enough and i was wondering what it must be like for her to know she wasn’t wanted by her parent’s

in another queue in a multi-storey store the family of three were there again and had been served and had moved away from the pay-area

as i was about to be served the woman at the till realised the family of three had left something of theirs behind

those of us who heard what the check-out woman said looked around for the family but they wern’t to be seen

within a few seconds it occured to me that if i could find the family and ingratiate myself with them that as i accompanied them back to the counter the girl with them might get friendly with me and her parents would make the suggestion that i could have her

i would gradually warm to the idea and we would come to an arrangement which resulted in me taking the gitl into my life

the family had left the shop so now it was a near mission impossible task to find them in the throng of the centre of the city

when outside the shop the most elaborate movements of any dream i’ve ever had began

first i picked up speed and, at at guess, i’d say i was moving at an almost constant rate of about fifteen to twenty kilometres an hour

i was weaving and swerving and gliding, occasionally coming to a dead-stop for only an instant as i bounced off one foot or the other and changed direction

at one point i was running through a grassy area where people were siitting and munching and drinking on seats and on the grass

there were thirty or so pigeons pecking at scraps and foraging

as i got near they all flew up into the air in different directions

i don’t think i could have slowed down even if i wanted to and i was in among them before they could get above my head-height and some were only a few centimetres into the air

with amazingly subtle movements… a slight tilt of the head, a dip of the shoulder, a bend of the knee, minute side-steps, a bay hop… and ne’er a feather was ruffled

at another place, a long curved walking area, i must have been running with my body angled at thirty to thirty-five degrees as i leant into the curve, slowing only marginally

i eventually came across the family again and was thinking how great it was going to be dad again when the dream again

qod. 3.9 qos 3.6 p 10

three dreams remembered

one was a day out which involved catching three or five different buses

the destination has been featured in at least two other dreams over the years

with one of the connections the bus driver was downright awkward and there were words exchanged

in another dream there was a snake which was eating another snake

and the third dream is too vaguely remembered

qod’s 3 qos 3 p 10

* * *

26032017

the theme of this dream revolved around a machine/device which pressed studs into shirts

the type of stud, coloured, patterned, precious metal… would make it more fashionable or stylish or expensive

the studs would be used to clip other clothes or adornmennts to the shirt and give it versatility

i was selling the idea to someone who had the money to invest in the machine

the dream ended with me wearing the shirt with an add-on fluffy overshirt which enhanced my shape and i was feeling chuffed with myself and i woke to hear myself explaining to the person who gave me the loan that it would save me no end of money over a lifetime

qod 3.5 qos 3.7 p 10

* * *

25032017

my girlfriend wasn’t talking to me

i don’t know what i’d done wrong and i was stubbornly refusing to ask

it was obviously my fault but i felt she should tell me what it was

we tried to carry on as normal

the phone rang and she calmly and pleasantly said it iwas for me

i was too tired to get out of bed and i thought she would tell me who it was or would take a message

i assume, she in turn thought, thought i was being childish and refusing even to respond to anything she was part of and put the phone down and went out of the room

from her point of view it was a snub too many

she started singing a farewell love song

i got the message and started singing it back to her

she left the house and i was thinking how i should go about making things up when the dream ended

qod 3 qos 3.7 p 10

* * *

24032017

2nd sleep

my friend and i were in a home envoroment

two young women dressed in clothes which were expensive, fashionable and fitted them like thin leather gloves, which enabled to see the full shape of their fingers, called on us and asked to go back to where they lived

my friend and i ummed and ahhed about it for a long, long time and eventually decided we would

we got out into the open where there was a black stretch limousine

the women sat in the driving compartment and we in the lounge

the woman driving was making it her mission in life to impress the hell out of us by driving at break-neck speed without crashing

she held the curves and the corners like an expert

i couldn’t hear the engine but could tell from the way people walking ahead and going in the same direction as us were turning around that either the engine and or the tyres were under a strain

we arrived at the plush apartment block and the driver side-swerved the car into a bricked area which the car could only fit into if it was in sideways and came to a stop

i was duly impressed

we got out of the car and realised we were parked in a designer flower-bed

the woman had indeed been driving like a bat out of hell and and we had only got there in piece by the grace of god

the dream ended

1st dream (the dreams might not be in the right order)

i was an inmate of a prison

i worked in the clothes shop

my job was sweeper-upper

i was the bottom of the pile and the other inmates didn’t pay any attention to me

i would take whatever was on the floor back to a largish table and sort through it and keep anything which might be re-used… buttonss, zips, strips of cloth…

i must have been doing the job for some while

on the table along with the boxes of buttons and cloths were a writng pad, a radio, a an open book, which i read a few lines of in the dream, some loose change, a mobile phone and other items

the policeman who had arrested me, don’t know what i had done to be in prison in the first place, came to see me

he had come to gloat

he had a mocking attitude to his speech and i knew not to react, which was what he wanted

“how are you?” i asked in a completely natural way

it took him aback and and his expression and tone of speech changed immediately

i told him i had settled into prison life and felt i could do the sentence and wouldn’t make another mistake like the one which got me imprisoned

he had to acknowledge i would probably be alright and was stiil standing there looking at me as the dream ended

2nd dream the staff of a prison kept a notebook of events

one guard showed his notebook to the inmates so they would know what he thought the prisoners should know about him

on one page the book had four five lines in it…

in this little notebook is what i know

in this notebook is you

in this book is how others know you

you and me is this notebook

3rd dream this dream started off as an x dream and turned into a kissing dream

qos 3.8 qod 3.3 p 10

* * *

23032017

two dreams remembered

the first one was to do with hash

the second was in a cinema which was also used for dancing, both dancing and film-watching could happen at the same time

it was a hot spot which was renowned for couples finding serious and long-term partners

the dancing area was in front of the screen and stretched across the the length of the screen which was about twent-five metres wide and projected ten metres in front of the screen

everybody who was dancing was within the dancing area but i went to a darkened area to the side of the screen which was not being used while the friend i was with stayed close to the screen at the edge of the area i went into

i went into the area at the side of the screen because i only wanted to dance and i couldn’t “let-loose” in the designated area without taking up too much room

it is times like this when i really wish things had gone as they could/should have gone twenty plus years ago then dreams like this could have been simulated via the graphics and motion team who would be skilled enough to produce images and short films as they were being described

in the dream i was able to move my hips a full half of a metre around the x axis (left to right) of body and could bend my knees and get about ten to fifteen centimetres through the y axis (up and down)

there were some “standard” fancy moves as well but the “hip swivel” was the stand-out part of the dream which caught the girls attention

i was enjoying the dancing too much to start talking

as you should be aware by now this website believes that the events in dreams are drawn from real-life, the time-conscious

so this actually happened at a future point of time in a past undulation or it can hapen at a future point of time this undulation

qod 4.3 qos 3.4 p 10

* * *

02032017

a game of table tennis was being played

a big girl v’s a medium to small sized boy/man

the girl was getting murdered she didn’t stand a chance

i asked to play the male

i was in top form and puty the three first serves past him as though he wasn’t there

the game became serious and the people close to the boy went into a huddle

they decided to play dirty

a petite big-busted girl in her late teens wearing a nipple strap and skimpy shorts which showed some of her buttocks and inner/upper thigh appeared at the table

i lost my concentratrion and she started winning

we had to retaliate

a couple of virile young men who looked like film stars with the body of adonis with over-sized members wearing semi-see-through skin-tight white mesh outfits joined our side

we started wiinning

was waiting for the counter-move from the opposition as i woke

over the last few months the memory of the experiences in dreams are becoming as, and more vivid, than Time-Conscious memories and experiences?

embelished

qod 3.5 qos 3.5 p 10

2nd dream

kissing dream

qod 4 3.3 p

* * *

18072016

with a real-life acquaintence of a decade ago

he was dead interested in e.t.’s and wanted to see one

i suggested he gat a camera and i, thinking they might put in an appearence especially for me, would spend the night with him

he got hold of hasselblad, which really impressed me, and we set it up next to the bed pointing at the door

in the next scene we were in a car outside of his place

i suggested with some sarcasm that there was more chance of e.t.’s showing up if we were actually in the house

in the next scene we were in bed and i was trying to put the camera in standby mode ready to turn it on the moment there was any sign of activity

it was on the fourth or fifth unsuccessful attempt to turn the camera on and get it into standby mode that the dream ended

the main problem with demonstrating the theory that the time conscious is the lesser of the two states of consciousness, as put forward on the 16072017, is the failure to enact or cope with details in writing and reading and generally being unable to do do relatively simple tasks in a dream

the pecognitive abilitities that occur in dreams may have to be seen as a guiding factor to the time conscious state

this means the combining consciousness is the lesser of the two states of consciousness

if the ability to complete tasks remains a feature of dreams then yesterday’s suggestion of the combining consciousness being senior to the time conscious then it seems likely that the proposition of the 16072017 is invalid

qod 3.4 qos 3.3 p 10

* * *

21032013

2nd sleep

walking the dog

my uncle wanted to go to the pub asked me to bring his dog to him after an hour or two

i didn’t use the dog-lead and the dog, a young scottish terrier, was happy to stay near me as we made our way through the streets

when we got to the pub my uncle had left

decided to take the dog for a walk

we walked along streets the dog hadn’t been before

the dog was walking five or ten metres ahead of me siffifing and and investigating this that and the other

every four or five seconds he looked back to make sure i was still there

it felt like i was chaperoning a young child

eventually we began the return journey

we got to a three-road junction which had no traffic so i didn’t feel it was necessary to pick the dog up and carry him

we were back on familiar territory

the dog knew his way at this point and he confidently skipped over the road about five metres ahead of me

no sooner had the dog crossed the road when the traffic became manic

heavy transport, growling motor bikes, speeding cars

if the dog had become panicked by all the movement and noise he may have panicked and ran into the traffic

i realised the danger and felt a little scared

i needn’t have worried, the dog had more than enough a sense of self-preservation

in fact he looked back at me in a way that said come on

my uncle was waiting with some of both our families on a sloping green patch of field about a hundred metres from the three-way junction

he saw the dog was not on a lead and i could tell he was not happy about it

he told me in no uncertain manner that i had been irresponsible

the family who were grouped on the grass knew of my love of dogs and were waiting to hear what i said

“the dog enjoyed himself”, “no harm would come to the dog while he’s me”

it was said with a confidence borne of another sense of certainty of security that accompanies the writer’s life

my uncle and the company he was in realised there were getting an insight into my special relationship with you-know-who and a humbled silence followed

qod 3.7 qos 3.3 p 2

first sleep

was in the mixed company of seven or more people

a semi-celebratory mood prevaled

the issue of whether a person was evolving or devolving became the topic

i explained it as briefly as possible using six-categories

an evolving being is… living within E.p’s and is happy and healthy

may or may not have chidren and wants there to be more children

loves and feeds off the company of other man-shaped beings of all ages

a devolving person may or may not be living within e.p’s and may and or may not be happy and may or may not be healthy

may or may not have children and doesn’t feel a need for there to be more children

may or may not enjoy the company or lifestyle of people who are evolving and may or may not enjoy the company of any and all people of all ages

the celebratory mood of the mixed company increased

qod 3.5 qos 3.6 p 10

20032017

2nd dream… for my reference 191 ufo entry 19032017

the first dream was me trying to help a struggling taxi driver make more money

had to resort to unethical methods to do it

qod’s 3.0 & 3.6 qos 3.7 p 1st dream o 2nd dream 10

* * *

19032017

two thouroughly depressing dreams

it didn’t take long to figure out what caused them

in the first one, a female and two might-makes-right aggro merchants waltzed into my flat and headed for my phone to make a call

i beat them to the phone and began a defense of my corner by warning them that their attitude and manner would backfire on them if they didn’t show me some respact

i said it in such a way that it made them hesitate

the dream ended with them stiil braced for violence

in the second dream i was with a girl and we were in a dark, watery underground cavern

two or three men, one of them had a chest as solid as a rock, knew we were there and had come to claim us

the girl was in full view and they began moving towards her

i was out of their view behind a part of the cave that jutted out and i tried to take the short burly one by surprise and hit him with a solid piece of something or other which made contact with his breastbone

i might as well have hit him wth a three-foot long toilet roll

it didn’t phase him one iota

he didn’t even look at me as he said “put him to use”

in the next scene the girl’s hands were bound and her face was one of total defeat

i had been stood in a shallow pool and was being used as bait to attract carniverous fish

i was thinking stray thoughts for a full five minutes after waking

qod 1.8 qos 3.4 p 10

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18032017

serial dream

before writing about the dream some comments…

from december until now dreams diary entries weren’t posted for a few reasons

it was thought that people were more likely to rally or respond to the situation if it was wrapped in celebration and happiness as opposed to recognising the dire situation we are in and being motivated by the sheer urgency of it

i tend to do this; throw myself into a course of action on, what seems at the time, to be a good idea which will get things moving

so, motivated by this latest idea the three months before christmas were spent solely on getting the “worlds first intercontinental live-stream internet new years party” organised and by the beginning of december entries into dreams diary had stopped

there were to be three parties spread over the christmas/new year period

a momentum would be generated which would lead to regular rally-parties

i would gradually introduce the “ethical message” and within a year there would be enough pips amongst you who would become noticed nationally and the love-ball would have begun rolling

we would be converting people into pips at every new party

things would have taken a new direction as we all recognised that the future that backons is full of non-stop, fun-love, playful motions with the knowledge that it only ever becomes more so

any life-loving person would have jumped at the chance of such a lifestyle

as it turned out, despite the initial enthusiasm of people who were invited, only two people turned up for any of the parties and they arrived so late i had begun packing everything away

so what had happened?

several factors… people would rather see me disappointed than happy… people are fearful of associating with me beacause it throws the spotlight on them and draws the attention of the people who will kill for the flimsiest of reasons… men resent me… women cold-shoulder me because i won’t go with women who haven’t got the sense to recognise the ethical nature of life and wont change…

the people who want things to stay as they are, increasing wealth for themselves which means decreasing wealth for you, division between factions, wars, reducing health care etc. are dancing with glee

the dream

two women came into where i was and presented me with a blue paper folder with about frty pages in it

i began reading it and realised it was a script for a wedding film or play or tv programme

upon waking and thinking why i had dreamt it i realised it was the full script of the wedding album i had received through the post in the dream of 12032017

qod 3.4 qos 3.5 p 10

* * *

13032017

staying at a plush hotel

it so expensive i was struggling to pay for two nights

got friendly with the second bush president

he was trying to make out he was an ordinary guy

i discovered he was making arms

we were talking in his room and i levelled with him and told him squarely “your family manufactures arms”

he became embarrised and didn’t say anything

in another scene i was carrying a flat, robust metal briefcase which was too heavy to carry without changing into a style of walking which meant having to carry it while walking sidewards

carrying it down a long flight of stairs in the hotel was a feat of strength

i laid it flat on its side and i could then let it slide down the stairs

the dream ended as i was surfing down the stairs on the breifcase

qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10

* * *

12032017

second sleep

the comments preceeding dream entry 18032017 have caused me to re-think about what it is i should be doing with my life

it seems that i have to change the outlook of expecting historic events occurring any day now and concentrate on relaying insights and thoughts for this and the coming generations for the next thousand years which will enable equally important progress to occur in regards to the workings of the mind

after this dream today it makes me think i should resume dreams diary with a fourish and see where it leads

an initial thought is that there is more information to be drawn from combining consciousnesses than there is in time-conscious

the future we are moving into has already happened in the future of a past undulation, with very slight variations, and whatever events do happen over the next thousand years are already there waiting to be tapped in combining consciousnesses

for me this means relative isolation

it now makes sense why picture page easy isolation is the first, and probably the last, picture for this generation

this form of isolation is as easy for me as was the isolation depicted in easy isolation for the lover

should circumstances change i will of course change to embrace them

qod 3.5 qos 3.5 o 10

first sleep

i was a wedding photographer

one day a hard-back wedding album came through the post

i opened it expecting to see photos of the senders wedding which they wanted wanted me to use in my portfolio which potential customers would think were my own and i in turn would get more buisiness and then pay the sender a royalty

when i opened it there weren’t any photos in it at all but what looked like a written account of the wedding day

those of you who have dreams with writing in them will know it’s a bit of a labour to read while sleeping so within a few seconds i had dismissed any notions of using the writing and the dream ended

over the next few days there were several dreams which didn’t seem to have any rhyme or reason to them and i didn’t think they were worthy of being entered into dreams diary

between this dream and yesterday some of the dreams kept surfacing while in the time-conscious state but because there were no entries to refer to the dreams were gradually fading from the memory

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10032017

2nd sleep

should have been an x dream

walking between two rows of eight or ten nubiles with that smile on their faces

qod 3.9 qos 3.7 p 10

1st sleep

on my own walking into town

something caught my attention and i looked up, more or less dirictly overhead

it was a cloud-grey flying saucer which was camouflaged to some extent by the this, grey cloud about it

it was round and about three-hundred metres across and was slowly spinning about it axis

i got excited and began cross-waving my arms and shouting to it

i was making so much noise other people looked up up and saw it too

the other people started shouting and gesticulating

whan half a dozen of us were calling a waving a couple of carriage lights underneath the spaceship started blinking which caused us to make even more noise

that in turn drew more peoples attention and then the clouds around the craft began froming a round pattern around the craft and the clouds began turning in synchronization with the craft

the dream ended there with everybody feeling an air of satisfaction

qos 4 qod 4.6 p 5

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04032017

this dream ws all about movement

the highlight was a standing jump that vaulted me fifteen feet into the and when i landed i seemlessly began doing street dancing

qod 4.2 p 10

second dream

i was making with the one-line quips and raising a few smiles

a toddler of two or three years of age was sucking on a milk bottle that looked like it had a fruit drink in it

i opened and closed my mouth in goldfish style, my way of asking a toddler for some of the drink

the girl holding the drink had a round close-cropped hairstyle and she would have looked like a golliwog if her hair hadn’t been ginger

a couple more scenes passed and the ginger-haired girl was approaching me holding out the drink bottle

i didn’t want any of the drink but her act of generosity couldn’t be deciined

i sucked in a mouthful of it and gave her the bottle back and she walked away

the drink had the cosistency of and tasted like srambled egg

i covered my mouth as i spat it out into a waste bin

qod 3.7 p 10

3rd dream

i boarded a crowded train with people getting on, getting off and struggling with their luggage

it was ordered chaos

as the throng thinned out i noticed a baby in swaddling clothes on the floor

i asked a woman who was carrying a baby if it was hers and she said “no” as she shook her head

there were three or four other women there and they were looking at me and didn’t indicate it was their’s

i picked the up the baby and dashed off the train

the platform was as crowded as the train was

i decided tyo keep the baby and was thinking what to tell people so i could keep it

p 10 qos’s 3

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03032017

kissing dream

qod 4 3.3 p 10

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02032017

a game of table tennis was being played

a big girl v’s a medium to small sized boy/man

the girl was getting murdered she didn’t stand a chance

i asked to play the male

i was in top form and put the three first serves past him as though he wasn’t there

the game became serious and the people close to the boy went into a huddle

they decided to play dirty

a petite big-busted girl in her late teens wearing a nipple strap and skimpy shorts which showed some of her buttocks and inner/upper thigh appeared at the table

i lost my concentratrion and she started winning

we had to retaliate

a couple of virile young men who looked like film stars with the body of adonis with over-sized members wearing semi-see-through skin-tight white mesh outfits joined our side

we started wiinning

was waiting for the counter-move from the opposition as i woke

over the last few months the memory of the experiences in dreams are becoming as, and more vivid, than time-conscious memories and experiences?

embelished

qod 3.5 qos 3.5 p 10

* * *

01032017

in an accomodation with two young women, one of whom i’d had a relationship some years ago which i regretted ending but was still ongoing in this dream

she was somewhat resreved about the relationship in the dream and didn’t really want to go on with it

her friend did want us to continue though and so she did

she was experiencing pleasure as we were lying close together as i was gently fondlling her breasts

the fondling was the longest part of the dream

i had to do something for my mother and it meant leaving where i was

i told the girls to treat tthe place as their own, which really pleased them as they could tuck into the food, bathe etc. and the dream ended as i left knowing i had won on them over and was looking forward to being back with them

could be a theme for a film here

the film starts in the dream

the man wakes and decides to do the things he done in the dream to get back with his girl

successive dreams lead to greater and greater desirable outcomes in real life and eventually we’re left wondering which are the dream sequences and which are the awake scenes

qod 3.7 qos 3.4 p 7

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28022017

second dream

the elements of this dream… a piece of paper with a song on it… a tatty-looking machine twice the size of a sandwich box which would play the song… the song ws written by my father … my father was either split-up from my mother or was dead… my parents were of different ethnicities… the machine was sold… a tube, necessary for playing the song, which went with the machine, was missing… a person bought the machine without him or the seller realising the tube was not with the machine… the person who sold the machine wanted it back… i sympathised with the buyer… i knew the words and melody of the song… the person who bought the machine wanted the tube as much as the person who sold it… the tune had the potential to be a money-making hit… i told the buyer since he now knew the tune he didn’t need the tube and the song was legally his… i woke out of the sleep as i was trying to sing the song out loud

when fully awake and thinking about the dream a series of thoughts flowed concerning taking the oligarchs to court over the illegality of murdering princess diana

if the prime minister knew of the assassination then he was an accessory to the fact and if he didn’t the oligarch’s were accountable

the thought of initiating a legal challenge comes from watching the first youtube video on comments page

qod 3.5 qos 3 pi 10

* * *

28022017

was doing nothing in particular at friends house

his girlfriend walked into the living room with their daughter

that was my cue to make like an entertainer

one of my set pieces was to go into iggledy piggledy talk… diddley ink poink tink, googly ding tok nok

it brought a a straight, broad upper-lip smile from the child and an involuntary hmmph from the mother

in next scene we were watching an ad on the telly for a popular theme park

the camera done a panorama sweep of the park

there was a long queue for the most popular adult attractions

i woke up to hear myself saying “that’s a three hour wait for that one”

qod 3.4 qos 3.1 p 6

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26022017

tender x dream

qod 4 qos 3.3 p 10

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25022017

two-scene dream

first scene

my best friend and i were at his house

he was bigger than me and got enormous pleasure out of trying to get the better of me in a wrestle

against the odds it was always me who got the better of him

whenever i was in the command of him i would let him know by drilling my fore finger into his ribs or some tender spot which made him wriggle like crazy and make him give in

his dad was looking on and was smiling broadly

in the second scene we were in a shallow sunken bath in the nude with our girlfriends

he and his girlfriend were happy with each other but my girlfriend was asserting her will by not snuggling up to me because i wouldn’t comit myself to her wishes (i’m too much of a gentleman to say what it was)

qod 4.2 qos 3.7 p 10

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24022017

new type of dream… extensive dreaming

there were eight or ten different dreams

in a complete reversal of trends in this seies of dreams the dream most vividly remembered was the first dream

in the first dream i was under water and moving in a type of motion that seemed to be mind-willed

the motion through the water must have lasted as long as the rest of the dreams put together

as each dream ended the dreams were being catologued in a word-indexing fashion by length of time and type and there were seven or so words giving a satisfactory description of each dream (an interpretation of picture-to- words programme)

in the last dream i was being pusued by a giant fish with a humongous teeth

i had a plan to let it get me in its mouth and then activate a spring-activated extendable device with spear tips at each end and a large round collar a metre or so from the pointed ends, which just happened to be handy, and which would stop the jaws from closing

i was in its mouth and waiting for it to stop trying to close its mouth when the dream ended

which for each of the dreams details

qod 3.8 qos 4.4 p 10

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22022017

this may have been a precognitive dream or an informative dream

the first thing-to-do on the computer was find a music track and by the time i got around to entering it the dream memory had faded

the dream was about entering find queries in a way that gave all the information that was needed after pressing the enter key after typing in the word-search keywords

q0d 3.8 qos 3.7 o 10

* * *

21022017

second sleep

two dreams remembered

in the first dream i was deemed to be the best person to organise a meal for about a dozen people

it pleased me that at least one of my ablilites was recognised and i was busy arranging things when the dream ended

qod 3.7 p 10

second dream

an acquaintance of some years back gave me some clothes

the clothes enhanced my physical appearence and suited me perfectly

the person who gave me the clothes in the dream had given me a pair of trousers in real life many years ago

the trousers he gave me twenty plus years ago gave my legs a shapely look

i wore them to death and felt i had lost some appeal when they became too scruffy to wear anymore

i was thinking how i could reward him when the dream ended

qod 3.7 qos 3.3 p6

first sleep

x dream

the memory of the tactile sensations in x dreams are becoming more prominent in the memory than the memory of the tactile sensations in time-conscious

qod 3.4 qos 3.7 p 10

* * *

19022017

building structures

from a multi-rectangular structure that took form as my will created it the structure became ever-more sophisticated and it then became as great as i could imagine and then i realised it could go on into infinity it became an overwhelming and woke me up

this dream was another step in willing images to form while partially time-conscious

another ability which manifested itself a week ago was the ability to project cartoon sequences but only in a simple form (beano comic style) and only in black and white but with moving images

the thought arises ‘the minds ability to will realities can manifest itself in both a time-conscious state and timeless conscious (flat space) state’

qod 4 qos 3.8 p10

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18022017

on the run from the poilice again in a rural area

think i got away

this dream is the result of making a cynical remark on a film uploaded to youtube (it’s official… the denialists are the loony tunes)

qod 2.8 qos 3 p10

* * *

13 or 14022017

on a submarine in calm waters with thick fog preparing to repel attackers

i was in the front line and in command

the gog was so thick we couldn’t see past the end of the bayonets on the end of our rifles

i told everybody to lean forward and probe for the attackers with the point of the bayonet

it worked

without seeing the damage we were inflicting the attacker’s were repelled

this dream was probably caused by watching a series of violent films

qod 2.8 qos 33 p10

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12022017

qod 3.8 qos 3.5 p10

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11022017

x dream

qod 4.2 qos 3.3 p 10

* * *

10022017

in tonights main dream i was a boxer

it was just my opponent and me we were ready to be announced to the audience

my opponent, a five fooy six muscular african, was giving me the look

i felt confident and was trying to imagine how my biceps looked compared to his when i woke up

qod 2.7 qos 3.4 p10

* * *

09022017

2nd sleep

it was a summers evening

i was about a thousnd metres from home

i was driving a motor bike

i was driving it illegally (without insurance)

the last set of lights before getting home were against me

as i came to a stop there was a police car and a policeman was motioning me to pull over

the policeman told me in a stern manner to get my front indicator light fixed

i said i was sorry and that done the trick and he moved away from me to go back to his car

qod 3.5 qos 3.7 p2

1st sleep

three stand-out scenes in this dream

one of them was about my hair

some men are sensitive about losing their hair

i’m one of them (one of the distinguishing features of mammals is their hair)

in the dream the hair i’ve still got was crunched up

it gave the appearence of being a full head of hair albeit with the hair line high on my forehead

what was striking was the similarity in the style of my hair to the hair in one of the pictures of the lover

haven’t analyzed these three dreams yet (it looks like i’ve got to give more time to dreams. a more elaborate interpretation and explanation of dreams is, it seems, being prompted by you-know-who)

another scene had me doing some fancy footwork while dancing

the thought has occurred while making this entry that the origins of some dreams aren’t in the pde’s but are excusively of combining consciousnesses

further, the writer’s dreams aren’t always generated by hiself but by you-know-who

the third one is personal (rhho)

p.s. the picture pages which aren’t going to be presented will, either further on into this undulation or at this point of earthly evolution of a future undulation, will be yours to appraise

qod 4.2 qos 3.8 p 10

* * *

08022017

i felt as though i was not accomplishing anything and was trying to organise my life

a friend of twelve years ago wanted to show me something and asked me to go with him

in the next scene we were at the entrance to a field

on the opposite side of the field and about a hundred metres away i could see four or five adjoining areas each about five to seven metres wide and seperated by canvas where different events would be happening

at the nearest one to me i recognised an oronge extension lead and knew it was mine

as i looked longer at and into the section where the cable was i could see an extensive table and things had been so aranged so as to enable a p.a. and my d.j. decks and other accessories for a disco

i then realised a mini-glastonbury was under construction which the friend had initiated

i became elated

there would be enough room for a six foot screen and a enough space in and in front of the open-marquee style area for more than a hundred people

i wouldn’t need more than five hundred watts and as night fell the disco lights would really create an atmosphere

i was pleased beyond words with my friend who had showed initiative to make me happy and was thinking of him as the dream ended

qod 3.9 qos 4.2 p 10

* * *

07022017

this is the third dream this week with the same dog

the dog is a large mongrel

it is large enough to stand on its hind legs and use its forelegs to hold onto me , although its grip isn’t very firm, about my chest from the back of me

it is on a lead and the owner encourages it to go to me

in this dream it didn’t just grab me about the chest as in the previous two dreams but this time it grabbed the long hair on the back of my neck and was attempting to pull me back

i managed to free my hair from its teeth and knew i had to do something a bit on the violent side to get it off me

i jumped upwards and backwards so that i landed on the dog as we both hit the ground

i thought i had hurt the dog as the dream ended

there’s was nothing in the pde’s of the previous few days that could be assigned to this dream

i could probably figure it out if i go back to lying in bed and thinking about my dreams before opening my eyes

qod 2.9 qos 3.1 p 2

* * *

06022017

x dream

qod 3 qos 3.3 p 10

* * *

05022017

i was sleeping rough

there was a refuse collection company which had a lock-up area in an industrial estate where they kept household items until they were recycled and they would let me sleep on one the matresses for the night for £10

i got a days work in a cafe washing up and serving tables

i got £20 for the work and with the extra £10 i could have a shower and get some clean recycled clothes

i had to wait until a security check by a vehicle with a spotlight had checked the compound where i would be sleeping had gone by before going into the compund

i could still the the spotlight of the security vehicle sweeping another area as i was settling in to a sleeping position and the dream ended

qod 3 qos 3 p10

* * *

04022017

i was living in the west country

it was a summers day and i decided to go to london for the day

i took fifty pounds spending money with me

on the tube to the centre of the city the young man next to me began a conversation

before he got off about five stops later he handed me two pounds and fifty pence and said “give this to one of the women in the carriage”

it seemed the sort of surprising random act that i would do and it seemed a natural thing to do

i stood up and walked down the carriage looking at the faces of the women for the face which seemed most likely to accept

i had got to the end of the carriage before seeing the woman who looked like she would accept it

i explained why i was giving her the money as i handed it to her

she was bemused and a little flustered but accepted the money as she gradually realised the gesture didn’t have any other motive than for someone to be on the receiving end of act of generosity from a person she had never met and would never meet

this was an epic dream with at least a dozen scenes in it

this was the first scene

qod 4 qos 2.9 4 p

* * *

03022017

i was standing outside where i live

it was a narrow buiding squashed between two, three or four glass-fronted offices or shops

it was a sunny day and i went walkabout

i felt good and my mood kept improving

there were two scenes while walking where i began singing

i felt really good

qod 3.8 qos 3.3 p 10

* * *

02022017

i won or was given a cat that was between being a kittem and a cat

i put inside my jacket but it was trying to get down the the ground

eventually it did manage to get its was and in the next scene i was holding a black lamb which was twice the size of the cat

two animal dreams in two days!

qod 3 qos 3.3 p

* * *

01022017

doggy dream

a black and brown dog latched onto me while i was out and about

the dog kept on disappearing… over a fence, down a street but reappeared every half minute or so and stayed with me for a few seconds and then was off again

qod 3.9 qos 2.7 p

* * *

28012017

bumped into a girl from my school days who i really fancied

she was above average good-looks even then but she had become wealthy and it suited her

she agreed to come back to where i lived and so hello to the family

back at the house i ribbed her and she took it o.k.

we were considering going out somewhere when the dram ended

qod 3.5 qos 2.8 p

* * *

25012017

woke up this morning and tried to remember the details of the dream i’d just had but couldn’t pinpoint any particular part of it

on the third or fourth attempt at trying to remember it something highly unusual happened

a dream from two or three days ago started playing out (the dream from a few days before was nothing special and so i didn’t make it into an entry)

then, suddenly, i realised, the dream was an extract from a film i had watched one or two days previously

the dream i was remembering was from a film i had watched the day after the dream!

what is noteworthy is that this precognitive dream was about rest and relaxation

we are capable of dreaming about dreams we are going to have and not just about awake experiences we are going to have

this tells us that anything we can experience is ready and waiting for us

it is obvious, every concievable variable that follows any and all experiences of doing and being have been ordered into the greatest quality and quantity of experience at any given moment throughout the entire finite circumstance of lov-len

what has to be brought to your attention is this…

in a future undulation world war 1 and world war 2 do not happen

what is thought to be the optimum solution in our current history wont be relevent in a future undulation

likewise, what is thought to be the best solution now can be improved upon and will be improved in a future undulation

this “rolling out” of experience can be applied to our current situation

when a connection between a flurry of thoughts shows itself it suggests to me that we’re on a “roll”

this same “roll” occurred when composing auditoriums in choices a few days ago

as the option of choice 3 was thought about a run of several details unfurled and seemed to be begging to be used

there are things about this option which cannot be presented (devolving beings are ready to thwart love/lifes endeavours)

i do not understand why a dogged determination to get things done is adhered to when the same result can be achieved quicker

yesterday another option presented itselfand will be posted into choices in the next two or three days

p.s. dreams are stll being entered as usual in Dreams diary but i’m having to save time where possible to get other things done (the website is a mess at the moment as is my bedroom and living room)

i’m prioritising rest and sleep for the next few years in an effort to regain full mobility

qod.3.8 qos 3.2 o

* * *

24012017

in a function room which could seat two hundred people but it seemed empty with just the twenty or so people who were in it

it was a jewish group and they wanted hear what i had to say

within ten seconds i felt confident enough to present myself

my tone was an encouraging one and the people listened carefully

they responded to my continuous flow of ideas and i decided to go into detail

i had a blue folder which had fifty or sixty sheets of a4 paper in it

there were only four or five blank sheets the rest were all the main points which people in general find interesting and they were completely unorganised

on a few occasions when i tried to reference something i had to skip to another point or i would have revealed my lack of preparidness

i quickly outlined four five of the most popular ideas and noticed the people were were discussung and commenting between themselves as they heard them

the reaction of the people told me it would be o.k. to take the proceedings to another level

there was a small unused table to my left

i moved the table and a chair to a central position in front of where they sat and said “let’s start gtting organised”

i began asking questions of them… “how often can we use the room?, can we do any catering here, is there a p.a. system?, is there an internet connection?”…

i opened the folder and got out a blank page

“our aim is to try and change the direction of history by 2026. this gives us one hundred and eleven months. we’ll use the first three months to lay the foundations for the following one hundred and eight months. we’ll meet once a month for a critical appraisal of what’s happened during the last month and see what did happen and what didn’t happen. why what we wanted to happen did happen and why and what caused some things not to happen”.

i sensed it was time to ease the pace

i continued, “how long can we stay here for now?” and someone answered “three hours”

“good. right, we’ll break the time into six half hour segments. to show you it’s not all work and seriousness for the first half an hour we’ll spend just getting to know each other. the second half hour we’ll start outlining what needs to be done and we’ll do the same, alternating between work and play, for the rest of our time together now”.

the above is thee dream as i remembered it six or seven hours after i woke (more computer problems) and the order of the scenes of the dream are incorrect

when i woke still full of the desire to organise and turned sideways while still in bed and picked up a pen, swung myself out of bed, picked up the notebook and started writing addendas to some of what i’d said in the dream

qod 3.7 qos 3.3 p

* * *

23012017

was in an unused or abandoned snooker hall

another person came into the scene and was making me explain what i was doing there

i think i was sleeping rough and had got in through a window

i was explaining in an apologetic way

the mood became calm and i began giving the man an idea which could make the snooker hall make money

i suggested he turned the snooker hall it into a pool hall and to get it started promote a winner-takes-all competition on a regular basis

the person who could win two games consecutively against five or seven or ten challengers would win the money

the man said the same person would win every time

i said “there’s a lot of talent out there as” and went on to tell him about a real-life pool hustler i was friendly with for a few months

he was so confident of winning he would go into a strange bar and tell the people playing at the pool table he could beat any of them and he would make the bet without the money pay if he lost

talk about living dangerously

this one time his opponent had put him in an impossible position and the outcome of the game depended on the shot

the cue ball was against edge of the table just a few centimetres away from the bottom right right corner pocket

the ball he had to pot was hovering over the middle-right pocket but it was in behind two balls which didn’t have enough space between them to get the cue ball through

if he hit the two balls in front first he would have lost the game and he would have been deep trouble

before i tell you how he done it have a little think to see if you can figure it out

the balls were too close to try this (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAMhQjnneCg) shot

if he was only a millimetres out he knew he would need an ambulance

so how did he do it?

he hit the ball with precisely the right amount of down-strike, sideways spin and forward momentum so the ball jumped onto the felt on the top of the table (if the ball had touched the wood the ball would have been out of play and he would have lost) and it rolled down the table on the felt, came off the felt at precisely where it had to so it would land on the back and top of the ball he was aiming for with just the right amount of forward momentum to push the ball he needed to pocket backward and into the pocket and then carry the cue ball forward with enough momentum so it didn’t get pushed back into the pocket by either or both of the balls which it would land on

i could hear myself telling the man in the dream that new talent was coming through every year and if needs a previous winner couldn’t enter the competition a second time as i came out of the sleep

qod 3.4 qos 3.2 p

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22012017

i needed a lead to show someone a video

a woman who lived a few doors away had one and i went to where she lived to ask her for a loan of it

before i could knock on her door another door opened and my mother came out

i was tacken aback

she had never looked so unappealing

there was nohing in the pde’s which referred to mom

possibly meat-influenced (pork sausages)

qod 3.2 qos 3.5 p

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21012017

new category of dream: montage of self

it wasn’t until the last photo that i realised the pics/sequences were of myself

i don’t look anything like the person in the pics/sequences

the me of these images were a lot better looking than i am now

these portaitures were/are obviously of a different point of time of this and or a future or past undulations

there’s hope for me yet

qod 3.7 qos 3.5 o

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20012017

was at a live performance and after the act i was talking to one of the band

mentioned that five of us were forming a band and were ready for doing gigs

he said he would be interested in being our agent and we arranged a meeting

there were five in our band and in the next scene in the dream the six of us were sitting on a bench in a small room and it meant leaning forward to see the face of someone who wasn’t sitting next to you

at one point i asked the agent-to-be a question

he didn’t reply

when he didn’t reply the second time i leant forward to look at what he was doing and realised he wasn’t there

where he had gone and why he had gone?

i felt obliged to say something

“i’m not sure we needed an agent anyway”

“besides, i’ve heard the band he plays in and their not all that”

i continued, “there’ no reason why we can’t do it ourselves. they say the latest trends in bands is for the group members to do everything themselves”

“i’ll be in charge of the female fan-club and someone else can do the male fan-club”

“they say that the best way to build up a good following is to have affairs with the girls”

“it might be a good idea to have some girls dancing on stage while wer’e performing”

“i’ll put an ad in the paper tomorrow and interview the applicants”

“it will be best to have young girls. their bodies will be more supple and they’ll have more energy”

“we can have them scantily dressed so i’l get girls who have firm, largish breasts and shapely bottoms”

” long hair is more appealing…”

i woke up listening to my increasingly lecherous monologue four or five sentences later

qod 3.5 qos 3.5 p

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19012017

i done a favour for a young woman

she was so pleased she was going to reward me with x

the dream never got to the x scene but the conversation and the emotions leading there were simply superb

a total understanding of one anothers feelings demonstrated our ability as people to have experiences that enhance our characters to new levels

i can’t imagine how these type of personality traits exhibit themselves enacting straight line action

i can’t wait

the wholly empathetic feelings accompanying this dream gave rise to the most satisfying sleep in recent memory

qod 4.1 qos 4.3/4 p

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16012017

second sleep

forgot i was doing the music for a womans party

she was too polite to say anything so she caught my attention by appearing topless briefly about forty metres away

got to the party but couldn’t stay and showed three or four people how to use dj decks to change the music

qod 3 qos 3 p

first sleep

three of us, all men, were having a drink at the local

one of us suggested getting some chips to eat on the walk back home

i wanted hom-made chips and suggested going back to my place

both of my friends hesitated

i produced a full-spread newspaper with about a hundred pages from somewhere which contained just about everything a mind could want to reference and began looking for an example of how i do them

someone mentioned women so i looked in the entertainments pages

a montage sequence began which showed a woman fondling a man

with each new picture/sequence the man got bigger and every new picture/sequence showed his privates in more detail

i don’t find the sight of a vagina or penis in anyway appealing to look at, unless of course it’s my own, and this thing in the moving picture paper library was as grotesque as they come

penis’s and vaginas are sorry-looking things at the best of times

on this occasion it looked uglier with each new photo/sequence

i caught sight of the man’s face at the beginning of this montage sequence, it was terry thomas

i moved on from the article i was reading but realised i had to go back to the entertainments section for women and entertainment

it was while i was looking for, but couldn’t find, the female entertainments section again without think reading through each new category that i became frustrated and the dream ended

qod 3.3 qos 3.4 p

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15012017

new category of dream

awaking from a sleep in a dream

in the dream i awoke to find myself in a location in exeter

it was a dingy room with a high ceiling

i had to go out but can’t remember any more of the dream

qod 2.8 qos 3.9 p

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14012017

2nd sleep

ultra formal dinner party for the worlds most famous and the mover/shakers

a modernistic predominantly wood and glass three-storey spacious building set in its own grounds

the mall-sized palace had been built on sloping grounds so the entrance was a level below the ground floor

it could accomodate thousands of people

people had been arriving for days before the main evening

i was one of early arrivals

i went through the foyer and started to climb an open semi-circular staircase to the first floor

a young woman dressed formally had fallen asleep on the stairs and was lying on her side on the third step

on the first floor there were some guests talking about the guest-list and i heard a young mant say “it gives his name but doesn’t say who he is”

dream ended there

qod 3 qos 3

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13012017

qod 3 qos 3 p

new category of dream

a think-read combining consciousnesses dream which had vague, smokey-type image sequences which seemed to be trying to adhere to a straight line as they formed and dissolved

as the words became clear the images faded

will not reveal the sentence they formed (don’t want to give google ideas)

for the last year your site has been ad- free and has been of the best quality. we now have to reduce the quality of the stream or you can accept ads

this is almost certainly from a past undulation (see the roney analysis)

qod 3.5 qos 4 p

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12012017

half a dozen or more of us were part of a smuggling gang taking money through the turkish border

we were all wearing black suits with white shirts and black shoes and socks

the border-search was a pat-down of the upper-body and a hand-squeeze of the ankles

i was last in the queue and there were two more to go through the check before me

i had to prepare some scampy shorts of a trio of female singers for the laundry and was keeping the border-guards waiting

they border-guards were becoming impatient and motioned me to come forward for the check

i was nervous because everyone else had taken two notes through in their socks and i had put three or four in mine

i smiled cheekily as i shook the last pair of shorts and laid them on top of the other two

i felt relaxed

the dream ended there

qod 3.4 qos 3.3 across a middle-eastern

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11012017

a double deck game of three card brag, discarded two cards

i could have had a prial of aces but chose an ace, two three running flush

the dream finished before the cards were turned

qod 3.5 qos 3.2

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09012017 second sleep

here’s a new variation…

fell asleep while watching a film

the central character of the film was a woman playing a serious role in a drama film

in the dream the woman was in a film and cast as a fun-loving person, the opposite of the serious drama i was watching when i fell asleep

what i’ll do now is look to see if the dream sequence was from another film and if it wasn’t then the dream sequence was from a time-conscious experience of events that happened in a previous undulation but if it is her in another film then… 04:23 10012017

first sleep

passenger in a stationary car

the owner jumps into the car and has just come out of a bank after robbing it

he starts the car and drives it in typical getaway fashion

the noise of the engine of the car is startling

so now he’s driving like a maniac and causing everyone within hearing distance to turn and look

i tell him to slow down and not draw attention to us

he was still driving flat out when the dream ended

qod 2.5

2nd dream

a girl i see on a fairly regular basis asked me if she can borrow a pen

i tell her there’s one on the table

she writes something and gives it to someone not visible in the dream

she then comes back to me and cozy’s up to me

she runs her hand along the side of my face tenderly

i let out a little giggle and play coy

she decides not to take it further

i’m thinking what i should have done as i wake up

qod 3.7 qos 3.4

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08012017

in this dream i was composing a song to events

it was set in a factory

the visual was a zoom-out of workers at their various machines

each of the machines the operators were working at made a different sound which was incorporated into the song as the zoom-out brought them into sight

qod 3.3 qos 3.2 o

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07012017

in a vehicle

an african woman was having trouble stopping her child from crying

i stretched out my arms in a come-to-me gesture

it took the little girl three steps to get from mom to me

i sat her on my knees facing me and put one of my fingers in her palm and she closed her hand and held onto the finger with a surpisingly firm grip

i could feel she needed changing

she stopped crying the moment she was seated and was smiling within a second or two

the stand-out part of the dream was the sensation of her hand gripping my finger

qod 3.7 qos 3.3 p

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06012017

second sleep

was in a lively urban area, location 2, where five or six groups of teenage girls were all listening to their favourite music

i tried to organise a full-blown disc, with me as the mc but they preferred to listen to just one or two lines from each of the songs they liked

after trying unsuccesfully to get them interested i gave up and the dream ended

qod 3 qos 4.3 p

first sleep

montage dream

yet again, the old noodle has tapped into an area of experience not even concieved of

this dream was a demonstration of what we are physically capable of sometime in the future

there were or five or six completly different ways a supremely supple body can manipulate its limbs

one of the sequences had a man standing on one leg while the other one was rotating like a windmill only at what must have been three or four circles each second

the last one was of a man who didn’t have any shoes on and could put one leg over his head the and other one in a position which enabled him to twist one or both arms into a position which didn’t allow at the first look to tell where the rest of the the limb started and because of his convoluted state it wasn’t entirely clear whether his legs were attached to his shoulder or if his arms were attached to his hips

the other sequences were equally impossible to attain for contemporary man

this was a dream about dancing which had occupied my thoughts during the day musing about how agile and mobile i might become as the limitations on my current inability fall away

qod 4.2 qos 4 s

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02012017

second sleep

x dream

qod 3.2 qos 3

first sleep

alas, the sound being sought occurred before this recording started but…

this sentence, at fifty three minutes and forty eight seconds “…is there a trick to getting rid of dandruff?” came immediately after an image sequence of dandruff falling like fine snow from my hair occurred but the rest of the dream , if there was any more to it wasn’t remembered at all upon waking

the memory of the image sequence was triggered when i heard it while searching for the baby-talk

perhaps the one image-sequence was the whole of the dream

note the breathing pattern becomes noticeably different as the dream state is entered

this means, if the assumption is correct, there were at least two other dream sequences which aren’t remembered

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01012017

was in the dingiest, most depressing, dungeon-type prison ever

oddly the turnkeys were sympathetic

one in particular stuck his neck out for me but the chief officer overturned his suggestion, although i got the feeling he didn’t want to

it should be recogniised that these frequent prison dreams aren’t the result of me feeling guilty about things i’ve done

this type of dream is the result of the oppressive feelings that come from living in an oligarch controlled nation (what it must be like in russia i shudder to think)

the situation isn’t helped by men, and women, who will not speak out and say it like it is (home page)

it’s yourselves who are putting distance between us not me

qod 2.8 qos 3.4 p

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31122016

first sleep

had to pick up some money for a job done

at the house there were two young boys using a long, thin bit of flat metal trying to scoop coins through a small gap at the bottom of the door

they looked up at me and thought they were in trouble

they didn’t realise the door was open and were even more non-plussed as i opened the door by the handle

the money had been stacked in piles of £1 coins, fifty pence pieces and smaller denominations

i picked up the pound and fifty pence coins and shoved the three or four other stacks of coins to them

qod 3.4 qos 3.5 p

second sleep

was in a small room

the moment you took a step into the room you were up agains the bed

there was a single bed, a dressing table about a metre iong and half a metre wide against the wall which left about another half of a metre gap between the bed and the dressing table

on the bed was a polar bear the size of a stockey young men and looked like it weighed about two hundred pound

from it’s movements it was obviously a youngster

i didn’t feel threatened and wouldn’t be frightened if i had to share the bed with it when it was time to sleep

however i knew it would be just a matter of time before it became

i had shepards pie in a white porcelain bowl about half the size of a fruit bowl and put about an eighth of it into the lid of the bowl put it near the polar bear

i don’t think the polar bear even saw the lid portion and went straight to the bowl and woofed it down in about three gulps

i offered the bear something else in a mug and the stand-out part of the dream was the movement of it’s nose as it sniffed at the contents in the cup

first ever dream of a ploar bear

qod 3.0 qos 3.3 p

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30122016

epic dream

what a dream!

an x dream that contained responsibility

qod 4.3 qos 3.2p

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28122016

a baby in the family

a real-time teenage best friend and i were chatting away as we were walking back to where i lived

i unlocked the front door and my friend entered first and enthusiastically said his hello’s

a chorus of shhh’s resounded through the room

“the baby’s sleeping” my mother said looking towards a baby cot

i woke up wondering whose baby it was

qod 3.6 qos 3.8 p

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27122016

montage sequence (with one exception all images were black and white)

this montage had four unusual characteristics compared to other montage sequences. 1) it happened before going to sleep and i was fully conscious. 2) it was black and white. 3) the images and movements were blurred or undefined. 4) there were at least fifty image/sequences (more than double that of previous sequences)

the thought has ocurred that because montage sequences contain more consciousness than dreams it may be a natural ability which can be brought into the conscious state at will

what the purpose of such an ability is isn’t known yet or has yet to be developed in a way which has purposeful applications

spectator

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25122016

montage sequence

hadn’t slept for twenty eight hours and was feeling tired

the moment i closed my eyes this montage began

this montage sequence was different to other sequences in that every image/sequence was in a frame (imagine the taskbar of your computer twice as thick and being on all four sides of the screen)

specifically, what this experience has highlighted is the very slim margin between the awake state and being asleep

spectator

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23122016

most of this dream was spent planning a robbery with an accomplice

he had come across a metal wardrobe-size safe in the government dept he worked in

it was oligarch slush money which wasn’t on the books

if the money went missing a full and proper investigation wouldn’t be possible which upped our chances of getting away with it

in the next scene we had opened the safe and were amazed at just how much money there was and how we were going to transport it

in the next scene we were having some friends over for a meal

our guests were on their way and i was standing at the cooker doing the cooking which was two large pots of sauce, one white and one brown

i was still thinking about the robbery and kept getting the feeling we were going to get caught

my girlfriend came into the kitchen and let me know the sauce needed more of something or other in it

i phoned the guests and asked them to stop off somewhere and buy some chips

qod 3.3 qos 3.9 p

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21122016

in a wooded area with a group of thirty or so other males

we were picking up rubbish, it may have been a prison work-party

i saw an oval object about the size of a pomegranite and picked it up

the outer part of the object had two distinct halves which were metal or a hard plastic

on the top there was a finger-hole which was there to enable the finger to press down onto the inner body of the object which could be depressed

one of the work-party came over to me and let me know it was his

i asked him what it was used for and he expalined it was a plunger for a particular situation in plumbing

i was very impressed with the cleverness and the simplcity of it and asked him if he had designed it

he nodded

i walked over to where a couple of supervisors were standiing and said to them “this person has invented a device which has useful applications and a person who can originate one good idea can originate two good ideas”

the next scene was in the same place just a few metres from the previous scene

there was a brown patch of ground about two-metres across

there were two women and a man standing evenly-spaced around the inside edge of circle and they were waiting for me to take my position

as soon as i was in position the four of us began rising into the air

i could feel the firmness of something solid under my feet but couldn’t see anything

the dream ended as we were ascending

qod 3.8 qos 4 p

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20122016

a taxi pulled up near me to pick me up

it was a large limo-type taxi, a merc i think

i got in and the driver beagen reversing very fast

i could feel the weight of the car as i was pushed back in my seat, it felt lke i was sitting in a luxurious sofa

it looked like we were going to crash into a lampost but the driver was in complete control and pulled up in time

the car began accelerating and as i was pushed back into the seat and again the feel of comfortableness was the stand-out bit of the dream

qod 3.2 qos 3.3 p

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14122016

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13122016

x dream

it should be mentioned that most, if not all, of these types of dreams have a wholesome nature where the writer is the participant

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12122016

was at a train station with another person

the person i was with hardly spoke at all

i think he had a mental disabilty

we had a choice of which train to catch

the train which was going first was leaving more or less straight wawy

i decided to get on it

we tried to get to the platform but there weren’t any stairs to get to it

as far as i could see it meant having to cross some tracks on foot

the thing which made me decide not to try to get across the tracks was that the line looked like it hadn’t been used for years

there was long grass growing between the rail track and the platform we would have to go to was deserted and the buildings and structures of the platform looked like they hadn’t been used in many years

so i decided to wait where we were abd catch the later train

it meant we had time to get something to eat

we were in a fairly busy cafeteria which served a cook meal

there was hot pork still on the bone and it looked delicious

two men in white catering attire we were ready to serve us

one of them could see i had my eye on the pork and said “how do you like your pork?”

i said “large and succulent”

he cut off a sliver of about 12 ounces

one of the men said something to the person i was with but his reply didn’t answer the question

i spoke on his behalf and said something which made the men behind the counter smile

another question was directed at the person i was with and his reply didn’t make any sense at all

i jumped in and quipped “do you know what century your’e in?”

four or five people laughed out loud and the dream ended there

qod 3.9 qos 3.5 p

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10122016

a dream about e.t.’s and ufo’s

it brought the reasons for people being so reluctant to talk about the evidence to the fore

upon waking the idea to do something more about the problem was considered

the thought of listing the film studios in the forefront of portraying aliens as killers over the years and coupling that info with with their links to the oligarchs and the oligarch structure began to form…

qod 3.1 qos 3.3 p

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09122016

emabarresment in dreams

was in a small accomodation with an oriental woman

i could tell she liked me and i leant forwards to give her a quick kiss

as soon as our lips touched i became ravenous and went into a full hard lip-press

she was taken aback for a moment but soon responded in a similar fashion

it was her who then went into overdrive and reached down and held onto me

i began pressing my pelvis into hers in a x ryhthmn

before i knew what had happened she loostened my clothing and hers and conjoined us

the sensations were as good as usual and this dream could have gone on to a natural conclusion but after half a minute or so another womans came from the right of me

it was a friend of the woman and she spoke to her in a causal way and the woman i was embracing began talking back to her in an equally relaxed manner

i was mortified

the stuation got worse when a mans voice sounded at the back of me

i immediately stopped everything and re-dressed myself and went to the nearest corner of the room and buried my face in my hands

it was the most embarrasing moment of my life

i was thankful to the nth degree that the woman i was embracing hadn’t let my trousers fall to the floor, that would have been the end of my own sense of respectability forever

i would never have been the same again

i kept my face hidden under my hands and was shaking my head and letting out the occasional sound of disbelief

the conversation between the three of them continued and it was obvious they had taken the situation in their stride

i had to get away but didn’t want it be an unsociable exit

i began waking and for some eight or so seconds i was still feeling the embarrasment to the extent that i ducked my head under the quilt to keep my face hidden

can’t think of what the pde’s were which brought this dream on

the chances are the origin of theis dream is something much more subtle

qod 4.2 qos 4 p

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07122016

secretive goings on

i had become accepted as a useful addition to a group of personell who were part of a government “black ops” set-up

in one scene there were three operatives of imposing physical stature dressed in black and they looked like they could cause some serious problems

a meeting was set up in an isolated area and i arrived there with one of the operatives who was the spitting image of lou diamond phillips

we were waiting for someone and i was out of the car looking for them

a car sounded its horn and we both turned to see someone who wasn’t part of the operation sitting in a maxi car

he had obviously deliberately drawn our attention to him and sat facing away from us indicating he didn’t want us to approach him

the man i was with was seriously concerned

someone he didn’t know was ahead of our game and must have known what was happening

i realised the man in the car was letting me know he was on my side

the man pulled away from his stationary position and waved his hand in an acknowledging way as passed by us

the operative was stunned

how could the man in the car possibly have known he would be there?

he was expressing his disbelief of the situation when the dream ended

qod 3.2 qos 4 p

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06122016

an undressed young woman who looked like she had just got out of the bath moved closer to the camera of her computer clasped her hands and said “i’m looking for a firm relationship”

qod 3.9 qos 4

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04122016

3rd sleep

i was in my mothers company

we were talking about an up and coming visit of relatives

the husband of my mothers younger sister was to be stopping with us but no mention was made of his wife

i exclaimed, “does that mean iris is dead?”

i woke from the dream at that point

i had sent but not received a christmas card last year

i thought one of them had died

at of this writing i still don’t know

qod 2.6 qos 3.3

2nd sleep

1st dream

in an aunties house (g’s)

x was in the air

someone said “in a while”

it became a while and i began looking for her

tried one or two rooms but couldn’t find anyone

i went upstairs but still there was no one anywhere

i shouted out something hoping she would answer

a sound from downstairs drew me back down

i opened a door and my mother was sitting on the toilet

she said “a bit later”

the dream ended

2nd dream

was walking from the bus stop back to where i was living (location 3)

i had a grey dog with me which was just out of the puppy stage (a real life dog from 30 years back)

he didn’t seem to want to walk so i picked him up

after a half a dozen steps he was struggling to get out of my arms

i put him back down again but he seemed to be having trouble moving

i thought he was ill

i bent to pick him up again and noticed a few blobs of poop near him and whe i looked at him again he was letting it all go

doggy bags weren’t compulsory back then and i began cursing to myself

i looked for something to put it in

there wasn’t any paper to be seen

i was becoming impatient, this wasn’t someting i wanted to have to expend time and mental effort on

a plant with cabbage-sized leaves came into view which would do the job even better

all the poop went into one leaf and i dropped it into a drain

next scene

i was another forty or fifty metres closer to where i lived

there was a two-tone brown piece of wood which was about two inches square just ahead of me

i done a little shuffle to get myself into position to kick it onto a lawn a metre or two to my left

i put no more energy into the kick than was necessary to move it a metre or two but when i kicked it took off and went about thirty metres and nestled into a position in the wall which seemed to be made for it as it was symmetrical to the wall and complimented the colour of the wall

if that wasn’t enough of a surprise when i told someone nearby what had just happened and drew their attention to it i noticed the wood had landed perfectly flush into a position in a gap between the first and third of three other similar brick-shaped objects which were there for decorative purposes

i said to the person “you couldn’t do that again if you tried” and “it would take a million years to do that” and was thinking of what else to say when the dream ended

third dream

was on my own in what looked like the stoke area of location 146

i was walking along a busy row of shops in what seemed to be early evening

i was taking in the sights and sounds and then, for no apparent reason the scene of the dream changed

i was now in completely unfamiliar surroundings and i had a quilt wrapped about my unclothed body

the surroundings were spacious

apart from a building to my left it was a distant horizon in every direction

i was standing at the edge of what struck me as being the car park of a motorway cafe or the customer car-parking area of a small mall or except there were no vehilcles

i saw a group of five women standing and talking about thirty metres away and walked towards them

as i approached them they began dispersing

the one who was closest to me was finishing her cigarette and walking away from me as i approached

i said “exscuse me, i’ve lost my bearings. can you tell me what area i’m in?”

she said “america” and after a small hesitation, “your’e not him”

i said “not who?”

she said “moses”

in that moment the dream began to make sense

i said “how about jesus?”

i walked to the door where she had walked through

to the left of that door was another door

i decided to go thorough that one and not the one the woman had walked through

it was the mens room

a man, 6 feet eight if he was an inch was facing the wall

i said “do i look like a reasonable person?”

he said something with an american accent and i didn’t understand a word of it but the tone of voice told me not o speak to him again

back out in the open i decided to go to a police station and let the police disprove my story that i had been abducted by good-guy aliens and put in america for a purpose

how were people going to be able to explain getting how i had got through customs, was in england the prior to appearing in a car park, point them to my website…?” this was going to be fun

qod 3.8 qos 3.8

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01122016

new category of dream

head/torso/arms/observer montage dreams

this dream had about seven different picture sequences

they were all of women in the act of giving or receiving x

the man wasn’t evident in any of the sequenes, not so much as a finger

the two sequnces which are most vividly remembered are of a young woman in the cowgirl position

her movements were what a girl enjoying dancing would be be making

not backwards and forward but left to right sideways turning, more in the fashion of the “twist” dance

by complete contrast, there was a frail, pallid looking woman on her back who was totally unresponsive as the thrusts pushed her back

she was either in a deep sleep or dead

it is said that the the mind thinks in extremes

this dream may have been the mind escapulting all of the possible realities we can experience

not too difficult to asses what the pde’s of this dream was

a woman i spoke to in the street a few months back said that man think about about sex every two seconds

now there’s a woman in need

qod 3 qos 3.2

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30122015

two types of consciousness in dreams

if movements and visualizations in dreams get any more sophisticated than this, this website would like to hear about it

however, it is not the incredible motions and sights in this dream which makes it worthy of note

it is because in this dream the dreamer got closer than ever to being able to form the content of the dream while in timeless consciousness

admittedly, it was towards the end of the dream (the “crossing-over” point between the two states of consciousness) however, the ability to affect the content of the dream was marked, distinct…

there were, at least, two separate occasions when consciousness went from one state to the other

the implications, if taken to their logical outcome, have fantasy-level implications

another step has been taken in crossing the bridge of comprehension of self

we are entering a world where time and timelessness co-exist

we can carry on using the comparison/analogy with quantum theory…

the quantum character of substance is the timeless conscious and our everyday experience of reality (classical mechanics) is time-conscious

our time-conscious can, and does, affect events at an atomic, and even at a simple molecular, level (see the act of observation)

it is beyond dispute that pde’s affect the timeless conscious

the dream itself… sequence one*

a sickenly-smug religious man, wearing a black habit with white trimmings at some of its edges, and large black skullcap, was, at first, normal size, but became the size of a finger-puppet, when i attached two or three string-cables to him which were highly responsive to my touch

the slightest touch sent him one metre one way and then he swung back, with slightly less momentum, to more or less where the movement began

he became life-sized again and was still maintaining the composure of self-righteousness, which is what i was trying to change

i mind-willed him to finger-size again and gave him another, slightly more energetic, push

when he was life-sized again he agreed with my way of seeing things (will let you work out for yourselves what the pde’s were for this part of the dream)

sequence two

was at a computer or a games console

i pressed something or toggled something and the screen came to life, and a video sequence began

the sensation of movement was immediate and fast, too fast, but before it unsettled me, my mind became focused on the shapes and colours and…

i was on a roller-coaster ride, but it wasn’t a carriage, and it wasn’t on tracks

couldn’t see the shape of whatever it was that was transporting me, indeed it may have been just a mind thing

it was a roller-coaster ride through a tube

the surface area of the tube was now the screen and it became a rapidly changing display of kaleidoscopic images that were continually changing, some stayed formed long enough to take in the detail

the roller coaster movement went at a slope down, slope up, slope sideways, twisting up, down and sideways, turning as it was twisting up, down and sideways, slowing down, speeding up, and always at a break-neck speed

it was a saturation of patterns and colours, predominantly orange

it was taking the mind to the very limits of its ability to perceive volume of input of motion, shape and colour

then it stopped, and the moment it stopped the desire to experience it again filled the senses

sequence three

i was back at where the dream began*, at a computer screen or game console, when the cross-over between states of conscious states occurred

it was possible to re-enter the roller-coaster reality twice more as a result of me wanting to, while in a time conscious state

in this, a time-conscious stimulated dreaming sequence, the motions and colours weren’t as intense as the original but, like eating another spoonful or two of a sweet pudding after becoming sated, it was still o.k.

it happened again on the second attempt, again the detail and newness of the experience had deteriorated

i knew i had crossed back fully to time-conscious as i was trying for the third time

comment

we have to open up to the possibility that this type of dream can happen as a shared dream and, who knows, perhaps as group, and as a collective shared dream

notes

*because i didn’t get to the computer straight away after waking can’t be sure which of the first two sequences came first

the third sequence is in the right place

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24122015

intricate graphics in dreams

this dream is being made into an entry because of the extremely sophisticated pictures and visual sequences it contained

the reasons that caused the dream are known

we don’t need to go into those

what has to be thought about is the ability of the timeless conscious to produce such complex visual content

this is the second dream with this type of visual content

the first was on the 15102015 (further on down this page)

we’re entering into a new dimension of abstract form (e.g. linear-shaped clouds)

the conundrum is why does the timeless conscious feel the need to introduce to the time conscious completely unfamiliar content when everyday visualizations could do the job just as easily

the first thought is we are being exposed to another aspect of reality

one which is as equally important in the understanding of self as quantum theory is to understanding physics

is the timeless conscious the underlying character upon which the time conscious is built?

physicists found themselves questioning the credibility of their dicoveries as quantum theory was being formulated… “can nature really be as strange as the experiments indicate” (werner heisenburg)

the answer, we now know, is yes

Furnace Place falls into the category we’re talking about

for now, the timeless conscious is going to be assigned as being the underlying character of time conscious

the conscious upon which time-conscious rests

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21122015

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externalised /laughing dream

these dreams are becoming too much

listen to this…

the first half of the dream was a replay of a dream from between five months and two years ago

unfortunately that dream wasn’t made into an entry for dreams and dream theory

if it had it could have been accurately analysed and purposefully used

does the idea of spending half of your day concerning yourself with sleep and dreams seem a waste of time?

for some reason dreams and dream theory seems to be high on the agenda of love/life

in that, and this, dream… got onto a single-decker bus/coach

the bus/coach, almost immediately, started going too fast

within a couple of seconds (dream-time) it had got out of control and careered off the road and into a circular tunnel, which went under another road, and became wedged between the sides of the tunnel

managed to squeeze out of the coach via the front door and began walking towards the other end of tunnel which was about thirty metres away

the entry/exit to the tunnel to which i was walking was at ninety degrees to the tunnel itself and was quite steeply sloped and the light of day was reaching into the tunnel… this is the end of the old dream

the new sequence begins here…to the left of me were a budget-film crew (sound man, director and camera man)

they were filming a crime movie

two men were having a fight against the wall on my left

the bus that had crashed had drawn two athletic, have-a-go type women, into the tunnel, to do they’re christian duty

they bounded into the tunnel and stood for a moment looking around to see where they could be most helpful

i couldn’t help myself, i shouted, “stop it, stop it, stop fighting”

it worked

the two, very healthy, women pounced on the two actors fighting and stopped, in double-quick time, what they thought was a real fight

as they were wallowing in the satisfaction of a job well done they began to realise that they had interrupted a filming sequence and it didn’t take them long to figure out who the culprit was

in the next scene of the dream one of the women made a hasty exit from the tunnel and the other one, wearing trousers, was slouched in a squat position, trimming the skin off the ends of her fingers with her teeth

i got the impression she was on the verge of coming over to me and poking me in the eye for making a fool of her

now, i had begun silently laughing the moment they had started moving, at speed, toward the two fighting actors

my amusement was growing, and every time i recalled the expression on their faces, as the embarrisng truth dawned on them, it became stronger

between looking at the girl with a disgusted-at-herself-for-being-so-easily-duped look on her face and recalling the expressions of the women (an awkward bemusement) at the moment of realising what they had done, the silent laughing had turned in to involuntary, noisy tittering and chuckling

it got to the point where the laughing was interfering with my physical ability to breathe

a final glance at the girl showed she was becoming infected by my laughing, and it was starting to make her smile

i woke up at a point of the laughing fit where i was not breathing in enough to feed my body with the air it needed to laugh

i was laughing hard for a full minute after waking and it took another minute or two after that for it to subside completetly (still chuckling a little as i’m writing this)

this dream was the result of, what i thought was witty and amusing, writing in a chat room on the internet yesterday

this entry has been made into an entry to point out the timeless conscious mind’s ability to turn or use a semi-disastrous event as a prequel for a bloody good laugh

we need to learn about, and develop, the faculties of the timeless conscious

there’s so much good stuff to unearth in it

a quick read of this article provides the scientific evidence of the benefits of laughter

the above corporeal interpretation explains laughter as the pituitary gland releasing endorphins into the brain

methinks it will, eventually, lead to laughter being tied into the timeless-conscious

perhaps a straight equation of a numerical increase or enhancement of love/life

this is the 3rd laughing dream this year

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19122015

time conscious/timeless conscious dream

got back into bed after going to the bathroom and was waiting for sleep to claim me again

after a couple of minutes i began to feel more awake and realised i wasn’t going to back to sleep

i couldn’t figure it out…

hadn’t laid down during the day before and watched a film, as is common for me

had put twice as much effort into weight traning than usual

had been more active than usual about the house

had gone to bed early ‘ish (10 pm)

normally that would have guaranteed a full-nights sleep or, as has always been the case until today, would have fell back to sleep within seconds of getting back into bed after coming back from the bathroom

i was miffed

it would mean i would be too tired to go through the whole day without having a sleep

which means my sleep routine still wasn’t settled

after coming back from the bathroom and before getting back into bed had looked at the wrist watch on the table… it was just after 2 am

after about 5-10 minutes, as i started feeling more awake it was noticed, through the cracks of where the curtains meet, the street lighting was brighter than usual

curious as to why that would be, i parted the curtains and had a peek

it was the daylight!

it was 8’o clock

i had dreamt i had woken up gone to the toilet, had the clear sensation of the cold bathroom floor on the bottom of my feet, looked at the watch before i got back into bed…

the cause of the dream?

fell asleep the night before watching the film dark skies

in the film two people had been “tampered” with and their waking and sleeping states had got mixed up

o.k. my mind latched onto the idea of not being able to distinquish between awake and sleeping

but that the sleeping mind can so fully convince the awake mind of a different reality!

you had better start accepting it people… there are going to be more twists and turns marrying the time conscious and the timeless conscious than there are in figuring out how we got here from nothing

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10122015

externally-influenced dream

woke from this dream feeling drained, lethargic and more tired than before going to sleep

it was the most violent dream the writer has ever had

close to being a nightmare

three scenes of apparently wanton murder

its only saving grace was there were no children involved

a dozen or so people were burnt alive by some type of liquid fuel

a hose was jetting out a fountain of the fuel at any and everyone who came near me

there were some truly horrifying images in the dream and they were still occurring as i awoke feeling ill

feeling defeated that i’d had stray thoughts sometime during the day i began going through the thoughts and feelings of the previous day

there were one or two thoughts that weren’t fully wholesome… along the lines of not feeling too perturbed by the idea of homosexuals not gaining access to the future… but nothing of a destructive nature which would produce this type of dream

then it occurred to me that the last dream that was really violent was more than a year ago

it was identified as being brought on by eating too much ham

the food the day before this dream was typically low-meat content meals so it couldn’t be attributed to food

then it was thought it might have been a combination of food and thoughts (had eaten some corned beef for the first time in several months) but that didn’t make enough sense

lay there for a full half-hour or more trying to isolate the cause of the dream and eventually gave up thinking it was one of those dreams that couldn’t be analysed

at the very moment i took that decision an image-sequence popped into my mind and the reason for the dream revealed itself…

fell asleep watching a film (automata) which had a scene of a man shaped being doused in a liquid and then setting fire to itself

the scene lingered on the eyes of the being as it was burning and it conveyed a sense of melancholy

it was clear… this was an externally-influenced dream

comment

normally this type of image-sequence wouldn’t have affected the writer in the way it did

over the last week or so, since the entry of stray thoughts was composed, the writer has kept his thoughts and feelings in line with the underlying thrust of life… an ever-increasing quantity and quality of life

honing in on inner-self produces, for evolving beings, a more relaxed and wholesome feel for life

the slight increase of orientation to more life this produced was sufficiently great to dispose the temperament to the degree it could be affected more easily by life-reducing circumstances, such as in the film

the point of this entry is… the violence being put out through all of the media outlets is depleting your children’s feel for life and consequently your chances, of making it into the future

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05122015

informative? dream

reference: dream 05122015

was trying to steal some toothbrushes from the counter in a store

toothbrushes… six or seven assorted individual and coupled items in each package… a mixture of items… toothbrush and re-usable/disposable wet shave razor… two different types of toothbrushes, one soft, one hard, a packet of four (all soft) and two or three individual packets of mixed items by the same manufacturer (blue and grey design/colour and sleek/modern looking)

had my hand hidden under a cloth and was slowly inching my hand to the items i wanted and was succeeding

next? dream

first scene

a public playground

from seemingly nowhere a steady white/blue beam of light, about thirty centimetres wide, emanated from two feet above the ground for about a second near the wire on the inside of the playground

second scene

within a second or two a blue/white pulse light, like the green pulse light in the original film of war of the worlds, again seemingly coming out of thin air from the same place the beam of light came from

i knew what was happening… two kids had got hold of the invisibility cloth (although in this scene it had become big enough to cover the two kids) and were using it to have some fun at the expense of grown-up’s

one was holding a hand-held gun which shot the pulse light and the other was operating a mounted-cannon gun which was emitting the steady beam

new scene

a small group of people were gathering around but kept their distance (most people publicly deny the existence of aliens but secretly harbour thoughts about them and weren’t going to take any chances…)

a young woman who was more curious than afraid was approaching the point of emanation of the light

next dream

first scene

was at a cash machine that had a small slit in the brickwork a metre or two away from the cash dispenser

had stashed some money there previously and was retrieving it

people thought i had got the money from the machine but couldn’t figure out how i had got so much money out of the machine (the limit was £250, i had hundreds and hundreds)

next scene

a queue had formed hoping they would be able to do the same

next dream

standing at the end of a tight alley where i left my push-bike overnight

second scene

a male person (had been wondering about a person in real life and real time, and if he had joined the “force” or not

turned out he had because he was now using a push-bike) couldn’t leave his bike where he wanted to because mine was there

he couldn’t see me because i was still invisible

woke up

as i lay awake thinking about this dream i recalled another scene in the dream (associated with the two-scene push-bike dream sequence) of me looking at my wrist-watch and noticing the time was two minutes to six

on a wild speculative hunch i decided to check the time in real time which prompted me to get out of bed

it took about two minutes to get dressed and look at the wristwatch

it was exactly 5 o’clock, not 6 o’clock as it was in the dream

this may or may not be significant but there is an imaginative idea forming that a synchronization between dream time and real time, will have implications and applications related to “getting connected”

this dream is entered because of the possible application of dream-time and real-time for use in getting connected and also because it is another one of those dreams in which packeted toothbrushes of the same colour and design had featured in another dream

in the last year and that dream itself was based on an real-life incident from at least eight years previous to this date (looked through the images pages of blue/grey toothbrushes, no matches)

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this entry has taken 3 hours to get to this point

have still got to colour the words and re-read it and probably change it

it’s going to be closer to four hours than three before it can be published

this entry is typical of how much time this web site spends on dreams and dream theory for each entry

we’re now at the stage where the time it takes to keep abreast of sleep and dreams is going to take up half of the day

and, it’s demanding greater attention

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02122015

stray thoughts dream

this dream wasn’t a quality dream

it didn’t take long to figure out what caused it

while composing the new page stray thoughts the writer allowed himself to dwell on disastrous thoughts and feelings towards devolving beings

anything less-than-loving content has been removed

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25112015

laughing dream

externalised dream

this is only the second laughing dream this year

time was when i was having two or three a week

the point to be made is more important than the details of the dream itself

the point is…

this dream was the result of following through with my own suggestion of doing and thinking things for benefit of other people

it really does work

the most influential factor in producing enjoyable dreams is not to allow “stray thoughts” into your view of people

stray thoughts (thoughts which contain a reduction in the quantity or quality of life) are counter-productive to nice dreams for the simple reason that reality demands, yes, demands, of us that everything we do, think etc. embodies endlessness

that’s all there is to it and that’s all there is to it

sweet dreams

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23112015

externalised dream

informative dream

episode dream

fulfilling dream

first scene

in accommodation of average size

was eating crumpets

two or three uncles were there and were looking at the food

got the feeling they wanted some and went into the kitchen and started toasting another four or five

second scene

it became a full blown gathering of the clan with twelve men and the room had got bigger

third scene

was back in the kitchen

opened the fridge to find another couple of dozen crumpets and a dozen scotch pancakes had materialised

fourth scene

back in the living room where everybody was eating and there was an atmosphere of celebration

a large oval silver platter with twenty or thirty slices of beef had come from somewhere

bread and other items were needed to make it a proper buffet-type meal

left the gathering and went off to go to a nearby shop for the food

fifth scene

was outside and the surroundings were unfamiliar to me, it was going to be necessary to catch a bus

sixth scene

was in a street that was curved and sharply inclined

there were buses and it was bustling with people

it occurred to me that it was going to take too long to get the food and get back to the family gathering in good time

seventh scene

was walking along another street when a voice to my right said “hello john”

it was someone i didn’t recognise standing in the entrance of an open-front shop which sold assorted up-market knick knacks

he was smiling

eighth scene

he raised his hand to offer me something and i saw what looked to be a £20 note

i could see the zero but i couldn’t see the two

he handed it to me and then the number became clear but it wasn’t a 2 but a 3

a £30 note was a sure sign of prosperity

he could see i still didn’t understand who he was or why he was giving me money

then he said “thanks for the photo”

i said “have a good christmas” and then realised it was christmas and, as i started waking from the dream and realised i was dreaming, i heard myself say “or should i say a merry christmas”

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again, as is becoming the writers waking routine, with eyes closed, lay still in bed thinking about the dream

after half an hour the pieces started to fall into place…

in another dream, a year to two years ago, i was the official photographer of a wedding

in that dream the man who gave me the £30 note asked me to take a photo of a young man (a real-life person who had been a regular caller to my home over a period of four to five years 15 to 20 years before)

in the dream of a year or two before he was not the father of the young man but the lover of the young man’s mother

the man who asked me to take the photo in the dream of 1 to 2 years ago thought the young man epitomised what he thought a decent, clean-cut, well-balanced young man should be and was proud to have become involved with a woman who could produce such a fine example of manhood and he regarded the young man as his own son

in the dream of one to two years ago there had been a gap of 18 months to two years between the wedding and the man receiving the photo

the time-gap was because i could never remember to give the photo to the young man to give to his step-father

the man who wanted the photo had resigned himself to not getting the photo and had formed a poor opinion of me

he was completely surprised when it turned up and it restored his belief in people

he had wanted to show his gratitude to me for some years himself but, like me with photo, the circumstances had never presented themselves… until today’s dream!

analysis/interpretation comment

the crumpets were the result of me thinking how much i had enjoyed honey and peanut butter on crumpets the day before, but that’s the only one of the pde’s of this dream that writer can put his finger on

this in sharp contrast, or perhaps the complete opposite, of yesterday’s dream

the really complicated bit is how a dream from more than a year ago should find a conclusion in this dream

the one factor that may explain it is that the writer began practicing his dancing steps with a determination the day before for this dream for the first time in more than fifteen years and was pleased to discover he had still “got it”

this dream has produced the outlook that dreams aren’t just the influence of the pde’s but are to be evaluated over years or, incredibly, over a lifetime and, c’mon people i’m only twenty five years ahead of you, even more incredibly, across lifetimes!

more than just a little bit of satisfaction was derived from this dream

that dreams can be this sophisticated bolsters the view that dreams are a portal to understanding our inner-self

quantum theory opened the door to understanding the physical world and it’s applications are still only in their infant stage

dreams and dream theory, it is boldly conjectured, is going to be as big a breakthrough in understanding what the soul is and just what relationship between our soul and our corporeal selves is, as quantum theory was in explaining the workings of the inanimate world

it was obvious from the outset of dreams and dreams theory that it was going to become a “biggie”

it looks like it may become even bigger than was first envisaged

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22112015

two -themed dream: humorous & inventive

first dream

in an enclosed area about four times the size of a sqaush court

two men came in followed by two women

both the ladies were very attractive

the first of the two men who came into the area moved out of the squash court

the second of the two men was a burly, well-dressed and serious- looking chap

second scene

i was in a comfortable chair

one of the women sat opposite and close to me the other one was two meteres to the left of her and the man was was to the back and left observing me

the woman closest to me exuded a nervous apprehension

i asked her what her job was. she said “i work for aa media”

i said “so they know where you are then”

it disspated her anxiousness and she visibly relaxed and the other woman smiled and moved closer

the dream ended there

not much in this dream to write home about

am making this an entry because it was possible to pinpoint every thought of the pde’s that formed this dream

the first of the two men who entered the dream was an acquaintance from some years back who let me down on something quite serious and who was in the doghouse

had thought about him during the day

the second man represented the establishment

had been thinking over what the outlook of the oligarchs was and how best to nullify their influence

the point of this entry is to make you aware that it is possible to understand why you have the dreams you do… the most influential thing which forms the content of dreams are you thoughts of the pde’s

the second dream… way too complicated and time-consuming to go into in detail

these few sentences alone have took more than 90 minutes

suffice to say it was a business venture… had a woman in it (no, not xul. mores the pity)… was set high in the sky

going into the detail of dreams is a feat of concentration

it took almost two hours of thinking about these two dreams to recall every detail and marry them to the pde’s

lying there after waking for two hours with eyes shut did produce some other insights into dreams though

going to have a drink (coffee) and will then add some more to why do we dream

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19112015

humorous dream

one scene

humour in a dream is nothing new for this website

this difference in this dream is that the joke was on me

can’t tell you the specifics of the humour except it was two people who were at ease with life, more so than myself

at the moment the penny dropped there was a non-plussed moment for me but it immediately changed to a feeling of appreciation of being out-humoured in a way that is one the hallmarks of my sense of humour

this dream is the result of realising during the pde’s there are people out there who are on the train and don’t know it

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13112015

feel-good dream

first scene

at the start of the dream there was a baby bear in a small room

it was in a semi-frantic state looking for food

i picked it up and and left

second scene

was in the company of six or seven other people and the bear was the centre of attention

third scene

took the bear home and let it run around the house

big mistake

fourth scene

every time it the bear moved it broke something or knocked something over

fifth scene

magically, a sturdy thirty foot tall pine tree and a cave appeared in the back garden

sixth scene

the dream ended as i stepped out of the back door and into the garden

a feeling of satisfaction swept over me as i realized that between the simulated habitat and human company the bear would be completely happy

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have had a run of enjoyable dreams this last week

it has prompted this entry

the dream itself was caused from watching the last third of the film monsters inc. (had watched the first and second part the two previous nights. i crash out while watching films)

the enjoyment of the film transposed itself into the dream where both the bear and the human got what they wanted

the enjoyment factor of dreams over the last five or six day is the direct result of following my own advice and not allowing “stray thoughts” to figure prominently during the day

by stray thoughts it is meant thoughts which do not contain life-enhancing outcomes for other people regardless of who they are or what they’ve done

it has led to this consideration…, and because it’s such a radical thought it may have to be rescinded at any time, the part of the brain* where the dream takes place may not be the digestive system of the soul, the analogy being used to simplify the reason of why we dream, but it may be the you

consideration

the gratifying feelings in this dream weren’t as great as the feelings that were felt while watching the film

but then again there are plenty of instances where the content of the dream was far greater than the conscious experiences on which the dream was based

so to determine with greater accuracy which of the two possibilities is closer to the truth, i.e. the dreamer in us is more real than the conscious self or the dreamer in us is a barometer of our conscious selves, a little experimentation is needed

what this web site will do, and if you’re in the position to do it, you do it too, is, on the run up to christmas, maintain or instil in ourselves a wholly “others are more important than self” attitude and, without spending less than the world wage on yourself, follow it through in deeds

what the experiment is trying to establish… if our dreaming self can be more enjoyable than our conscious self

* id, person, essence, psyche, soul, spirit, you… the writer is in a unique position to define that part of the person which remains constant in the eternal sense

it’s not just memories

in the same way that a person who practises playing the piano develops flexible fingers and those characteristics become part of the genetic structure which, if continued through successive generations, would result in even more deft skills

so too it is with practicing ethics

the more it is practiced the more those traits which produce evolutionary progression manifest themselves

once more; the characteristics and abilities which lead to more life aren’t an intellectual ideal but the natural order of the state of being

notes

the implications of this are that in the dream state we would have to able to communicate with each other, move together…

this web site has no experience of doing this

externalised dreams makes communication possible but even then it’s a one way thing

other ideas that led to insights about things what were previously thought to be beyond our range of understanding started off in this unwieldy state

will let this idea run for a while and see if it takes us anywhere

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06112015

woke up today feeling completely refreshed and relaxed and lay there luxuriating in the feeling

began reflecting on the dream i’d just had…

the dream being thought about had so many new sights and variations in it that after an hour of thinking about the dream it dawned on me… for an interpretation/analysis of dreams it will mean having to organise the content of dreams into many distinct groups and categories

the need to make this entry galvanised me into action and got me out of bed

in the dream… a game of jai alai was being played not in a court with a cesta but with a cap on a flight of stairs with what could have been a small but heavy ball-bearing that would have caused an injury had either player, and, it should be mentioned, the person i was playing was playing with great reluctance, got their head in the way of it

two mineral stones, one was oval/round, predominantly black with white streaks, the other was cube-shaped, predominantly white with black streaks

a class of spider-insect about the size of a grasshopper but with a body the shape of the spaceship millenium falcon with an “i’ll attack you if you try anything with me” and a “i want a friend” character all its own

a group of avant garde thinkers led by myself

some of them were enticed into making money from the mineral stones. some of them wanted to make a name for themselves by exhibiting the friendly spider.

the game of jai alai was certainly the result of watching a bit the film tron

various thoughts during the day can explain some of the other contents of the dream but too much of this, and many other dreams, aren’t understood

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october

28102015

informative dream

first scene

i was employed as a dogsbody in a factory

although the company supplied a sweeping brush i had bought my own into work because there was more demand for brushes around the factory than were on tap and it took the pressure off me having to wait or hunt around for one

there were two or three people in particular who let their resentment of me get the better of them and had hid my brush knowing it would cause me problems

being me, i went straight to the people who i was sure were behind it and asked them where it was

they shook their heads and were ready to get angry if i accused them of doing it

looked in all the places where it could be hidden and ended up back at where i had left it

the people who had moved the brush were and looking at me with an air of sly satisfaction that there dirty deed had succeeded in causing me to become flustered

i had no choice but use a company brush

second scene

i went to get one from where they usually were only to find the two brushes that were there had been screwed together in such a way that it was completely impractical to use them

it was the end of the working day by now and the dream ended and i woke still feeling annoyed and frustrated

interpretation/analysis

being honest, happy, and having an open disposition with a flair for originality doesn’t go down well with some people

the thoughts and memories during the day which furnished this dream are remembered

i never left the house during the day and spent most of the day at the computer

several things went particularly well

exercises seemed unusually productive… came across four or five exceptionally good songs i had never heard before and they brought a compilation of disco songs together beautifully… ate three hearty meals… zeroed in a little closer to getting a 3d programme to render a more life-like depth to the picture and for the first time the cloud backup system proved its worth when i found a registration key which saved me having to buy the programme again

also during the day, the memory of a conversation with someone a few years back had been recalled and this relatively short period of reflection dominated this dreams content

the person was given to trying to bamboozle me with misleading comments and statements

on one occasion, being in a open and well-disposed frame of mind, i followed through on his comment by asking him a two or three questions in quick succession which brought the incorrectness of what he had said to the fore

it laid the lie bare and he became disconsolate and moody

you will know what i mean if you can think of a time when you were in the presence of a parent telling a child something and when the child asked questions (they have the knack of getting to the heart of the matter by asking a few “why” or “how” questions) was rebutted with a “don’t ask so many questions” reply

as we create the circumstances where honesty and openess become the norm, the bullshiters of this world will become uncomforftable at not being able to lie or get out of a situation they have created by becoming angry and/or violent

these people will feel as out of place in a peaceful environment as a peaceful man does in a war zone

we’ve still got a ways to go yet

main point

that so many good things happened during the day yet the the main theme of the dream was dominated by a mere fraction of the total time of consciousness causes the writer to conclude that the psyche has to address problems before it can engage in enhancing itself

this dream exemplifies the situation mankind is in

the good stuff isn’t going to happen until we overcome the things that are holding us back. see oligarchs

note

the spirit or soul or essence of the person is undoubtedly housed in the brain

the body sorts out the food via the digestive system

dreams are the extremely subtle mechanism the psyche uses for bringing out the compatibilities and incompatibilities of the previous days experiences

bad food will cause salmonella and can make a person feel very ill

bad thoughts, feelings etc. will cause bad dreams and can produce nightmares and night terrors which are equally awful in another way

note 2

the test of a correct theory is that it explains and predicts

at the end of the day reflect on the main thoughts, feelings, images etc. of the day and see if you can predict whether the dream/s you are going to have will be desirable or not

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15102015

multi-scene/multi-theme dreams

first dream

a group of 300-500 people wanting to be friendly

was slightly apart from them trying to avoid being the focal point

started walking to the right of the people

2nd scene

was as far right as i could go and couldn’t go any further because it was at the edge of the sea

3rd scene

there was a green, plastic-coated, 15 feet high, chicken/rabbit mesh fence which was there to prevent anyone from falling over into the sea about thirty feet below

4th scene

everyone gravitated to the fence

5th scene

the people at the front put their fingers through mesh and let their weight rest against the fence

6th scene

the weight of the people caused the fence to give way

7th scene

most of those who had their fingers through the mesh kept a grip of the fence as it gave way but eight or so people fell onto the sand

without knowing for sure it looked as though some were injured

2nd dream

in a built up area

the buildings were sturdy, castle-like and looked as though they had been there for a long time

2nd scene

was crossing a bridge over an impressively energetic river

there were two young ladies in front of me

the river was turbulent the water was washing up against the buildings and where the water was swelling against the buildings it was forming into sideways-funnel vortexes

3rd scene

there was an air of awe as the water began defying physics as it began sculpting itself

it produced giant holes and recognisable images of real life objects as it flowed tumultuously

3rd dream

three or four people in a shop being served or waiting to be served

2nd scene

a man and a woman were doing the serving

a man who had just bought something was quietly talking to the person he was with

he was concerned that he had been given more money back in his change than he had given to pay for what he bought

although he didn’t bring the discrepancy to the assistants attention

3rd scene

the same thing happened with the next customer

when it was my turn to get served i asked for two bars of chocolate and paid for them with the largest denomination note i had thinking i would get even more back proportionally to what i handed over, and i did

the male assistant knew what was happening and wasn’t worried about it

i was trying to understand what was going on. at first i thought the female was mentally challenged

a concentrated look at her told me that wasn’t the case

4th scene

i was with the woman in a room and we were looking, more than talking, to each other

it became obvious she wanted to be more than just acquaintances

she lent back and pulled me on top of her and we started kissing

after five to ten seconds of very enjoyable kissing i stopped and was trying to understand what was happening as i woke

analysis/interpretation

most, but not all, of the significant points of the elements of the third dream sequence were thought/sights and feelings from during the day

although not all of the thoughts during the day which produced the content of the dream were remembered we can now evaluate those thoughts retrospectively

for instance in second dream second scene, the presence of women suggets the turbulence in the water was the result of turbulent thoughts i had during the day concerning women

without knowing what the thoughts were it’s a safe bet it is along the lines of a continuing theme of troubled thoughts concerning women that has been going on for more than 20 years

the details of those thoughts are to do with non-interaction

a hardening of this resolve will occur in less than three months if…

the events of the day are, in this persons experience, the principle cause of the content of the dreams

we can comfortably assume the reason we dream is the same reason we eat and breathe and love… to stay alive

dreams, we can provisionally postulate, can be likened to the digestive system

“we dream to assimilate, evaluate… the experiences of the day before and, like food, the better the quality of the thoughts, feelings, images etc. the more enjoyable they are for us”

so, our goal is to have laughing, singing, kissing, flying etc. dreams for the entire period r.e.m.

the postulate above is the initial basis on which dreams and the theory of why we dream currently rests

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september

26092015

kissing dream

in a block of flats where i used to live and a too-young-for-me girl insisted on a kiss

i began making a meal of it and she said “don’t be greedy”

i said “don’t limit yourself”

inerpretation/ananysis

again, the qualiy of the kiss was the stand-out aspect of the dream

upon waking i began remembering other kisses and comparing them

the most vivid kiss that presented itself was a real-life one of 35 years ago

elsewhere in dream diary it is said that the quality of kisses in dreams seem more real than awake kisses

this entry changes that opinion

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22092015

music in dreams

first scene

was at a train station when an impressively large train (it looked as tall as one of those double-decker trains but it only had one tier) came in

as soon as it had come to a stop the engine revved up and i could tell from the sound it was about to start moving (this train was keeping to a time-table that was measured in seconds)

i ran to the front of the train to tell the driver to wait until i got on

second scene

the driver was sitting relaxed in a semi reclining position and i could tell he had gunned the engine to make me hurry up

i said something to him and he said something to me and we both relaxed

i asked him if he wanted a cup of tea

he said yes and i went off to the buffet to get it

third scene

as i walked through the first carriage i saw it was full of mainly smartly-dressed men

then began to rib me and i hurried on to the buffet carriage

fourth scene

ordered the tea and took a sip

fifth scene (second dream?)

was in a built-up area, in london i think, there was a town hall the size of the albert hall

sixth scene

was talking to a young lad who told me he was a singer/songwriter and was asking me if i had any suggestions as to what to do to make it in the pop music world

i asked him to sing one of his songs

he sang seven or eight lines and i was completely blown away

the first four lines of the lyrics were full of real emotion and when he started to sing the chorus lines the quality of melody vaulted onto another plane

the difference of quality between the lyrics and the chorus was moving (a bit like the change of melody in poker face) only in the dream both the melody and chorus were better (i tried to sing it into the voice recorder of the phone when i woke up but what was in my mind and what came out of my mouth was as different as chalk and cheese)

seventh scene

we were in a pub with other members of his band and i was asked if i had any suggestions

it occurred to that he could roughen the style of the singing for the lyrics (something like bankrobber) and brought in one of the group to do a harmony instead of double tracking his own voice

eighth scene

i was sitting on some stairs in the pub looking down at where the group was and began improvising on how i thought the harmony should be sang

the group looked up at me with a look that didn’t show admiration

the dream ended there

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11092015

think-read dream – one scene dream

came across an article while surfing on the net

there were some people in washington who wanted to talk to a young girl from a south american country

they wanted to find out how a girl (the girl had left home to go and stay with her sister) of thirteen with no education could write a story worthy of the nobel prize in literature

there was a photo of the girl in the article which triggered the memory of the face of the girl in the film amelie

the article went on to give an outline of the story the girl had written…

while playing near the house where she lived she found an egg

the girl took the egg home and put it in a box

some time later, to her delight, there were chirping sounds coming from the egg

the bird hatched out

it had a dozen or so light spots on its grey/brown feathers

the story continued about the adventures of the girl and the magical bird…

in this think-read dream the outline of the story went on for about another ten or twelve sentences when it was realised it could go on for dozens more sentences and i decided to stop doing the think-reading

analysis/interpretation

the theme of this dream came from looking through a list of the top 250 films of all time

had watched twenty or thirty minutes of the film amelie four or five years back and had been meaning to see the rest of it

the face of the girl had the same type of smile that the girl in the film amelie had, although the picture of the girl being sought portrayed a fun-filled lively extrovert

will try to watch the rest of the film today

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09092015

music in dreams

had done the dj’ing at a party

everybody had gone

a few of us were lying down and drifting off to sleep

left a compilation of songs playing and the sounds filled the whole building and was considering turning the volume down

the music playing was good enough to want to listen to and kept me awake and listening

the next song was of a completely different complexion but again it had a mesmerising quality and kept my attention

the third song, like the previous two, was a completely different style of song

it didn’t have a melody to speak of but it did have a feel to it which produced a sense of admiration for the singer who had projected his own feelings of love into the song

looked over at someone across the other side of the room who had also been kept awake by the music and was looking at me in appreciation of my choice of music

i smiled back at him

as i began to wake up the realization that it was the individuality of the different artist’s which had given the songs their appeal

interpretation/analysis

thinking about heaven during the day was the basis for this dream

one of the things that will keep you thirsty for heaven is the insight which will reveal the scope for the limitless expansion of individuality which heaven holds for each and every one of us

see also… the roney analysis

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how to remember your dreams

6/7092015

unremembered dreams

there was another episode dream that was going to in for these two days

left it too late after getting up and they slipt from the memory

“i don’t have dreams” is a common reply people give to the question “how often do you dream”

as surely as a person breathes, they dream

to remember dreams start by saying to yourself after waking up “i am going to try to remember my dreams”

try thinking the thought a few times during the day and then again when you put your head on the pillow as you enter into sleep

if you do it over a period of days and weeks it will come

dreams happen for a reason

understanding what the reason is and, more importantly, why you have the types of dreams you do, will result in a greater understanding of yourself

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04092015

was sorting out what belongings to keep and which ones to throw away

in a large (3 feet by 5 feet) black leatherette carry-all was a 5-piece set of percussion instruments each in their own smaller bag

decided to keep the three smallest bags

changed my mind a few seconds later and decided to keep all of the items

within a second or two began walking with a feeling of frustration because i didn’t have the presence of mind to be able figure out where to put them

this dream is entered because it raises the question… “what are the limits of a dreaming mind ?”

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03092015

kissing dream

two scenes

the memory of the quality of kisses in dreams isn’t less than the memory of the quality of kisses while awake

redefining the word abstract is necessary

in turn the words conscious and subconscious come in for a re-examination

the fact that we can/do experience in dreams those things we experience while awake tells us that the abilities of the brain, to a large extent, and, most remarkably, is capable of exceeding the conscious functions, while dreaming (select precognitive dream/s)

opening remark concerning the consciousness in the dream state… ” ? “

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29082015

externalized dream (singing) jingle bells duet with a child and mother looking on

interpretation/analysis…

the thoughts during the day which produced the three main details of this dream are clearly remembered

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episode dream

27082015

it was the same opponent and the same hall as yesterdays dream (below this one) this time though we had a choice of three different swords ranging from a light, easy to wield sword another one slightly bigger or the same one that was used in the previous contest i chose the same on as the first time

the contest wasn’t re-enacted though

the content of the first dream was caused by thoughts during the day about how to deal with devolving man shaped beings who had an intractable bent for killing this, the second dream was result of thinking about the first dream during the day

this is only the second episode dream the writer has had the first, as a child of nine, was a wholly enjoyable dream in both instances the content of the dreams were brought on by thinking about them during the day

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26082015

first scene was in a small hall

a serious altercation led to a duel

what i thought was going to be a fight to the death with a large, brutish opponent changed into a exhibition of killing skills

second scene

had a large heavy sword

the opponent and i were eight metres apart

the winner would be the person who could get to a block of wood next to the other person and chop it in half

third scene

cut through the wood in three swings of the sword

and beat the opponent

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first scene: in an unfamiliar house with six or seven people three women and four men two of the women were african

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20092015

time in dreams.

first scene: it was a sunny day, very warm. i looked at my watch and saw it was two minutes before 12 a.m..

went into a pub and bought half a pint of guinness shandy.

second scene: was outside of the pub and out of the pub’s premises on the pavement with the drink, the drink was in a dimple glass.

third scene: took a sip of the drink which was really refreshing. two males in the dream became belligerent and i began looking for a way out of the situation.

fourth scene: right on cue, at three minutes past 12 a bright white double-decker bus entered the dream.

fifth scene: i got on the bus and was chatting happily to someone on the bus when the dream ended.

analysis/interpretation.

first scene

the dream lasted 5 to 6 minutes of real time

during the day of the dream remember thinking it was the warmest day of the year and got dressed ready to go out

alas by the time i was free to go out the weather changed to cool and didn’t go out

the crossroads junction was near to where i grew up during my early years (family connections meant i visited there 20 or more times a year over the following decades)

this specific road junction has featured many times in dreams over the years

there must be a reason why this real-life place occurs so often in dreams

second scene

the glass was vivid in the dream. don’t understand why the glass was such a dominant feature of the dream

third scene

the satisfying taste of the drink may reflect a physiological need for a drink in real time since i can’t remember a particular instance of a satisfying drink during the day of the dream.

fourth scene: the white bus must surely be equivalent of a knight in shining armour coming to the rescue

fifth scene

the outcome of life is a happy ending.

in the writer’s experience, as often as not, the content of dreams are formed by the thoughts a person has during the day of the dream

and still recognition of his sacrifices go unmentioned

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three-scenes dream

16082015

first scene…

on a settee

was with a real-life female acquaintance of 20+ years ago

her intentions were the same as mine

she knew me well enough to be able to “play me”

she diverted the moment by talking about where she would like to live

resignedly i went along and we got talking about the pro’s and con’s of living in one place or another

second scene…

i was sitting on the floor and the next “diversion” became about what to eat

another conversation about food began

i got enthusiastic with the topic and became engrossed in it

third scene

was back on the settee when the next “diversion” was on the topic holidays

i began to go into the details of getting a holiday organised

when she realised i was playing her game the dream ended

this woman was one of only three or four women the writer knew who had a sense of humour

interpretation…

she’s often in my thoughts so it follows she’ll be a regular “visitor” in dreams

the theme of this dream is the result of a real-time experience we shared, and i often think about, in which the tables were turned on her and she was less than happy about it

upon reflection it’s not a man’s prerogative to say no and the real-time situation should have been different

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10082015

sounds in dreams (latent beauty?)

was in a town or city

needed to make some money

went into a pub and talked the landlord into letting me d.j.

it went o.k. and was chatting to a customer about the merits of music

a song was playing which was a perfect example of what i was describing

i said “take this one. “it’s got just the right pace. the lyrics express deep feelings. the harmonies are exceptional. the pitch is just right…”

at that point i started listening to it properly

my appreciation of the song reached a point where i thought to myself “what’s this one called?” then “who’s it by?”

it was in my collection of songs but i couldn’t remember who sang it

a track this good would normally be right at the forefront of my memory

i began looking through the lists of songs to refresh my memory of who it was

i looked for the lists and it started to dawn on me i didn’t have the song

interpretation/analysis

this is the first dream i’ve had with outstanding quality of music which i’ve never heard before

where did it come from?

the closest to it in terms of quality is along the lines of songs by the delfonics

this one though was more accomplished by far and penetrated the soul a lot deeper

where did this sound come from?

interpretaion/analysis

the confusion of the situation caused me to slowly wake

when i was fully awake i was still trying think of the name of the group who sang the song

it took a full half minute for me to realise it was a song i’d never heard before

i went to sleep while watching a film

Aaaah… that’s it, i thought, the music was in the film

started watching the film again from where i’d left off

it wasn’t in the film

this is the first dream i’ve had with outstanding quality of music which i’ve never heard before

where did it come from?

the closest to it in terms of quality is along the lines of songs by the delfonics

this one though was more accomplished by far and penetrated the soul a lot deeper

where did this sound come from?

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06082015

multi-themed dream

first theme… evening, socialising in a pub, smiling, good humoured banter…

someone rushed into the pub saying a monster was on loose and was making its way to the area

sure enough, within a few seconds this nimble seven-footer with an extraordinary large head and a menacing look was visible through the windows and was heading to the door of the pub

everybody, including myself, panicked and ran for it

the monster-man came into the pub and everyone was trapped

i hid behind a wall in the pub and was expecting him to get to me eventually

then the words of the person who first raised the alarm played through my head again and i realized it was a hoax

the monster-man got to me and realized i knew he wasn’t a monster and things started to get back to normal

second theme… thought of a new way of making money through a new technique in photography and so printed off mini-sized and a4 sized examples which i stuck on walls in public places and started to make some dosh

third theme… went back to the home of two ladies

x activity

clear plastic bag by the side of the bed with very small fish swimming around in it

one of the women said they were a food so tried them and they weren’t unpleasant to eat even though they were alive as they were being eaten

fourth theme… was playing football in a park with a cat

i was in goal and the cat was doing a good job of using the flat of its paw to strike the ball and was scoring as many as i saved

the last paw/kick really made me stretch

i dived to the right and just managed to push the ball away with my right hand

under where my right hand made contact with the ball it touched the ground and landed in some fresh animal muck

went back to the house where i had been in the previous dream-theme and used the fish like a soap, rubbing them between the hands to make a lather

fifth theme… in an auditorium with an audience of five or six women

was giving a lecture cum demonstration of xual foreplay with young woman who was wearing just a skirt and lying on her back

was still giving a demonstration when the dream ended

this dream was the direct result of thinking about multi-themed dreams while composing an answer to a question about multi-themed dreams that had been asked on a q and a forum

the details within the dreams are various thoughts and influences during the day

have any of you watched lifeforce ?

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09122014

writing/(informative dream?) had been acknowledged as being the person who could lead mankind into the future

was in a largish room that had a floor to ceiling window which looked out onto an expanse of greenery about 80 metres wide and a hundred to two hundred metres long

there were many people milling about outside

the greenery was inclined and at the top was a building or buildings

i was in the presence of a group of about 14 people

the people were the behind-the-scenes movers and shakers of world policy

they were listening and watching what i was saying and doing i, began writing…

to give away what is desired for self is to give to self… to share with others what is desired for self is to receive from self… to…

woke up as was beginning the third sentence

interpretation/analysis

it may be worth noting that this dream breaks a succession of love, x and kissing dreams

it can be construed that they truly are some of the special effects of love/life (let’s hear it for the lover)

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19112014

while speaking to someone yesterday (19112014) they mentioned their dream from the previous night

while it was being related the realization occurred that in the absence of influencing thoughts, images, etc. in the day, emotions become the dominant content of the dream

emotions are considered to be of a lesser order in the table of the experiences of the human condition

now we can introduce the idea that dreams are “tiered”

in the writers experience the highest tier is the runaway experience that accompanies a comprehension of space

the lowest order is the feelings that went with the one and only nightmare the writer had (as a child)

which in turn prompts the need to highlight the sensitivity that goes with childhood

the worst feeling ever experienced by this person was the result of the emotional content of parents arguing

this is another example of how interaction produces results

i know you think that with the knowledge presented so far you know all you need to know

in one respect, and one respect only, this is true

in terms of improving the quality of our lives… we have only scratched the surface dreams diary

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02112014

externalized/two-themed/think-read (informative ?) dream first scene, lab set-up the size of a large classroom

between six and nine people in three tiers standing in an off-set line formation facing toward a pulse-gun which could detect the heart and fire an unseen packet or bubble of “physio”-energy

the gun was used for the treatment of the heart

second scene, i turned sideward to discover if the detector could still locate the heart at that angle

it couldn’t and hit the person behind me who needed life-saving surgery

next dream, was think-reading an article about the way the body ejects viruses

it was a highbrow wiki-type article which needed a dictionary to look up the definition of every other word

the mental effort in forming the sentences got too strenuous and eventually woke me out of the sleep

the theme was about expelling viruses anally

the gist of the article was the inter-dependence of the workings of the body and, specifically, the importance of the role of the excreta in the isolating of the virus

the crux of the article was the chemical substances or the substances in the cells which play the key role in surrounding the virus and keeping it isolated

interpretation/analysis: don’t know if this dream has an application in the real/conscious world or is just the result of thinking about the workings of the body/heart during the day

wouldn’t have made this entry in the dream diary if it hadn’t woke me

waking up in the middle of the night while the dream is still in progress is taken as a “prompt” from you-know-who

his attention to the heart marks the end of an attempt to incorporate dementia into the sphere of priorities for this epoch

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28102014

thought/food/conversation-influenced dream: first scene, in a built-up residential area

thought i had become trusted by a man trafficking in drugs but was unaware of his treacherous motives

next scene, was given a mission to track down drug-related criminals who were holed up in thick brittle bush

the bush was so brittle and spikey it was necessary to wear a special protective suit

next scene, moved stealthily through the thicket and found the two men

next scene, the moment i saw them they moved out of their position and i realized they knew i was there

as they moved away from me i sensed that something bad was going to happen to me

next scene, unbeknown to me my movements were being tracked and i was being monitored by others who were fighting the war on drugs

there was a violent, fiery explosion

this explosion and the way the men died was the most brutal and horrific vision of death i’ve ever had in a dream

next scene: back to the original scene and the man, not in the picture, at the start of the dream

the man was being assassinated by three or four men who were pouring dozens of bullets into him with automatic rifles

again, although i couldn’t see the man being shot it was clear it was a bloody and brutal execution

interpretation/analysis the violence in this dream is, i am absolutely certain, due to eating ham

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26102014

this is the last of the routinely daily entries

it’s time to give our attention to the heart

hopefully what we have so far in dream theory is enough to get the ball rolling

will continue to enter new dreams that have something important in them

informative dream: first scene set in africa, talking to an african girl/woman who was about nineteen

her attitude to me was that she regarded me as she did with all other people, just another person

she saw all people the same way, as a separate part of self

that embracive acceptance of all people that goes with childhood

the natural tendency for an immediate friendship with any and every other being

here was a woman who didn’t see a difference between a man and a woman

next scene, bought an expensive diamond ring at an affordable local price

next scene, we were sitting talking and i gave her the ring she laughed thinking it was my sense of humour

next scene, i expressed my feelings by leaning over and kissing her on the neck

my lips were slightly parted and without thinking about it i touched her neck with the tip of my tongue

that was the moment her thoughts changed

the moment of magic when two people make that transition from two people in life to two people in love

i was no longer another person among many my feelings had touched her in that way which produces the thoughts and emotions which we describe with the word love

it can come from the woman or the man

the time and the place is one of the marvels of his terrible love

try to imagine how it can be that love/life can arrange events so that two people can be brought together from a vast array of seemingly random circumstances

how could events in heaven possibly be translated to events here on earth when the people who are affected by the events had never met before ?

it’s easy to imagine someone suggesting to their best friend that they come around to sunday lunch having already invited someone that her or his best friend had mentioned they liked and that from initial meeting love blossomed but how could you do that from another place without either one of them having met before ?

further, how could you be sure that both of them would exist at a point in time through thousands of millions of years of murderous events ?

this is the basis by or through which soul partners make the connection to each other in the first instance

next scene, we were thinking of how we could be together permanently

she was part of a national darts team who played international games

her team were scheduled to play a game in france in the near future

it was the opportunity we needed we could get together in a culture we could both identify with

next scene, we were near the top of a wooded hillock that overlooked her village which had about five hundred people in it

the villagers were being shot at by a group of armed invaders

at first it was a slaughter

the villagers gradually became organised and began fighting back effectively

there were a group of armed villagers on the hill near where we were who were preparing a flanking manoeuvre

looking down into the village it was obvious that the tide had turned and the villagers would repel the invaders

there were some skirmishes going on the other side of the hill

a stray bullet hit my love

interpretation/analysis: for some years now it has been the writer’s intention to write an entry specifically addressing the problems that accompany people’s sense of identity

the entry, called identity, responsibility and happiness, inspired by a neils bohr, appears to have found its natural place and the time here

two of the main causes that furnish the divisions which allow wars and animosity to flourish are nationality and ethnicity it

was recognised many years ago that a persons identity is tightly bound up with her and his (mainly his) sense of national identity

it is so thoroughly ingrained into a persons sense of identity that the mere mention of not seeing oneself as a being who belongs to the country they live in has a treacherous tinge to it

“for king and country” is, and has been for many centuries, the rallying cry when mustering a fighting force

it is currently being successfully reinforced via the oligarch-controlled mainstream media

for a day or two just count the number of times the word british or england is used on british t.v. programmes and you will get the picture and understand why it is that britain is the most unequal society in the western world

it’s not just this country, it’s all of them

even the handful of countries who aren’t controlled by the oligarch’s do it

it’s the same systemic creeping-death that has found its way into every country in the world via the old testament through the notion of unintentional murder

there is some relief coming through the european union which is successfully ridding the continent of the nationalistic outlook which whips up divisions but even here ethnicity is a closet issue

the problem of identity has its roots in the absence of a person’s ability to compare the finite numerical value of individuals against the overwhelming and incomprehensible reality of endless space

the realization of just how thinly spread out life is within the infinite will produce the recognition of just how appallingly few of us there are

what people see around them in the world is the complete opposite of our timeless, eternal reality

over-crowded cities, self-serving motivations, people ready to snuff out people’s lives at the drop of a hat… it’s a complete nightmare

the extremes are being pointed out in an attempt to bring about a thought or two in your mind that the here and now is no more than a moment or two of the greater reality awaiting those who choose it

this dream itself is the second one in which an interaction with an african woman has contained insights

both the first one and this one have in common that aspect of character which is so appealing it borders on fantasy

all four of the ethnicities have their fair share of devolving beings and it will serve us well to keep in mind the bigger picture of evolution before allowing ourselves to form outlooks that favour one over the other

any thought which reduces the stature of other beings will reduce your own standing within love/life

the frame of mind that will keep you on an even keel should be along the lines of recognising that the frailties and foibles between one type of man-shaped being and another came and come from the mistake

we live in linear time and it’s not possible to turn back the clock

however, it is possible, through repetitive practice, to rectify those things that contain the unreality of non-existence

the more often you think the thought that all man shaped beings are/were invaluable the more you become part of the forward thrust of life

by taking responsibility for your thoughts and identifying with all other man shaped beings the happiness this fleeting time-reality contains will produce the feel for life expressed in this dream

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25102014

two-themed dream: first dream, first scene… had won second prize in a lottery or competition

the first prize was a party-sized trifle

my prize was an unimpressive looking concoction with a marshmallow or a soft biscuit cake stuck on the top of it

mine was in a fridge

second scene, opened the fridge to have a look and took it out

it was in a pyrex-type jug which i had to tip forward to get out from between the shelves the contents of the jug swelled toward the angle of the tip and the biscuit-thing started sinking

the dream came to a welcome end

second dream, first scene… had been out and about for a few hours and arrived home (the place i used to live before i lived here) where an acquaintance and his son were waiting for me

i said “you been waiting long” and he said “ages”

second scene, inside the flat he said “…? is looking for you”

the person he referred to was trouble

third scene, was closing the windows and drawing the curtains so i could give the impression of not being in and the acquaintance made a jibe along the lines of… “no point in looking for trouble”

fourth scene, the details of this scene had faded by the time got around to writing it

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24102014

dreams and dreams theory: the beginning, straight-line-action related dreams: first scene, an impressively big structure that was an assembly or gathering area

it was also a launch area

it looked to be four to eight square kilometres

it had a skeletal look to it, as though it was made of girders

there were small and large groups on every part of it

second scene, it was the beginning of a week-end or a week long activity

every group was preparing, and discussing how to maintain motion that could be sustained indefinitely in a qualitative way

i listened to the reasoning of several different groups

the predominant theme was mathematical

it was agreed by all that it had to be done in a straight line

third scene, one group thought that the best way to sustain motion was to have an intertwining, in the same way a rope is made or how women plait their hair, mechanism

although it could work in theory when it was tried it caused lumps or knots in what should have been a seamless or smooth formation

the way it was tried out was by people launching themselves from the structure into the surrounding environment which was in zero gravity and endless space

fourth scene, another group used the straight line action approach but had problems because they were using a mechanism other than love-motivated reciprocating actions

it occurred to me that initiating motions with the attitude of just wanting to be might have merit

the dream ended without the idea being tested

interpretation/analysis the sense of space and the intensity of the feelings associated with the application of the various mechanisms of motion was the stand-out features of this dream

there is difficulty in employing the roney analysis to this dream

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23102014

two-themed dream: first theme, first scene… what looked to be a cinema that had been converted into a dancing arena

there was room for fifty or so people to dance down in the front

it was fairly busy more, than a hundred people

second scene, there were about a dozen people (all women i think) already dancing at this point in the dream

i was raring to go and was the first male to start dancing

third scene, it soon became an exhibition some of the moves were jacksonesque (we really do need to present these dreams in animated comic-strip form to do them justice) and i became the whole show within a half a minute. this dream ended here

second dream, first scene… four of us (all fair-haired males) were on holiday and had arrived at our destination

second scene, we were in a shop buying something to eat

we settled for baguettes with white meat

third scene, a boy of four or five was given a baby-sized one and stole the show when he looked at his and said “boy baguette”

we all felt a warmth and liking for him

fourth scene, the dream changed its feel about here

we were out of the shop and a menacing predatory dinosaur came from between two streets and made its way towards us

fifth scene, the dream became jumbled up here and there were other scenes which are too vague to recall

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22102014

two-themed dream: first theme, first scene… the telephone rang

it was my eldest auntie

she said she was coming over

couldn’t remember what it was we had arranged to do

second scene, we were waiting for someone

an uncle arrived (not her husband)

was having polite conversation with my uncle but could tell he wanted to know why we had gathered

i then realized my auntie hadn’t actually said why she was coming to see me it was just a casual visit and there was no reason why the uncle had to be there dream ended

second dream, my mother was at the door with her belongings

her items were in a flat travel bag that must have been three or four metres long and a metre and a half high

there was tension between her and the person who brought her

the driver was agitated because he had been compromised into carrying an item he didn’t want to transport

was getting the cab fare when the dream ended

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20102014

two-themed dream: was in a rink that was slightly elliptical in shape

there was a black line about one metre from the edge of the rink that ran all the way around the rink

the black line splayed out to about two metres for about three metres halfway along the long side

on each of the long sides, the idea was to maintain a gracefully still motion in the one-metre lane and do something eye-catching in the ‘manoeuvre’ area

the rink was shiny and looked like it was made of wood

the skates were of the single-blade or roller-ball design

i was practising in the central area by scooting around soon got the hang of it and could do some pretty nifty moves which got the attention of some people

second theme, first scene…had a whistle-sized object which had a wire which went from end to end inside it

there was a opening in the device big enough to get a finger in so a person could use their nail to pluck the wire which would produce a note (not in the dream but worth adding is the idea that the wire could be stretched to make a different note) by plucking the wire every time the song hit the note

the device made it possible to get a simple accompaniment

second scene, the device had five or more wires and had become a pocket zither

the dream ended as i was trying to play it using most of my fingers

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19102014

externalized/informative dream ? two men were playing a game of billiards

the winner could decide whether important decisions were taken by an individual who was deemed to be the most knowledgeable or whether important issues should be decided collectively (democratically)

the game was being viewed from the ‘spot’ end of the table

the stroke was played and the red ball went into the left-middle pocket and the white was rolling toward the same pocket

the ball got as close as it was possible to get to the edge of the pocket without falling in

i woke up to the sound of my own “oooooh”

interpretation/analysis: how, when the situation exists that the right decision is not clear-cut, do we arrive at the answer ? the greatest quantity and quality of life ?

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18102014

informative dream ? first scene, was observing someone in an elaborate overall that covered the hands as well

they were suspended above a fine network of fibres that looked as delicate as a spiders web

the breast/nipple area of the overalls had finely engineered conical-shaped nozzles that could release a tacky fluid when the wearer of the suit brought the nozzle into contact with the delicate weaving

they were suspended above in a free-fall position

the overalls also had the same mechanism on the fingers of the overalls

the finesse of the engineering on that part of the hand which released the fluid was much more sophisticated than the breast/nipple mechanism

while watching the operator performing a manoeuvre she or he came into contact with the web-like structure with the nozzle of the hands of the suit and the whole network of fine strands lifted in response to coming into contact with the tacky substance

second scene, in contrast to the first scene which was done with high levels of concentration and serious purpose this scene had the same sort of atmosphere as you would expect at a fete

everybody was having a good time and there was an abundance of smiling faces

a woman was in an ordinary type overall which, like the overalls in the first scene, had liquid-release valves around the breast/nipple area

the fluid release mechanism on the woman’s overalls was a purely fun thing though and it became obvious why people were laughing an smiling when a man tried to suck out or drink some of the liquid from the crude mechanism around the breast area and it went all over him

interpretation/analysis: now, if we take the roney analysis seriously then what we have here is a bit of future technology

this is the more purposeful side of dreams and dream theory

you are now being asked to consider whether the interpretation being put on the analysis of dream content has any merit and/or relevance and/or application in our lives now or in the near future

when we get going, when we get going, dream analysis will be presented in an animated comic-strip form

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16102014

dreams and dreams theory: the beginning, same-theme dream, first scene… was out cycling in the evening

it was an ordinary bike but there were two of us on it

i was doing the peddling

second scene, stopped to ask instructions from a couple sitting and having a drink outside of a pub and got an awkward response

third scene, was heading out of the built-up area towards the edge of the city

the bike suddenly slowed because the brakes were defective

the front light was very bright and lit the road like a spotlight

there was something wrong with the linkage of the braking system and the bike slowed again

fourth scene, sat back on the seat to do the peddling (had been standing-peddling up until now)and could feel the passenger’s (don’t know who it was) p000s digging into my coccyx

fifth scene, got to the area where my aunt lived but didn’t know the number of her house

had to go through the back gardens where there were clothes hanging on clothes-lines to get to a door to ask if anybody knew her

sixth scene, a teenage girl answered the first door i tried and when i asked her if she knew where the person i was looking for lived she said she didn’t know but said her mother might know and asked me in

seventh scene, there was some conversation and the young girl said “you’ve got bad breath” i said something apologetic and she said “i’m a nurse. i can make it better”

she told me to lie down and pull the front of my shirt out of my trousers

she lay down next to me with her knees close to my head and started kissing my stomach i responded and started massaging and squeezing her b000000s

eighth scene, could see her mother through the legs of the chair and thought it would be best to get her involved

the dream ended

interpretation/analysis the sameness of this dream is the aunt in the dream

although she doesn’t make an appearance (because she died a decade or so ago ?)

will have to start an index reference for dreams

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15102014

first scene, wandering around coventry late at night with nowhere to stay

second scene, standing in the street looking up at the football stadium and thinking it looked less impressive than i remembered

third scene, up in the stands behind the goal-keeping area taking in the structure and thinking it would be possible to have a musical event using my p.a. equipment

fourth scene, bedded-down going to sleep

fifth scene, awake and looking around

sixth scene, four or five people were going past me on the way up to the commentary box

they saw me and were curious about what i was doing there but weren’t alarmed or bothered about me being there

seventh scene, was in the commentary box with them and asked one of them if there was anywhere i could have a wash

he pushed a door open and there was a washroom with the sink visible

eighth scene, was more or less finished washing myself when one of the group said: “how are you off for money” ?

i realized he was going to offer me some and i said “if you’re trying to tap me you’re out of luck” someone laughed and i woke up

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14102014

was trying to get people interested in a prototype emergency food pack for use in life or death hunger-situations

it consisted of dried potato, several small whole potatoes, a plastic sheet about two or three square metres, a tinderbox or matches, a collapsible spade, a small cooking pot and salt

the idea was to plant the potatoes which would be ready for eating by the time the dried potato had been used up

the plastic sheet was for collecting water overnight via condensation

interpretation/analysis can’t think of what it was that caused this dream

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13102014

delayed-theme/two-themed dream: first theme, first scene… a woman of a large family was having difficulty organising a meal for her family

helped out by buying an extra large grill/oven which could cook two lots of burgers at the same time

second scene, the dream ended as the burgers were placed on the cooking tray and there was obviously going to be more than enough room to do the meal

second dream, first scene… was approaching a small gathering of people clustered around someone who was proposing something radical

second scene, jimi hendrix was in the crowd and wasn’t getting any attention

the person’s proposals were so revolutionary it made jimi hendrix’s impact on society seem insignificant

i said “i can remember when you were radical jimi” the dream ended there

interpretation/analysis: first dream, the oven/grill part of the dream was from tuesday last week when it was necessary to have to two separate cooking dishes to cater for seven people

second dream, earlier on in the day was programming the recorder to record several of next week’s programmes

considered recording a programme about jimi hendrix but decided not to

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12102014

delayed-theme dream: first scene, a young girl unaffected by me telling her off for not keeping a dog on a leash

the dog was wandering to and from the street to the road

second scene, called the dog to me and when it got close enough gave it a light smack on its hind quarter

third scene, the dog didn’t know what it had done wrong and it slinked away into a small cluster of bushes

felt emotions of annoyance for not being able to impress on the girl the importance of taking responsibility for the dog and frustration for not being able to think of a way of educating the dog to the dangers of the road

interpretation/analysis: a week ago there was an instance of a man whose dog had sauntered into the road and was completely unaware of the danger from cars

two cars had to slow and stop to avoid it

the dog’s owner became angry with the dog and began shouting at the dog

the dog knew it was in the doghouse over something

timidly and reservedly, the dog walked to where the man was

remember looking at the dog as it walked by me and noting that is was bemused as to what it had done wrong

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10102014

thought-influenced dreams: first scene, in the city centre of a town where i used to live

had two parking spaces for a business that supplied peeled potatoes

my prowess at peeling potatoes peeling was so good it had become a successful business

was talking to someone who was interested in knowing how the business got started in the first place

second scene, was holding a large potato in my left hand and one of those t-shaped peelers in the other

was having difficulty in peeling the potato with it, dream ended

interpretation/analysis: during the day had been thinking about a comment someone made earlier on in the week about the importance of the potatoes i had supplied for a meal

the most real aspect of this dream was the potato in the second scene, the colour, the shape… the memory of it has as much reality as any potato that can be recalled from a real-life experience

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08102014

speech-spoken word-influenced dreams: first scene, explaining to one person in particular in a group of three or four people about the features of a pen

i told him… “had been trying to buy a pen for the last few years which would always write when you used it”. “all the pens i had bought would need ‘coaxing’ into use when they hadn’t been used for an hour or two”. “it meant running the pen frantically over a part of the page to warm it up”. “the ‘must do something about this’ moment came when i had to fill in a form to get a reduced price on an item”. “as usual the pen needed warming up but there wasn’t any paper to hand to run the pen across”. “it wouldn’t do to use the form and i stood there feeling, and probably looking stupid, while trying to think of how to get around it”. “determined to get a pen that done the job, i had spent £30 on one pen and a similar amount on another and was about to spend even more on another”. “told the salesman what was what and he suggested a pen the shop had in stock”. “bought the pen but wasn’t over confident it would do what was expected”. “later on in the day went on the internet to find a pen that claimed it would always write”. “the pen i had bought in the shop earlier on in the day was a toshiba and so went to their site first”. “two or three searches at the web site and the pen i had been looking for over the last half dozen years came up on the screen”. “it wrote upside down, on wet paper, in zero gravity and at -20 degrees below freezing”, “the jam on the bread was the price… £12 for 10 pens with a free retractable pencil-pen and 12 refills’ a lifetime of pens for just over a tenner” ! “not only that, the pen can cut through a hair from someone’s head”

second scene someone fetched a length of wire the width of a human hair

everybody was thoroughly impressed

dream ended

there were several themes in this dream but this was the only one that revealed its details

interpretation/analysis: this dream was the result of explaining the virtues of the pen to a group of four or five people earlier on in the day when were about to play a game of scattegories

applications: we are now at the stage when we can begin to use our dreams to our advantage

we know that dreams can inform us what experiences during the day caused a problem

we know that thoughts produce the theme of a dream

we know that talking about something in particular can form the theme of a dream

we know that reading about something can produce the theme of a dream

example of application… a parent wants a solution to the problem of why two of her children are ‘always fighting and squabbling’

it will need to be a sincere and genuine attempt to getting a solution

the parent thinks about it during the day

the parent reads about the problem on the internet (try this link )

the parent talks about it to a friend

the parent writes the details into a blog or reads about other people with the same problem (try this link)

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07102014

vivid-thought influenced dream, one scene dream

brightly-lit scene, a woman wearing a red dress with a tight, pink, waist-length jacket

she was lying on her back rubbing her self extremely energetically with both hands

the dream lasted for about four or five seconds

this dream has produced two new categories of dream… one scene dreams and vivid dreams

interpretation/analysis: as with all dreams the writer applies the roney analysis

there is nothing about this scene that couldn’t be a slice of real life

it was probably, but not definitively, marlene

this dream was brought into being as a result of thinking about marlene and how her feelings of not having someone to love in a physical way impacted on her

it was as vivid as any dream i’ve ever had

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05102014

fleeting-thought/two-themed dream, first theme, first scene: was composing a new layout for the home page of this website and was having trouble getting a word to link to a particular page

second scene, managed to get it to work by using a word with more letters

interpretation/analysis: this dream was formed from a single, fleeting thought during the day

possibly the most important about this dream is that the thought was remembered

a stand-alone thought mixed in with all the other thoughts and feelings and sights and sounds, tastes and smells of hundreds and thousands of sensory inputs during any day

if you have difficulty in assigning the reason for the theme of a dream this may be the reason why

the question is “why did the dream machinery latch on to this particular thought and make it the theme for a dream” ?

new category of dream… fleeting-thought influenced dream, second-theme, first scene: this was set at the home of where i lived in my junior and teenage years

had nearly completed putting together all the components to make a barbeque

just needed a board about twenty-five metre squared to level a bit of the ground, there were some comments

second scene, the wood had appeared and the barbeque cum party was under way

third scene, my father was the last to arrive and was having trouble getting into the garden using the entrance at the side of the house

used the board to enable access to the garden

interpretation/analysis: unable to put my finger on the reason or cause for this dream

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04102014

recurring dream, same person, same theme; xual: interpretation/analysis

this is a recurring theme/dream because i’m at a loss as to know what to do about marlene

there’s no doubt marlene has symptoms of dementia

the uninformed consensus is that it’s a deteriorating condition with no chance of recovery, however, that’s by no means written in stone, quite the opposite, with the exception of three or four separately identified types the prognosis is bright

there are at least four proven prognoses for other types of the ailment

links to articles read so far… with this particular problem i’m stuck on how to contact her brother

all i know about him is that his name is john

what has to be taken into account is that nothing happens to the writer by chance

every single little thing that happens in his life is there by design

it wasn’t just chance that marlene was standing by my door on that day at that time

there’s more going on here than a chance encounter although the writer considers the heart as the number one priority for all people it may be we’re getting involved in a secondary priority

think about it and respond if you’re inclined to 95 minutes R.E.M. types of brain waves

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03102014

same-day influenced dream

first scene

was deleting entries from the web site on u.f.o.’s which didn’t seem to carry much weight

second scene after deleting 4 or 5 had a look on the internet to see what new sightings had been uploaded

third scene every new upload of a u.f.o. sighting was more impressive than the last and the final one looked at was as dazzling as a carnival and i realised that my input to the u.f.o. scene was no longer needed… it had an impetus all of its own

interpretation/analysis was working on the-web-page-to-be `red giant` and had been looking at sun/space photos

one photo in particular reminded me of a u.f.o. sighting and got me thinking about them

e.t.’s are going to figure in our lives in a major way in the very near future

as is to be expected the oligarch-controlled media barely mentions them

the oligarch’s, with monster-sized egos, can’t bring themselves to acknowledge that there’s something more influential in life than themselves

40 minutes R.E.M. types of brain waves

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02102014

two-themed / externailsed dream

first theme first scene

was in palm tree avenue which is within a couple of hundred metres of where i lived between the age of 6 and 18

there were 30 to 50 people holding a political meeting on a small green nearby

david cameron was doing a reasonable job of defending his corner for people living on amounts greater than the `world wage

second scene

listened to what was being said for a while and decided to add my two-penneth

made my point sarcastically, “don’t you realise”, i said to the gathering at large, “the cost of sending children to a public school ? it’s a thousand pound a week. then there’s holidays. the children work hard at school and they deserve a holiday during the school breaks. we like to get away from it all and find the seychelles a good place to relax”

a few people started smiling when they realised what i was doing

second theme first scene

at the alterationist’s in exeter

was lying down on a pile of paper

second scene

the alterationist’s son came in with his exceptionally good-looking girlfriend

third scene

there was conversation between the males while the father done a repair to something his son was wearing

fourth scene

the father had seen the couple out of the building and returned to the room where i was still lying down

he was really happy about the way his son’s life was going and was singing `yellow submarine

i picked up on his good mood and joined in had sang the chorus line twice and woke up as i was singing it the third time

interpretation/analysis

first dream

small crowd david cameron… seen his smiling face on the telly, without the sound on, a lot over the last two days

second dream alterationist… reset my mobile phone and his was the only number i wanted to keep and had been thinking about young girls and boys

both dreams had feel-good endings comment… can’t tell you what a relief it is to be having normal dreams again (see analyisis/interpretation for 28th september 2014)

65 minutes R.E.M. types of brain waves

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01102014

kissing/x dream: first scene and second scene, forgotten

third scene, kissing with a difference; a little difference that made a whole new world of difference

fourth scene, we were guests at the house of a famous person

i was embarrassed that i wasn’t wearing clothes that suited the surroundings

the famous person put me at ease and i felt comfortable about having x with you-know-who

interpretation/analysis: you’d better believe it men women out-passion us by at least two to one

they just need the opportunity to do it their way

there were one or two scenes before the memorable part of the kissing dream, it was with you-know-who again

the stand-out part of the dream was the kissing itself

as much as i’d like to share this dream experience in full it would be bad etiquette to reveal another person’s inclinations

it is the case that where there is both kissing and x within a dream nine times out of ten it has always been the kissing which was more enjoyable

this dream was also an informative dream; it was sensational

an added aspect to kissing which vaulted kissing into a new realm

can’t think why it never occurred to me to do it

it is thought that the reason why kissing holds such a special place in the feelings between women and men is that kissing is represented in the heavenly state as the sensation that is produced when physical contact occurs between two beings and stimulates a feeling for more life in a numerical sense

if this the case then it is indeed the subtlest of mechanisms that take the time equivalent of 1 ^ 83 000 years to reach a crescendo

the explosive sensations we experience through the act of x may be related in some way to the explosive ideas we attach to the big bang, although the assertion “this time we do not stop” suggests the big bang comes about for a different reason

in terms of trying to understand what the beginning and the end of the mechanistic nature of the cyclic nature of love/life is… it seems likely we haven’t even learnt the basic structure of the language of love in its broadest sense and we’re trying run before we can walk or tell a joke before we can talk when attempting to formulate these matters still, it’s not a hanging offence to think about them and who knows what such speculations will throw up

90 minutes R.E.M. types of brain waves

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30092014

short-term consecutive-theme dreams, first scene, was sitting at a table

next to me was another man at least half as big as me again

it was part of a formal introduction to a religious cult

we were at the lowest point it was possible to be within the hierarchy of the organization, more specifically, the person next to me had superiority to me by a matter of hours or days

his manner was friendly and although he was bigger than me i felt i was on a par with him

second scene, an air of anticipation was growing as senior figures within the group were expected any moment

third scene, three men dressed formally appeared and seemed separate, distant from me

fourth scene, in a different place and it was just the other new guy and me in a spacious area

i wanted to talk to the three men who had been in the room in the previous scene

immediately the mood and feel of the dream changed

i had opened a sacrosanct door and the full weight of officialdom was making itself felt

fourth scene, i wasn’t allowed to talk to them, i wasn’t even allowed to talk about them

the reprimands were coming thicker and faster as the dream ended

interpretation/analysis, both today’s and yesterday’s dream had secrecy and structured authoritarian themes

still reeling from the previous seven days of the oppressively rigid encounter’s from both the police and from hospital staff

how severely such attitude’s affect a person is relative to that persons own disposition or outlook of life

how good or bad the world appears depends on an individual’s sensitivity or feel for life

depending on how many day’s, week’s, month’s or the year’s the same theme lasts indicates the sensitivity or feel an individual has on that specific facet of life

80 minutes R.E.M. types of brain waves

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29092014

written-word/externalised/two-themed dream

first theme, first scene, part of secret book society clandestinely moving through streets and back-alleys to get to a meeting

second scene, at the meeting

it was a very large hall and had two or three hundred people in it which was a surprise considering it was supposed to be a small secret set-up

third scene, wanted a cigarette

was waiting for someone to start smoking so i could ask them for a light

analysis/interpretation: secrecy, cigarette

second theme, first scene: in a war environment in a middle eastern city

the city was in ruins

people were rebuilding the ruins and building bomb-shelter type accommodation

second scene, felt the situation needed music

found a small blackened frying pan that produced the sound of a chord when i ran my nails along the bottom of it in skiffle-style

shuffle-danced around in a small circle singing a single line that was easy to vary…”‘gotta have a ‘lotta love, mmm mmm” “we need a ‘lotta love, yea, yea”

done it six or eight times

although people took notice realised it wasn’t going to change the situation in a way that made any real difference

interpretation/analysis – middle east war environment, beleaguered people, music, futility

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28092014

delayed-theme/consecutive-feel-good/informative dream

a truly delightful dream (with a dash of poignancy) that makes the dream state what it is… a place where there are experiences better than the best things we can experience in our conscious state

first scene, reading an article in a paper or magazine about a teenager who had come up with a way of measuring the polarization of light (see delayed theme further on down the page)

the lad was the son of a farming-family

they lived in a rural area and lived a more or less isolated life

the young man dreamed of being someone else somewhere else

he had heard or read about the difficulty science was having in establishing how to measure the polarization of light and the wavelength of light at the same time

second scene, he devised an apparatus that consisted of a photon-emitter and a photon collector-plate

the collector-plate was transparent and it enabled an observer to clearly see both the position and the shape of the particle/wave

third scene, he was overcome with joy

a young man with no distinguishable achievements had answered a question that had baffled the best brains in science

it was the happiest moment of his life

he now knew that even though he lived what he thought was a drab life he could quite easily realize any and all of his dreams if he wanted to

fourth scene, he was filled with an unbounded happiness

the first thing he decided to do was to fly the crop-sprayer aeroplane

he knew he wasn’t supposed to fly it until he was a year or two older but that didn’t dissuade him

up in the air in the plane, his thoughts were soaring way above the height the plane could fly

he could do anything

his thoughts were sweeping and soaring but the plane couldn’t do what his thoughts were doing; so when he put the plane into an impossible manoeuvre it crashed

analysis/interpretation delayed theme… took a book to read (quantum reality) on the train to exeter on the twenty-fourth

read and re-read the couple of chapters that explained polarization in an attempt to come up with an easy-to-understand graphic definition that could be used in the entry-to-be on polarization

informative dream… the contrast in the types of dreams between the violent dream period between 21092014 and 25092014 and yesterday’s dream had caused me to re-think what it could be that had changed

it was the ham and, i now believe, that it was, specifically, the blood in the ham that was responsible for the violent dream period !

it had occurred to me, because of another violent dream (21042014) that the thoughts and feelings associated with marlene weren’t the cause of the bad dreams and had been considering eating a large amount of pork to test the theory

this dream has convinced me (although may still try the pork test) there hasn’t been any other significant changes in my life that would cause such a big difference to the content of the dreams

feel-good theme… x dreams are all well and good but this is the type of dream that lifts us above and beyond the mundane

the very stuff of the spice of love/life, never knowing what new angles or directions our thoughts and experiences will take us

always and forever surprising us

always something new and exciting and inspiring and rewarding and uplifting and…

the spur that drives us on with an ever-increasing momentum

the heavenly state is, beckoning, beckoning, beckoning

the poignant bit… the writer was reminded of the time he read a one-paragraph item in readers digest about a man in spain

his wife had just delivered their first baby into the world

he was so happy with the mixture of a first child and it being a boy his heart exploded and he died of happiness !

the sheer poignancy of it

the poignancy in this dream didn’t tarnish the overall quality of the dream

not even sure the boy/pilot was killed

there doesn’t seem to be any other reason why the story would mention the crash, though perhaps, it was a local rag

it also brought to the fore the magnificence of his sacrificially-creative love 120+ minutes R.E.M. types of brain waves

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27092014

multi-themed dream – first theme

developed a really heavy-duty gravelly/phlegmy cough

analysis/interpretation… smoking a bit more than usual during the day

it crossed my mind that i was slipping backwards in phasing out smoking

second theme, an acquaintance of some years back thought he had found a system for beating the casino’s and asked me for a way of signalling someone at another table what card he had

i said “looking left or right” he went off to try it

analysis/interpretation… this dream was brought about while setting up my place for a game of cards in the evening

the person mentioned was always trying to figure out ways of making money by getting the better of the establishment

it still makes me smile when i think of him

third theme, large ships in a port, two men dressed in rescue-team suits were informing me my mother had gone missing while on a ship cruise in the antarctic

analysis/interpretation… can’t think of what prompted this theme 50 minutes

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26092014

two-themed dream /kissing dream x dream first theme, first scene

was in a cafeteria that could accommodate 50 or 60 people and was looking out onto a golf-course-sized lawn

there were men running around and i heard a voice say “now she’s gone into… ?”

second scene marlene came into the cafeteria she had a sweaty face and torso

we saw each other and moved towards each other

third scene – we embraced and had one of those soft, supple lip kisses that lasted for 5 or 6 seconds

the fourth scene when the hospital personnel were a few feet away i whispered “we’ll be together soon”

analysis/interpretation this is the most obvious and easiest analysis/interpretation have yet had to muse about a child could put this one together

second theme first scene xual

second scene xual analysis/interpretation

now this is more like it

this is how dreams should be pleasurable, enjoyable, moreish, repeatedly desirable…

it is worth mentioning again that of the experiences awaiting us in the heavenly state pleasure hardly figures at all

there are much, much more fantastic feelings than pleasure when enacting straight line action

see and try and get an insight it must be the sexist in me but i find myself intimidated when the female is showing greater passion than me during x

both themes were with marlene

it occurred to me while thinking about the situation with marlene that in an ideal world the situation would be to have alternate days with marlene and the days in between with a different

ladies, tragically, the people who currently control our live are too oriented to death to embrace life

see oligarch 70 minutes R.E.M. types of brain waves

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25092014

first theme, first scene, seven or eight of us were at a woman’s house

there was an even mixture of women and men

second scene, it had whittled down to five of us and another person left

third scene, there were now four of us and i fancied the woman

one of the men was a real-life person from twenty years ago

the other man was a sturdy muscular thirty-year-old

he became awkward with me and his manner had a threatening undertone

the person from 30 years ago decided it was time to go

fourth scene, he became belligerent with the woman, who, i had just discovered, was his current or ex-wife or girl-friend

fifth scene, he started making threats

sixth scene, the woman looked at me and formed the sentence “call the police” with her lips

seventh scene, two or three men came through the door

one was a real-life person who was a no-nonsense tough guy, he pointing as he was striding to the troublesome man and said “get out”

eight scene, the aggressive man didn’t move and then the no-nonsense man hit him twice in the head

there were headbutts and more punches and eventually, the troublesome man was subdued

analysis/interpretation: don’t remember having so many dreams within a few days that had violence in them

was in someone’s house the day before yesterday and someone had filled a usb stick with 100 films for him

they were all this years films i had a quick look at ten or twelve of them to see if any of them were worth adding to my film collection

every single one had extreme violence in it

they weren’t fringe-films with unknown actors, they were the latest offerings from the major studios with all the top names taking lead roles

to this, we add the latest news items… violence, violence, violence

it seems the whole world is caught up in violence

this web site has a theory about this which means the major film studios are in on the conspiracy or have been caught up in it without realising it or this person is deluded and paranoid

second theme, first scene, was relaxing by the river where i used to live

had a green plastic bag with me

second scene, found a yellow plastic bag with items in it which i recognised as coming from a stately house a mile away

third scene, walked with the bags to the grounds of the mansion and came to a steel cattle-gate which led onto the estate proper

i saw three or four people on the other side of the gate and recognised one of them as someone i didn’t want to see

third scene, was now at the house itself and could see that some sort of event was ongoing or being organised

fourth scene, was in the house itself and was explaining my presence to a couple of people

i was hoping the items were things they valued and would think it appropriate to give me a reward

no such luck (mean gits. only got money to spend on their mates)

fifth scene, they had become suspicious of me and thought i had stolen them so i could claim a reward and had called the police and i was being scrutinised by a detective

he thought he had caught me out when he said “watch where that woman goes” the woman went through a door and i said “she’s gone into kitchen” he said “how do you know which part of the house she went into” i explained that i had gone from room to room hen i first got there looking for someone to talk to about the items i had found… end of dream

analysis/interpretation: relaxed start to dream, mini-treasures, big-house, activities (was thinking about organising an event during the day), looking for a hand-out ?, both dreams had the police in them (still thinking about marlene)

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23092014

first scene, a young boy and myself were climbing up scaffolding that was attached to the side of a cliff

the cliff was a 100 to 120 metres high

there were four or five workmen about seven tiers of scaffolding below us

second scene, about two tiers from the top we went into a cave and made something to eat

third scene, when the meal was ready to eat i said “this meal needs potatoes. let’s get some”

fourth scene, the dream ended when we had gathered everything together and were walking along the cave away from the cliff-face

analysis/interpretation: yet another dream with the beginning missing

am thinking that the beginning of dreams holds the key to the interpretation of them

the spoken bit of the dream was probably due to thinking about a meal that is on the tuesday-lunch-club menu for today

looked on the internet yesterday to see what ingredients are in chile con carne

after looking at the ingredients thought “there need to be some freshly-cooked vegetables with it”

the first vegetable that always comes to mind with me is potatoes

analysis/interpretation: young boy, cliff-face, scaffolding, workmen, climbing up, cave meal, spoken word

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22092014

pain-dream: first scene, went into a hi-fi shop in town to ask advice about an amplifier

the technician who could answer the question asked me to wait while he did something

second scene, there were two of us in the shop now and the owner of the shop came in wearing a suit and started talking to the other customer

third scene, had another call to make while in town and decided i could do it before the technician got back

it was a blistering hot day

took off my shirt and wedged it in an out-of-the-way space on a shelf

fourth scene, i was wearing a vest under the shirt

i opened the door of the shop and intended to let it close behind me

i launched myself off my right leg to start sprinting and the moment i did that a sharp pain started in the area below the knee

the momentum of the launch of the start of the sprint was great enough to make me continue taking steps

fifth scene, every step produced a seemingly greater discomfort than the one before

it was twelve to fifteen steps before i came to a stop and with every step, i heard myself making a whoo, whoo, whoo sound (keep on meaning to set up a microphone over the bed to find out what sounds in dreams are externalised)

sixth scene, was propping myself against a building when a girl/woman appeared and said “i know your father. what’s wrong” i said “i don’t know”

seventh scene, pulled up the trouser leg to have a look and there was was a small bloody gash with a yellow colour just below it in the area of the funny-bone

was about to pull the trouser leg further up to look at the knee because that was the pain was worst when the dream ended

analysis/interpretation – pain in a dream is new to me

it was real enough for me to look at my knee when i woke up to see if i had done something to it when i was sleeping

amendment… on the sixteenth went shopping with marlene

she liked ham and so we bought two of those wafer-thin packs of ham that people put in sandwiches and a pack of mini-sized gammon steaks

when marlene was taken from me i put the food in the fridge

thought i may as well use them up today and the over the next couple of days i pigged-out on them

this, i am now sure, is the reason for this dream and the dream on the 25092014

analysis/interpretation was the original entry used to explain the cause of why there was pain in this dream

the only way to explain this is to associate it with the thoughts and feelings that have been swirling around in my head because of what happened with marlene

if this is the case then as evolving beings we’re not even allowed to have recriminatory thoughts or feelings

it’s the nature of reality

reality can only accommodate things that have endlessness

wishing or wanting something not to exist that can exist is an unreality

1 ^100 years is the most time-reality that love/life can generate

every conscious entity can endure for that length of time if she or he wants to

devolving beings are to be identified and observed

we should no more bare ill thoughts or feelings towards them than we do with a dog with rabies, or an insect or a virus

they are to be identified and grouped together and quarantined or at least separated from evolving beings in a way that doesn’t allow any form of contact

in short, a thought that breeches reality by wishing to reduce its length or time (the endless straight line or universal time) is going against reality

which in turn produces consequences, hence this dream

shop in town, technician, another customer, shop owner, hot day, taking the shirt off, attempting to run, sounds in a dream, girl/woman/speech, coloured wound

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21092014

multi-themed dream, first theme

two scenes in bed with a couple who were established partners

too xual to detail

second theme, several scenes in the living room of a family who were struggling to make ends meet

thought it would be appropriate to offer them some money

the last of the scenes remembered was giving one of the grown men a fiver (had about fifty pounds in my wallet and it was in a time when a fiver was an amount that could buy a family its basic needs for a week or two)

third theme, first scene – was travelling abroad in a country that was impoverished (again it was an earlier time in history)

was trying to get back home and the nearest i could get to making it home was to catch a train to france

second scene, can remember saying “parie, parie” to a porter in my best squeezed french

third scene, he conveyed to me the train i wanted stopped at the platform i was standing on

fourth scene, a massive train thundered into the station

there was nothing to indicate where it was going and i became hesitant about getting on it

the train was gone before i could change my mind and board it

fifth scene, i was left alone on the platform with no one else anywhere to be seen

fifth theme, first scene – was in yet another train statio

something was amiss but can’t remember what

second scene, a fast-talking, smarmy and too obviously cunning con man was trying to lure me into going with him or go along with a suggestion

i sensed he was bad news and declined

third scene, when he realized i wasn’t going to be fooled two of his mates suddenly appeared and it was their intention to rob me using violence

fourth scene, i kicked him the groin and he still had his con-mans smile on his face as he was crumpling to a heap

fifth scene, a small crowd of locals came from behind me and set upon him with sticks and began beating him violently over all his body

sixth theme, first scene – yet another impoverished country (by now any semblance of affluence was gone. i had no money, no belongings. i was destitute)

was looking away from where i was out into an expanse of a semi-industrialised area

second scene, a young urchin with a winning character and sincere smile warned me of an impending threat to my life

third scene, he looked to a bend in view of the expanse and indicated that was where it would come from

fourth scene, he jumped off the elevated walkway where we were standing and ran across about a forty metre gap to a line of decaying buildings and disappeared through an opening and the sound of roaring began

fifth scene, i looked to the bend of the view and saw a low wall of white water coming

sixth scene, it was easily strong enough to wash me away so i ran to the point in the buildings where i last saw the boy

seventh scene, found a gap just big enough to get through and got as far as i could into the buildings

eighth scene, the water arrived and was lapping against some stones a metre away. the dream ended there

analysis/interpretation: sexuality, money, lack of money, people, travel, trains, foreign countries, bad people, good people, violence, poverty, water, unsatisfactory ending

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20092014

happy-ending dream: first scene, was on a bus coach

the second scene, a news story of a bank robbery came over the coach p.a.

the third scene, the coach went off the road and into a ditch

the fourth scene, four of us were in a waiting room (two girls, two boys)

the fifth scene, we were told the luggage was unrecoverable but it would be valued by remote machinery and compensation would be paid in silver bits by an automated cash dispenser

we would be given value tokens to put in the automated cash dispenser as soon as the valuation was completed

the sixth scene, i went last and couldn’t get anything on the first or second token but on the third token the machine paid a jackpot of tens of thousands

i said “it’s put the stolen bank money into my claim”

the seventh scene: gave the girls what would be two or three thousand pounds worth each and gave the other man about seven thousand pounds worth of the little bits of silver

we were all very happy with the way it worked out: the end of the dream

analysis/interpretation: the most real part of this dream was the sound of the bits of silver as they poured out of the money dispenser

the two things that happened during the day that connect to this dream is hearing the previously unheard sounds that became noticeable when listening to music through a new pair of speakers and a coach-trip brochure i browsed through for ten or fifteen minutes earlier on in the day

all the other elements of the dream must have something to do with emotional states, fleeting thoughts, persisting desires or other, as yet unrecognised, dream-forming stimuli, coach journey, stolen money, two girls, two men, coach in ditch, damaged luggage, (luggage again. second time this week) bits of silver, automatic machinery, happy ending

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19092014

two-themed dream: first theme, the first scene

wanted to be part of a group or gain access to something or other to become part of it

a woman had to examine my teeth within a second or two she declared that my teeth weren’t good enough and dismissed any chance of me becoming part of it

the second theme, scene one, a man dressed all in white with fair skin and fair hair was standing at the door

he looked more of a vision than a person

he said “i’m from the local helper’s association and i’ve come to help”

i said “come on in”

i turned to lead him in and then something gave me pause for thought and decided against it and said i didn’t want his help and asked him to go

analysis/interpretation: desire to become part of something, teeth, a man in white, hesitation

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18092014

emotionally-based / two-themed dream

the first theme, first scene,

an indian person had invented a cylindrical-shaped strimmer that recycled the energy of the machine as it was using it and had solved the energy problem

the second scene, another invention (am trying to remember what it was. will put it in the entry if it comes back to me)

the second theme first scene, sitting on a two-tier concrete step

there were about twenty-five kgs of two or three-inch screws scattered around where there are two of us

came into possession of about one-hundred pounds worth of marijuana

had the idea to hide the marijuana in amongst them if a prison guard happened to appear

the second scene, in an open cell in an open prison and the people in the cell, all african, were amazed at the amount of money i had made in just a few hours

one said “you must have had a rush on” and i replied “as soon as the cell door opened everyone flooded in”

the third scene: organised a game of cards for five people and thought it would be a good idea to have a woman in on the game

we were playing cards when a bottle of mango chutney became the main content of the dream and i returned it to another cell which was another card game, only this card game was reversed in terms of gender (four women and one man)

there were a few sentences of good-natured banter

i left their cell and as i was going back to mine when someone in my real-life (an authority figure) said to me “is there a woman in there” ? i said “yes” and she said back “you could get in a lot of trouble over that” the dream ended

the odd thing about this dream was there was nothing that happened during the day that could be even remotely connected to the themes of these dreams on the contrary with the exception of the first three hours of the day, which were extremely rewarding emotionally, the day was filled with feelings of frustration and defeatism and a determination to get around what was a body-blow to me, but more urgently, the degradation to the life of someone else

however two aspects of the dream could be related to events and thoughts over the last two or three days

the first three or four hours of yesterday were unusually satisfying and it is thought that this determined the tone of the dream but why was there no visual connection between the most rewarding part of the day and the themes of the dream ?

a new category of a dream… emotionally-based dream

analysis/interpretation indian man cylindrical strimmer, concrete steps, a large number of screws, marijuana open prison, money, african men, cell card game, mango chutney, women’s card game, real-life figure being referred to this month was brought about because ham was eaten as the last food of the day

the second dream happened because of eating a larger than usual amount of beef as the last food of the day

it isn’t remembered what the food was that caused the first original dream some twenty or more years ago but it has to be assumed that the similarities of the dreams are too similar for them not to be connected

that the meat of devolving beings can cause undesirable feelings in dreams wasn’t considered before this month the dreams were of pieces of food being regurgitated which were causing a mildly choking

similar to the reaction the body’s mechanism employs if a person tries to swallow an amount of food that is too big for the throat

the interpretation being put on these dreams is that consuming the solid tissue of devolving beings too close to going to sleep, as commonly experienced with cheese, does not suit the physiology

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15092014

think-read dream

think-read dream first scene

in the centre of a large busy town looking for a sign that points to the railway station

second scene

am having a confab with a railway employee about buying a ticket

third scene

a woman in the same situation as me (we both missed the last scheduled commuter service and we would have to use the employee’s transport-home train)

fourth scene

slept during the journey and woke to find a message on the seat next to me

could only read the message by “think-reading it” one word at a time

the first word was your, when i had read that word in order to read the next word it meant using a word that made grammatical and contextual sense before it could be read (in this instance it was luggage) the next word could be is/was/has etc.

if the sentence wasn’t making sense it meant going back to that part of the message where more than one word could be used to form a grammatically correct sentence and trying different words until the right one had been chosen and the next word revealed itself in both grammatical and contextual sense

while reading/forming the message i can remember thinking “why is it in the luggage office” and “well how did it get broken”?

i realised i could go back to the note/message and ask the question “how did it get broken”? and so i did

the message began forming itself and eventually it all made sense

the note read…

“your luggage is in the luggage office because the hand-strap of the large black bag broke as it was being handled and the contents spilled out. you can collect it from there up until 1 a.m.”

think-reading was the longest scene of the dream and it took bleedin’ ages

the think-reading became a real chore and it may have been the case that the task of think-reading was becoming so much of an effort i concluded the message so i wouldn’t have to keep on think-reading

when the message had been fully formed and i felt relaxed i would eventually get the luggage back i woke from the dream

analysis/interpretation

centre of a large busy city… train station/journey with a woman in the dream… one-word-at-time message (second time recently that a message has occured this way in a dream) missed the last train from birmingham to coventry

2 hrs R.E.M. types of brain waves

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12092014

tactile-informative (physiology)

this dream started in a spacious underground station

was asking an african man for instructions to get somewhere

he told me the exit i wanted

got to the start of the exit and was taken aback by how steep and long the incline to the street was

there was the strong sensation of gripping the hand-rail as i got toward the top of the steep and i only just managed to pull myself up the last half metre

a woman with a young baby in a pram was standing at the top of the exit anxious to get into the underground but she could see it would be unsafe to try and get the pram down

i told her she shouldn’t even try it. the dream ended

the sensation of gripping mentioned was so strong it was on the verge of waking me up

this is the second night running the dream has had an incline in it

analysis/interpretation: the sensation of grip was linked to weight training earlier on in the day (had to grip a dumbbell more firmly than usual to do a particular movement)

pushed myself too hard and stretched a muscle or ligament or fibres and breathing was uncomfortable for the rest of the day

the grip aspect of the dream enabled me to identify the reason for it the steep incline… the underground… the african man… the woman and baby… note am keeping the time spent on dreams and dream theory to 2 hours an entry (times up for today)

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11092014

two-themed dream: first dream… moving-sequence influenced/same-day influenced dream

was looking into where the driver sat in the latest model of a jaguar car which had a fully computerized push-button dashboard which was clustered into an area the size of a laptop keyboard

took it for a test drive in the centre of a town i used to live in

the very centre of the town was at the top of an in incline

the lights were against me and at the top of the incline and although the incline brought the car to a stop the car started to slip backwards and i became panicky when i couldn’t figure out which of the buttons to press to apply the brakes so i accelerated to stop the backward roll which took me through the red stop lights

the dream ended with the police on the scene

the cause of the dream was, in part, due to watching the italian grand prix and i remember dwelling on the way so many of the operations were done through the steering wheel

the second dream… written-word influenced/same-day influenced dream

this dream wasn’t all love and kisses either

someone, who wasn’t in the dream, was trying to kill someone in a telephone booth using a snipers long-range rifle

i was part of the security team trying to catch him

the dream ended before the shooter was caught

this dream was brought about by reading up on the origin of the word assassin

note.. could spend an hour or two trying to analyze the intricacies of the associated themes within these dreams

in the future as the analysis of dreams becomes formulated an easy-to-use guidebook will help us to make sense of every single aspect of any dream

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08092014

ssame-day-experiences influenced dreams / delayed-theme dreams

was getting things prepared to do a discotheque for an evening wedding reception a few days hence

a helper who had been looking forward to doing the djaying had become wary that we would ever do one and was voicing his reservation’s that it wasn’t going to happen

“you’ve seen the request,” i said, indicating with a look to a letter, as i was getting the equipment ready

he became convinced as i continued with the preparations and got into helping to get things ready

two causes for this dream, 1, earlier on in the day had all but finished getting my pad ready for receiving visitors

had been making half-hearted attempts to get it ready for the best part of a year but just couldn’t bring myself to make it a priority with all that’s been going on since the start of the ukraine crisis. 2, was spurred on to start thinking about getting a discotheque going as a result of dream 05092014

notes ~~~ this dream has brought about two new categories of types of dreams 1, same-day-experiences influenced dreams 2, delayed-theme dreamsame-day-experiences influenced dreams / delayed-theme dreams

was getting things prepared to do a discotheque for an evening wedding reception a few days hence

a helper who had been looking forward to doing the djaying had become weary that we would ever do one and was voicing his reservation’s that it wasn’t going to happen

“you’ve seen the request” i said, indicating with a look to a letter, as i was getting the equipment ready

he became convinced as i continued with the preparations and got into helping getting things ready

two causes for this dream, 1, earlier on in the day had all but finished getting my pad ready for receiving visitors

had been making half-hearted attempts to get it ready for the best part of a year but just couldn’t bring myself to make it a priority with all that’s been going on since the start of the ukraine crisis. 2, was spurred on to start thinking about getting a discotheque going as a result of dream 05092014

notes ~~~ this dream has brought about two new categories of types of dreams 1, same-day-experiences influenced dreams 2, delayed-theme dreams

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05092014

thought-influenced dream

there was a gigantic spaceship hovering in the atmosphere displaying a stream of writing along its hull

am on the ground with other people

the writing was in two-tiers and was running as a ticker-tape style information read-out of events that were going to happen

eventually, i twigged-on to what was happening

love/life has the ability to copy and paste real events

the people in the spaceship are able to tap into periods of times in the future but can only experience and portray it in written form

the implications of their abilities were too startling, too stark because i could interpret what was being displayed

i was assigned with superhuman abilities and elevated to a position of a deity because copying and pasting leads to understandings that increase knowledge which in turn increases the quality of life to a degree which is sufficient to enable us to continue along the right track of evolution for the foreseeable future

it resulted in the choice for this person to ascend and leave earth and the evolutionary process behind once and for all for this undulation

the dream ended when the choice to ascend was declined, preferring instead to continue to interpret and implement the lifestyle which the intricacies of copying and pasting had opened up to us

the basis of this dream is a decision that was taken earlier on in the day which anticipates someone else’s decision, which will be taken in the near future, and it was also influenced by thinking about the lifestyle we will be experiencing at the gathering place

this entry may lead to an insight of the lover’s abilities and highlight the futility in, and the consequences of, trying to steer the course of mankind’s history when that course does not contain an increase in the quality and quantity of love/life

in the same way that you and i have at our convenience the means to copy and paste words, pictures, moving images etc., that convenience is available to the lover in real-life situations over great periods of time involving a few or all people

the outcome of the decision mentioned above is already known to the lover

contingency planning has begun in case it does happen

if it does happen the writer will explain in a little more detail the way the lover uses this person

notes… the thought keeps occurring that there is something useful or important to be got from being aware of the start of any dream sequence

what’s the first thing the mind/brain does to get the images, thoughts etc. to become part of the faculty’s of the consciousness/memory ?

can it be something simple like a basic sine wave that grows in complexity ?

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04092014

thought-influenced dream

was working on a web page

tried three or four times to review the page

became frustrated when the page wouldn’t show the new entry and woke up from the dream

during the day had been thinking that it had been two days since had done anything on the website and it was probably too long to go without adding something

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01092014

two themed dream

walking with great ease and flair in town with an old girlfriend shopping for and buying clothes

tried on some clothes in a large department store

it was some sort of special occasion, party atmosphere

liked a jumper, in particular, was trying it on in a fitting room as when the dream ended

second dream… with friends in town again looking for somewhere to have a smoke

five or six of us ended up in a stretch limo

the car stopped at a junction and we started pushing it – dream ended

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31082014

two-themed dreams

both dreams had x content

it might be thought that a normal person wouldn’t have this many of this type of dream

there are good reasons for it

the next 1000 years can take many different courses (schrodinger’s cat)

day by day the best one is being replaced by the next best one

the lover has done all that needs to be done to let the best one happen

women who are not yet connected to their soul partner instinctively know what it is and in the course of time men will acquire the instinct too

by indulging the second and third party (the russian’s didn’t want to join the european movement seventy years or so ago nor will they in the future and the third party are even more entrenched in the past than the second party)

you’re going over ground the lover has already covered

over the next one thousand years the incompatibilities of outlook, which are in the genetic coding, will manifest themselves as physical malady’s for which there will not be a remedy (exactly in the same way as there is no way to get beings who are committing murder to change their outlook)

the new habitation will only constrain them not change them

the worst possible future is that there will be more people with untreatable conditions than healthy people

these types of dreams is the way love/life is keeping the hope of the best of the possible future’s alive

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28082014

sitting in a car

there was an air of expectation

was waiting for someone or for something to happen

a white cloud or a cloud of white smoke filled an area about the size of four or five houses fifty metres in front of where i was

it formed into a twirling pointed funnel and started coming towards me

it looked menacing so i scarpered ~~~ there was a lot more to the dream than is in this entry

most of the detail was forgotten by the time this dream was entered into this page because something else happened during last nights’ sleep

for the first time in almost thirty years and for only the second time in my life, i was woken up by my own snoring

both times there was a quality/depth to the sleep that gave me a feeling of being rejuvenated

i lay there for an hour savouring the feeling

for every second i lay there i could feel the tiredness in my bones seeping away

this sleep was brought about by a finding the perfect way of doing dead-lifts which enabled me to do fifty without any real effort or strain

wasn’t keeping notes of what was happening in my life thirty years ago but weight-training was part of my routine then too

will assume that it was the same thing that brought about the same type of sleep that caused me to snore the first time it happened

the dream itself was due to thinking about the situation in gaza

one day there at each other’s throats the next day there’s an extended cease-fire the next day their at each others throat’s

again a rapid kill-no kill, start-stop, situation is what’s to be expected when devolving beings get going

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26082014

externalized-laughing dream three-themed dream

the first dream was of me lying on a bed in a room that had microphones on mic stands and one or two japanese people tending to technical things

this dream was the result of thinking about how to use the dream state to further our understanding of how the mind/brain works and, specifically, to capture the externalized content of dreams

the second dream started off with a tense situation over the ownership of a pedal-bike

it was undoubtedly my bike and i had caught the person who stole it red-handed

the thief dashed out of the scene and the dream ended there with me feeling rankled that i didn’t get the bike back

the third dream, again, started off with antagonism, in it, the mother of our child was angry and frustrated that i refused to resume our relationship

another man related to the woman was there, and, obviously, he took her side

realizing i was on a hiding to nowhere, i left

the next scene didn’t have any details that i can remember

a baby six or seven months old was making happy baby sounds and i responded with like-sounds

that went on for four or five exchanges of sounds

it was realized that the baby and i had something in common

the scene changed to a different place where my mother was there with the baby

my mother was trying to convince me that it would be for the best if the relationship with the mother could continue

i became vehement and made three or four points saying why i didn’t want to get involved

the final point i made was with the most determination “i don’t want to and that’s it. don’t mention it again”

my mother said “it would be for the best though” and i softened my stance

my mother was like that she had a character-deformity that made her try to bring people together

she was forever match-making

she loved people being in love

the next scene was with the baby and we were doing the sound-swapping thing again

it reached a crescendo of reciprocation

the dream ended with the baby looking at me with a broad smile on his face and i woke up laughing (second laughing dream this week)

the eye contact of that final moment of the dream is one of those aspects of a dream that gets etched into the memory

notes: each of the themes were the result of thoughts, which i clearly remember having, during the day the bike… it would be an idea to record the sounds when sleeping… the mother/child relationship… remembering a particular interaction with a baby by and large men don’t “get off” on babies (their too busy being manly)

when you get into it you will realize that babies need as much, if not more attention, than toddlers

this person is famous for getting a six-week-old baby laughing a long, loud, really deep guttural laugh

when babies are lying on their back on a flat surface try putting your cupped-hand under their head

this person found it gets a positive reaction

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25082014

externalized-laughing dream, five-themed dream

1 a twenty or more storeyed building: open-plan glass structured: waiting for a lift: in a dilemma about something

2 multi-room in a stately house: clothes theme

3 large room with an open fire

4 in a low-roofed enclosed cave with a coal shale floor: claustrophobic feeling at first

am on my own and have a claustrophobic moment

then another person is in the dream

i get out, the other person remains trapped and says “i’m insane” dream ends

5 large store: in a sky-high mood with an old acquaintance from 30+ years ago

walking-cum-floating movement when moving from place to place

am in a great mood but it is misconstrued or resented and is taken as being flippant and disrespectful

old acquaintance walks away from me

have a fawn jacket in one hand and take it to the old acquaintance who is now lying down on a masseurs couch

i say “is this yours,”? he says “no,” i say “it should be” he nods

i leave the jacket on a peg by where he is lying down and go on my merry way

woke from this dream laughing before opening eyes

while trying to probe the details of the first dream an in-the-head sudden muffled sound woke me up in a start

notes: first and fourth dream separate or distinct periods of r.e.m.

is the last dream or final r.e.m. period the mind ‘summing up’ all of the r.e.m. or dream periods for that sleep ?

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23082014

externalized-laughing dream

second laughing dream this year

a female friend of 20 years ago and i were in a room

we were both completely stoned

she had the fridge door open and was drinking from a jar

she was a heavy-duty coffee-drinker but on this occasion wanted a dark fizzy drink

as i looked at her she was poised with a jar in her and looking perplexed

could see she was struggling with something or other and said as i pointed to the dark fizzy on the table next to where i sat “it’s over here”

she looked at the fizzy drink next to me and then at the jar and realized she hadn’t been drinking, what she thought was a dark fizzy drink that had gone flat but beetroot juice (i used to use beetroot juice to splash on chips)

throughout a three second period, with a grim resignation tinged with disgust, she said “oh, jesus christ”

she had told me the worst possible thing a living being could have in their body was beetroot

she hated it with a passion

if you’d known the woman and you would know that she was as mild-mannered as they come and didn’t hate anything

it would be acceptable to have a good laugh that something as simple as beetroot juice could cause such an emotional reaction

if you’ve been “out of it”, i mean really shit-faced stoned out of it, you’ll know that this is the sort of thing you do

if this had been a real-life incident it would still be making me smile today

first thing… you’ll find mentioned elsewhere at this web site what the lover thinks about weed… he’s against it

it adversely affects the mental processes

what has caused the writer to defy the lover on this is the fact that being stoned on marijuana gives a person pause for thought when it comes to doing things that are wrong and particularly violent acts

in the early 1980’s the writer and another person were laying the groundwork for committing a very serious crime

when i was “straight” the thought of doing what was being planned didn’t twinge my conscience at all but when smoking bud it did

in fact, while smoking a joint just thinking about it gave me a feeling of fear as the seriousness of the crime became clear

it is thought the reason the lover is against my use of it is that for a person who has made the transition in thinking the effect and effects of the thc in cannabis are more disruptive than it is to those who haven’t

the mind/brain is so much more of a creation than is the creation of the universe

it’s as, or more, finely balanced than the critical density of the universe which is known to be balanced to an accuracy of at least 1 ^60 of a degree

the universe has to be at the critical density in order for straight line action to occur

the workings of the brain have to take on continually complicated configurations throughout universal time to attain those changes which will make the heavenly state accessible

the lover, of course, knows precisely what the consequences are

the long and the short of it… cannabis lessens the quantity and or the quality of life in the near and/or long-term

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22082014

thought-conversation-influenced dreams

this dream was set in amsterdam

struck up an instant friendship with a chinese man and mentioned that i wanted some soft, fresh, moroccan black

he decided to let me know about his illegal drug supply operation and took me to where the organization operated from

he showed me around the building and then took me through to a room where a woman and man were doing something important

he said “this is… and this is…” they were faces that were familiar to me and i said “i already know them”

the chinese man look astounded and said to them “what kind of fool do you think i am”

for some reason, it was the kiss of death for the woman and man and they both looked resigned to their fate

the dream ended there

every part of this dream came from thoughts, memories and conversations during the day can’t figure the ending though

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21082014

unassigned categories of dreams

this dream opened up in a self-serve cafe on the first floor of a building in a built-up area

i was in the queue when someone close to me said something which had to be written down

i stealthily took a pen from a man’s shirt pocket to write it down

the man was so impressed with the deft way the pen was taken from him he got friendly and began a conversation

it turned out we both had music in common

the scene changed to a hall where the music was going to be played

he was in the process of organising a musical event but didn’t have the right equipment for what he was planning

after assessing his equipment it was obvious he didn’t have enough wattage for the venue

this part of the dream ended with him being pleased that the equipment i had would enable him to go ahead and hold the event

the scene returned to the cafe where a man who claimed he could levitate was going to give a demonstration

the scene then changed to down in the street where the levitation was taking place

it turned out to be a genuine act of levitation which impressed us all

the scene went back to the cafeteria where a fuss about whether we should eat the meal and then pay for it or, as the owners wanted, pay for it first and then eat it

suddenly a wall of water higher than the building we were in was rushing towards us

someone said, “what is that” ? and it became obvious a seriously dangerous situation had developed

i remember moving away from where the water would be crashing through the large glass window

as it broke through the window the glass smashed into large and small pieces and caused fatalities

the water quickly filled the cafe and in the next scene i was managing to keep on top of the water

the only way out of the situation was to take a deep breath and swim to the end of the cafeteria where the water was still coming in and get outside and above the water to breathe

as the water was swirling me around i took a deep breath and was just about to duck under the water when i passed that part of the self-serve counter where the sandwiches were

i grabbed a sandwich and took a big mouthful and immediately thought “this is a bad idea” as i realised opening my mouth was going to affect my breathing

the next scene was back in the street outside the cafe where someone else made the claim he could fly and was about to do it

he took off and moved straight up and away and returned in the angle of an arc

everybody was thoroughly impressed and we all applauded and cheered

woke up at this point but my eyes still very tired

was laying there with my eyes closed for about three to five minutes and fell asleep again for a couple of hours during which time had another dream

the dream was with my second eldest brother

we were using a magazine as a frisbee

the first few flicks made the pages flap wildly, which is what you would expect if you threw a magazine across a room, but that soon changed and within half a dozen tries we were getting the gliding effect, then we were getting a semi-permanent hovering effect, then a new movement for the frisbee… a hovering stall-before-fall effect

the magazine-frisbee was hanging for an unusually long time at the pre-stall-fall stage

am sure if the dream had gone on the splayed pages of the magazine would have taken on a life of its own and begin to fly gracefully

notes: nothing in this dream can be assigned to anything that happened during the day perhaps a new category of dreams is needed

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20082014

word/conversation/thought-influenced dreams

the contents of this dream… arnold scwharznegger, manfred hoeberl, two films and politics

there was a two-hour window in which to discuss politics and political strategy

one of the films was half the way through when the confab began

the conversation lost its momentum and changed to deciding whether to watch the film that was showing and talk afterwards or talk then and watch a film later

analysis… the two films were the result of a chat with someone about actors and films

the personalities and politics was the result of thinking about them

notes it is becoming easy recognise what generates dreams and it should eventually be possible to use the ability’s of the brain to instigate solutions and insights (see pre-cognitive deterministic dreams)

the writer will be maintaining his stance on not associating with people who are not living within ethical parameters

a broad range of themes was part of today’s thoughts

why did the dream settle on these three

it could be that these were the most productive to the writer from a conjugate position point of view

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19081014

two-themed dream/thought-influenced dream

there were half a dozen or so people in a very elaborate spaceship

there was an air of anticipation as we readied ourselves for an encasing procedure that would give the spaceship the ability to endure for an unlimited amount of time

someone voiced reservations about the long-term effects it would have on us

the process began and the noise of the encasing had the sound of permanency

the dream stopped there and was replaced by one of a xual nature

the first dream was brought about by trying to understand what the physical composition of evolving beings is while composing page four of the entry “the mistake” earlier on in the day

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18082014

multi-themed dream/film-influenced film

the first theme was something to do with washing clothes can’t remember the details

the second theme… the ukraine/russia crises was over and was on a train on my way to russia with an attache case full of money and expensive items that were going to be used to help people who were having a hard time making ends meet

got off the train in a city where the hardship was obvious

the very first person i tried to encourage to organise things saw the contents of the case and took me to a group of nationalists who weren’t happy with the way the crisis ended and were looking for a way to find faults with my motives

feeling invulnerable, i was not prepared to compromise the way the valuables were used (they weren’t going to use the wealth in a way that benefited most people)

when they realised i wouldn’t budge they decided to take me out of the equation and dropped me off the top of a fifty-storey building

i fell through the top of another building (had watched the last ten minutes of the empire strikes back. anything skywalker could do…) and into the next scene

this dream sequence was in a classroom where there was a discussion about the value of different people in society (had been thinking about how equality and work could be married several times over the last few months and thought the solution could be “time-for-time”. a web page entry explaining how this could work will eventually be presented)

the lecturer was maintaining that some people were more important than others

needless to say, a debate began

the debate ended when i proved my point by using an analogy between boys and men

the lecturer left the room smarting and quipped “and you’re obviously a boy”

the next scene was a high-speed pursuit (again, watched twenty minutes of a film earlier with a car chase in it)

i was chasing a suspect

we both had super fast cars

eventually, the suspect drove off the main road along a dirt track that ran alongside a field with twenty or thirty metre-tall plants in them

the suspects car had crashed and was overturned but there was no one it

i became aware of a huge black object the shape of a wide bullet that looked like a spaceship

the top half of the spaceship morphed into a giant alien who was who was ready for trouble

realising i was out-gunned i backed off and the alien-cum-space ship took off

assessment… all the main visual aspects of the dreams… the clothes, the ukraine/russia crisis, being dropped off a building, the debate, the time-for-time idea, the car chase and the alien ship can be joined to thoughts and images during the day

the attitudes interwoven throughout the dreams are attitudes the dreamer holds

the way the dream ends… in two of the remembered dreams there was a concessionary-ending in one it was a fantasy-film ending

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16082014

was in a room with a woman who had just become an acquaintance

the xually graphic aspect of this dream was the result of meeting someone earlier on in the day

two periods of sleep and two dreams today

the first scene or two of the second dream today vanished from the memory almost instantly

it would probably have explained what caused the dream

the theme of the dream was a woman and me striking up a relationship and beginning a film project

the idea of the film was to portray the real meaning of life

our shared emotions was the key factor in this dream

they produced some sublimely touching moments

one, in particular, was getting a robot to feel and appreciate life and exhibit love

another was the excelling harmonies that flowed from an impromptu duet as we took it in turns to originate lines and sang them to the tune of “where have all the flowers gone”

the dream ended, while we were still singing, with the sun shining over a hilly area the size of a county

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15082014

two-themed dream

had a raft of things to do the first thing today and by the time i got to the computer had forgotten the details of the dreams

there were a few days on the trot during the past week when a certain satisfaction accompanied the detailing of the previous night’s dreams as they were being written

immediately after waking should we make the analysis of dreams the first order of the day ?

happily, this person is in the position to try it

let’s see if any constructive happens

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13082014

film sequence dream

in an underground, but nothing that fits into my experience of them, that was absolutely jam-packed with people

there wasn’t more than a metre between the elevators which extended to the edges, both in the depth and the height of the scene

the elevators were arranged diagonally to each other

the depth showed twenty or more elevators with the ones furthest from view between forty and eighty metres in height

there were four or five people abreast of each elevator and toe to toe

assessment… this is the first time the writer has had the feeling there were too many people

it looked like there were about one-hundred thousand people in the sequence

applying the roney analysis to this dream suggests there has been a poor organization of large numbers of people in undulations past

there are at least two interpretations of this dream the one favoured is… there can only be too many people if the organization isn’t right

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11082014

a tender love dream

in a room with two women and a man

accepted an invitation to cuddle from one of the women and i immediately suggested we kiss

the kiss was surprisingly forthcoming and felt the direction of the togetherness should be toned down

the woman felt differently and it meant having to steer her feelings into a less passionate state

having done that we continued in a way that allowed tenderness to dominate our feelings and they could have gone on indefinitely

things continued like that for the rest of the dream which ended when my hand accidentally brushed against her nipple and it brought out her procreational instincts at which point the man in the room came over to us and suggested we stop

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09082014

a loyal champion of the cause was making the case to an audience that the writer has done all he needs to do and need not involve his self any further (with current affairs)

the writer wasn’t sure he felt/feels that more could/can be done

the writer is in a quandary on this point

this dream is a direct result of that quandary this dream that may recur

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08082014

two-themed dreams

have had some graphic x dreams before but this one takes the cake

the first theme of the dream was brought about by images and thoughts

the news today was the most death-filled five to ten minutes of news the writer can remember watching (they move with great fury for they know their time is short) mixed with the images of c-clip (my reference)

the thoughts surrounding the news contained the understanding that the lives being lost would be replaced through love/life and the emotions and feelings contained in the replacing of lives would be greater and the lives would have immeasurably more longevity

the dream itself was ten to twelve different scenes, each one lasting between a half and one and a half seconds of dream time

the scenes were much too xual for a description; suffice to say, when it comes to love/life and reproduction, love/life does it with a passion that is driven by a hunger for more life that would make death-oriented beings hang their heads in shame

the sequence of images stopped and was replaced by a lying down view where i could see my left knee and a woman’s right knee

a metre or two beyond our knees was a nude male who began talking about his x habits

within a sentence or two, it became apparent that he was homoxual and rancorous emotions surfaced in the writer when the woman next to him insisted on listening to what he had to say

the theme of the dream changed to a gymnasium-sized room where there was excited talk about someone special who had just joined us

the buzz was he could levitate

suddenly the person was sitting in the lotus position in the centre of the room

immediately he rose up into the air and descended again but in a less than a steady way

he looked like david blaine

the writer had seen the illusionist do a fifteen to twenty-centimetre levitation trick on the telly umpteen years ago and thought then he had used helium or something akin to it to do the trick so i challenged its genuiness

again from the lotus position he rose and descended only this time it looked much more real

then again from the lotus position, he began lifting and suddenly he gained speed went out of control, bounced off the ceiling, then off the wall, then off the floor and was on his way toward the ceiling again when (there was a microsecond break here. again, my reference) he turned into a bumble bee

the bumblebee was flying erratically, and from person to person

someone said “he’s scared someone will hurt him”

the bumblebee landed on my hand, walked a bit, and then flew off

the dream ended there

nothing stands out as being the cause for prompting this dream though it makes sense to think they are related… hmmm

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06082014

the dream opened up with a fierce fire in some residential buildings

the fire, image-influenced dream content, was not from a news clip but from a film the writer watched before going to sleep (life oriented beings are so easily influenced by disruptive events it’s a wonder there’s any happiness at all in the world)

within a second the scene changed to a conservative cabinet meeting where the cause of the fire was being discussed

it took a humorous turn when one person started to explain how he knew from personal experience how difficult it is to clean dustbins (where the fire began) using cumbersome protective gloves it then got even funnier…

the cabinet leader, a very attractive version of margaret thatcher, had been born in an up-market maternity ward in a posh constituency but it came to light that she had, in fact, been conceived in the working class town of barnsley

the meeting then became very serious again as a damage-limiting cover-up story became the main topic of the meeting

the writer was in the process of making up an comically lame excuse for such a serious breach of etiquette when he woke up

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05082014

thought-influenced dreams

sometimes a meal will cause the writer to sleep during the day…

the first theme of this multi-themed dream was about christmas eve

woke up in the dream at midday and got a bit panicky because it was going to be touch and go whether i could get into town and buy a bottle of whiskey and be back in time for the beginning of the festivities

the second part of the dream was about a friend the writer had in his teenage years who was more interested in a wooing a girl than anything else and a friend of his who was a budding guitarist who was more interested in being friendly than he was being a musician

the third part of the dream was in the kitchen of the house the writer grew up in

the kitchen had been expanded and could now seat ten people and had become something of a meeting point for people

a young woman was proudly showing the results of the very first vegetables she had grown (flat beans)

these three themes are the result of three distinct thoughts that the writer remembers occurred during the day

one about christmas, one about the adjoining kitchen where he currently lives and one about spending more time doing musical things

it may be that the other details in the dream were associated thoughts that surrounded the distinctly remembered thoughts which determined the main themes in the dream

in which case the main factor in determining the content of dreams may be thoughts

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04082014

was in a meeting where a children’s party was being organised

the entire dream revolved around the details of the logistics of the party… what was needed… how many… where to buy them from…

the dream ended when the adult organiser’s had done everything and we were getting stuck into a page-sized steak sandwich

this dream was brought about by a conversation during the day when a committee the writer belonged to came up in the conversation

am fairly sure it was the use of the word committee and the thoughts and feelings associated with the committee, that was the basis of the dream

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31072014

was baffled

couldn’t figure out why the dreams over the last few weeks were less enjoyable than usual

it wasn’t until yesterday (310714) when the writer didn’t watch anynews and had a typically pleasant dream that it got the writer thinking then the penny dropped…

the news over the last few weeks was mainly about gaza with the accompanying explosions

it was recognised and mentioned in the dreams diary entry of 110609 that fireball-type explosions unsettled the mind and affected the quality of dreams

even without the visuals of explosions the non-stop barrage of murder and unnatural death presented to us every day by the oligarch-controlled mainstream media will cause a mild depression in life oriented people (this is well known to the Oligarchs)

the news format of the mainstream media is a mixture of death and sport

it’s the ancient roman empire outlook of life (a devolving beings future)

to those heading that way… love/life does not salute you you’re love/lifes tragedy

a permanent poignancy in an otherwise joyous mathematical function

ordinary people, do yourself a favour and give the news a miss

this website will keep you appraised of what’s happening through the ukraine entry

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20062014

had the same meal as the last meal of today as the meal on the twenty-first of april 2014 in an effort to establish if the less than desirable feelings in that dream were caused by an unusually large amount of meat but didn’t remember the dream !

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01052014

externalized dreams

the dream began with someone in a small group asking me what i thought was a hypothetical question

my answer was something along the lines of… “if a person suggests something is it fair to accept what the person says as being true”? (wasn’t going to enter this dream into the diary to start with. it was a few hours before it was and by then the precise wording of the question had been forgotten) i said “yes”

the next scene was of someone who i had known as a boy/teenager and he was walking away from where he lived

in the next scene, i was upstairs in the house where he lived

there was a cat miaowing outside a bedroom door

it was obvious the cat wanted to go into the room so i opened the door and let it in

with the door open i could see the friends mother by her bed and i said sorry for intruding

she immediately asked me why i had testified to her having done something

it then became obvious why the opening scene of the dream was a matter-of-fact type question… my answer was meant to be used to incriminate the friend’s mother

the externalized aspect of the dream began as i started speaking “just a moment” i said “i didn’t know that the question i was asked was going to be used to incriminate someone” (at this point i realized i was becoming conscious but finished the point) “if i had been told that my reply was going to be used in a court of law i wouldn’t have answered the question or would have qualified it”

the cause of the dream… that day someone brought to my attention a newspaper headline

it was about max clifford

the person who brought the story to my attention said he was convinced he was guilty because he was the sort of person who would do something like that

for the first time in many a month, i read a tabloid

it’s wasn’t too difficult to understand what’s going on

max clifford was the only person who had the character to mention my existence on the telly

it is the courage of his convictions which has brought about his predicament (there are a handful of people who have demonstrated the courage of their convictions. they, through their progeny, will be offered more life this undulation)

some of you will be aware there has been a spate of prosecutions of sexual crimes against high-profile people in recent months

ken barlowe is the one that most people will have heard about

he was persecuted through prosecution because he had the temerity to voice the fact that a person’s disabilities were/are brought into existence as a result of them doing things, undulation after undulation, that reduce the quality and or quantity of life time and time again

this touched a raw nerve with the british oligarchs

there are many amongst them and their families who have mental and physical disabilities

when you control the media and can use the resources of a country to persuade, bribe, induce… people to do say and do what you want them to do there’s always enough people to do the oligarch’s bidding

the oligarch’s know that the mere mention of a sexual crime will condemn that person when the accusation is made through the mainstream media

too many ordinary people, being lazy-minded, believe everything they see and hear on the telly

the tears shed for the loss of the original ancestor’s of today’s oligarchs were shed many, many undulations ago

the lover tried and tried and tried to get them to see what that they were doing was wrong and what the consequences would be

he suffered in ways you can’t imagine… until, literally, the end of the universe

understand fully the following points… the mental faculties of the “original sinners” were working perfectly

there was nothing in the environment that could harm them

there was no external reason at all that could have given them the cause to choose non-existence

perhaps they just wanted to be different from everyone else (see also the mistake)

for the record… the oligarch structure putin heads is the most powerful in the world and putin has a major role in forming its strategies (this website is fairly certain it was he who formulated the rationale that convinced people close to and far from the writer that it is, inevitably and ultimately, a doom and gloom no-hope outcome for everyone other than the writer)

he is wrong!

israel’s netanyahu and britain’s cameron (the second and third most influential oligarch-controlled countries in the world) do not originate strategies

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24042014

picture dreams

this dream is a picture dream there was another image before the main one but it wasn’t dwelt upon and the details faded quickly from the memory

the picture in the dream was of chips there were twenty or so of them in the picture

what caught the attention was their colour they were much browner than the ones that the writer usually makes

the next day decided to have chips and make them the vivid golden-brown colour they were in the picture dream

when it came to cooking the meal it meant cooking them differently in order to get them the same colour as they were in the picture dream

it was simpler than it was thought it would be

the writers routine for eating is to let his hunger lead him to when he eats and as the need for food increases it determines what to eat for this meal

it was home-made fresh bread, chips, mashed swede, chicken pie and gravy the meal was every bit as enjoyable as usual and yes, the chips did have a more-satisfying-than-usual quality

this person is only now starting to take dreams seriously enough to get “with it” and let dreams influence his waking state in a way that dictates his motivations (see precognitive dreams)

people who don’t regard dreams as anything special may find this alarming

it can be pointed out that the average person probably didn’t regard physics as being particularly relevant to their lives either

the knowledge that has come from quantum theory in the last two decades has opened up pathways in the neural structure which has changed our way of thinking so radically that the views that were expressed before its implications were realized has made our previous ideas about the real world as outdated as a flat earth

it is believed that dream theory is going to reveal more about what is important in our lives than quantum theory ever will

this is the most intellectually and rewarding situation imaginable

a mechanism whereby previous events and actions that can enhance the quality of life present themselves before doing the same or similar things pre-mechanistic determination!

the writer has acted on the content of dreams before, this dream though is the first that is recognizable as being from the self that for self the applications are immense…

pre-dream-pooling of the previous nights dreams before taking decisions of profound importance (the issue will be presented the day before)

it was mentioned some years ago that there was some frustration about there not being memories of past experiences

what’s emerging far-surpasses that limitation

memories from previous undulations that can guide us on our way now! wow things are taking off like a rocket let’s hear for the lover

it is believed that what’s happening is in the vein of the roney analysis and the more we act on our dreams the greater the benefits will be

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21042014

(food influenced dream ?)

two different dreams

both of them had ill-feeling in them

the first… was in a house watching a large-screen telly that was hanging from the ceiling

there were four birds in the room (cockateels i think)

one of them was very unhappy about being there and was exuding an air of restrained belligerence and defiance

a big black predatory bird in flight came onto the screen and the unhappy bird became uncommonly frightened, not sure if the frightened bird thought the bird on the screen was real or not but it acted as though it was, and flew to me for safety but was so frightened and unhappy about the situation it was in that it bit into my foot between the big toe and the toe next to it

there was no sensation to the bite nor was there was any feeling in the second bite

immediately afterwards the scene changed to where i was about five metres away from where the first scene took place and was standing looking up at where the bird that didn’t want to be there was sitting on its perch shaking with fear

the second dream… walking down a street where i once lived

there were eight or nine of us of mixed ethnicities and we were happy with each others company

went to a shop for something and joined the queue of about twenty people

someone who had been a friend for a long time came over and was looking for trouble and began to goad me into striking him so he could retaliate with greater force

i felt intimidated and was trying to figure out why the friend was doing what he was doing

it then became clear that he was a closet racist and was venting his hatred on me for mixing with non-whites

there was nothing in the day that that was obviously the reason for the content of this dream

the possibility of the cause of this dream may be the diet for that day

not being a big meat-eater (a quarter to one half of kg per week) it is thought the unusually large amount of pork meat (one hundred and fifty grams… five and a half oz) for the main meal of the day might be the reason for this unsettling dream

it will be easy to test this theory

will keep to the usual amounts of meat for three or four weeks and eat the same meal again

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15042014

(a taste of freedom)

Whoooa! usually, the writer wakes up from dreams in a semi-sleepy state

this dream was the first that has jolted him wide awake

there was nothing, no images, feelings etc. that preceded it

there was a dark, featureless slumber then there was a white/blue-light/space which drew the conscious into it as it was being looked at

it took on depth and the depth began expanding in all directions of the one hundred and thirty degrees or so image (vision ?)

the attention became focused at the centre of the image as it began increasing in depth

the thought “the endless” occurred then, suddenly, things became dramatic

over the course of about three or four seconds the endless took on a new perspective as its depth deepened in a smooth but fast way until the depth became a tangible quantity which caused the mind to balk as the reality of endless depth diminished the individuals identity of self and forced it to withdraw as it realized it was experiencing something greater, so much, much greater than its ability to encompass

the dream lasted a second and a half of dream-time, but, people, you had better believe… it is going to take every minute of the evolutionary process to adjust to the endless in a way that allows a continually-expanding state of mind to become part of our conscious

there have been two experiences that were notable for their sense of space/movement/freedom before this one

the first, another dream, as a child and the second, while fully conscious, is mentioned elsewhere at this website

both of those had both wonder and appeal

this one, however, was a mind-expanding one and it is the writer’s delightful privilege to pass on to yourselves one of the features of the heavenly state

this dream-experience was similar to the quantum shock although it wasn’t as sudden

from “normal” self to a different mental state faster than our current mind process’s can willfully perform

applying the roney analysis to this dream/vision leads to the conclusion that all of our desirable experiences of previous undulations are re-emerging as evolution takes place

what is also new is the idea that the endless void of space can, subjectively, be turned into a colour-rich environment

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09042014

the roney analysis

it was nighttime and was looking at a cluster of four or five lights way up in the atmosphere

another person came into the dream and wanted to know what it was i looking at

“u.f.o.’s” was my reply and he said “no they’re not”

when he said that the group of lights turned into about twenty lights of different colours and it became obvious it was u.f.o.’s

i dashed to the house to get my camera and when i got inside there were people rushing about

“there are u.f.o.’s in the sky at the front of the house,” i said, thinking it would get the people rushing about to stop what they were doing and get interested in what it was i was excited about

a voice standing on my left shoulder said “take a look out there” and i could see at the periphery of my field of vision he was indicating the back of the house

as i moved to the window a bright white light started to get brighter and brighter and i realised the light was coming from a huge spaceship that was coming down to the ground

the dream ended there with me in a state of resignation that e.t.’s are much too advanced for us to do anything other than accept that they are superior to us in every important way… technologically, altruistically, responsibly…

thinking about this dream made me wonder… where did the images of the lights up in the atmosphere come from ?

does the mind have the ability to generate images that fit the dream ?

as it was being thought about the notion that the content in dreams may be the experiences of previous undulations, as is suggested to explain precognitive dreams

thinking about my own dreams every single dream i’ve had, and i’ve had some really bizarre ones, could, when thought about in the context of a love-length, exist in actuality so now this possibility has to be entertained…

everything that occurs in dreams has already existed

the odd and baffling sequences in dreams are the mind drawing on experiences that have already been enacted or witnessed in previous undulations !

the seemingly random generation of images, motions etc. that occur in dreams is the mind using the experiences we’ve had in past undulations !

the mind is presenting the aptest image available from our own experiences to the dream sequence, albeit the aptest content may be hundreds or thousands of years before and after now !

this, in turn, means the brain contains the memory or has the ability to retrieve or construct or reconstruct any and all of any individuals experiences from that initial moment of their creation

if so then dream theory, and especially the analysis/interpretation of dreams has taken a completely different, radical turn

interpretations of dreams based on this theory will be referred to as “the roney analysis”

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09042014

thinking about this dream (09042014) made me wonder…

where did the images of the lights up in the atmosphere come from ?

does the mind have the ability to generate images that fit the dream or is every conceivable image, thought, emotion etc. that can exist in reality already there in the brain in the form of a modifiable template?

this, in turn, produced the notion that the content in dreams may be jumbled up in terms of time, and further, they could have come from the experiences of previous undulations, as is suggested to explain precognitive dreams

when it was thought about, every single dream i’ve had, and i’ve had some really bizarre ones, could, when thought about in the context of evolution throughout the period of a love-length, exist in actuality

so now this possibility has to be entertained… everything that occurs in dreams has already existed and the odd and baffling sequences in dreams is the mind drawing on experiences that have already been enacted or witnessed and the seemingly random generation of images, motions etc. that occur in dreams is the mind using the experiences we’ve had in past undulations ?

the mind/brain is presenting the aptest image available from those experiences to the dream sequence

this, in turn, means the brain contains the memory or it has the ability to construct or reconstruct any and all of any individuals experiences from the initial moment the individual or the individual’s genetic line came into existence

if so then dream theory, and especially the analysis of dreams, has taken a completely different, radical turn!

interpretations of dreams based on this theory will be referred to as “the roney analysis”

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15022014

laughing dream

the first dream this year when was woken out of the dream because of my own laughing…

in a picture house that only had seven or eight rows of seats either side of a central aisle

there were four or five of us men who had arrived late and our wives were in the front row and all the seats were taken

i got the attention of my wife and gave her a smile and she waved which in turn had a knock-on effect on the other wives who then all turned and waved to their respective husbands

what was funny about it was the short distance between where the men were standing and the front row (three or four metres)

it was the same circumstances and the same sort wave a toddler gives to someone who is within a metre or two of her or him

it made me smile and decided to capitalise on the moment, which one or two of the men had also latched on to, by saying something which caused another childish response and everybody, except the women, realised what happened, and started laughing

two points here… the sense of distance that a child, and to a lesser extent, women have, is different from males

why that is so is to do with the attitude of a person or outlook on life…

the more attuned a person is to life and other people the more distance there is to reality

again, children and women are leading the way

this dream was the result of the day being an “other persons day” (spent all day working on things that were for the benefit of other people) this an externalized dream

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13092013

dream within a dream

never had one of these before

dreamt someone was staying with me and while we were sleeping i dreamt i was explaining something important to him

was talking out loud in the dream within the dream (speaking out loud in dreams is quite common for the writer) which woke up the guest and he began talking to me about the points that were made in the dream

when i began reiterating the points in the dream within the dream i woke up

alas, it took three hours to iron-out a problem with the computer and by the time it was working had forgotten what it was i had said out loud in the dream within the dream

it may be linked to some unusual mental activity in the last week (will go into what that is if it continues and can figure out what it means)

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12082013

loving thoughts-laughing

the last time laughed this loud and long was in 1978 (while awake)

it was that type of laughing when you have to force yourself to stop laughing to take a breath

it woke me out of the dream and i played the scene over half a dozen times before it didn’t make me laugh out loud any more

the funny scene involved an acquaintance of five years back

he was at my home and was using the computer for something or other

the computer itself was a desktop that had three screens, like a woman’s bedroom mirror, and each screen could work independently of the others or in sync with either or both of them

had programmed the computer to respond randomly with a vivid picture on one of the screens when it was not being used and the other two were bieng used

when he began touching the keys a 3d black and white picture jumped onto the right-hand side screen and took him aback

as he overcame his disorientation he saw the funny side of if and started having a laughing fit that caused him to lose control of himself and he slipped off the chair and onto the floor

as i took in the event i saw the funny side of it too and started laughing as well

am currently in the process of buying a 3d t.v. and during the day had been thinking about what sort of effects i could expect when it was installed

also earlier on that day, while at the computer, had a series of humurous thoughts concerning a screen-cast which had a love-theme

the moral of this dream must be… think loving and happy thoughts

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18052013

insignificant dreams ?

got a couple of new saucepans

while cooking with them ws using a metal knife to move the food around in the pan

as was doing so the thought ocurred that the knife could score the bottom of the pan so began using a wooden utensil

the dream that night was of me looking into a saucepan that had deep scores along the bottom

why did the subconscious reaffirm a decision that had already been taken ?

possibly as a validation that a correct decision had been made with the possibility that a future dream where the previous day contained thoughts and actions that were not so easy to resolve would be validated, or invalidated, via a dream

or is it that the content or theme of a dream reflects the most significant thought/action of any given day (just goes to show how uneventful the writers life can be) or neither of these two interpretations

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16042014

externalised dreams: dreams in which the content of the dream can be observed by others (movement, talking, laughing, singing, shouting etc.)

externalised dreams happen to the writer on a regular basis

why does it happen?

the initial thought is… in the fullness of time there